2015 WRITING
GHOSTS
PART 1: MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE
PART 2: MY PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE
2015 ENERGY, THE ILLUSION OF TIME, AND A BRIGHTER FUTURE
FOR ALL
PRAYING MANTIS MAN – A MESSAGE FOR HUMANITY
REPTILIAN SHAPESHIFTER PAST LIFE MEMORIES
USING MIRRORS FOR SPIRITUAL HEALING
GREY ALIEN BEINGS – NEW THOUGHTS
SACRED SEXUAL ENERGY
PLANETARY ALIGNMENT ON 6/29/2015
SPIRIT VS ALIEN INTERACTIONS – HOW TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE
MY NEW ALIEN FRIEND, IPAYGUS, THE ROCK MAN
EGYPTIAN PAST LIFE WITH MY ALIEN FRIEND, IPAYGUS
SIMPLE STEPS TO BECOME A SPIRITUAL HEALER
HEALING OUR MOTHER EARTH
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HEALING ALIENS – THE EIGHT LITTLE BLUE MEN
THE INFINITE SPIRIT MIND VS THE HUMAN MIND
MY BLUE ALIEN FRIENDS & THE UGLY DIGITAL CLOCK
IPAYGUS – THE ROCK MAN ALIEN
AVERY THE HUMAN ALIEN
BLUE ALIENS – THE BLUE MEN GROUP
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GHOSTS
PART I: MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE
POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
Do you ever wonder, if ghosts live on planet Earth and even haunt
people into miserable states of being, then ghosts must darn well live
on other planets too, and even haunt aliens into miserable states of
being, right? I think the whole phenomena of the existence of ghosts
is extremely odd to me. How in the world would an infinite soul not
have the capacity to move on from a physical lifetime? How would a
soul actually become confused and stuck in between worlds and not
even know how to let go or move on? I find it strange, but I also find
this to be very explainable, and as odd as it is, a very real thing that
can happen.
I will tell you, I have explored the ghost phenomena first hand. My
parents actually live in a house that is haunted. It’s not even an old
house, this home is less than 15 years old, but it was sitting for just
under three years without an inhabitant. I’m concluding the energy of
an uninhabited home is what drew the ghost in. Like attracts like,
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and the feeling of an uninhabited home, it just gives you that stale
feeling, like stale or dead air, and it makes sense that dead energies
would be attracted to it.
I didn’t know anything about this ghost until I happened to experience
it while I was spending the night. I have three kids, and in one of
their spare bedrooms, the one I happened to occupy, there was a
trunk full of toys. I was probably 26 or 27 when this event took place,
so approximately 5 years ago. It was just me sleeping in that room on
this particular night. I remember waking up in the middle of the
night, and I just had this very strange eerie feeling that someone was
in the room with me. I brushed it off, like most eerie feelings I had at
that time, and I walked to the bathroom. That feeling just kept
following me. As I was washing my hands, I suddenly felt extremely
cold. It was an unnatural cold feeling. It’s not as if the air becomes
frigid, it’s more like a bone chilling feeling and there is nothing that
prompts it, you just feel ice cold out of nowhere. I was slightly
freaked out, to say the least, but I did my best to ignore it, and I went
to bed, still feeling rather on edge.
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When I got to bed and was relaxing and beginning to comfortably fall
back to sleep, suddenly I heard a noise from the toy box. A
mechanical toy suddenly turned on, for no explainable reason, and
said, ‘Hello,’ to me. Of course it’s the toy that wants to have a
conversation. Of course that toy that can say, ‘Hello,’ starts talking to
me in the middle of the night after I just got freaked out in the
bathroom by what felt like eyes staring at me and an extremely bone
chilling feeling that scared the living daylights out of me. As my heart
was freaking out in my chest, I felt a relief in the fact that I happen to
be wearing one of my most special stones. It’s a moonstone, so it’s
pure white and it has a beautiful, foggy misty white color to it. It has
an energy that I’m very addicted to. I put my hand around my stone,
if only to calm myself down, and then the doll said, ‘Hello,’ again. It
said other things too, like, ‘How are you,’ and, ‘I love you.’
It was very hard to fall asleep, and I remember my dreams were filled
with very unusual images and information. I woke up several times in
the night to the same creepy feeling that someone was there staring at
me and trying to get my attention. It was a relief when the sun finally
came up. It’s so strange that the dark can be so good at playing tricks
on you, but the light seems to bring peace and comfort to everything.
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Humans truly feel safe in what they can see and not in what they can’t
see. I remember that morning, telling my parents this story, which is
when I finally got the word that the house was haunted and I last
night was just a lovely little introduction to the household ghost. My
Dad piped up about how he had repainted all the walls before they
moved in, and the same bone chilling feeling visited him several times
while he was there alone. He never told my Mom, if only not to scare
her, and she ended up coming to him and mentioning that she though
the house was haunted. Human communication, I tell you!
When I was much younger, around 4 years old, my parents and my
sister and I lived in the basement of my grandparent’s old house,
which sat right next to a cemetery. My Mom could tell you a million
and one stories about ghosts she and her brothers saw in the house
while growing up. My sister had an incident where we all heard her
just screaming in her bedroom. She insisted she felt cold hands grab
her legs from underneath the bed. There were many times I felt I was
being watched in that house, but nothing ever bothered me, only that
feeling of being watched.
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I think it’s amazing how many humans can relate to this feeling of
being watched, but the thought of life after death, or the thought of a
God existing is just down right impossible. It’s easy to believe in
ghosts but not so easy to make sense of what happens after you
die. If there is one thing I know, without even a question of a doubt,
it’s that we are all surrounded by and inhabited by the spirit
realm. This Earth, all planets, all stars, all living things in the
universe, all living things are possessed by all spiritual things, and all
dimensions from lowest physical to highest spiritual, they all existed
within and amongst each other. There really is no separation or
distance between realms. It’s completely odd. I do get this feeling at
times, it’s a very strong and real feeling, that the entire universe, and
all living things within it, that every expression of creation, spiritual
and physical, that it all exists within my heart. That everyone exists
within my heart and that I exist within everyone else’s heart. If my
soul is part of the whole of ALL souls and ALL souls are a part of my
soul, then this is 100% true. There is nowhere you have to go to find
the spirit world, all you have to do is look inside yourself . . . or there’s
always the haunted house idea!
