Letters to my Love

Good morning darling,
I'm sitting on the beach again writing you and sending you
all my love. Look how beautiful and peaceful the ocean is
today. It just breaks my heart you can't share this
physically with me right now as I know you need this so
much. I guess all I can do is share it with you like I do.
I love you to the moon and back sweetheart. I just finished
Sadhana and now I'm going to Shabbat to pray more for you
and learn this week's portion.
January 9, 2016


I made this cute little montage of us as kids. You always
told me we were really the same age since it took me an
extra 20 years to finally understand everything. I guess I
had to pass time waiting for you from our past. I did what
I had to do to wait and learn. Look how cute we were.
"A person often meets his destiny on a road he took to
avoid it" -Jean de la Fontaine
Couldn't think of a cuter little couple always sharing the
same soul. Heart to heart.
January 10, 2016


Good morning my love and happy almost birthday.
I've been really upset all week because I know I promised
you such an incredible birthday this year and now your
absolutely cruel and ignorant family still won't even give
you the gifts or cards I send you. It's beyond acceptable
and I'm now convinced they are causing you more harm then
good. How is a prisoner supposed to recover who's
continually told what to do and who not to love Etc. I'm so
sorry this has happened to you and I promise you that this
won't go on much longer. They have completely over abused
their guardianship rights and they have taken everything
that you truly care about away from you.
All your friends, your things, your home and your love.
I don't think I've ever heard of more cruel people in my
life. They can pretend that what they are doing is good for
you but we all know it's a lie and it only serves their
interests. The whole world is behind you and we will not
allow this to happen to you anymore. I still pray every day
for your mom as your soul tells me she is very ill. I can
only imagine the negative energy they are projecting on to
you and the negative energy they have brought upon
themselves. These sins are beyond any justification now and
God sees all of this. They can pretend they are so noble
and great and saving your life but the truth is they are
hurting your recovery process more than anyone. It's a fact
and every neuro expert I've consulted with agrees. You do
not do this to someone in your state. I'm so beyond upset
with them I'm ready to do whatever it takes so you have
your rights back and you will.
I'm not impressed at all with what they have done. Hiring a
nurse and getting you therapy is great but when you add up
all the harm they've done to you it's not even balanced
anymore. Deleting your social media accounts, tampering
with your memory recall, tricking you, deceiving you,
banning you from communicating with your friends etc. Not
giving you the hundreds of messages I've sent to you. Not
allowing you to get messages from anyone other than who
they can control. Honestly they should be put to trial in
January 16, 2016


federal court and I promise you if your rights aren't given
back to you soon this will happen.
Shame on them, Shame on them. How can they do this to their
daughter. I love you infinitely and one day you will know
the real truth. They think you are a computer and they can
just selectively reprogram into you what they want.
The universe will strike soon and all will be revealed.
Today was my 20 th day of Sadhana. Now I'm on my way to
Shabbat. I will never ever stop praying for you and doing
everything I can to help you heal. I'm so so sorry you are
being lied to by your own family and deceived like this.
It's just beyond mind boggling and you were absolutely
right when you panicked on Valentine's Day. " baby you
don't know my family, you don't know what they are capable
of, they will literally lock me up and throw away the key"
I wish I listened more carefully and I'm so sorry. Well now
they are going to learn what I'm capable of and what
resources I have. I will never allow you to be a captive
prisoner with no access to the outside world anymore. Just
get strong and know that I'm right here always. Everyone
sends you their love and everyone is ready to storm the
courthouse demanding that you get your rights back.


Interesting portion of the Torah today. I really wish and
will always continue to pray for your family to finally get
it. They just refuse to acknowledge they have a big hand in
this and their strategy to contain you is only slowing down
your recovery. They are only hurting you and manifesting
negativity upon themselves because they just won't
understand anything here. So sad for all the parties
involved. I tried so hard to tell them that unity was the
only way.
January 16, 2016
Scene from Romeo and Juliet with the father so certain of
what he thought was best for his daughter. Boy was he
wrong. It's common sense that you don't put pressure on a
child that's trying to heal. It's even more common sense
that you don't take love away from that same scenario when
love and only love can heal all things. It's a medical
fact. Their ignorance is beyond anyone's imagination. These
are the old ways of thinking, we are not in the Middle Ages
anymore.


The craziest thing is anyone that ever saw us together
immediately recognized we were a unit. All the angels know
this too and that's why I'm so certain about our destiny.
After all this and not hearing from you for 10 months and
all the brainwashing they must be attempting I just know
our mission on this earth together. It's beyond things they
could ever understand my love. They may of been gifted with
a certain type of left brain thinking but they are
kindergarteners to understanding how the universe and God
and all its forces work. Hopefully in this lifetime these
events will teach them their Tikkun.
I certainly know now this will be one of your greatest
missions in your life. Not to rebel against them nor run
away but rather to teach them about things they don't
understand. The world as they view it is not what it
appears to be. I say this because your soul has been
telling me they've been telling you that there will be
others and I'm not good for you. That you will be a widow
for years if we are together. They can only think
rationally and as most rational thinking people would.
When ancient souls reunite it's so powerful that it tears
through everything and realigns the paths of families,
traditions and everything they thought they had mastered
but actually missed. It is so beyond their control its
almost comical to see their controlling attempts to divert
you. I just smile at all of this as I know deep within
nothing on this physical earth can split our souls since
they were born as one. It's like telling a twin he can't be
a twin anymore. I love you infinitely darling. I'm sorry I
can't be there to hold you and love you on your birthday. A
great injustice had been done and there will be a time of
recompense as your soul tells me.
I'm also extremely concerned for your mom honey. Your soul
and the spiritual guides tell me she is not well but
fighting to be there for you. I'm very aware of her cancer
battle and like I said earlier I have her in my healing
prayers every single morning throughout all of this. The
energy she is putting into the universe to make sure you
cannot see me or hear from me is hurting her and she could
never understand this obviously. The energy of trying to
alter your destiny or divert you from your soulmate is only
hurting her and boomeranging back to her field. If only she
surrendered and let things be as they are meant to be she
would find true peace. It's in that peace that she may be
able to conquer this cancer. Living in a state of panic and


obsessive control is going to really hurt her. My love this
is the last thing I would ever want. I want her to heal and
I want you to heal. You must find your voice back darling.
You tell me you can't fully express yourself yet as you
want to. This is one of the reasons why I wake up at 330 am
and chant mantras to the universe. In my doing so I feel
your presence and I'm trying to manifest that you get your
rhythm back. These are the signals you send me in dreams
etc. Geez what a journey this has all taken us on my love.
I'm so so sorry you are suffering. The day we reunite will
be the happiest day and in that first heart to heart
everything will come back to you. I just know it.
I really hope they will come to reason soon and that I
won't have to force them to legally give you your letters
and access to the outside world.


Happy Bday darling,
It's midnight exactly and I wanted to send you all my love.
Your 24 now yay.....I got you a really incredible gift and
I know you will appreciate it when you get it. I love you
infinitely.
On the beach for the first sunrise of your 24th year.
January 17, 2016


Sweetheart here's the pic in our house of your bday last
year in Palm Beach.
We threw you a little birthday party here since we've been
banned from communicating with you. Here's some messages
from everyone for you.
January 17, 2016


Good morning my lovee,
I'm just going to continue to celebrate your birthday all
week because I love you so much. Look at this beautiful
sunrise.
January 18, 2016