Letters to my Love

Lovee,
Today marks 229 days since our beautiful swim. I know you
are getting better and I'm really trying so hard to just
give your parents the space they asked. There's obviously
not a minute that I'm not doing everything I can to help
you from my world of healers and prayers. I trust that God
has this all figured out for us. He knows how much I love
you and how genuine and sacred my love for you is. That's
really all that matters in the end. What's meant to be is
meant to be. Nothing can ever separate us for ever. I count
the days till I see you and we can take walks together in
your neighborhood. I love you infinitely honey.
November 2, 2015


Good morning darling,
Here I am in the beach again on another beautiful sunrise.
Just want to tell you how sacred you are to me and how much
I love you. You are absolutely everything to me and I pray
nonstop for your guides and angels to guide you back to
full reconnaissance. I can feel this happening and I can
picture us reuniting soon. Heart to heart and exchanging
our energies. I love you eternally with every atom in me.
November 3, 2015


November 3, 2015
That's what I stare at from our bed everyday.


Hi lovee,
I'm back at Kabbalah now taking a 3 week course on
intuition so I can feel you even more. It's really
interesting to be taught what we've been experiencing.
November 3, 2015


Good morning my love,
Just another pause on the beach as I send you all the love
imaginable. Today's a big day for business so wish me luck
ok. Everything I do is for us anyways. I love you so much.
I hope they are treating you ok.
Hi lovee just telling you how much I love you. We are all
working late today as we have big stuff happening. I miss
you so much and look at your picture all day long every
day. I love you infinitely.
November 4, 2015


Good Morning my little soulmate,
I'm out on Haulover Beach this morning. Decided to start
surfing again so I'm just training. I want to be able to
take you out soon and teach you like you always wanted. I'm
convinced the combination of the ocean, the sunrises, our
love and riding waves will help you heal and sync you back
to proper harmony. Just know that everything I do is for us
and I love you more than anything in the universe along
with God.
November 5, 2015
Reminds me of when we were in Venice California. I just
know we will live there someday soon and you will be an
incredible screenplay writer and producer.


Sweatheart,
Today marks 233 days since I held you in my arms. Although
the separation is so difficult I've been holding you in my
arms regardless all this time. Your energy, your love and
your essence is absolutely always with me and nothing can
separate us. I love you with all my being and I try my
hardest every day to let you know this through my thoughts
and prayers. I love you infinitely. Look at this incredible
energy coming from the sun and talking to the moon in the
picture I just took. That is the force I tap into every
morning to connect to your higher self. I am always here my
love. Everything will come back when we are together as our
souls cartridge contain each other's stories. As soon as
they are merged again a giant awakening will occur. This I
undeniably know and I have no fear. I love you infinitely
and you are with me in all I do.
November 6, 2015
I'm walking down the beach
talking to you and
imagining us together soon.


My love,
I'm back at Shabbat again this morning. The reading this
week is very important. It's about Issac and Rebecca and
their soulmate energy combined that will change the world
to come. I love you with all that I am.
November 7, 2015


Sweetheart tonight is Make a Wish. I remember like
yesterday how we got you the most beautiful necklace and
dress last year. You looked absolutely stunning and I know
we will be here again soon together when you’re ready.
Please know that I'm coming by myself tonight and I'm
always with you and only you and only you and only you in
everything that I do. You are my world.
Look how beautiful you
looked and I promise you
that you will look even
more beautiful again. When
our energies merge along
with our walks on the
beach, our swims in the
ocean and all the healthy
things we will do together
everything will come back
my love. I just know it
and don't be scared. Just
trust in God and our love
and everything will be
better than ever. There
will never be stress in
our lives again and you
will dictate what you want
in life and your own
career not what your
family has always tried to
make you do. You will be
free soon my love and I'm
rejoicing in happiness
because I trust in God's
work so much now that I
just know this.
November 7, 2015