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GHOSTS
PART II: MY PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE
POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
All that being said in Part I, I will tell you a little bit more on this
subject and this little bit more was one of my very own past lives
where I became a ghost. I found this ghost phenomenon to be so
strange and so weird, I had to know whether I have been a ghost or
not in a past life, if only to understand how it could be possible. I did
discover a past life, it’s far too profound and I have contemplated not
sharing it, but what the hay, seems like now is as good a time as any,
so I will briefly describe the events.
So in this past life, I was one of several daughters to a ruling
power. We lived in South America. This was thousands of years ago,
when truly magical and unbelievable things were extremely normal.
There was a temple where sacrifices took place. Nobody was harmed,
only their souls were removed from their bodies through a very sacred
ritual. In this lifetime, I was able to move spirits from human bodies
and place them into physical statues. These were clay objects I made
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myself, and these statues then became animated with a soul and they
became infinite, immortal beings. This lifetime is extremely profound
in what took place and it sure points a very disappointing finger at the
ability of the human mind today to make sense of the historical
past. We are pathetic in what we understand of the mysteries of the
ancient world. Because humans don’t want to believe in mysticism or
an infinite universe in a legitimately magical way, then everything has
to be limited to human science, which fits us snuggly inside the
confines of a tupperware container.
At the end of this life, there was a dual between myself and my sister,
in who was most powerful and would then become the next ruler. A
very unpredictable event then took place, unpredictable, even to our
very souls and to destiny itself. We were all destroyed, myself, my
sister, and our father, in a very catastrophic event. There was a
sudden volcanic eruption, the temple and the entire village were
smothered in ash, we were ALL suffocated, not just us three, but the
entire civilization. In that temple, the souls of myself, my sister, and
my father, we were trapped and we suffered a great misery as ghosts
in what would be like an infinite dark prison. Eventually angels came
and released us.
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So now we’re at our conscious human awareness of the present time,
where in my soul, to this very day, I still don’t feel like I’ve ever left
that temple. I still feel like I’m a part of it still. Before I discovered
this lifetime, I had a habit of becoming very sensitive over news of
sacred temples that get vandalized, looted, people just destroying the
sacred grounds, and particularly temples in Mexico, Central America,
and South America. I have always had this strange feeling like my
soul was inside of one of those temples and it made me very angry
how people show their respects to our ancient ones. Now that I can
make sense of this, I feel a sense of freedom from that lifetime, but I
do long to find that temple, which is still buried under volcanic ash,
somewhere in South America. I have such a strong attachment to this
whole thing, specifically the key words ‘sacred temple’ and location
being ‘South America,’ I feel almost certain if I took a journey there I
would somehow find it again. Sometimes I do feel strongly I will run
into this lifetime again, somewhere down the road. It will collide again
with my life today, if only to pay homage to who and what I once
was. Sometimes you need this in life. It’s like an event taking place in
today’s lifetime and somehow a part of that event circles back to you
some years later, if only for you to reassess your feelings or
relationship with something that had profound meaning to you in the
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past.
Anyway, possessed dolls, entirely real. I know this because I once
placed souls inside of statues at one time in ancient history. Being
stuck in between physical and spiritual worlds, entirely real, only
because I too was once a ghost. It has to do with a profound death
event and the confusion of the event itself. I know this isn’t the only
explanation to ghosts, but it’s one explanation. And people who,
‘Exorcise the Demon.’ People who help these ghosts, ‘Find the
Light.’ There is no coincidence that human beings who play these
roles today, their souls are actually driven to helping souls find the
other side again. There’s a lot of reason to be thankful for that.
Anyway, Part I and II read together just feel like a bunch of hodge-
podge ghost stories, but all of this I tell you is true. Even today
though, I still find it to be an extremely odd phenomena, but I do
know that this is a very real phenomena. It’s just more proof in the
existence of a soul, and the existence of other realms, the physical and
spiritual, and clearly some realm there in between.
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2015 ENERGY, THE ILLUSION OF
TIME, AND A BRIGHTER FUTURE
FOR ALL
POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
What kind of update can I provide at this point in time? The spirit
world has taken more of a back seat to my real world life, although it’s
perfectly there and as real as it ever was before. 2015 has definitely
started, and nothing will remain the same for any of us as we continue
forward on our journey. The message has been clear to me, once you
step beyond the invisible line that was 2014 to 2015, you made an
agreement with the universe to alter your entire ego and persona as a
human being on the planet Earth. Nothing will ever be the same. It’s
called the expression of love. It’s becoming entirely more real and
undeniable to me.
Certain alterations I’ve come to experience (just one tiny one for
starters). I absolutely cannot physically, mentally, or emotionally
tolerate violence or expressions of anger. It instantly makes me want
to cry and cover my ears, and then do whatever I can to get as far
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away from it as possible. This is just me, imagine if we were all feeling
this way, the entire planet would undergo an instant transformation
away from wars of all kinds and into an ultimate expression of pure
and energetic love. I would love to think this response within me has
caught on like the plague with all other human beings on the planet,
but I have a feeling I’m a little more sensitive and receptive. It just
happens to be the form I chose to take and then the masses of
previous lifetimes that are still a part of my soul and my memories,
and these help to make me a little more receptive as well, only
because I’ve been there and done that so many times.
