Letters to my Love

Good morning my beautiful kindred spirit.
Sending you your daily sundries as I always will. I am here
praying and loving you unconditionally.
December 12, 2015


Lovee,
Now they are friending you with different people to make up
the numbers so you can't tell the difference. It's almost
comical except I had taken screenshots of all your friends
previously and have a list of all the ones who have been
removed. Each friend will now write a letter of complaint
as they know very well this is not you doing this and you
would never do that. I cannot believe my eyes that your
brother would go to these depths to try and fool you and
trick you into a reprogram and to try and conceal you from
the people you love the most. I am so sad that he did this.
I'm so sorry that this is being done to you ultimately
inhibiting your most important recall.
I'm on my way to Shabbat to pray for you and your family. I
cannot believe that this is what your mother wants for you.
This must be your dad giving orders to Rob to do this. It
is the most monumental mistake of his life.
Blessings my love, I brought the Torah out and recited
prayers for you and your family the entire time. I never
give up on praying and believing they will understand
everything. You need us and we are the missing link to your
recovery.
December 12, 2015


December 12, 2015
The whole center prays for you
every Shabbat my love.
Your memories will return to you
with or without the help of any
humans in this process. I am so
confident of this and I'm
smiling as God tells me not to
worry.
I send you all this energy and
force and I know your soul feels
it.
I am pure and my intentions are
of the highest levels of
consciousness. Only you know
this my love. One day your
family will understand.


Happy Chanukah darling,
After all that your brother did yesterday including
deleting all my pics from your wall I still light candles
and send him blessings. " they do not know what they do"
it's ok I have no hatred in me unlike him. I just love you
and I am certain that when we reunite a miracle in your
healing will happen. I'm so sorry they just don't see that.
They will very soon baby don't worry.
December 13, 2015


Tigee just won't stop meowing and asking about you. It's so
beautiful how he feels you. Martha said he was going crazy
on that day.
December 13, 2015
Our symbol lovee,
pretty incredible
we both exchanged
this symbols on
our second
encounter


Just home watching some documentaries and learning more
about things we share and why.
I hope you're having a beautiful Sunday with your family
honey. Going to light the last candle at Kabbalah later.
I'm confident that this miracle energy manifested will
cause you to get so many memories back soon.
Sweetheart I've been working with some healers and
scientists for 7 months now to learn more about your state
so I can better help you when the time is right. I would
really like you to watch some You Tube videos on Dr. Joe
Dispensa. He is really incredible and personally
experienced an altering experience too. There's a great one
on Ted X too. He will explain how our brains are limitless
and you can rebuild anything even better than it was. I am
a firm believer of manifesting your own outcome by positive
thoughts lovee. I know you can do this.
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=W81CHn4l4AM When you are
better we will meet him so he can help. He's really a
genius.
Lovee Happy Chanukah and thank you for being such an
incredible force for us always. Now it's me that will
always support you in everything you want to do in your
life. I brought our picture from Valentine's in Charlston
to Kabbalah center. Today completed this manifestation of
miracles and we are the receiving of the light of Binah.
December 13, 2015


I love you with every fiber in me as promised to each other
for last year's New Years intentions. I remember how we
literally read our intentions to each other for 30 days
after New Years. I know it's difficult for your family to
comprehend this considering they never met me or heard it
from you but that's ok. Binah is the light of understanding
and they will realize this now. I know your mom already has
but fears this isn't the time to bring me in. I feel very
very strongly that allowing us to communicate will only
help your recovery. It's not even a question it's just a
matter of time till mom gives you the phone and does what
is best for her most sacred treasure, YOU.
I love you with all that I am.
Look how relevant the lighting of the 8 th candle is to
your mom.
"Binah is 'intuitive
understanding', or
'contemplation'. It is
likened to a 'palace of
mirrors' that reflects
the pure point of light
of Chokhmah, wisdom,
increasing and
multiplying it in an
infinite variety of
ways. In this sense, it
is the 'quarry', which
is carved out by the
light of wisdom. It is
the womb, which gives
shape to the Spirit of
God.
On a psychological
level, Binah is
"processed wisdom,"
also known as deductive
reasoning. It is davar
mitoch davar—
understanding one idea
from another idea.
December 13, 2015


