Letters to my Love

The truth will always unveil and true love will always
prevail.
Sweetheart one of our healers and channelers wrote this for
us as it came to him in divine inspiration.
"In your stillness, the Breathing Song of the Heart we
share lights the way for us to live as the Love in this
world of changing scenes. Beloved Self of who I am living
here as another you are both the Sight and the Vision to
Behold to be whole...Love engenders this in both of us.
Lifted is the True Lover in us simply by having touched.
Crystal Presence you are the Remembrance of what all of
this is for...
You are the story of Homecoming unfolding here. My reason
for Living Gratitude in each Breath. Uniting us again and
again and again.
I Breathe to remember we are ever so held." -Matish
September 25, 2015
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Having dinner here by myself thinking of you upon every
thought. I love you infinitely
October 1, 2015
There's a wedding here
tonight how lovely.
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You are the most important thing to me in the universe. We
vowed to each other weeks before this accident not to ever
leave each other's side no matter what. I have always kept
this vow even as we're apart. I'm always with you my love.
Our souls are forever attached and nothing can ever tear us
apart.
I'm here waiting till the ends of infinity for our love. I
love you, I love you, I love you
Yesterday was the 25th so I drove up to the Moorings again.
It's become a tradition now that on every month I drive
like 6 hours to go meditate there, light candles and leave
flowers on our dock. When I'm there I feel you and I
reconnect to where our souls united. It will always be the
most special place for us. I tried to tell your mom that's
why you have a picture of that dock in your apartment.
Hopefully one day she will understand. At this point I
just want you to heal and get everything you need to do
that best. I know how much you need your heart to heart
with me and the wilderness and ocean.
God will take care of this and you darling. Please have
faith and don't be scared. The whole universe is supporting
you because you have a calling now. It will all come
together one day you will see. I love you with every fiber
and atom in me.
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My love I really feel that something big is happening. I
love you to the moon and back times a trillion and back
again 900 trillion times. Ha
Movie 8635
September 27, 2015
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Darling,
This is some serious stuff here that we will discuss
thoroughly one day. If you look carefully at this Tetrad of
Blood moons it shows you their schedules. Passover was my
graduation into purity which paved the road for us to
reunite.
Then look at the middle of pic, the solar eclipse. It
happened the day of our accident.
We were holding each other heart to heart at right around
when it peaked. Then we drove off into literally another
dimension of consciousness.
September 27, 2015
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I posted this strange quote that seems like a prophecy.
September 27, 2015
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Right when we crashed.
September 27, 2015
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Good morning my beautiful love,
Looking at this beautiful sunrise again imagining you were
next to me.
September 28, 2015
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Morning prayers for Sukkot.
Today I opened the Torah and took it out. I held it for
over an hour and passed it around. All I kept reciting was
to send love and compassion to your family and for God to
heal you.
September 28, 2015
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My Lovee,
I just want to tell you how much I love you. I just
finishing having dinner with Reid at Puntino and he sends
his love. Now I'm back home looking at this full moon
talking to you. I love you so incredibly much.
September 28, 2015
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Good morning my little soulmate,
You're now my big soul mate as you have traveled to places
in the highest dimensions and absorbed massive, massive
knowledge. I know this because you tell me every day. You
will soon bring back these gifts and spread them to
humanity as that was your mission. I'm right here by your
side forever. Everything we have experienced from above and
below will be merged. You are everything to me my love. I
am here forever by your side waiting and praying.
September 29, 2015
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My dearest most beloved partner,
Today marks 194 days. Sitting on our beautiful beach on
this sunrise sending you all my love and more love and even
more love. I will never give up and everyday we're apart
only makes the force greater that will reunite us.
September 30, 2015
This is our little sukkah where I am praying this week if
not in the big one at Kabbalah center.
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Lovee,
On this third day of Sukkot we all continue to send all the
blessings and healing energies to you and your family. A
few months ago I asked all our friends that you care about
to write you letters of hope and healing. Below is a
beautiful letter that Eric Roth wrote for you. Perhaps it
may be a better time now for your family to read it to you.
Your soul has been telling me you're on a river now and
gently on the way back to filling your vessel again. That
you are carrying immense knowledge from your travels in the