I’ve been reading a lot lately about 2015 and all the different
perspectives that are all about the same. Humanity has hit a year in
history where we will super transform into ultimate loving beings and
the planet is now saved. At least that’s how I read it. It appears I
have the same message, but I want to share something a little more,
because not everybody on this planet is happy, and not everybody on
this planet is experiencing amazing transformations, or at least
sensing them taking place. So I will tell you this. So much in this
world happens right under our noses. It’s like oxygen, who would
have thought it was there, and yet that invisible stuff is full of exactly
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what we need to survive. We can’t see it, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t
there, and that it doesn’t exist right under our noses. The energetic
changes are a lot like this. I’m saying that because even I get irritated
when I read about the joyous future of mankind when I’m still feeling
the pains and sorrows of yesterday. My reality hasn’t transformed
into the light of heaven, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t on its
way. Everything is always happening at just the right time and in just
the right way and it will always happen as it is meant to, whatever
that experience may be, terrible or amazing, it is correct. So just go
with it. 2015 is most definitely the start of a more beautiful and more
heavenly future for mankind, this I can tell you is true. It’s sort of
like magnets, you put two magnets together, either they will repel each
other or attract each other. The feeling of today is like magnetic
energy that is attracting people to come together in a more loving way,
as if the magnets have changed directions and instead of there being
repelling energy and separation and boundaries and war, there is
attraction to come together and share love. That’s the feeling I get.
Moving on though, I wanted to tell you some things I’ve discovered,
and who knows, maybe I’ve already mentioned this. I can’t really
remember where I left off, it’s been such a gap in time. Well, I will tell
you, Emerald the Horseman, I have come to an amazing discovery
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about him, and about the other beings that have visited me. This is
important because it confirms the reality that the past is as ever
present as the present and even the future, which can be difficult to
believe. It’s only difficult to believe because we all want to believe we
are entirely in control over our fate and the destiny of our lives. We
actually are, there are just a billion possibilities to how that road will
be followed. It’s never just one, but infinite possibilities. Let’s not
think too hard about this because it always squashes my brain to
think that I’m a physical form experiencing a billion physical moments
in the future and in the past and even in the present and I have
absolutely no awareness of this or understanding, it freaks me
out. These could be experienced in a dream state, like the mind of the
universe is dreaming all of these possibilities, but the thing about
dreams, they are far more real than you could possibly image. They
manifest, and that is the truth!
So I will tell you now about what I discovered. I discovered that
Emerald and the strange lizard creature and the Thor like man, and
then the blue/black panther creature (I don’t think I mentioned that
one) but I found out that all of these expressions are all other forms of
Avery the Human Alien, from other times and places. I discovered this
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in December. (I’m still not 100% sure on the panther creature, that
one I discovered the first part of January). But all of this has been on
my mind lately, only because I heard Avery tell me this morning that
there are more Avery’s he wants to introduce me to. I have been
contemplating what those forms could be, and I’ve been contemplating
what time actually is, which everything proves that time is really just
an illusion of the mind. All of this information is important that I’m
telling you, and I want to tell you something else along the same
lines. So I often connect with a previous self of mine, a persona where
I was completely amazing and capable of doing unimaginable
things. This persona is still alive in time and space and hears me. I
call it my ‘egg self’ because she looks like humpty dumpty – like an
egg person with human skin and eyes and lips. I love this self, she
takes such good care of me. When I call for her to help me, it’s an
instantaneous feeling of energy, it paralyzes me and entraps me in
this super peaceful state of pure harmony and joy. Avery has this
same capability. It only last about 20 seconds. The feeling is unusual
and amazing.
It’s good for humanity to realize what is possible, that there are no
boundaries to what you can experience in your life today. It’s also
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amazing to realize there many, MANY forms that exist in the universe
and you can connect with any one of them, from any time, dimension,
or place. The forms that exist in the universe are not just humans,
and some of these forms are well aware of our planet and what exists
here, whether those beings are observing from a distance or are
actually physically here. And there really are alien spaceships
hanging out around Earth right now as we speak. There are even
aliens living on the planet right now as we speak, they just happen to
blend in extremely well and I have a feeling some of them are here, but
somehow invisible to our eyes. I’m telling you this now because it’s
important to remember there are infinite ways to experience life and
infinite forms you can experience life in. I find it amazing and special
and I get to being so curious about all the different expressions and
faces the universe desires to have. All the different Avery’s, or
Abbey’s, or You’s that could possibly exist. We are all reflections of
the universe, just another face of the grand inventor. You have to
realize how special you are, nobody else will be exactly like you. It’s
just like no two snowflakes are exactly the same. It seems impossible,
but it’s true. No two snowflakes will ever be the same, not even twins
are perfectly identical. It’s all good to remember these many things. It
helps expand the mind and expand our reality and experience of life.
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I can feel a change in the wind and the 2015 energy is definitely
empowering. I’m ready for sunnier days, so I remind myself about
transformative energy. That it exists and it’s real and it’s happening
right under my nose, even if I can’t see it. That everything happens at
exactly at the right time and place. I also like to remember about my
egg-self and Avery and that there is nothing separating a loving bond
that is always there, no matter what the distance or in what
dimension or time. I’m sharing all of this because it’s important for
humanity to realize that amazing energy changes are taking place, and
2015 is the start of something new. I’m sharing this too because the
2015 energy can be experienced in many different ways, it’s not just a
perfect world as of yet. It’s important that we all learn to expand our
minds and perceptions, love does this, interactions with people we’ve
never met does this, life experiences we’ve never had, and making a
choice to think differently, to turn our idea of what is possible upside
down and then dream that much bigger and then take it one step
further and know in your heart that all things are possible.
So that’s what I have for today, and hopefully more to come soon!
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PRAYING MANTIS MAN – A
MESSAGE FOR HUMANITY
POSTED ON FEBRUARY 4, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I wanted to tell you about a new visitor. I mentioned this was going to
happen the last time I wrote, that Avery would be introducing me to
his other forms, at least that’s what he told me. As a side note, our
soul is infinite and in infinity there is no such thing as past, present,
and future, all moments are taking place simultaneously, so any
physical form that Avery’s soul has ever inhabited, it’s existence in
any time and place is just as real as our understanding of the present
moment. Also, our souls are infinite and do have the capacity to
reside within more than one physical form at a time.