While Chockmah is intellect that does not emanate from the
rational process (it is either inspired or taught), Binah
is the rational process that is innate in the person which
works to develop an idea fully.
Binah is associated with the feminine. The Bahir states:
“For you shall call Understanding a Mother.” Classical
Jewish texts state Binah yeterah natun l'nashim ("an extra
measure of Binah was given to women")."
I'm still sitting here by myself with the center's menorah
and our picture under it. Look at the pic carefully lovee.
It's incredible how you can see the light coming through.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bosouX_d8Y
Listening to one of our favorite songs.
Good night my little angel,
I lit our final candle on our menorah now. Going to sleep
soon as I have so many meetings and things going on
tomorrow. See you in dreamland and sunrise again. I love
you.
December 13, 2015


Good morning my love, sending you my morning blessings and
my heart.
Today marks 270 days since we were together in the physical
watching these incredible sunrises together every morning.
Don't worry you haven't missed any as I have a picture and
story for each one since.
I miss you so incredibly much. I just know you're getting
better and stronger every day lovee.
December 14, 2015


My love it looks like I've been locked by your family on every front. Phone, social media etc. It's ok it will never change anything about our love. Soon you will have all your strength and memories. Until then just know that you are my only love and I will await till infinity I have to. I am always here ok. I love you. ❤ I fully trust that God will intervene now.
December 14, 2015


Sweetheart here's daily beautiful sunrise. I decided not to
text your 914 number anymore since your family is just
reading everything I send you. Starting this morning I am
sharing the light of all these messages with you so that we
both receive its healing light.
December 15, 2015


Good morning my darling.
Sharing this for the both of us. I know this light will
transcend into us soon. I love you infinitely.
December 17, 2015


Hi lovee, I went to get our tree today. Here's s pic of my
thumb like I took of you last year.
December 17, 2015


Lovee I'm here at Julio's retreat doing a ceremony soon. I
love you infinitely and I will release my fears now so both
of us can heal. As you told me last time, let go of
everything that's holding you back. I love you with every
fiber in me. God will do his work and u it's us. I know it.
December 20, 2015


Here's what came up my love, it's heavy and deep but it's
what was given to me. My dearest love,
Yesterday marked 9 months or 277 days since we held each
other. I don't even know where to begin darling...I
remember on Valentine's Day last year how you had a severe
panic attack. You were screaming in hysteria about how
terrified you were of your parent's finding out about us.
These were your exact words to me "You don't understand
what my family is like, if they find about about us you
will never see me again, they will lock me up and throw
away the key, you don't know what they are capable of."
Who would of ever known that your absolute deepest fears
would actually unfold while you can't even defend yourself
or speak up to express yourself. You are so terrified of
them that you are unconsciously keeping yourself from
remembering things so you don't have to face what is
inevitable. Finally standing up for your dreams and your
destiny and not to be made into a robot.
At the time I almost thought you were crazy and would mock
you. I would tell you, tell them then babe, what can they
possibly do? I'm a good person who loves you
unconditionally, one day they will realize that. After
Valentine's Day you were starting to faint all the time.
Literally about two to three times a week. Something had
triggered in you, your deepest fears about them and you
always told me this was something going back to your
childhood with them.
I didn't know what to do so I brought you to see many
doctors. You explained to them, your deepest hidden fears
about about your family. Blood tests and every type of lab
and analysis was done on you and the symptoms kept becoming
more and more frequent. Nothing was wrong with you
medically and all of this was fear driven and stress
related. On the last week we were together in the physical,
you fainted every single day including the night before and
most likely on the boat. I don't remember a thing but I've
taken every test, MRI, heart monitor, stress test and there
is no indication I could of fainted. I have never fainted
before and you know that lovee. It seems like it's so easy
to blame me for all of this from your parents and friends
December 21, 2015