higher world's. It's pretty ironic that your parents named
you Brooke. (Nothing exists by chance in this universe)
There are so many references in the Torah and the sacred
meanings of the Brooks as they will channel the earth and
give it flow.
Just know I am here in my little Sukkah on our balcony
praying each sunrise and each moment I can. I love you with
every atom in me and I will continue to tell you this as
you did to me when you could. Soon little Brookie will flow
back into the oceans and deliver endless knowledge as Eric
also says in his letter to you "You will find what we don't
know and make them known" I've always know this all along.
You will gift the world with your rivers of endless truth
and love. I am always by your side so never fear anything
no matter what or how hard it may seem. I know how much
your family loves you and I know deep down inside they will
only want you to be happy and for you to never have stress
again due to who you love. I attached the picture I took of
you as you were trying on outfits to go meet Eric. Later
that evening you were rejoicing in happiness as we were
riding the Farris Wheel in Santa Monica. Look at the glow
in your eyes as you were embarking on the beginnings to be
what I know will be your life's work one day.
LETTER FROM ERIC ROTH,
"To the special young woman who sat in my living room and
gazed upon me with beautiful sweet and hopeful eyes I write
this,
Brooke you are one of a kind, hard to find in this world,
you are the needle in the haystack because you challenge
what's expected, you strive to prove your heart is bigger
September 30, 2015
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and your dreams are brighter. I can't tell you how much the
small moment we had meant to me, something I will have with
me until I visit the Milky Way. Your soul and spirit filled
our living room where we've spent precious moments Alec and
I. Your passion to work, achieve, and love is unusual in
the greatest way. You befriended someone I will protect and
serve in my remaining years, finding my son to be as
charming as the whole world does. His words about you
before our meeting were nothing but grace and love. And you
were able in the most wonderful and smart way articulate
your thoughts and hopes, and I kick myself everyday that I
didn't knock down Scott Rudin's door and storm his castle
for you. But in short time, you will be his boss,
everyone's idol, west of Lake Michigan and East, making
your special parents ever so proud.
I hope once you've fully recovered from this moment, you
will explore all kinds of things and find what we don't
know and make them known. I'm sure you've already begun to
script the next masterpiece in your beautiful brain. The
next "I'm sorry Hal", the next "frankly my dear...," and
most definitely the next "Life is like a...."
Thank you sweet girl for visiting and giving me the
pleasure of meeting such an incredible young woman. You've
continued to inspire me in my old age, and will do so till
I'm long gone, just another piece of dust, and you will be
changing the world."
Thank you Brooke, Love and Peace.
ER, Eric Roth.
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October 1, 2015
My love I'm sending you all my love and strength.
Every time I go to gym I think of your beautiful mornings
here with your trainers. I love you so much honey.
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Hi Lovee its like 3 am and I'm in our beach looking at this
moon and playing our singing bowl. I know you're on your
river back now so I'm just patiently waiting for the tide
to turn. I love you with all that I posses.
October 3, 2015
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Good morning my love,
I asked Billy to go to the Sistine Chapel today while he
was in Rome and pray for you. He was the first one there
when it opened so he went on the main altar and prayed for
you. So nice
October 3, 2015
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Shabbat Sukkot my love. More blessings from everywhere for
you. I love you
October 3, 2015
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Now I'm back here again for Simchat Torah walking in
circles holding the Torah. (Ha) I love you so much and
everything I do is for you.
October 4, 2015
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Back on our beach now with our singing bowl. Just talking
to you and God. I know things will get better now my love.
I love you eternally.
October 4, 2015
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Good morning darling,
I just grabbed the bike this morning and rode to Crandon to
meditate with you. Such a beautiful morning as a drop of
cold air is starting to come through. I hope you have a
beautiful day my love.
October 5, 2015
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Sweetheart today is a really hard day and I will tell you
why in person when I see you ok. I love you with every
fiber in me. You are my world.....
October 7, 2015
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My love,
Today marks day 202. I'm here again on this very important
day with our candle in your honor. "me'olam hu she mecha".
I will explain the significance of this day to you when I
see you. This is one of the healing prayers I've been
reciting every morning for the last 6 months. It talks
about the seven brooks as the delivery system to all things
on earth. I just know that this is your destiny my love.
I'm so sorry I wasn't
allowed to be by your
physical side all this
time. Just know that
you have been with me
in every thing I do and
breathe. I only see you
as a part of myself and