Our fridge will be like this everyday.
November 7, 2015


My love toss I came out to our favorite sandbar again to
feel you and talk to you. Look how beautiful the water is.
I come hear and play our singing G bowl as I close my eyes
and remember our last physical hug right here in this spot.
It's so beautiful as I can hear your soul talking to me
always. I know we've always been together although
separated all this time. Our bond cannot be broken and I
love you with every fiber in me.
November 7, 2015


Now I'm floating right where I took you on our second trip
down to Miami right after you graduated. This is such an
important spot as we both told each other we loved each
other before ever kissing. Then we went home and gave
matching gifts of infinity bracelets and ring. Nothing is
by chance love and I'm still wearing that bracelet right
now. Our soul's intuitively knew that this symbol is our
code. Nothing in the universe is stronger than infinity and
God. This is our bond my love and no parent nor friend can
ever break this.
November 8, 2015


Lovee,
David and Erin were here last week and yesterday they had
dinner with Kevin Pierce from the documentary Crash Real.
They made a 200.00 donation in your name and I'm going to
get involved in supporting them. I just wanted to tell you
that since I thought it was so special. I love you, I love
you.
November 8, 2015
He went to Spaulding too
but also understands that
the yoga and meditation
so portion of this and
the holistic side is so
important. That's why you
got me now.


Good morning my most precious being and little soulmate.
Aldona one of the healers I've been working with now for
months on recalibrating the energies around us recommended
I plant Goldenrod on our beach. This plant represents
freedom and your true self. They will serve as symbol on
our beach of your new found freedom and true identity.
November 9, 2015


Hi my love I just got home from a long day of meetings. We
flew in some of our InList Ambassadors to brainstorm all
week. Your company is growing quickly my love and you own a
big part of it now. I know you would be happy to hear this
so I'm just updating you. Mark and Roger send you their
love and they miss your incredibleness. I love you so much.
November 9, 2015


Good morning my most precious being.
I'm watching another beautiful sunrise and sharing it with
you. Today marks 237 days since I held you in my arms. It's
just absolutely inexplicable how close I feel to you and
how you are with me throughout everything. There's really
no moment that we are separated lovee. As I've sat in our
conference room all week with our teams, I feel you next to
me just guiding me through as I speak and listen to
everyone. It's a magical as it is sad but that force is my
drive. " One compensates for what the other is lacking."
That was always our motto and lately it's as if everything
you taught me and helped me with in life is penetrating. I
can feel the inner plant in me has grown throughout this
and I count the minutes till our garden will blossom
together soon. You are my true love, my inner strength, my
light and my guide. I love you with every ingredient in me
that makes up my composition. You are my essence, my true
spirit. Thank you my love.
November 11, 2015


Another beautiful morning and more blessings for you my
love. I'm here on the beach envisioning us together holding
hands and walking together. I feel the changes happening
and I know the universe will interfere soon. God will make
miracles and things will completely change. I just know
this and I'm as certain as sea kisses the shoreline. I love
you infinitely.
November 12, 2015


This morning marks the 239th sunrise which basically marks
that I love you 239 trillion times more than I did when we
last saw each other in the physical. What a glorious and
painful lesson this has been.
Last night you sent me two messages through a channeler
that I thought were fascinating. One message said "Silly
Michael, he got on drugs because he had to wait for me so
we're really the same age, sometimes I feel older though"
The other said "how is he receiving" I was really blown
away by this as you always told me we really were the same
age actually because I wasted the first part of my life on
drugs and ego satisfying things so it stunned my growth.
There's just no possible way anyone could have guessed to
give me that message so it just reaffirms that you are here
with me and some gifted individuals here on earth can get
messages brought over from one dimension to another. Well
we're surely going to have plenty to talk about for years
to come sweetheart. All I know for sure is I feel your
presence in my heart everyday and I love you with every
fiber in me as we promised each other last New Years. Yes I
am reviewing so much better now and I feel everything is
opening up in businesses in our connection etc. I'm really
not scared anymore and I have such faith in us and Gods
work that I undeniably know we will reunite soon. When we
finally do your healing will magnify by eons every moment
we're together. Just have faith my lovee and trust in God's
master plan to liberate us. I love you with every atom in
me.
November 13, 2015