but it's really not right. Of course I took the blame
publicly because it's my responsibility regardless. Don't
ever think it was your fault either. All of this was part
of our destiny and as I've written many times now it will
all make sense one day.
They all hate me because why??? All I did is love you like
no other and what we share is magical beyond anything they
could ever comprehend. I am convinced now that this deep
fear of your parents possibly trying to destroy your
relationship was making you hysterical all along. I had
asked each doctor to write Dr. Barth Green letters
explaining your last visits to the doctors and what you
were going through. I was hopeful these letters would be
sent to your family or your doctors at Spaulding but I fear
no one ever had the desire to read the truth or Dr. Green
was just to scared of your father to send them. It's just
so much easier for them to blame me I guess. They prefer to
just continue to try and steer their own paid medical staff
against me therefore rubber stamping their agenda to make
sure you don't remember our life.
Using the fear card of (if she remembers that she will
remember that day.) What a lame excuse that is, the pros
outweigh the cons of shock by millions.
Unfortunately as more and more things are concealed from
you, they are fully inhibiting your memory recall and this
will only prolong everything. How on earth are you supposed
to fully recover if everything that you did for the last
year of your life has been concealed from you. No access or
communication to those memories or those friends. The
swiping out of your social media accounts is a crystal
clear indicator that they do not want you to remember any
of us. Every expert I consult with, clearly and undeniably
state that this will stun and prolong your memory loss and
your true essence from returning to you. It is a medical
proven fact and parents are normally encouraged to bring
about as much possible recall as possible as each cue
represents a memory deep within you.
Of course since you never told them about us they
absolutely refuse to acknowledge that the most sacred and
special memories you behold are actually about our life
together. I have given them every possible clue to
understand this but as you always told me their stubborn
and certain attributes will prevent them from
understanding. They seem to live in absolute denial and


almost prefer you to not regain your last year's fondest
memories if it means fully remembering me. That will be
their biggest burden as they can't possibly get their
daughter fully back till they make truce with the universe
and do things only in your best interest and not what they
want for you.
In my deepest, deepest meditations, your soul tells me that
you refuse to go back into your body fully. I'm sure your
family thinks I'm crazy by now with all this soul talk but
again only you and I know how we communicate. We said it
every day, WIRE, WIRE. That's because when two souls are
one of the same as you always told me, then they are wired
together since the beginning of time. That is how we have
always been able to communicate on a higher frequency.
Yes a part of your soul is obviously back in your body but
the part of your soul that radiates light, the genius of
your essence, the creative force and drive that you behold
and the love your soul has for me is not in you right now.
They can pay all the doctors in the world to do whatever
exercises and stimulation but we both know deep inside,
that only that part of your sold holds all the memories of
who you truly are. Look no further my love, once you are
given all the cues back to recall things, all your memory
will come back or a miracle will gift it back to you
regardless.
Your soul also tells me they want you to go back to school.
To do what I ask myself? To reprogram everything you
already learned and mastered since childhood? All your
memories are attached and held in your higher self. The
deepest part of your soul. You weren't an English major by
chance my love. Your soul wanted that and then sought it in
this life. I am fully and absolutely certain that we are
destined to be together and no matter what obstacles and
tricks are put in front of us the truth and our love will
always prevail. You will write all of this into your grand
masterpiece one day darling and it will be read by all of
the world. You will get an Academy Award for it. I know
this and so does God. Your destiny will be to teach people
what true love is and how it can stand the testament of
time and the hardest tribulation. True love can never be
broken and separation is only the illusion that bonds it's
force even stronger.
Our New Years intentions were to love each other with every
fibre in us. We recited our intentions to each other every


