Letters to my Love

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So we checked into The Post Card Inn. Of course I got you a room with Jdp which was 227 and Peri and I stayed in room 239. I went and got you toothpaste, toothbrush and deodorant again too. Later on at sunrise we would cuddle in a bed for the first time. I could never really sleep without you after that.


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May 25, 2015


The first time we ever held hands, right here my love.
May 25, 2015


My Love,
I'm writing this card to you from Pierre's. Pretty cool how you found us a Pierre's too in the Hamptons. I don't even know where to begin to express my love to you. I really feel that upon each heart beat I am with you. You are a magical one you know. So incredibly special that there are really no words that could ever express my feelings for you. It's just so real and so true. There really are no right or wrongs but only love. There's one true absolute truth here and that is that you are the only being that shares my heart and soul. Not only do we share it my love I know now it's one of all the same.
May 25, 2015


Love of my life,
Sitting at the table where we all had breakfast in the morning. So incredible how placing yourself in each location is like google-ing into your subconscious to find the memory. I fucken love you so much.
May 26, 2015


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May 26, 2015




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everything seemed to look the same. The moon was even in the location of where it was on our first night there. I say first night because I know your soul and spirit were there on this night too. In fact I know this because I know there are things you wanted me to feel and understand. You wrote " I believe in us" that's because you know I will NEVER let you down. If I had let you down, it's because I didn't understand it. It's you as my little soulmate guide that would then have to show me again. This is what your soul did for our anniversary. The meditation grew deeper and deeper. I begged and begged and begged God tirelessly for hours to give me " The Light"
I begged this as much as for you than for me. My intentions were to be able to then transfer it or share it with you to heal you once I attained it. It was such an incredibly interesting task as of how to grasp it. I kept looking at the brightest star with my deepest attention to this matter. I've been taught over and over about the 10 curtains. The 10 sephirot, the 10 emanations. The basis of all teachings. Since Passover I had counted the omer every day and if I had ever been in the wilderness, it's definitely been since this occurrence. On the night of our anniversary Shavout ended. The energy from it was obviously still strong.
As I stared up to all the millions of stars in the galaxies, they all of second turned to pure light. The entire sky turned into a dome of this radiating majestic light. Imagine you made the whole sky, one giant rainbow of only shades of white light. That's what a felt for a couple moments. I immediately realized that there was nothing to transfer to you since our souls are already united. I also realized that this is what you really wanted me to understand in the last ceremony when you were on our balcony. You wanted me to realize that because


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we are one, what I feel is what you feel and vice- versa. In this case I know you received the same light than I did. With this, the meditation went deeper now. The messages and playbacks of my own mistakes were again shown to me. I almost felt like you were cut off from that moment on in the ceremony. I felt like this was my big tikkun, another full review of what I need to do. My mistakes and my corrections. At first I wasn't too happy that I had to spend the later part of our anniversary like this. I was hoping to go sit by the pool at the same time after the dock. I was hoping to go lay in the beach chair outside of the Post Card Inn and reflect on that moment. I was hoping to go pretend to cuddle in the same bed in room 239. Although I was there in spirit, God had a different plan.
All of a sudden I realized that this was the true meaning of our anniversary. I'm quoting again your card "Chapter 1 of a LIFE DEFINING JOURNEY"
The only possible way that I can make chapter 2 or 3 and the rest better for us is to be better myself. To actually work on all the things I did wrong in our relationship and with you. To correct things once and for all.
I was all of a sudden amazed that the journey was getting so deep. The meditation took me through practically my entire life, showed me my key mistakes that have been repeated over and over in different forms. My tikkun.., I stayed on our dock the entire night.
I also realized that although this is not how I intended to spend my last hours on the dock. That this is what you really wanted. I know you love me like I love you and breaking up was never a consideration. We would of just been stuck in a similar cycle endlessly. Again thank you God for allowing the light to reach me to teach me the things I need to correct. Again thank you God for bringing us together. All I can do at this point is


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really focus on being a better partner to you when we reunite. I promise you with all that I posses that I will. I promise you that on our next anniversary WE will both lay on that dock together, heart to heart like we were but this time corrected, bonded closer than ever and God will open the sephirots of light even more for us when we are together again.
My anniversary gift to you is to become what you wanted and give you all the little things that you and your soul needs. The true attention you deserve, the most beautiful birthdays properly planned with a year's time. I'm already planning it now. The BROOKE is talking to me so pay attention. The, since Brooke is my LIFE so lets cherish her every moment and never ever, ever, ever, ever take her for granted again. You are my galaxy, my love, my strength, my gravity. You are my direction and I am yours. Together we will continue our journey as our destiny is meant. I love you infinitely honey. I love you, I love you.
I can't stop typing how much I love you so I will say it again till I'm blue in the face. I love you, I love you, I love you.