All that being said, I can tell you that I have officially met a praying
mantis creature. I had read about them, and from what I’ve read, it
hasn’t always been the best outcome between human beings and
praying mantis creatures. And I often thought the idea of a giant stick
bug approaching me was slightly terrifying, so it seemed to make
sense that Praying Mantis creatures would be up to no good. Well, I
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have cheerful news, this is completely incorrect, so I’m going to
describe the praying mantis creature I met and tell you what they are
like. I also want to mention too, that I’m definitely convinced that not
all praying mantis creatures are bad, just like not all human beings
are bad. It seems to depend on the soul and the soul memories and
current life experience memories, and then also the physical form.
Some alien forms, their natural instincts and emotional
understandings are not the same as humans, so they would be
inclined to do things we would see are bad. But also, if we just look at
our human species, some physical forms were not created with
balance and can be more prone to hostility than gentility, so it’s not
always a soul thing. Just think about people who have had a spike go
through their brain and survive. You hear stories about the most
pious people turning into complete assholes, and all it takes is one
random physical event. It’s hard saying what all praying mantis
creatures are like, but this one I met this week has convinced me that
some of them are definitely amazing and good.
So the interaction with this creature was mental and visual. It took
place in my mind, but also projected outward and into my room, and I
could also feel its feelings and form. We all have a doorway in our
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mind, it’s called the third eye. You can use it to communicate with
anyone you want to in the universe, and in any time and place. You
could even talk to Hitler if you wanted to, but that’s only if he has an
awareness of this form of communication. Human beings have been
dummied down so we aren’t fully aware of what comes naturally to a
majority of species throughout the universe, and I’m almost certain
that even animals use their third eye to communicate. But moving
along, I met the praying mantis at the usual hour when most matters
of weirdness take place. The first interaction happened around 4 am
in the morning. This is the hour when I’m in a sleepy, relaxed, and
non-judgmental state. I woke with no explanation and began
contemplating the praying mantis alien. I must have sensed there
was a connection building as I suddenly spoke in my mind. The
clarity and sound was not what I expected, it was loud, I can’t even
recall exactly what I said, but it was in response to a sensation I had
that this creature was trying to talk to me. I said something in the
effect of, “I will only speak to you if your intentions are good and kind,
I choose not to speak to creatures who wish to harm me.” It was
baffling what came next. It was an amazing feeling of extreme
kindness, gentility, and patience. I was astounded by it; it felt like
pure peacefulness, coziness, and harmony of some astounding kind. I
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felt no fear at all. I felt so peaceful and relaxed that I really
disconnected with the sensation of being human, I actually felt like I
was inside the praying mantis. I really couldn’t tell there was any
separation between my mind and body and the praying mantis mind
and body.
He showed me a field, it was full of dark green grass, about knee
height, and speckled with flowers and one of them I saw had red
petals. There was a forest of trees on one side of the field and in the
distance was a mountain range. The purity and cleanliness of this
natural world was unimaginable. I’m sure you can still find it in
places on Earth, but I’m not used to knowing what a pristine natural
world feels like or looks like. I remembered thinking about how I’ve
seen praying mantis insects at Grays Lake, and there was one
summer, I found several of them blending in with the green stems of
different flowered bushes. This field made me think of that.
One thing I can tell you about alien communication, advanced alien
communication does not take words to make statements. They use
images and feelings to create messages. I didn’t need the praying
mantis to say a word for me to have a very clear understanding of its
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beauty and kindness and goodness. I will tell you, it did have very
large eyes and like an upside down triangle shaped head with
antennas or feelers, the mouth was definitely insect like. They do
have a type of tongue. I can tell you this because I really did feel like I
was a praying mantis for a brief time. This creature had amazing
beautiful wings that it fluttered, I wasn’t expecting that, I didn’t even
know the praying mantis had wings. During this interaction, the
image morphed and it seemed as though there are different versions of
this form. Like some could be more man-like with a praying mantis
shaped face and some can be far more insect-like. It seems as though
they all have wings. When they are happy, they flutter them, at least
that was my impression. It’s sort of like their version of laughter or,
where we would hoot and holler and jump up and down in excitement
and joy, it would be one of those moments when they would flutter
their wings as an expression of joy.
This creature has visited me several more times. I’m far less
uncomfortable about its form, in fact, I see it as incredibly beautiful. I
think it’s because of the goodness that comes from it, it would be
impossible to see it as ugly, because it is so pure and pristine and
kind, just like the natural world it showed me. Praying Mantis Man
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did share something unexpected with me though. I’m going to try to
share it with you. It showed me how all actions on the minuscule
level also take place on the major level. All things have a mirrored
reaction that continues to take place on scales from tiny to extremely
large. Its like a continuous ripple that never stops going, from a
puddle, into a pond, into a lake, into the ocean, it just keeps
going. For instance, we all have cells that make up our bodies, that
would be in the micro level. Then we are all people that inhabit the
Earth, that would be the next level, and then there are planets and
stars that make up the universe. All of these levels are living
bodies. It doesn’t seem that way, but it really is that way. The clarity
of this message was astounding, and for me to try and put it into
words is so difficult. I’m actually not using the example the praying
mantis man gave me, because the example he gave me isn’t exactly
something you tell other people. Only because it’s not a human way
of explaining things, but it seems to be the best way of explaining it,
so I’m going to tell you, regardless of what you will think of me. The
praying mantis man shared a few images and feelings, it shared what
was a simultaneous feeling and image of pure ecstasy and he showed
me how this feeling and image has a mirrored response on the micro
and macro level. It showed me how the universe is created in the
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same way that babies are created. The birth of the universe, actually
takes place through sexual intercourse from species across the entire
universe. I’m serious. Every orgasm that is ever had by any physical
form in the universe, has a mirrored physical response on the macro
level in space. It literally looks like the grand finale at the best 4 of
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july fireworks you’ve ever seen, then times that by like 1 million. It
literally looked like that, like explosions of beautiful fireworks taking
place on the macro level, in space. This sounds really stupid, but
that same thing happens when a man releases inside of a woman,
these were the unexpected images that were shared by the Praying
Mantis Man, I am 100 million percent not weird and serious.