day for 30 days. We manifested and instilled our deepest
desires into one another. I hold on to that despite that
every friend of yours has turned their back on me and our
love. Taking side with your family and upholding their ways
which is the exact opposite of who you truly are and they
know it. That is ok though my love because as much as it
hurt me, i know it was not their fault. They were also
bullied, threatened and forced to obey to the master plan
and make sure not even one drop of info on your recovery
would ever be told to your greatest love and closest
friends like Spencer, Felicia etc. It looks like they will
have a big lesson too to learn on compassion one day. "When
we hurt others we only hurt ourselves as everything will
one day boomerang back."
I do not have anything against your family as I know they
are only trying to protect you the best way they know. Not
in their wildest dreams would they ever thought that their
perfect little daughter from Princeton would fall in love
in an hour with a man that's 20 years older with the past I
have. Well tough luck, this past I have makes me a great
general and warrior and not many could of overcome so many
things I did. These hard lessons of life made me who I am
today and are the foundation to our greatest work to come.
I have no intention of ever trying to separate you from
them or to turn you against them. I walk the path of peace,
love and understanding and especially compassion. I am
fully appreciative of their efforts to help you although I
am convinced at this juncture that their strategy will
backfire like the greatest implosion of all time if they do
not initiate your recall about us. They must not fully
understand who you really are if they continue to try and
control you and program you. Your soul tells me this loud
and clear every day lately. That is why you refuse to come
fully back right now. You refuse to have to live the same
life they always wanted for you and you would rather not
come back if that's the case. The sad thing is they think
you are back and since your'e agreeing to everything they
want like a child they genuinely believe they are on the
right path. There's a reason why you had this as your
favorite quote....
"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my
spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should
be stiffled by dry rot. I would rather be a superb meteor,
every atom of me in a magnificent glow, than a sleepy
permanent planet. I shall not not waste my days trying to


prolong them, I shall use my time"
This was always your greatest conflict my love and one day
you will finally be free to be the superb meteor that you
are.
Unfortunately sometimes the universe teaches families
things in the strangest ways. This is one lesson they will
have to learn the hard way one day. Perhaps this was the
wildcard that will bring about change in them. Perhaps they
think they are far too superior for change and that their
ways is the only way. One thing that's certain is you
cannot control certain things and especially not a love as
sacred as ours. There hasn't been a minute that I haven't
stopped begging God and praying for your recovery. At this
point your soul tells me you need some time to be able to
confront this one day. We both always knew we were destined
to be together and there's a lot of great work we will both
do here on this earth.
I am sorry I did not fall in their plan but sometimes when
you force a plan on a child so much it can only backfire.
You stated this in fear to Dr. Kamlet. Our love is pure,
sacred and comes from the highest places in the universe. I
am forever by your side, there is no other, there will
never be dating or curiosity, fun or pleasure. True
soulmates are only chosen by God and only God. I have fully
surrendered to the divine presence of God and I am now
perfectly guided to be able to understand this gigantic
life lesson in its deepest way. This is everyone's Tikkun
involved and I hope for them that they can evolve
spiritually one day and grasp all of this as I am learning
from it too every day.
I am eternally dedicated to you in every aspect and I am
1000000000000000% certain that when the time is right we
will be together again. Until then my love take whatever
time you need to gain your strength for this confrontation
you must face one day. The years of being controlled and
manipulated and formed to be something they wanted and not
what you wanted. Even Michelle once told me when you were
still in a coma, "the problem I see here is Brooke's family
only knows a certain Brooke but the real Brooke has been
scared to reveal herself her whole life to her family. The
Brooke we know and the Brooke they know are different. With
you she revealed her true self and you brought out the best
in her and helped her solve her greatest problems that no
one else could" Unfortunately one day just like that,