vice versa now.
Everything I do is
really for you or us.
It just kills me that
your family is so
stubborn that they
won't let me see you.
It's such common sense
that you would heal so
much quicker. Dr. Karen
Koffler is really upset
about this and is going
to interfere soon from
the medical world. You
need the things you
love the most to be
able to trigger all
your memory back. This
is basic 101 recovery. I love you so incredibly much and
it's just so hard to have to sit here and allow this to
continue. The cosmos tell us that the universe will
interfere for you in October or November and things will
change. I am to learn patience in all this and this is what
your soul keeps telling me. I know you are with me too in
everything I do. I'm in tears just typing away as this is
now the norm of just about everyday. I love you, I love
you, I love you
October 8, 2015
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Lovee,
I'm on Lincoln Rd by myself wishing you were with me. All I
can think of is our walks daily for lunch or after work or
movies we would go see. I haven't gone to a movie since. I
did stop by at Laduree and got us a treat. I ate one for
each of us since I can't send you anything.
October 8, 2015
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October 9, 2015
Beautiful morning filled with rays of light. I love you
Another beautiful sunset for my love.
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My incredible lovee,
Just sending you and your family all the love I behold. You
are the most special being in the universe and know that
there's not a breath I take without sending you all the
healing energies out there. You are part of everything I do
just as it's always been since we realized our connection
on our dock at the Moorings on May 25, 2014. My gut tells
me you are really starting to remember things and I even
feel your mother has read you a few of my letters this
weekend. I pray everyday for their forgiveness and the
hopes they will realize how real and sacred our love is. My
only intentions at this point are to support you in anyway
I can to help you get through this. You are the strongest
woman I've ever met my love and you will persevere and
become the lighthouse for all of us. I can feel the light
of your soul is starting to shine again and you are the
queen bee to your precious family. The light you carry from
your journeys will spread like a wildfire soon and everyone
around you will be affected. I know this because I can feel
it from here already. I love you infinitely with every atom
in me. I am always and forever by your side, 1000 percent
dedicated to you and only you forever. I love you, I love
you.
October 12, 2015
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My love I hope you're doing ok today. I love you so much.
Look how good Flamingo came out.
October 14, 2015
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Sweetheart,
I'm on the beach again meditating with you on this sunrise.
Trying so hard to send your family so much positive
thoughts and prayers. This is really gone too far now and I
don't know how much longer I'm going to accept what they
have done. Just know that soon I will be breaking the door
now to come see you. I love you infinitely. I'm so sorry
this happened my love.
October 15, 2015
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Today marks 212 days since we last held each other or that
we've been able to even see each other or communicate. I
just got back from Shabbat where I really focus my prayers
on your healing each Saturday and every moment of my life.
Instinctively I can feel you're doing so much better now
and it's the only thing I can go by due to the unfortunate
circumstances. Regardless of everything I still pray for
your family every day because I know they are trying to
protect you but they just don't understand us. They have
treated me like some person that would harm you when in
essence I'm the person you asked to "never leave your side
no matter what"
Perhaps now is a better time for them to honor what your
last wishes were when you were fully in your mind. There's
a reason why you instinctively wrote me that and repeatedly
told me " I've never felt closer to a human being" I have
shared this many times with your parents and they have seen
it written in your words. I gave them enough clues to
everything.
Darling I hope you're getting better and finding the
courage to speak your heart to your parents now. Below I
attached some pictures of our Flamingo project that we just
finished. I know how much you cared about this project
before and the countless hours we spent on site perfecting
the layout and design etc. Thank you my love for
contributing your invaluable input in everything we created
together. You definitely inherited the creative genes of
your father on design and architecture.
I just found something I wrote you when we first met. It
was about life being one big scavenger hunt.
"God is in all things as all things. Even a subway station
on 57 th st. This is the highest way of being as it's not
the church or temples that brings us to PATH but all that
comes in front of us including you and I and the parks,
oceans, mountains and all of the earth's wonders. Remember
the Easter egg analogy? Your dad found many key eggs that
came in the form of disguised spirituality but spirituality
in its highest state. The ingredients to bring people
together. Movable chairs....face each other.....eye to
eye......Now re-read why you wrote in your Princeton paper
the Subway Platform on 57 st. (EYES REVERTING). You and
October 17, 2015