Now, just think, if that is true, human beings need to spend way more
time making love, it has such a powerful impactful and amazing
response in the universe, and that is what the praying mantis man
showed me. There was so much information involved with this
message so I’m going to tell you a little more. And I really hate to
break the joy of these images, but I’m going to, because we need to
bring it all back into focus on our human sexuality, because what
primarily exists on this planet is rape, the deformation of our sexual
organs in both men and women, 80% of our day is going to school,
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studying, or working a full time job and being a parent, or being a
drug or alcohol abuser. So little time is focused on being pure and
sharing love and loving interactions with each other. Then there is so
much focus on perfecting your human form so you are either starving
yourself, over eating, or exercising way too much, or drinking, and it
doesn’t matter which bracket you fall in, 90% of all humans are not
satisfied with their physical forms. This also creates unbalanced
sexual relationships. You have to remember, the praying mantis man
showed me how all actions on the micro level, have simultaneous
reactions on the macro level. It’s like karma, whatever you give in this
lifetime, you receive in the next lifetime. Everything is constantly
acting and reacting everywhere. The most purest form of ecstasy is
an orgasm, and the birth of an orgasm also takes place in the universe
at the same simultaneous moment, and what happens on the micro
level also happens on the macro level and it is absolutely
unimaginably astounding an incredible.
I did not expect praying mantis man to show me this, and the
information took 10 seconds or less for him to tell me all of this in a
few images and emotions. I was so overwhelmed, it really was the
most powerful message I’d ever had. It is clearly an important
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message for today and all of humanity because so much of the energy
we express in the world doesn’t come close to daily orgasms and it
needs to. It’s not just about the birth of the universe, it’s about the
birth of joy in every single one of us and the universe is affected by our
misery, it seriously is. I think that’s why I needed this message, so I
could share it with people, because I really believe species across the
universe and the universe itself can feel the energy we give off and it
feels like living in a garbage dump world, when it could really feel like
a beautiful pristine field of natural beauty. Anyway, that’s all I’ve got
for now.
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REPTILIAN SHAPESHIFTER PAST
LIFE MEMORIES
POSTED ON MAY 8, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I want to share some past life memories that I’ve had recently, along
with some interlinking thoughts. These are about reptilian shape-
shifters, which I’ve been contemplating the reptilian phenomenon
more actively as of late. I will start by telling you the first memory
that came to me, this happened maybe two years ago, and I brushed it
off as a weird imaginary experience, but after what I saw last night,
I’m convinced there is nothing delusional about what I saw or felt a
few years ago, that it truly was a real memory.
So in the first memory, I saw several women in a dimly lit room, what
would be six women, all naked. I was not only seeing these images,
but was also experiencing them as though I were there as one of these
women. Entering the room were six men, all in their lizard form, also
naked. In my vision, I am aware we are to be paired and mated, and
the expectation is for each woman to become impregnated, and then
bare a child that would be born with the sacred DNA that is both
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human and lizard. The feeling of being in this role was somewhat
terrifying, but at the same time, it was considered an honor to be
chosen for that role as a female. It was incredibly sacred what was
taking place, an intermixing of DNA was entirely the sensation I had
backing this vision. When I came out of it and back to reality, I wasn’t
entirely sure why I was daydreaming about being naked with lizard
men, but looking back now, I’m starting to grasp these ‘daydreams’
are actually real visions of previous life experiences. That being said, I
wanted to tell you the second memory that came to me, this memory
is from a lifetime in Egypt.
In this second memory, I was a female again, playing an extremely
similar role, but this time the fear was not there at all. I was
considered a Goddess to play such a role as to intermix with the
reptilian species. This was very, very real. What I learned from this
memory was that in Egypt, there truly were lizard forms walking
around like everyday humans, and it was so commonplace that
nobody questioned or feared it, although it wasn’t entirely understood
why they were there, but a bond did develop between the humans and
the lizards, that was very clear. In the vision, I saw myself in a very
elegant room in what would be an Egyptian palace. There was a
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handsome man looking out a balcony. His form briefly changed from
man to lizard and then back to man again. As I was looking at him
my gaze averted to a crib next to the bed where I was. There was a
baby inside that I picked up and held. This baby looked entirely
human, but inside I knew it was both human and lizard, and I felt joy
in this and proud to have born a child of this kind. The vision was
brief but it filled me with a great deal of joy. I can tell I was truly
happy in this lifetime, and from that memory I came to understand
that reptilians were once an active part of Egypt at one time, and not
in a terrifying way.
I experienced this vision as though I was physically there, but also as
a spirit with more awareness of what took place between roles in that
time. It honestly felt like lizard beings had come from the stars, that
they were attracted to the human species for some unknown
reason. It felt like they were attracted to human women, and in the
way they had entered our world, and in that time and place, they were
honored and respected as Gods, truly, and women shared their bodies
with them. It was an honor to have a role to intermix between species,
and bare the child of a God. It feels like the first reptilian aliens in
Egypt were primarily reptilian, like some looked like alligator heads on
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human bodies, with green skin. I’m not certain how the shapeshifting
one’s came into place, it was only clear that some could shapeshift
and some could not. I do believe that some humans today who
possess the reptilian genetics did come from this time and place, but
I’m also convinced there is way more to the story than that. Our
human history is truly drenched with interrelationships with alien
beings, not just in Egypt but across the planet.
Obviously human beings all over the world are being abducted, with
sperm and eggs harvested, and the aliens behind this are often grey’s
and reptilians. From my own past life experiences, I have been one of
these humans who’s eggs were harvested and children were created
that were both human and reptilian. But I’ve also been a reptilian
female whose eggs were fertilized by an abducted human male during
what would be considered forced intercourse. The intermixing of DNA
between humans and lizards clearly spans more than isolated
incidents, but varying incidents that have been taking place for
thousands of years. It’s hard to say how many humans are full blood
human beings anymore and where the human species even came from
for that matter. What is even more amazing about this whole reality,
is that this is 100% real, this reptilian alien / reptilian shape-shifter
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phenomenon is 100% real, yet many humans don’t have a clue what a
reptilian shape-shifter is, let alone believe that reptilian aliens exist,
let alone believe that even aliens exist, so to grasp anything that I am
saying would be an annihilation of what most humans today would
consider knowledge and wisdom, basically meaning, I must be a
complete and utter lunatic to believe in such things.