Michelle never spoke to me again. It's not difficult to
know why.....
I'm so sorry that I didn't fully understand this at the
time and I'm sorry that the stress I was experiencing at
work was also feeding into that. Im sorry for every time I
yelled at you not understanding what you were going
through. I should of really tried to understand you better
instead of telling you that you were crazy. I will repent
on this forever. So here we are my love, in this absolutely
insane tell tale about true love.
Your poor family, they tried so hard to guide you to be in
the mold they wanted you to be all your life. You wore this
in your posture, you were even diagnosed with scoliosis. We
had to drive almost an hour there and back just to treat it
because no one else thought it was important than us. Your
chiropractor also wrote a letter to Dr. Green but that was
also ignored. Little do they know that scoliosis is just a
symptom of having to carry the world's weight on your
shoulders. It has nothing to do with anything else. I
haven't seen you yet but I'd be willing to bet my life that
your posture is better now since all those memories, stress
and conditioning have been released through this strange
occurrence.
Your mother is quoted in an article that your father has a
bottomless heart. I find that possible in the sense that he
is only trying to protect you. To me, people with
bottomless heart's have mastered the lessons of true
compassion for others. I ask myself where is their
compassion for what you wanted, not what they want for you.
Where is their compassion to all the people who love you so
dearly who haven't had one single update on your recovery
in 9 months. Where is the compassion for honoring their
daughters choices that she made? At the end of the day
you're the smartest girl I know, you are 23 and were plenty
capable of making your own choices. They treat you like
some child that got manipulated by a bad wolf rather than
to look deep into this and see why we are so bonded. It's
their ignorance and their denial of the truth.
The days of the Capulet's are long gone and there's a
reason for it. The ending of the story can tell you the
outcome. Your poor mother cried to me when I met her saying
she understood literature so well and understood true love.
I still believe she was telling me the truth but her
deepest fears prevents her from honoring this. It's crazy


to think that you couldn't see your grandma in Palm Beach
because it would disappoint your mother. I remember how you
were struggling with this and how you would tell me that
your father's mother was in dire opposition to Dan marrying
your mom. In the end though they still got married and all
it did was get grandma alienated from her son. This is a
deep hurt that your father beholds and ironically they are
genetically coded to act the same as to their offspring
rather than to never repeat the long line of family
mistakes. It's a deep deep thing darling and the universe
has now faced them with a very serious mirror to look deep
within themselves and realize this. If they don't get it in
this lifetime it will be very sad. I still have faith that
when you finally come back into your essence and demand
what you want that they will honor it because I know they
love you that much. Please don't be scared my love, you
came into this life with all that Capricorn energy and the
strength to overcome anything. Miracles will happen soon I
just know it.
You always told me, my family is my family and I love them.
They played a very important role for me but they will not
be able to dictate who I love. Perhaps one day soon you
will have the strength to fight for what is most dearest to
you. I love you infinitely and with every fibre in me. I
will await till the end of time for our love. Twin flames
are infinitely bound to each other and will always find
their way back to each other no matter what. When time is
right, all will manifest. Meanwhile I will be doing a 40
day Sadhna with Sadhu in your honor. I will wake up
everyday at 3 30 Am and stay in perfect and deepest
meditation till our beautiful sunrises. You will feel all
my thoughts and prayers every night as they will give you
back your strength.
I love you infinitely and beyond all that can ever exist in
the marvelous universe.


Beautiful ride back after surrendering everything to God
and just trusting in our love.
December 21, 2015


Hi lovee I'm at Theory now thinking of you. Christmas
presents this week. I love you
December 22, 2015


Merry Christmas my love, it's midnight exactly and you're
the only one I'm texting. I love you infinitely sweetheart.
December 25, 2015
From midnight mass at Danoushka's church, she sends you all
her love and prayers darling. We are always with you in
everything.