Lovee,
I'm here again on our beach. This morning I'm really just
going to tell you how much I love you. Please be strong
today and get through everything like the champion that you
are. Last night I wrote a really loving letter to your
father. I even apologized to him to try and make peace. I
just simply asked him to let me know how you are doing for
now. I await a reply anxiously. Just don't ever ever forget
or doubt my love for you. It's being tested here and I will
not fail you. Yesterday I wanted to honor you so I
contacted every photographer I could who had taken pictures
of me and others before. I'm having them all removed
because there's only one person that matters in my
universe. Flamingo is almost complete now too. I want to
have all these things closed out and sold soon so that our
next chapter is new and fresh. I love you with every fibre
in me.
May 28, 2015


Lovee,
I'm just sending you this because I need our moments so
close to me now. These are the pics above our bed that we
always talked about. I took all these at the Moorings for
our 1 year anniversary. I'm just telling you what I'm doing
because I fucken love you so much. I hope today was a good
day for you my love.
The top middle is the west dock that first held hands on.
May 28, 2015


My Love,
Today marks 11 weeks now since our last morning together.
Just typing this puts me in tears again. I just can't
believe how your family can be so cruel to the point that
they won't even tell us how you're doing. Not even just me
but Spencer, Roth everyone. It's just not right, I've tried
so hard to penetrate through by writing letters to them.
It's an iron curtain my love. I can't believe you have to
go through this process without me. I know how much you
must need me and it really breaks my heart that they have
taken this angry road.
Never the less I await a miracle everyday. I know the
second you are able to make physical contact with me they
won't be able to stop me anymore because it's your choice
as an adult. I pray to God everyday for this. I love you
with all that I possess. I'm here doing everything I can
from my end. One day I will show you to what lengths we had
to go through just to find out simple information.
I love you so incredibly much honey, please get strong and
capture my energy. I send you my light all day long. We are
catchers for each other. Catch the light Lovee. Catch and
you shall receive it.
May 29, 2015


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Lovee,
These are our anniversary flowers I got you. Still
beautiful. I'm going to dry them after for you.
I hope Rob delivered the ones I sent you also.
May 29, 2015


My Angel,
Today marks day 72, what a powerful number. Yesterday
afternoon I received my heart monitoring tests back from
the cardiologist. I wore a heart monitor for a month to see
if there were any abnormalities. Nothing was found wrong
with my heart. My MRI results show that my brain tumor from
1997 is completely gone and that had nothing to do with it
either. I guess that's a good thing but it still doesn't
explain this incident. The report says the most likely
cause was a vasovagal syncope.
You remember baby that Dr. Kamlet was diagnosing your
recent episodes as vasovagal syncope attacks. This is such
a mystery thus far.
I know you know how I think and you can imagine how many
scenarios I've played out.
None make any sense. Between witnesses saying two heads
dropped in boat almost simultaneously and all the strange
events that happened before. Watching What Dreams May Come
and me introducing the movie as " This is what lengths I'd
go through for our love" then you passing out at the end of
the movie. Speaking of our marriage at dinner at Puntino
and then me posting on IG two hours prior "one school is
finished and the TIME HAS COME FOR ANOTHER TO BEGIN". Why
on earth would I post that on that sunrise? I then sent you
a video recording of " good morning my love"
It's seems clear to me that this was in our stars and in
our destiny. It's like both of our soul's knew something
was going to happen so we expressed it to each other by
showing each other things. Consciously we had no idea but
subconsciously I believe we both knew it. I'm so sorry for
this my love. I know you know I would never ever hurt you
or be negligent with your life. I didn't even want you to
drive to Palm Beach if you were tired. I really tried to
always protect you my love.
I guess there are just things we can't control in life.
Only God controls things. Only God knows why and what this
plan is all about.
I know it's easy for your family to blame and place anger
on someone. I know deep in my heart though that this wasn't
an event of negligence. I know deep in my heart this was
both beyond us my love. I also know deep in my heart that
no matter how difficult the road ahead may seem. I know we
May 30, 2015