I just finished watching the movie Ghost and I'm crying so
much because I know we have this connection. Yesterday they
told us to watch this in Kabbalah. Our connection is so
strong that nothing can break it ever my love.
November 13, 2015


I just went to Sunglass Hut to clean up your glasses lovee.
Here's a pic of them.
November 13, 2015


My love,
I'm here at Shabbat again learning and praying. Like most
Saturday's I hold the Torah and my heart simultaneously and
send you all its force and wisdom. You are always with me
darling in all that I do.
November 14, 2015


Lovee I've been watching What Dreams May Come again today.
I still can't believe I asked you to watch this the night
before. It's like we coded each other with how deep our
love is. I said " darling I want you to watch this movie
tonight because I want you to know to what lengths I would
go through for our love"
I just know that our souls were preparing us for this deep
journey. There's just no other explanation and that's why
I've known all along that as difficult and painful as it is
there will be a happy ending. This I promise you my love.
November 15, 2015


My love here I am on this windy sunrise watching kite
boarders again and talking to your soul. Yesterday was a
hard day for me as Rob thought it was more important to
post a picture of you and Tom Brady then reaching out to
the person you love to let me know after 244 days of
torture how you're doing. I'm trying so hard to love and
understand your family's ways but it's not easy. It's as if
all their priorities are completely out of order. How on
Earth can one possibly think that bringing you to meet a
famous quarterback would actually be better for your
recovery than seeing me. Then he has to post that picture
on his wall for everyone to see. As I've told you before he
deleted all our friends in common on Facebook but I still
know people he knows so they showed me. This has really
gone too far my love and I really need your guidance on how
to deal with them. I've now given them 8 months of privacy
and space and they don't have the decency to even let us
know how you're doing. This is absolutely unacceptable and
I cannot understand why they are so blind and cruel. I love
you with all my being and care more about you than
anything. What gives them the right to claim full
domination and control over a 23 year old person. I really
thought they would evolve in their consciousness throughout
this but their actions have not shown this yet. I'm so
sorry that I'm not there to bring love and life back to
your essence. Our time will come my love so I will sit
patiently as I've been till eternity. I love you with all
my being.
November 18, 2015


November 18, 2015
I'm convinced you have been veiled from the truth and that
my letters are not getting to you even though they have all
been read multiple times. My biggest concern is in this
game of concealing the truth from you to supposedly protect
you from me you are not given a full deck of cards. I look
carefully at this picture and I know that only a part of
you is in there. I just know once we're together it will
come back to you along with the spiritual memory of what
our merged souls contain. That will be the key to your
recovery and I'm so certain of it that I would bet my
entire life and future reincarnations on this. Only we know
the power of our energies when they merge. You wrote it to
me enough " I'm cold without you, I'm only warm when we're
heart to heart and I'm in my spot." I love you with every
fiber in me honey and I am here by your soul's side
counting the minutes till we reunite.
"A lie that is half- truth is the darkest of all lies" -
Tennyson


Good morning my beautiful darling.
Last night I was at Kabbalah center again taking an
interesting course on reincarnation. I know you always
spoke of our pasts and since I've gotten so much data
tuning in its incredible. I can't wait to share all that
I've learned with soon.
November 19, 2015


November 19, 2015
Here's a picture of coach Rick Pitino's house were building
on Indian Creek. It should be ready by April. I love you
more than anything and just know you are part of everything
I do my love.