My Darling,
Merry Christmas sweetheart and may all the blessings in the
universe bathe you with love and goodness. I'm sitting here
on our Mooring's dock again as Christmas falls on our
special day, the 25 th. I brought some of our decorations
from the first tree we made together last year. I can feel
your presence in all of this and I can remember almost
ornament we hung together. You were still in London with
them on this day and when you returned we spent our first
Christmas together with our Kabalistic tree of
life. Yesterday I sent a package to your mother with some
things for you. Your fancy gifts are here with me still but
I put some things that will help you heal in the box. One
of them being a special healing matt with amethyst
crystals. I also packed your favorite shoulder massager
from Christmas last year and the special powders we bought
in LA together. Despite all of this I'm certain that your
mom will give you what is yours now especially things that
can only help you feel better. I have never stopped praying
for them no matter what and all I want is for them to
understand what we have and how important it is to you. I
have fully surrendered to God at this point and I am
certain that a miracle will happen soon and your essence
will spark back when this miracle occurs. Just know that
there is only one thing that matters now and that's for you
to get better. We will have all the time in the world to
reunite soon. I am dedicated to you in every sense and I
will await till the end of time. Please heal my lovee and
know that I am right by your side in all that I do like a
true little soulmate. I love you infinitely. Merry
Christmas and thank you for all the love you gave me.
December 25, 2015


Look at this incredible full moon babe. Just like our first
night here. I feel you in every sense.
December 25, 2015


Today is the very first time a FULL MOON has landed on
Christmas day in 38 years (since 1977) – won't happen again
till 2034! it is set to peak in brightness and visibility
at the auspicious time of 11:11 p.m. tonite.
December 25, 2015


My love,
So this really really early morning at 4am I started my 40
day commitment to a Sadhana with Sadhu. This is really some
very serious discipline as I must wake up before 3:30 am to
get there on time. It's a deep deep meditation till sunrise
that includes a lot of breathing work and stretching. I was
guided to do this and follow as I was guided to go
abstinent from desire and pleasure on Purim and Lent 2014.
These commitments had brought us together initially as the
energies in our fields needed to be cleared out before we
reunited. I feel this is now the second process of going
much deeper and clearing any negativities or fees we may of
had with each other. These are pure and direct instructions
from God and my higher self. I trust in the process my
love. I love you infinitely.
Back to the beach now to breath
December 26, 2015


Good morning my darling,
I just finished meditation and here I am on the beach again
sharing this beautiful morning with you.
December 27, 2015


Sweetheart,
I'm sitting on the dock I picked you up at in the first
morning our journey started. Our very special sacred little
spot on Sunset Harbour marina. I love you infinitely.
December 27, 2015


Good morning my love,
Just sending you all my energy and light. I love you
One of your anniversary cards that's just sitting here
waiting to get to you one day.
December 29, 2015


Good morning my darling,
Just got home from day of 5 of Sadhana in your honor. It's
been quite challenging adapting but it's a sacrifice and
commitment I will carry through. I know it's really good
for me and I feel you with me in deep meditation in the
early morning hours. This is the same type of revelation
that had ordered me to go abstinent from all desire for
lent 2014. I remember for lent 2015 how we both have up all
sugars. I didn't think I needed to wait till lent this time
to sacrifice something really difficult because you are the
most important thing to me in this universe along with God.
I've also been preparing my intentions for New Years and I
will of course send you those too. I hope you have a
beautiful day honey and know that I am always with you no
matter what. I love you with all that I am.
December 30, 2015


Good morning lovee,
I'm here on the beach again sending you all my love and
devotion. This is the last sunrise of 2015 and I know the
light of 2016 will bring us new light and new energy. I
love you with every fibre in me.
December 31, 2015