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will overcome this and be better in every way. I know you
will one day gift the Earth with all of your lessons. I'm
just speaking from my heart baby. I know this is a lot to
read at first but I know your brilliant mind will
understand it one day. You are the most special being I've
ever encountered. You really are everything to me. I will
keep searching for answers everyday regardless. I love you
infinitely and I trust in us and our love. I love you


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May 30, 2015


My Lovee,
Hi darling I'm laying in our bed with Tigee as I write you.
Another sunset on our balcony without you to share it with.
I hope you had an ok weekend in rehab and that they are
taking good care of you. It's so hard for me imagine that
you are going through this and I can't be there by your
side to help you. I'm so sorry for this. There's nothing I
wouldn't trade or do to be there. I'm blocked with an iron
gate for now.
Today was Sunday so I rode the bicycle for the first time
without you. I listened to our playlist and rode around Key
Biscayne crying. Everything reminds me of us and everywhere
I go or look reminds me of a moment we shared together. The
only moment that didn't is when I went to the chapel to
pray for your recovery. These really are the saddest days
of my life. My partner, best friend and love has been
injured so bad and I'm not even allowed to receive info on
how she's progressing or be with her. Everyday I pray for
your family to open their hearts on this.
All I really have are these letters to express my love and
pain for you. If only I knew if you were just having a
great week recovering, I'd be the happiest person in the
world. Instead I'm here relying only on my gut and our
connection. I do feel you talking to me now and telling me
things. It's very special and I'm so grateful for that at
least. I don't know what they are telling you about me etc.
I hope you can feel me and that you've never doubted my
love for you. My entire world is only about you. There's no
moment in time that I'm not in deep sorrow and thinking
about you.
I try to keep you even closer by watching movies or HBO
shows we would watch in bed together. Today I'm watching
the original Gatsby. I look at the beautiful poster you got
us. I also got the golden scratch map framed and mounted.
It's in our room's entrance now awaiting to be scratched
with our future journeys together. I love you so much I
can't even type without tears dripping. I'm so sorry you're
hurt my love. I love you so much. Please be strong and get
better baby. I love you eternally.
May 30, 2015


May 31, 2015


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May 31, 2015


Incredible being,
This morning I drove to Palm Beach to see the crew at
Island Company etc. The drive makes me so sad as we always
did it together. I even went to The Bee to get breakfast
like we used to do before I dropped you off. I'm sitting
here writing you this little note. I love you so much
honey. I'm sending you all my energy. I love you
June 1, 2015


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June 1, 2015


I just made another plea to God to heal you darling.
June 1, 2015


Lovee,
This was yesterday's full moon, I wanted to send you today's moon but it's raining. This morning I felt like we really connected. I can feel your sorrow and I can feel you really miss me. I tried really letting your spirit know that I'm here and how much I love you. I'm now in bed with Tigee. I'm just working on fixing everything for us. I know you will be happy for this at least. I wish I could know more about your days and what you are going through. It just breaks my heart I can't know for now. I won't take this much longer from your family. At some point I will have to do things they won't like just to save you. Everyday I pray your gaining strength to be able to demand to see me. I love you more everyday and I already loved you as much as one could love. I'm here my love, side by side with your soul. I love you ❤❤❤
June 2, 2015


Love of my life,
Good morning Lovee, I spent the evening cuddling with you
in bed in my thoughts. I try and hold you like we used to
do and say "heaven, just Heaven"
Just makes me cry thinking of it. I tried to take a picture
of me waving to you like we used to do. It's become my
calling to you. Each time I wave like that I feel I connect
to you. It's like a signal it sends into the universe. Then
I immediately play our singing bowl and I speak to you out
loud. I know you can hear me and I know because a lot of
the time your soul responds with implanted words back into
my consciousness. I guess it's a skill I'm forced to
develop every day to reach you. Everyday my main intention
is that you heal and never think I'm not there. I know how
hard it must be and I know that as long as you know I'm
with you, we can overcome anything. I promise you we will
my love. Your the most important thing in my life. I love
you in every way possible. You're my other half, it's
simple as that. I love you, please be strong today and talk
to your doctors. I love you
June 3, 2015