Darling,
I'm here at sunrise on our favorite sandbar again. Today
marks 246 days that we have been apart in the physical and
it also marks that our soul's are intwined 246 trillion
more times since the last time we were here together
holding each other. "When two souls are one since the
beginning and they are separated, the force that separates
them can only cause them to cling on to one another even
more tightly"
You once wrote me "what a glorious lesson this has been."
Today after 8 months of a mirage of unknown emotions, I
feel compelled to tell you that I'm forever grateful for
the love your parents have shown you during these most
difficult times. Since my last uncomfortable email exchange
with your parents there has been the deepest introspection
on my part.
In this journey I've especially realized how much your
mother loves you and how hard this must be for her. How she
must ask her herself everyday how did this happen Dan? Why
did this happen? What did we do wrong? In my deepest
meditations I can only feel deep love for your mother now
and feel her pain. I remember you telling me how she
prepared herself for your birth....how she sacrificed her
entire career and happiness so she could properly raise her
children....how many hours she spent every day guiding you
through your perfect education.....how she preferred to
drive inexpensive cars so that those monies could be used
for important things like family vacations. I really do
wholeheartedly thank them and pray for them everyday.
I intuitively know that she has been by your side every
single minute since I was by your side for a year. I don't
know many mothers who would do that so I can only thank God
and all your guides for putting you back in the hands of
someone who loves you as much as I do. Every single morning
I recite the prayer MEM HEI SHIN. I may not of always
agreed with your families strategies to keep us apart but I
do respect their decisions now. I know these decisions only
came from loving you so deeply and trying so hard to
protect you.
November 20, 2015


At the end of the day, just like I once told your father,
we are both fighting for the person's survival of who we
love more than anything in this world. For this alone I bow
down to them and ask for their understanding and
forgiveness everyday. What greater test can there be of how
they have tried to protect you and what greater test can
there be of my love for you too. I pray that your mom does
not feel this pain anymore and that she knows how great of
a job she has done with saving you. It is also not our
fault that our soul's reunited and we fell in true and
genuine love. That was God's doing not ours and there's not
a morning that we awoke from without both thanking God for
bringing us together. This requires a deep profound
understanding of God's work to grasp this. Many living only
on the surface of earth would never get it. The universe
plays tricks on all of us so we grow and evolve spiritually
not just in day to day life, success and business. I've
always maintained my position that I am 100 percent
confident that when all that has to be learned between all
of us is learned then the universe will interfere and
reverse the sleepy mind of sleeping beauty. Your guides and
Angels have made that crystal clear in my innumerable
visions, dreams, connections and messages from all the
higher beings. I have never ever doubted our love and your
love for me. Even with the universe's greatest painful
tricks and you not currently remembering much including me,
I have never wavered and never doubted us. This is the
process of Tikkun and are the lessons needed to bring us
closer to perfection. Your soul messages me that your
family is planning to go away with you somewhere. I am
delighted to hear this as I feel it would be great for
everyone to get away from the routine of hospital visits
and rehab for a bit. I hope they may take you to Chamonix
that you love so much. This could reignite so many memories
for you from childhood that it could spawn something in
you. I await the miracle everyday without any doubt and
hesitation. You will regain all your remembrance soon my
love and everything you ever wanted will happen. It's just
a question of time. I love you with all that I am and
contain in me. You are my one and only true love and I will
wait till the ends of time for you. Love, Me Ps. Why do you
think this was your favorite quote my love? Think about it?
You wanted to be a free soul and only to be loved by your
mom and family and nothing else. " I would rather be ashes
than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in
a brilliant blaze than it should be stiffled by dry rot. I


would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in a
magnificent glow, than a sleepy permanent planet. I shall
not not waste my days trying to prolong them, I shall use
my time"


Sweetheart,
I'm at Loren Ridingers bday dinner on the river. Just
looking at this view reminds me of our beautiful nights on
the river. I love you so incredibly much darling. In the
morning I'm going to Eluethra in the Bahamas to look at
this incredible piece of land to do a development on. I
will be texting you everything as I always do. You are
always with me my love.
And I came by myself as I always do.
November 22, 2015