But moving along, I also wanted to mention something, because in
every reptilian shape-shifter video I’ve seen, it is always pointed out
that rich movie stars, politicians, and high-ranking news reporters are
the primary carriers of these genetics. I have some feeling within me
that the sacred and high authority ranking of those carrying this
genetic strand never left the planet, it has always maintained itself
behind the scenes in very dominating families. This is extremely true I
feel inside, but I do know that ordinary human beings also carry the
genetics without any awareness at all that they are actually
reptilian. It may be hard to believe, but if you carry the genetic to be
both human and reptilian, your true form is actually reptilian. I find
that to be so fascinating because it would appear such a person is of
two forms, but actually, such a person is of only one form and that is
reptilian. Their human form is entirely illusionary, like a
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hologram. It’s extremely interesting, and it proves that holograms are
entirely real.
If you don’t know what a hologram is, they are what would be an
image that you would believe is 100% real but would be 100%
illusionary. It would be like a TV image that is projected at such an
enhanced degree that it is lifelike. There are some theories that Jesus
himself was merely a hologram sent to Earth by some alien
species. The purpose of this hologram was to develop a religious
pathway that would instill greater separation in mankind and
submerge us into a more illusionary world so we could be
controlled. I don’t necessarily agree or disagree with this theory, but I
do believe in a dominating alien race that has corrupted the pathway
of mankind. I’m not entirely convinced they aren’t of reptilian origin,
but there feels like something far more disturbing involved, the
vibration is something almost putrid. What would be the equality of
fear, physically manifested, so their very appearance would be a
nightmare to us. This would only be their nature and existence. The
universe must contain physical expressions of all energies, from
lowest to highest, and even the lowest level energies in this universe
have a purpose, and purpose is always a good thing, even if it means
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the misery and enslavement of an entire planet of humans.
I definitely get a sense that reptilian aliens are involved, but not all
reptilian shapeshifters on Earth are aware of what is going on, some
are but many are not. These are all theories and hunches of course,
but I’m convinced the purpose behind all of this is entirely energetic
related. We humans might as well be numb to the sensitivities of
energy in comparison to other species who can experience energy like
we could feel a heavy torrential rain. Some energies are so deliciously
experienced by aliens, literally like a sexual orgasm, that they would
do whatever it takes to create a world where they could experience
that type of energy feeding into them from morning until night, and
day in and day out, so their entire lifespan is truly like a never ending
orgasm. Call me a lunatic all you want, but you can feel energy
too. You know what emotional pain feels like, and emotional pain is
energy. It’s really all quite fascinating as all energy has its own form
of expression. Even what would be corruption has its own energy
vibration. Most human beings don’t realize this, but the shedding of
blood in war is the equivalent of a dark sacred ceremony. Blood is our
sacred DNA, our sacred blueprint on this Earth. When violence is
instilled in the shedding of blood that energy is magnified in
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unimaginable ways and it creates a fog of energy that imprisons
us. Sexual energy becomes negated when it’s violated and this too
releases an enormous disgusting fog of energy into the atmosphere.
You can make love with someone, you can have sex with someone, or
you can rape someone. You feel the difference in the energy of those
sexual expressions? They go from spiritual, to human, to violating.
Extremely violating sexual experiences happen in masses on this
planet every day. It’s so shocking that human beings want to violate
each other in these ways, or that cultures truly believe in the
mutilation of sexual organs, it’s horrifying, but it is entirely part of our
programming, entirely part of the illusionary world that has become so
convincing and real to us. These very distinctive putrid vibrations are
filling our atmosphere and even filing our galaxy with disturbing
energy, and this is the type of energy that is so orgasmic and joyful to
a certain vibration of alien race.
I truly see this as the world today, a planet of mindless human beings
controlled by an unimaginable and profoundly disturbing alien
race. Every day I go through life feeling like I am just one human
being, stuck on a planet full of human beings who are entirely
programmed and plugged into an illusionary world. Human beings
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believe in the society of today, they follow all the illusionary rules, they
want to work hard for money so they can live a luxurious life. None of
these actions actually have meaning, they are actions in an illusionary
world. The only actions that have meaning are sacred actions. Sacred
actions come from love, sacred sexual experiences, bearing children,
and harmonizing the planet with energy and gifts that come from our
human hearts. Most people don’t see it, but there are strings of
energy that just flow through us all and connect us all to a grid of
light. It’s entirely invisible, but it is real and it is here, and this grid
keeps us plugged in and convinced and not seeing clearly. We are all
wearing invisible shackles because we all continue to use our minds to
understand and improve a world that is entirely illusionary, and we
try to improve it with the illusionary tools we were raised to believe
in. Only love will rescue us from our imprisonment. It is no different
than the love that was shared in two memories from distant lifetimes,
when I shared my sacred human form with a form just as sacred and
beautiful, and yet different than my own. That is the truth behind all
of this, and that is the separator between the continuous road to a
future filled with more illusions, or a new road that takes us toward
new horizons where our atmosphere is cleansed of impure energies by
the purest and most beautiful rays of our loving human hearts. No
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low level energies can digest pure, sacred, loving energy, and that’s the
truth.
So that is all I have to say for right now, but I have you found this
commentary enlightening!
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USING MIRRORS FOR SPIRITUAL
HEALING
POSTED ON MAY 25, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I have been utilizing mirrors as of late, to expand my connection with
my soul and soul family, and to develop a deeper connection with the
sensation of infinity. I also use a mirror as a healing tool, and mirrors
are extremely phenomenal tools for bouncing energy back. What you
give to a mirror is what you will receive. I also find that mirrors have
no boundaries. You can step into a mirror and there is only your
creative mind that awaits you. There is only love on the other side
that reaches its hand out for yours. You will be amazed by what you
can experience if you just allow the energy to touch you, to allow the
energy of love to beam itself back to you through the mirror; it’s unlike
anything you could ever imagine.