Beautiful full moon prayers with Rabbi Sam tonight. I love
you
June 3, 2015


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Lovee,
Oh my darling I fucken miss you so much. I really never
imagined that I'd ever go this long without ever seeing
you. It's just not right that's all I can say. Tonight I
worked on our room a bit. I know it sounds crazy but it's
just how I can be closer to you. I put our plexi of the
Moorings in a wood frame like we discussed. I even got the
shelves you had suggested. In the end baby all your
suggestions were perfect. I know I battled keeping my old
things with you and I'm sorry. You were right about
everything. It just really feels like our new beautiful
home now. Anyways don't feel pressured by anything ok, home
will be where you want love. I will move to Siberia with
you if you want. I don't care I just never ever want to not
be with you again. I'm so thankful for every moment we had
and I can't even imagine how strong our love will be after
this. I'm so sorry you are suffering Lovee, I would give
anything to trade beds with you right now and put me in the
hospital. I'd do anything to keep you from suffering. I
love you to the moon and back. Now I look at " you make me
happy " from bed and think of you every second. I love you
infinitely. Your my treasure in every sense. I love you
I even kept the picture of you and Rob at your graduation
in our room. It's a reminder to me that I should love them
despite because you love them. That should be the only
requirement and I hope and pray one day they will get that
with me.
June 3, 2015


My little Angel General,
I call you my little angel general because you really came
in to help me with so many various things in life. This
morning now marks 12 weeks since our last morning together.
Like every morning and evening, I'm here on our beach
again. Everyday I feel your getting closer to me, it's
pretty incredible actually. I'm reading our texts from June
5, 2014, It's tonight last year that I picked you up from
the airport and we went straight on the boat. 7:14 am last
year we were so excited to see each other. What's even more
beautiful is that it never got old. I can't recall one time
where I picked you up at airport and wasn't overjoyed to
see you. I can't even bare to imagine what it will be like
to see you again. I'm gonna have to really prepare for that
day as I'm crying again just thinking about it. I'm
listening to Schubert's Ave Maria now, I had asked you to
listen to it at this time last year. I hope you can hear it
with me. You told me you woke up in the middle of the night
with no circulation in the hands. "Yeah so strange" you
wrote. Blockage I went and got you magnesium
You said " remember when before dinner u got me deodorant
and all that stuff?" I replied because I already cared
about you, just like that" You then went to Model Fit and
told me "Vanessa saged the studio and since we're connected
she saged you too." I guess that's why I've been doing so
many things for us and for you to heal from far away. I
know your soul can feel it my love.
I hope they are treating you well there darling. I love you
eternally and I'm here with you in every beat my heart
takes. I love you
June 4, 2015


Lovee,
So it's now 9 pm and that's when you got into the car
exactly last year to start our journey. This is our
anniversary of really committing to each other. I remember
it so clearly, right around now we were driving off
together. Then we got home and jumped on the boat.
June 5, 2015
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Lovee,
Just imagining where we were last year watching this
sunset. I love you
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June 6, 2015


Lovee,
Exactly today last year we went to Soldier Key and we were
watching all the beautiful birds talking about your dad. I
miss you so much. I love you so much. This morning a really
incredible thing happened with Deborah. I can't wait to
tell you one day.
June 7, 2015


Love of my life,
Lovee I hope your Sunday went better yesterday. I felt
strong messages from you so I really tried to send you so
much strength and positive energy. I was screaming out for
our battery pack of energy to reach you. I know you can
feel me. I love you more with each second that goes by.
There is nothing that will ever effect this, as it's not in
anyone's control but you and I baby. Please don't worry
about anything and just get better. I just want you to get
stronger everyday so you can heal. I love you with every
fibre in me darling. Please never give up and the universe
will bless us, I promise you. I love you, I love you. You
are everything to me. I love you even more on this line
than when I typed the last I love you.
June 8, 2015