Hi my incredible darling that I love so much.
I'm here at Ft. Lauderdale International airport where I
must of picked you up 50 times. It reminds me of every time
we parked here to go to NY together. I obviously haven't
been here since. Im on my way to North Eleuthra in the
Bahamas now. It's the mainland of Harbour Island and a
friend owns 70 acres of prime pristine pink sand beachfront
land. I'm considering replicating a similar model than the
Mooring's but as a residential project that we would sell
out. It may be a great opportunity for us so as always I'm
just letting you know every thing I do or think of. I'm
going to send you pictures when I'm there and I will be on
that beach at sunrise and sunset for our ritual. I love you
This is where I wanted to take you last year for your
birthday darling. I promise from the day we reunite your
birthdays will always be the most incredible and special
moments from me.
November 22, 2015


Good morning my lovee,
I'm sitting here on this beautiful beach by myself of
course watching our sunrise. I even brought the picture
from your night table on this trip. It has the sticker "
you are beautiful" because that's you and I love you in
every way a person can.
November 23, 2015


I went to this incredible Botanical Gardens to get you
something.
November 23, 2015


Good morning my love,
Here I am on this beautiful beach that may be ours soon. I
wish so much that we could be here together but as we've
said " soulmates compensate for one another so I'm just
trying so hard to keep things going for us and create
things that will be good fruit for us. Things that will not
only make us plenty of money but that we will enjoy and
love. I know you will want the ocean and trails and nature
and hikes and everything.
http://youtu.be/nD9i5wqMvAY - That's the property lovee.
November 24, 2015


November 24, 2015
Just landed safely at home. I miss you so incredibly much.
I cannot believe we've been separated like this. Despite
I'm trying to remain positive and continue to send your
family good vibes everyday. I love you so much darling.


My love it's now November 25, 2015. It's midnight exactly
so happy anniversary my darling. 18 months now since we
reunited. You are the love of my life and I love you
eternally.
"True love is not being inseparable, it means being separated and nothing changes" Happy 18 month anniversary darling. I am always with you no matter what.
November 25, 2015


I'm sitting on our dock, under this beautiful moon at The
Moorings writing you this. Today is November 25, 2015, our
18 month anniversary. Earlier this morning I tried to
replicate the beautiful breakfast plate you gave me on our
6 month anniversary. Of course I think you're better at
this than me but I tried. I even used the same icing that
you had in our kitchen. I lit 18 candles on the plate and
wrote you this card titled, My Love is wherever you are.
What I find so fascinating about us is how we have always
compensated for each other without even blinking. I must of
read the card you gave me for our 6 month anniversary a 100
times. Each time I read it, not only do I understand you
more, but I also can not differentiate if you wrote that
for me or if I wrote that for you. There's really
absolutely no difference. Every single carefully chosen
word that you wrote me is exactly how I feel about you.
Therefore all I can do I mirror back to you the magical
words you wrote me.
Again this solidifies everything we always knew. I typed up
the words from the card since you don't have it with you
but I know your soul remembers it all. It will all transfer
back soon my love don't worry. It just needs to be read
again to remember.
This is what you wrote me....
"Lovee, So glad to be sharing this life with you. This says
it all. You have taught me to love and be vulnerable to the
depths of this love. What a glorious lesson I felt for the
last 6 month that we are living in a dream I never want to
wake up from. I pinch myself how happy you make me, how you
dry my tears, bring a wide smile to my face, and inspire me
to reach for the stars everyday. I know now it's not a
dream, but the most wonderful reality I could have hoped
for. I am eternally grateful for our love--for your huge
heart, the twinkle in your eyes when we lock gazes, and the
battery pack of your heart next to mine, and your hand over
mine. If this is six months I can only begin to imagine how
a year will feel--I'm not sure they have a word for it. I
love you infinitely, and I do thank God for bringing us
together everyday. You are the first thing I think of in
the morning and the last thing on my mind before I fall
November 25, 2015