When I use a mirror I always do it at night, before I go to bed. I
choose to do this without clothing, as I chose to only express and
experience my most divine and sacred reflection. I light only a few
candles, because I want the darkness to suppress my ability to see
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clearly. When there is too much light, you will only use your human
eyes to see, so you will lose the aspect of allowing your spiritual and
psychic senses to reveal the infinite wisdom. When there is only a dim
flicker of light, you can still see your reflection, but there is the
darkness to allow the creative energies to funnel themselves through
your third eye. It’s far more useful to see with your third eye, it will
always project images that are from spirit. You can connect with dark
spirits or you can connect with light spirits, it is all dependent on the
intentions of your heart.
One thing you need to know is that there is darkness where all light
and creation exists. It is a strange thing to say that light exists in
darkness and all creation exists in darkness, but it does. I truly
believe that light was born from darkness, that darkness needed
creation otherwise it would never become anything more than just
darkness, that darkness had a creative dream and it was light. Then
light loved darkness so much that it could only want to manifest
beauty for darkness to enjoy. It may sound extremely unusual to say
such things, especially in a human world where so much is against
the negative, against the darkness, against the destruction, but it’s
only because we suffer so much from the dark here. There is no
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balance between dark and light, which is why I am here, and so many
other souls are here, to bring the balance back between dark and light
so we can love and respect each other again in a balanced way. There
is no doubt in my heart that dark needs light as much as light needs
dark. We are brother and sister and there is love in dark and love in
light and both are beautiful in the eyes of the Divine Creator. There
are no judgments against dark and no judgments against light
because there is no such thing as judgment, there is only love and
love flourishes from experience, whether it is destructive or creative.
So that being said, do not fear the dark, embrace it, it is actually there
to assist you with a deeper connection with the light. I tell you this
because I know it will be extremely natural for your human instincts
to spew extreme amounts of energetic fear into the atmosphere the
first few times you explore your reflection in a mirror in a dark, dimly
lit room. It is natural for our human species to fear what we don’t
know or understand, but please don’t let your fears concern you when
you do this. Your fears will not conjure dark spirits unless you call
upon dark spirits through your own intentions. Darkness loves you
as much as light, but darkness will respect you if your intention is not
to choose the dark, but you have to tell the universe what you
want. If you don’t tell the universe, then whatever you energetically
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spew into the atmosphere will be your teacher. Remember that. So
always use intentions to override your human instincts.
Now, when you are in a state of fear (because you will be the first time
or two) you can calm yourself by repeating the words, “I trust in Love,
to guide me and reveal the truth of light to me.” You will repeat these
words, over and over again, as you gaze into your reflection. You gaze
into your own eyes gazing back into yours. When you gaze into your
own eyes you are gazing into infinity through your eyes and you will
start to see changes in your reflection.
I only sit in front of the mirror for maybe 15 minutes at a time. The
first few minutes will only be to adjust in allowing my third eye to
reveal the information. I will watch my reflection change shapes,
completely disappear, and then at some points, just my face will
become a 3-D image looking back at me. It is kind of disturbing the
first time you see it, but now I’m so used to it I embrace and love this
3-D reflection because I know I have connected with my infinite soul,
and the expression my soul chose to have in this lifetime. I will tell
you, it isn’t easy to hold onto the 3-D reflection, I can only hold that
image for so long before the reflection shifts, and this happens when I
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have to blink or my thoughts or energetic sensations change. It’s
totally normal and fine for the 3-D reflection to come and go. Just
know that as the mirror makes changes, there is infinite wisdom that
is being downloaded during this process. My human form is unaware
of what it is, but my heart knows this is taking place and that I am
becoming wiser, that my vibration is enhancing, and that I am making
meaningful connections with the infinite realm.
So much happens in our life that we have absolutely no clue is
happening. Like the fact that my soul is experience life as Abbey, but
my soul is also a spirit guide, and it is also exploring life as three
other physical forms in the universe, as it is also doing a million
things that I have absolutely no clue about. It’s okay that I have no
clue about this, it is why I chose to be human, so I can enjoy the
experience of separation from The Divine. To know what it is to be an
individual and not a part of the whole. But to choose such a blessing
is to choose separation, to forget what unconditional love feels like, to
forget what oneness feels like. You have to let go of the wisdom of the
universe when you choose to be a human on Earth and that is okay,
separation is a beautiful thing.
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So, while I gaze into my eyes, and watch my face change shapes, I also
hit a point, somewhere around five minutes in, where I feel an
energetic surge; it is truly indescribable. The energy is like hitting a
portal where I feel my brain being sucked into the mirror. And like I
said, the sensation is indescribable. It took some time before I could
override my natural instinct to pull away from the feeling because
when it hits, you aren’t expecting it or even prepared for what that
feeling is. It feeds into your natural instinct to be fearful of the
unknown. If you can make it through the other side, you will find that
it was really nothing. Trust me, it is actually something, that feeling is
truly something profound that you need to push your way through to
the end, but as a human being on our physical plane, it will translate
itself into being nothing. Nothing profound will happen once the
sensation subsides. You’re not going to hear bells and whistles, you
will not see a bloody face dissolving before your eyes, nothing scary
will happen, it will only be a weird feeling that will come and go, and
that’s it. Whatever this feeling is or what it means, it would be the
equivalent of teaching an ant how to do calculus equations. An ant
just wouldn’t be able to make sense of what that means nor would it
even make sense for an ant to know calculus equations; the same goes
for me as a human. Whatever that feeling is, it is beyond my
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comprehension of what it means and if it’s beyond my comprehension
then it actually does not have a reason to make sense to me right now
in my life. So I accept that. So, when the feeling hits, it only lasts
maybe five seconds before it disappears. Somewhere after that, I can
hear the spirit realm speaking to me in my mind. Sometimes they ask
me questions about what I see, and my answer is always surprising to
me. I never say the obvious, which is, I see my face changing; I always
answer with something that I absolutely did not see in the physical
sense of seeing something. That tells me that I am so connected to
spirit that I can actually tell them what I have no clue I am seeing at
all, but some how I seem to be aware I am seeing something beyond
my senses.