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June 9, 2015


My Love,
Good morning my love, today is the 83 rd day since our last
morning together. This is the most surreal thing we
couldn't of ever imagined. Really never thought we would
ever go more than 10 days without seeing each other till
death do us part. What an interference, what pain, what
tears, what lessons. Just can't believe I'm denied simple
information on how you are doing.
In truth though I'm learning everyday to connect to you
better. My connection and love for you has multiplied in
trillions. I'm really starting to grasp what true love is
more than ever. You are the most important being in my
universe. Although separated by a series of mysterious
events, I've never felt closer to you. It's almost as if
the physical moved away temporarily but the energy force of
pure love replaced it with an atomic force. There is
nothing that is more important than you and all that I do
now is for us.
I beg God everyday to send you energy from our battery
back. Knowing that you receive it gives me my peace in
these darkest hours.
Yesterday flowers were sent again to Rob at Hourly Nerd. I
was advised to write a conservative letter since it will be
shown to your parents. I really hope he gave you my
flowers. My biggest fear is that your physical self is not
told of all my efforts and attempts to try and see you or
tell you how much I love you. I know your soul knows this
but there's concern your injuries may inhibit you from
fully understanding why I can't be by your side. Just know
I am always by your side my love.
I will NEVER, EVER give up on us Lovee no matter what. We
will overcome this, you have my eternal promise. I'm so
sorry you are hurt and I wish I could trade seats with you.
I love you infinitely.
June 10, 2015


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June 10, 2015


Love of my life,
Babe yesterday you sent me a message that you weren't sure
if you would ever be the same again. You were scared that I
may not love you anymore. This kept me up all night
worrying even more about you. It's really the last thing
you ever need to worry about. I love you NO MATTER WHAT
happens baby.
I always told you I'd rather move to a jail cell with you
then be away from you. I don't only love you because of
your earthly qualities. I love you without need of
anything. I love you no matter what and I always will.
Please never doubt this ok. You are my soulmate and we are
going to get out of this. Miracles will happen I promise
you. Please don't ever give up on us ok. There's nothing I
want more than you. I'm here waiting to be by your side
soon. I love you, I love you, I love you..
June 11, 2015


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June 11, 2015


My Love,
I found your bracelet in your drawer so I wear them all
now.
June 11, 2015


Darling,
I'm sitting on the beach on the north tip of Crandon park.
Today marks 14 weeks since our last swim together right on
this spot at this time. I walked out to the basin where we
would always go, our little sandbar. I even brought flowers
today that are floating here with me.
Been playing our singing bowl and sending you all the
vibrations I can. I stopped by the coast guard station
before and spoke to the first responders who saved our
life. When they jumped on the boat to save us they said we
were on top of each other. They said I was semi unconscious
after the crash but was so concerned about you I was going
crazy. That's only seems normal considering how much I love
you. I'm trying to be so strong but I still cry on and off
throughout the days. I just can't bare to think that you
have to go through this all alone without me.
Tears everywhere..... I need to know you are ok? My
connection to you tells me your getting better but I know
you need me. I know how I feel not knowing at night, I know
how much I hurt that you're not next to me. Being so
connected to each other, I can only imagine what you are
going through.
That alone just breaks my heart and kills me.
Again I'm being strong and we will get through this. We are
infinitely bonded even more now throughout this. Please
don't ever, ever doubt us or think I won't love you. I will
always love you no matter what.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this.
I love you
June 12, 2015


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June 12, 2015


Love of eternity,
Sweetie I feel the last couple days have been extremely
difficult for both you and I.
As I've learned to communicate with your higher self ( your
soul), it talks to me and gives me very distinct and
powerful messages. Most of them I have in a separate batch
of emails to one day show you when the time is right. The
messages to me are undeniably you and comes through the
wire we always had.
As you were crying out to me and asking me to save you, I
tried to put more pressure on your brother to send you
small messages like flowers, a video recording or a note in
the pocket of your jacket I sent. I really thought these
messages would give you hope and strength. The signals that
I was getting is that you thought you would never be the
same again and you didn't think I'd love you anymore. This
message practically killed me because it made me think how
scared you could possibly be. How could she ever think
that, I asked myself? I told you I love you infinitely no
matter what. I hold my word to this darling and always will
no matter what.
I recorded a message of pure hope and strength for you and
sent it to your brother via email. My only intentions were
to make sure that you never doubted my love for you. He did
not have the will to reply to me but yet again he forwarded
everything to your mom and dad. Therefore they sent me a
letter telling me that you did not want anyone there at the
hospital and to stop sending you flowers, juices, pillows
etc. They said they would seek assistance from local, state
and federal agencies if I continued to send you things.
That was really funny actually as all I sent you was things
of pure love. They are just trying their hardest to make
sure I'm out of sight and out of mind for you so you can
focus on your recovery. I can perhaps understand you want
privacy in the recovery but banning things like flowers and
messages of hope is not the way.
June 16, 2015