asleep, and as I've told you many times in bed at
sunrise....I even miss you in my sleep. I'm nothing anymore
without you. I owe you my smiles, my direction, and my
calm."
Thank you, Lovee Brookie
Darling in one of the pictures attached, there is the Isla
Morada hat that we wore on the way back from our first trip
together. In the small silver frame, there's the first
picture we ever took together here from our house. The
picture you mediated on with our candle as you sent me all
those incredible loving texts in February. Those texts,
that I've printed out for your mom to read are the most
beautiful things anyone could ever write. They represent to
me how deep our connection is and what you intuitively
asked me to do no matter what happens. In the small vase
there are seashells that I've handpicked on every 25 th day
from The Moorings beach.
So here I am, again celebrating our union in solitude, joy
and tears under this sacred moon that we once stared at
together all night. I cannot be with you in the physical,
but as promised, I am always with you no matter what. You
are all that I am. I love you with every fiber in me. I
love you infinitely. Happy Anniversary darling. I'm so
sorry I can't be by your physical side but I am here with
you closer than any being could ever be. One day they will
realize how quickly you would recover if we were to see
each other. Until then, I am always by your side NO MATTER
WHAT..
"True love does not mean being inseparable, it means being
separated and nothing changes"
I pray that you will receive this today. I trust that your
mom will do what's right and what would make you happiest
and nothing else.


Happy Thanksgiving my love, I'm here at Miami Rescue
Mission. Today was a beautiful day.
November 26, 2015


November 26, 2015
Lovee I'm just home by myself with Tigee watching Harry
Potter cause it reminds me of you. I'm watching all
Hermione's magical gifts that I know you have. I love you
I also wanted to wish you and your family a beautiful
Thanksgiving today. I'm so thankful to God for bringing us
together, I'm so thankful that you are taken care of, I'm
so thankful for all the wonderful things you ever did for
me, I'm so thankful for your incredible heart, I'm so
thankful for our soul's to be entwined, I'm so thankful for
everything you taught me, I'm so thankful that we found
each other, I'm so thankful that you are the most precious
soul in this universe. I'm so thankful that your parents
gave birth to you, I'm so thankful they did their best to
make you the most incredible girl on Earth.
In April I gave your mom some suitcases and one of them had
all the thank you cards from me that you kept on your night
table. I hope they have given them to you by now as I know


the cards would make you happy. I love you darling and God
will make miracles soon. I am certain of this and I await
patiently for that day. I love you infinitely. I trust you
are given all my messages too. I just got home from our
Great Thanksgiving Day Banquet. Today we served over 2000
meals at Miami Rescue Mission. I remember vividly how I was
sending you similar pictures of last years banquet when you
were also home with family. I attached a cool aerial Romain
took earlier. I love you, I love you, I love you. All your
friends say hello and send you all their blessings.


Back at Shabbat now my love praying for your healing.
November 28, 2015


Baby this is Wynwood Walls where we used to go get you your
favorite Jugo Fresh juices.
Now I'm Mana setting up for our party again this year. This
is where we took to the picture God is Love. I can't
believe I have to do this without you. Miserable I hope
you're feeling better today my love.
November 28, 2015


Good morning my incredible darling.
Really powerful bright sunrise this morning. I'm feeling
that things are really progressing in your healing lovee.
Of course I can only go by instinct since I'm not getting
any concrete medical updates but I feel miracles are
happening. I also feel you have been back in Chappaqua a
bit and being there is stimulating your childhood memories.
That's obviously why I think it's so important to your
recovery that you are able to see me as that will trigger
most of last year's memories too which is critically
important for your recovery. I'm just here learning the
ultimate test of patience one can learn. I just know that a
miracle will happen soon and even without specific recall a
flood of memories will return and you will ask and demand
to see me. God and your guides have told me so. I know it's
true and I await here patiently for this. You are my one
and only love. You are the most important thing to me in
the universe. I love you infinitely.
November 30, 2015


Sweetheart,
I want you to know that I've sent you a couple thousand
text messages on this phone since March. I really hope they
give you your phone soon so you receive everything. If not
don't worry I backed up every message and put them in
various programs and also printed them. Regardless you will
one day receive what belongs to you and what you have the
right to have. These are only messages of love and will
help you remember and restore your most precious and
valuable memories. I love you infinitely.
November 4, 2015