For instance, a few nights ago, there was an energetic conversation
taking place. It was not with words, but I sensed the questions being
asked or the directions being given to me to allow me to experience
spiritual wisdom. During this time, I came to notice that within my
body is a ball of golden light. This ball of light is my soul, but it is not
only My soul, it is All souls. It is every single soul in all of
creation. We aren’t talking a trillion souls, we aren’t talking a trillion
to the trillionth power of souls, we are literally talking infinite souls. It
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is a number that cannot be defined by any measure at all.
For a brief moment, when I came into awareness of this golden ball of
light that was Me, but it was also All Souls, it was the most
dumbfounding moment. It was the first time I ever felt I was not
alone. I never even knew what loneliness truly felt like until I came to
experience the reality that I am All Souls and I possess all souls within
my form every day and night. That I never was alone or disconnected
from All. That my soul is a part of your soul as much as your soul is a
part of mine. That all souls on this planet possess a spark of my soul
and that my soul possesses a spark of all souls on this planet, and
then on all planets, and then all life and all creations in all times,
dimensions, and realms in all universes. Do you see now how
astounding that experience is? To know what loneliness feels like is to
know what it is to be separated. To feel like it is only you and that
everybody else is separate from you, an individual. We are not
individuals; we are part of one whole. Only a human on Earth could
feel loneliness as we do, because only a human on Earth experiences
the suffering of separation. It is truly profound to come to realize this,
not as a thought, but as an explored, sensed, visually demonstrated,
and emotionally experienced moment within the physical reality.
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This is but one example of what the mirror has shown me lately, but I
want to tell you one more example, because it took place last night
and it was extremely overwhelming for me. Last night, the spirit realm
specifically asked me what I saw, and in my thoughts I told them the
must dumbfounding thing, because I didn’t even know I saw that, but
I was so absorbed in connection with spirit that I was not even my
human self anymore, I was somewhere else but somehow still in my
body. I told the spirit realm that I saw my body was possessed by
more than one soul, and that the other soul was Mother Snake. Then
I said, ‘I am Mother Snake,’ and in that moment I saw Myself as
Herself, and us as One.
You have to understand the profoundness of that moment. I’ve been
on a long road to understanding my spirit guides, and one of them is a
snake. I love snakes, I always have loved snakes. I never felt a
relationship with my snake guide for a long time because I didn’t
really know how to. I just was happy she was there, but I didn’t really
have the heart felt connection I wanted to have with her. As time has
passed, I have developed an unimaginable relationship with her
because I have come to reconnect with what is ‘Divine Goddess
Energy.’ She has transformed from a snake in the background, to a
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Snake Goddess, and then into whom I call, ‘Mother Snake’ or ‘My
Snake Mother.’ She is my dearest friend and soul mate.
We all have thousands of soul mates, millions of soul mates, but some
souls are so special to our soul, what would be trillions and trillions
and trillions and trillions and more and more trillions of souls, to
bring that down to ten souls that you love more than all the other
souls, she would be one of those. All souls love all souls, but when
you have lived 10,000 lifetimes with a certain ten souls, those souls
have developed such beneficial meaning that outweighs the meaning
of all the other souls in existence. She would be something like that
to me, to have that significant meaning. I know she is not the only
one to have that meaning, in fact, there are hundreds and hundreds of
souls with that meaning, but this is to give you an understanding of
what that meaning feels like. So when I came to see, in my dark,
shadowy, face changing reflection, that my soul and the soul of
Mother Snake were both a part of my body, and that She and I were
One, that I was Her and She was Me, that I am the Snake Mother,
that was mind boggling.
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You are probably going to tell me I’m a lunatic, but the merging of
souls is an extremely profound and sacred thing. Whenever you make
love to someone, you soul is merging with theirs and the experience of
an orgasm is truly like a very brief experience of what heaven feels like
with someone you love. When you have physical sex with someone,
you soul is still merging with theirs and there is information that is
exchanged that you have absolutely no awareness of, not as powerful
as love making, but it still has meaning. Now if you rape someone,
your soul is also merging with theirs, you can imagine the nightmare
of what that information exchange is in the universe. It’s very, very
bad. So to know what a merging of souls is, on a profound and loving
level, it is truly the energy that creates galaxies, it creates star
systems, it creates and manifests whole new expressions of life that
were never thought or dreamed of before. You know, if dark can have
a creative spark to inspire light into existence, something unheard of
before, just imagine what can be created by the light?
So you see the importance here? You see the truly profound
realizations you can acquire by choosing to simply gaze into your own
reflection? You see how when you face your human instincts to be
afraid, when you override those instincts because you are determined
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to find a beautiful dream on the other side, you see how the dark
cannot manipulate that, only light will guide you when your intention
is for the light’s guidance. Only amazing realizations can come from
this, and we aren’t talking just realizations, we are talking the
downloading of spiritual wisdom, the sensation of emotional changes
that take place from that and have no definition or way of describing
the reality of what you experience.
So, I am sharing all of this with you to give you a new way of exploring
yourself and spirituality. I know it’s hard for a lot of people to cross
the same bridge I have walked down, only because the world we live in
Monday-Sunday is all we’ve ever known and the normalness is
extremely comfortable for us. For instance, television is extremely
relaxing, and playing games on our cellphones and just living our
lives, going to work each day and figuring out dinner each night, and
then hitting up the bars with friends, all of that makes sense. What
doesn’t make sense is sitting in front of a mirror, naked, and having a
profound moment when you suddenly realize that your soul is merged
with your own beloved mother soul, that you never left her side, and
she never left yours, that you have always been connected as One,
and that you are as much a part of Her as She is a part of You, and as
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