It's midnight, Happy New Year my love,
Sweetheart may this new year bring you all the things you
ever dreamt of and that your spirit will shine brighter
than the brightest stars in the universe. They say 2016 is
the year that true soulmates will re-unite all over the
world.
I'm so sorry we can't be together like last year watching
fireworks over the ocean on our balcony. Just know that I
am with Sadhu tonight in a special New Year meditation. The
card I was given in tonight's ceremony was Bliss for this
year to come. Know that we will share this lovee. Obviously
I'm not going out or doing anything festive. I am fully
meditating on my intentions, your healing and our destiny.
I'm so sorry we are not able to communicate but as you
know, we have always had the gift of our wire which is
stronger than anything in the physical. I am certain we
will reunite soon and I am certain that you are getting
better and stronger everyday. This is what your soul tells
me now. I'm so sorry you had to suffer and go through this,
I really wish it could of been me instead darling. I would
spend a lifetime in a dark cave if it could of prevented
you from suffering.
Last year we wrote and shared our New Year's intentions and
we read them to each other every sunrise after prayer.
Tonight I will have to just suffice by sharing mine with
you by email and hope that you will be given access to your
messages. Regardless, all my messages will soon get to you
one way or another. That is inevitable and the clock is
already ticking my love. Everything is in motion and soon
the sky will rain upon you with all that is yours. You will
be showered with truth, love and the hundreds of letters
that were written to you. I tried to plea with your mom so
that they could turn things around. So far I've only been
ignored and your Christmas presents are hidden from you.
I will recite these intentions every morning in sadhana
till they become our reality. I love you more deeply and
purely with every second that passes. There has never been
a stronger element that can bond true love than what has
occurred here. We are forever embedded into each other's
January 1, 2016


fibers now. Our intentions from last year have manifested
in the strangest way. I fully trust in God and that God and
ONLY God will determine what is best for you and I.
These are my New Years Intentions for 2016;
"To reunite with my soulmate Brooke To love her with every
fibre in me To love her with every atom in me To be
100000000000% dedicated to Brooke in every way possible. To
be 100000000000% loyal to Brooke till the end of time.
There is no other and will never be another. I would live
as a monk before I would be with another.
To make peace with her family. To get InList Inc. to a
minimum 50 M valuation by December 2016. To travel the
world with my love and find peace and do things that will
help her heal and give her bliss. To do a few great real
estate developments in various safe markets. To finalize
our deal with Mehmet and Bahar for the Island Gardens
project this month. To start the new Mana Wynwood project
with Moishe Mana and create the greatest things
together. To never ever have stress in our lives again. To
support Brooke in anything she wants to do and always be
there for her no matter what. To have a better relationship
with Danoushka. To continue my deep spiritual practices and
expand my wisdom of the unknown and unseen. To understand
and be one with God. To study the Torah, Zohar and Japji
Sahib even more diligently and learn the deepest occult
secrets of the universe. To continue our foundation's work
around the world and in Haiti.
To Forgive Brooke's family for deliberately causing me and
so many of her friends so much hurt and making sure I had
absolutely no information on her recovery. To forgive them
for ordering my friend Dr. Barth Green who saved her life
to not even give me one clue on her recovery for the last
nine months even though they've know all along this
accident wasn't my fault.
To forgive Brooke's family from concealing the truth from
her in every way they could. For they know not what they
do. For their cruelty is beyond anything I ever imagined
humans were capable of doing. I still forgive them....
How can one do this to someone they know very well their
daughter loves? I Forgive them For them to turn all your
friends against me and tell them to give me no info on your
recovery. I forgive them... For even when they do... They


know not The consequences of their unconscious
choices... It's the best that they can do. I Forgive
them For they have taken nothing but only from themselves
and their relationship with Brooke if they continue hiding
the truth from her. They have only sealed their destiny For
this choice of fear they choose. I Forgive them"
I love you infinitely sweetheart. Happy New Year and trust
that our destiny was already inscribed in the book of life
long before we met again on this earth and on our sacred
dock. Trust in God, trust in us, trust in God's master
plan.
I Love you always, M & B 2016
Another beautiful moon over the ocean. All this does is
make me think of us. I can feel you my love. I'm smiling.