This took me a while to grasp and assess. After careful
analyzation I cannot believe for 1 minute that your wishes
were to not have me send you flowers anymore etc. I've had
to be really strong now to keep going on. I know they love
you so much but their tactics are not noble towards me. I
know you are probably so scared in your fragile mind right
now. It's probably very cloudy at this phase. I'm told 3
months into this is very difficult because it's hard for
you to see the light at the end or the big picture.
I'm crying everyday just imagining how scared you must be
and how much you must need me. Maybe you're scared for me
to see you this way but I could never not love you.
Regardless I have to respect your parents wishes for a bit
longer. I know if you had a clear mind you would never
deliberately make me suffer and deny me information on your
progress. This alone has been extremely difficult for me.
My soulmate is in this situation and I'm banned from
knowing about her recovery.
Just know how connected we are and how connected our soul's
are at every level. I want you to understand that I'm here
and talking to you almost all the time. I know deep inside
my heart that you will be ok and that you will be the most
incredible person one day. I'm so sorry you have to go
through this and I wish it could of been me instead.
Destiny is very hard to understand unless we look at time
over larger portions..you know this lovee. I believe these
events will be your life's work one day. That you will gift
the world of all your experiences.
Please don't be scared baby and trust in God and us. We
didn't do anything wrong other then fall in true love. Even
that wasn't really our choice as we automatically
recognized each other from the past. I feel we've been
through so much to get to where we were. We still needed to
adjust a lot of things and I work everyday to rectify my
faults now. Our love how ever was never in question. I will
never give up on us. I love you infinitely in every sense
of the word. I love you. Please be strong ok




Just telling you how much I love you.
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June 19, 2015
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My love,
Another sunrise, the 95 th one now since our last morning
together. Yesterday was Father's Day so I went alone to
Soldier Key to connect to you. It's incredible how just
going to these exact locations and really tuning in to our
memories there really brings the moments back. I went
around the island like we did and just remembered our days
doing that together. I could hear your voice and the
moments we shared there.
I also wanted to go there to pray for your father to open
his heart more. We used to go there and look at the birds
and talk about Dan and his observations to them. I'm just
trying in every way possible to stay close to you. I play
our singing bowl each time I speak to you and I feel it's
become the sound that connect us, almost like a doorbell to
your soul. I ring and you answer me. Yesterday I had
booties on and was walking on the coral playing the bowl
and you told me I was silly. I know it was you because I
could feel you.
There's not a second that goes by that I don't carry you
with me, your really in everything I do. There's a constant
tear coming down my face now. I'm so sad thinking your
going through this without me, I'm so sad that the love of
my life got hurt, I'm so sad for what your going through,
I'm so sad that you have to work so hard now to get through
this, I'm sad for everything your family has to go through.
I miss you so much I really can't bare to exist without
you. You're the most important and significant thing in my
life.
I thank god everyday for saving us and somehow beneath all
this pain and tears I just know everything will be good
again one day. Knowing we will be so much stronger together
and all the things that brought us stress will be
exonerated once and for all.
June 22, 2015




My other half,
My love last night you sent me some messages again. You
said you didn't think I understood how damaged you are. You
again said I'm used to all these pretty girls.
You even said you wanted a baby and so do I by the way. I
hear there's a girl waiting for us right now. Her soul told
a healer this yesterday.
Darling please try and understand that this event has only
brought me light years closer to you. This is a new segment
of our lives now. The real segment, the true love and our
testament to each other. Please trust me when I tell you
that I will never ever let you down again. I will accept
you in whatever form God grants us back to each other.
There is no thought of any other people and there will
never be. I vow this to you and God.
We are meant to be on this eternal journey together and we
will just have to accept whatever is thrown upon us. I am
with you throughout this and I love you beyond oceans and
galaxies. There are no words to describe lovee. Please
don't ever fear or doubt my love for you. This love comes
from the highest places and cannot be broken. It can only
strengthen as it has been by each moment passing.
You're everything to me and we will get through this babe.
I promise you....
I am forever by your side and humbled on my knees to God.
There's a master plan here and one day it will unveil
itself. Until then lets trust in God and know everything
will be ok.
I love you infinitely and I will tell you this everyday.
June 24, 2015


Audio 28
Lovee the video below is on Amy Cuddy, who also suffered a
severe Tbi. She went to Princeton and Hbs and now teaches
phycology at Hbs.
I'm sending it to you for hope. Anything is possible babe.
June 25, 2015