Today is our InList board meeting btw. I noticed on your
facebook, Rob removed InList. I find that amusing
considering your the 3 rd largest shareholder in an 18M
plus company that we co-founded together. Your stock is
worth a lot now baby and we're on the verge of a really big
deal which I know will make you happy one day. I know you
care about what we built together and that action had
nothing to do with you. It's ok I understand what they are
doing. They just don't want you to think of me or think of
anything that is connected to me because they fear it will
also remind you of the incident. Whatever so-called Doctor
that has recommended this is going to have a lot to answer
to one day considering I am also consulting with the best
neuro-scientists in the country. They must not have all the
facts about our love because if they did they would
encourage your parents to make you remember me not conceal
me and everything tied to me.
If you are not given the tools to remember me then you
cannot remember anything good from the last and happiest
year of your life. It's pretty simple..along with our
memories will come all of your joy and happiness etc.
I am certain your mother will realize this first as she's
the only one that I feel will truly understand you and your
heart. I gave her our photo album in April and as soon as
you are given what is yours it will reignite things.
She loves you like no other. I am very grateful for her and
I really feel she will understand that when what we share
is revealed to you your recovery will accentuate by
millions instantly. For this I pray everyday. She feels
your recovery has nothing to do with your love and that
once you are healed then you can decide who you want to be
November 30, 2015


with. The sad thing is you decided that long ago and it's
not their choice. Since we are already united it would only
help your recovery if your love was able to send you things
that would make you happy and give you the love that only a
soulmate can give.
Last year for Hanukkah you sent me a gift every single day.
Now Hanukkah is next week and I'm still not allowed to send
you anything. That is not the way and regardless you will
one day receive every single gift I have gotten you since
along with the boxes of letters from all your friends that
I couldn't send you.
The longer the truth is revealed the stronger the force
will be in the end. The only thing to do at this point is
for them to give you all the messages and letters I've sent
you. I love you, do not worry my love everything will be
better than ever one day. I promise you this. God told me
and I heard it loud and clear like a prophet hears his
commands.
This was all a big lesson for all of us.
It is time that your family embraces me and honors and
respects the love we have for each other and the love you
have for me. They have copies of the most sacred things you
wrote me so they are fully aware of everything. They know
their daughter very well and they know deep in their hearts
that a human can not write things like that unless it's
true.
Knowing this and still keeping you from receiving my
letters and messages is not the ways of God even though
they are only trying to protect you. They have protected
you enough now lovee, it's been 8.5 months. No other human
would of been as respectful and patient as I was.


I even flew to Boston and put flowers outside of Spaulding
when you were there and respected their wishes and did not
force myself to see you. I consulted with Boston's top
doctors on your issues to learn more about TBIs etc. Who on
earth would do that but someone who has tried his hardest
to respect their wishes.
Now it's Hanukkah next week, the time of miracles. It's
time they respect your wishes and what you wrote me in
detail when we were together. I pray everyday for this
miracle, I still have pictures up in our house of them
after all that.


Pictures from my camera when I sat outside for two days
praying for you and showing you my dedication and also
showing your parents that I respected their wishes to not
try and see you. This was the only way I knew how to
balance my heart and my orders.
November 30, 2015


I hope you have a beautiful day today honey. I love you
with all that I behold.
Just know I am always with you and I'm always holding you
in my heart.
Hi my darling I hope you had a great day today. Our board
meeting went really well.
Tigee misses you so much, he has kept me alive during this
time as I've been all alone with him and left in the
complete dark about you.
Spencer and Linda send you
their love sweetheart. They
cannot believe they were
treated the way they were by
everyone but regardless all
they care is how you are. I
can feel major miracles are
on the verge here. Everything
will fall into place soon my
love. I am here counting the
minutes till I get news. I
love you with every particle
in me.
November 30, 2015