your dad inherently see this in humanity. Sometimes the
simplest things are the most profound. This is your magic
darling and your genetic imprint. Creating urban space is
the same as a Rabbi sharing light to his students." May 28,
2014.
Our dear friend Dr. Murali Doraiswamy visited me in our
apartment yesterday and he sends you all his love. He
cannot understand why after 7 months your parents don't get
this and feels strongly that memory recall and love is the
two main keys to your recovery at this point. As you know
my love, Murali is a world renowned brain scientist and has
books published.
I also hope that you have been given your Spotify account
so that you can listen to your favorite songs as music is
also key to your recovery. For each song you hear holds its
memories and each picture you see holds its memories too.
Just know that I am always by your side regardless of the
current scenario and I love you more than anything in the
universe. You are the most incredible being and God has
given you the light you need to get back through and shine
like the star that you are. I love you with all that I
posses. You are my one and only true kenegdo and I count


the minutes till you are healed. I pray every day your
parents will realize our love. I know they are doing this
to try and protect you but I'm on your side ironically.
I pray that history does not repeat itself here. You
stressed out enough in the past and it's the last thing I
ever want for you this time around. This time we need to be
unified and not force you to have to lie ever again to
them. I love you, I love you, I love you.


My love I'm in the beach right now, it's 330 am. I know
your soul hears me best at this time.
I always have this candle with me when I talk to you as it
absorbs energy everywhere we go.
October 18, 2015


Good morning my incredible love.
It's really windy today with waves so I drove up to see the
surfers and sunrise. I'm here on this beach sending you all
my love.
October 20, 2015


Good morning my love,
Here's how I start my days. I spend the entire night
reciting how much o love you to you like a broken record. I
say I love you hundreds of times back to back like a broken
record. Then as I awaken I do the same and throughout the
night when I gain slight consciousness. Then when I wake up
I read your zen gift and it's message of the day. Then I
brew the Goldenrod tea which is aimed to give you
independence. I drink it in your mug and then I go meditate
on the beach at sunrise and talk to you and God. This is
the most important ritual of my life. Know I am always with
you my love.
October 22, 2015


Lovee
Friday morning I went to St. Patrick's at sunrise to talk
to God and you. I've been writing one of your doctors a
long letter explaining our situation and asking him to
speak to your family. I felt you gave me permission to send
it as your soul is begging for me to come save you now. I'm
here and doing everything I can to handle this as
delicately as possible so I don't cause more chaos with
this. I love you and I'm so sorry for everything.
Just arriving in Isla Morada. This is where we took our
first picture together at sunset.
October 23, 2015


Then I come to our store and buy you your monthly
anniversary gifts.
October 25, 2015


So I'm here again my love and guess what?? I just got a
contract for the sale of Flamingo for 6.2 M. Yay no more
stress my love. We did it in sorry sorry we had to go
trough that. I promise you it will never happen again.
October 25, 2015
Having a little snack by
myself at Morada Bay. I
brought the first picture we
took together with me as you
had it with you when I was in
ceremony. You are part of
everything they I do my love.
Everything.


My love,
I'm sitting on the west dock of Morada Bay at the Moorings
now. It's sunset on October 25, 2015. Just know that on
every 25 th day of every month I come here to honor you,
pray for you and talk to your soul. I just want to tell you
how much I love and that I instinctively know things will
get much better soon. I can feel so much activity in my
head so I know something is waking up in you. You will
start remembering more everyday. I've attached all the
monthly sunrise pics on the dock where we first held hands.
I also go to the store where we went and get you something
each time upon arriving. Here's a photo of all the bags of
gifts I got you. I'm sorry I can't send them to you yet. We
will reunite soon my love. Be strong and know that you're
in all that I do, breathe and manifest. I love you to the
moon and back. I brought the block you gave me that says
that. I love you with all that I posses.
October 25, 2015


So I drove back home after and thought of you all night as
I always do. This night special healing was happening that
we will discuss one day. I couldn't sleep because it has so
much energy. It's now 6 am and I came out to the beach to
talk to you.
As I was talking to you my body was struck with chills. I
always know this is you lovee. It makes me cry. Then I look
up in the sky and these only 2 stars appear. It was a
message to me that our twin flames are always together.
October 26, 2015


Another beautiful sunrise that I'm sharing with you my
love.
October 26, 2015


Lovee,
Now I'm back on the beach watching this intense full moon.
This is what I just told the moon "On every timeline past
present and future, I, Multidimentional being of Light
presently knowing myself on Earth as Michael Capponi
declare that my relationship with my beautiful Twin Flame
known on this lifetime as Brooke Biederman is assured,
accepted, effortless, happy and long-lasting! "
October 26, 2015


Rabbi Sam and I were singing on the beach all in your
honor. I love you infinitely.
October 28, 2015


Another morning another beautiful connection to you. I
found this drawing and thought it depicted our battery pack
of energy really well. I love you infinitely.
"Physical penetration is sex, which is a very superficial
thing. Psychological penetration is love, which is far more
deep, far more significant, far more beautiful, far more
human. The first is animal, the second is human. And then
there is a third kind of penetration: when two
consciousnesses meet, merge, melt into each other." -Osho
October 29, 2015


Hi my love,
Tonight we went to dinner with Becka Marie, David and Erin.
She's growing up so quickly. Here's a message from her she
misses you too. I love you honey.
October 29, 2015


Sweetheart,
Look at this incredible sunrise this morning. Today is your
healing day so I'm always happier. I will explain that to
you one day. Just know that by the holidays we need to be
in each other's arms. Heart to heart.
October 30, 2015


Hi my lovee,
I just went to your favorite cup cake store Bunny Cakes.
This is where you used to get me goodies and where I got
you your bday cake.
October 30, 2015


Sweatheart im at Shabbat here sending you all my love and
healing.
This weeks portion is about certainty. One think uncertain
about is that we're meant to be together and nothing will
break that.
I connect to the Torah, hold my heart
and send it to you upon every chance I get.
October 31, 2015


Now I'm at Mana Wynwood planning our 1 year anniversary for
InList. I can't believe it was only a year ago that you
were with me here as we were planning it together. I know
we will be together soon lovee. I love you eternally.
October 31, 2015


Darling Sadhu and Ramdesh had their child. His name Avtar
and he's such a precious soul. Today marks 40 days since
his birth and this is the first time anyone has held him
other than his family. So beautiful.
October 31, 2015