The first beautiful sunrise of 2016. Everything I feel I
share with you. I love you infinitely.
January 1, 2016


Good morning my love,
Just finished my 7 th day of Sadhana. Wow what a commitment
but I feel really good that I Commitee to this. I know I
will get stronger and therefore that will give you
strength. That is really my main goal with all of this.
That is to support you in every possible way that I can
while we are apart.
Now home looking at this beautiful sunrise from our
balcony. I love you infinitely.
January 2, 2016


Good morning my beautiful darling.
Just got home from meditation and now packing for Haiti.
Your kids miss you so much and can't wait to hear from you
soon. Im going with just Danoushka this time and everything
we do will involve you. I was able to get so many great
donations so they will be flooded with gifts from Michael
and Brookey. Look at the beautiful colors of sunrise this
morning.
January 3, 2016


Just landed safely in Haiti my love. Lots of gifts for
tonight.
January 3, 2016
Christelle sends you all her
love darling. Everyone held
hands and prayed for you and
your full recovery before
dinner. They all really love
you and miss you.


January 4, 2016
Beautiful morning prayers for my love. I miss you so so
much and can't wait till we can be here together again one
day.
Awe everyone's posting how cold it is in New York. I wish I
could be there to hold you and keep you warm. I'm so sorry
your family thinks this is actually protecting you. I'm so
sorry for their ignorance my love. We will get through this
my love I promise you. I am always by your side.


Look what Kesny wrote us...
You're doing something very recognizing which is helping
people. God will show you how powerful he is by giving much
more courage and capacities to build up Dreams (knowledge
people) in Haiti by putting them in one of the 7 best
school in the South East department of Haiti so, we are
really a big dream for Haiti. We'll have Representatives,
Senators, President tween us. I'm personally proud of you
Michael and Mom Danoushka, Brooke B. I love you them all.
#K.P# #bdb# for you. Much love
January 4, 2016


Watching this beautiful sunset in front of our hotel. I was
surfing earlier and couldn't stop thinking of how
incredible we were together here last year. You were
photographing me surfing with the kids. I love you with
every particle in me sweetheart.
January 4, 2016


Prayers with mom here in Haiti. We love you so much.
January 5, 2016


Hi lovee,
I just got back home safely. Im so so tired and I have to
wake up early for Sadhana so good night. Just wanted to
tell you I love you. Everything's going to be ok I promise
you.
January 5, 2016


Good morning my love,
Today marks 294 days now. I'm beyond words and so upset
that they have done this to you. The days of justifying
their actions so you can recover are long gone and it's now
crystal clear now that their agenda for your future and
their vision of you is much more important than your
happiness. Your soul tells me you're lost and trapped and
I'm so sorry. I cannot believe they have done this to you
and that your brother has executed all of this. It's beyond
anything I could of ever imagined humans could do to
someone they love. Their ignorance is beyond my
comprehension.
Today also marked the 11 th day of my Sadhana as I've been
waking up everyday at 3:30 and meditating till sunrise. I
bring the first picture we ever took together with me and
dedicate my practice to giving you strength every night. I
spend countless hours thinking and trying to understand
your family's reasons and after all that meditation I just
can't find one other than they are exactly as you always
portrayed them to be. Absolutely controlling and have no
January 7, 2016


regard for what you want or your own dreams only theirs.
I'm really not worried one bit about this actually as I'm
absolutely certain that they will now be forced to learn
the biggest lesson of their lives. God will interfere soon
and this insanity will be overcome. I love you with all
that I posses. I'm right here by your side the purest heart
and purest intentions. Their intentions are only self
serving and God sees right through all of this. Their will
be victory soon my love. Don't be scared, the most
important lesson a soul can learn in a lifetime is to find
their other half, their Kenedgo. We found this with each
other and no human being can ever obstruct it. Their
obstruction will be their own demise.


Morning meditation for my love's healing. I love you
infinitely sweetheart and know that you are a part of
everything I do always.
I'm at the opening of Island Gardens Deep Water Marina. It
looks like we have the deal so I'm super excited. Bahar and
Mehmet send you their love and they think about you all the
time. We had a Rabbi come and bless the project and now
it's the ribbon cutting ceremony with all the city
officials. I know you always wanted this deal for us so
yay.
January 8, 2016


Ribbon cutting with Mayor and architect.
January 8, 2016