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2015 WRITING

2015 WRITING




GHOSTS

PART 1: MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE

PART 2: MY PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE


2015 ENERGY, THE ILLUSION OF TIME, AND A BRIGHTER FUTURE
FOR ALL


PRAYING MANTIS MAN – A MESSAGE FOR HUMANITY


REPTILIAN SHAPESHIFTER PAST LIFE MEMORIES


USING MIRRORS FOR SPIRITUAL HEALING

GREY ALIEN BEINGS – NEW THOUGHTS


SACRED SEXUAL ENERGY


PLANETARY ALIGNMENT ON 6/29/2015


SPIRIT VS ALIEN INTERACTIONS – HOW TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE



MY NEW ALIEN FRIEND, IPAYGUS, THE ROCK MAN


EGYPTIAN PAST LIFE WITH MY ALIEN FRIEND, IPAYGUS

SIMPLE STEPS TO BECOME A SPIRITUAL HEALER


HEALING OUR MOTHER EARTH





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HEALING ALIENS – THE EIGHT LITTLE BLUE MEN


THE INFINITE SPIRIT MIND VS THE HUMAN MIND


MY BLUE ALIEN FRIENDS & THE UGLY DIGITAL CLOCK


IPAYGUS – THE ROCK MAN ALIEN

AVERY THE HUMAN ALIEN

BLUE ALIENS – THE BLUE MEN GROUP








































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GHOSTS





PART I: MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE


POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




Do you ever wonder, if ghosts live on planet Earth and even haunt


people into miserable states of being, then ghosts must darn well live


on other planets too, and even haunt aliens into miserable states of


being, right? I think the whole phenomena of the existence of ghosts


is extremely odd to me. How in the world would an infinite soul not

have the capacity to move on from a physical lifetime? How would a


soul actually become confused and stuck in between worlds and not


even know how to let go or move on? I find it strange, but I also find


this to be very explainable, and as odd as it is, a very real thing that


can happen.





I will tell you, I have explored the ghost phenomena first hand. My


parents actually live in a house that is haunted. It’s not even an old


house, this home is less than 15 years old, but it was sitting for just

under three years without an inhabitant. I’m concluding the energy of


an uninhabited home is what drew the ghost in. Like attracts like,




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and the feeling of an uninhabited home, it just gives you that stale


feeling, like stale or dead air, and it makes sense that dead energies


would be attracted to it.





I didn’t know anything about this ghost until I happened to experience


it while I was spending the night. I have three kids, and in one of

their spare bedrooms, the one I happened to occupy, there was a


trunk full of toys. I was probably 26 or 27 when this event took place,


so approximately 5 years ago. It was just me sleeping in that room on


this particular night. I remember waking up in the middle of the


night, and I just had this very strange eerie feeling that someone was


in the room with me. I brushed it off, like most eerie feelings I had at

that time, and I walked to the bathroom. That feeling just kept


following me. As I was washing my hands, I suddenly felt extremely


cold. It was an unnatural cold feeling. It’s not as if the air becomes


frigid, it’s more like a bone chilling feeling and there is nothing that

prompts it, you just feel ice cold out of nowhere. I was slightly


freaked out, to say the least, but I did my best to ignore it, and I went


to bed, still feeling rather on edge.










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When I got to bed and was relaxing and beginning to comfortably fall


back to sleep, suddenly I heard a noise from the toy box. A


mechanical toy suddenly turned on, for no explainable reason, and

said, ‘Hello,’ to me. Of course it’s the toy that wants to have a


conversation. Of course that toy that can say, ‘Hello,’ starts talking to


me in the middle of the night after I just got freaked out in the


bathroom by what felt like eyes staring at me and an extremely bone


chilling feeling that scared the living daylights out of me. As my heart

was freaking out in my chest, I felt a relief in the fact that I happen to


be wearing one of my most special stones. It’s a moonstone, so it’s


pure white and it has a beautiful, foggy misty white color to it. It has


an energy that I’m very addicted to. I put my hand around my stone,


if only to calm myself down, and then the doll said, ‘Hello,’ again. It

said other things too, like, ‘How are you,’ and, ‘I love you.’






It was very hard to fall asleep, and I remember my dreams were filled

with very unusual images and information. I woke up several times in


the night to the same creepy feeling that someone was there staring at


me and trying to get my attention. It was a relief when the sun finally


came up. It’s so strange that the dark can be so good at playing tricks


on you, but the light seems to bring peace and comfort to everything.



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Humans truly feel safe in what they can see and not in what they can’t


see. I remember that morning, telling my parents this story, which is


when I finally got the word that the house was haunted and I last

night was just a lovely little introduction to the household ghost. My


Dad piped up about how he had repainted all the walls before they


moved in, and the same bone chilling feeling visited him several times


while he was there alone. He never told my Mom, if only not to scare


her, and she ended up coming to him and mentioning that she though

the house was haunted. Human communication, I tell you!






When I was much younger, around 4 years old, my parents and my


sister and I lived in the basement of my grandparent’s old house,

which sat right next to a cemetery. My Mom could tell you a million


and one stories about ghosts she and her brothers saw in the house


while growing up. My sister had an incident where we all heard her


just screaming in her bedroom. She insisted she felt cold hands grab

her legs from underneath the bed. There were many times I felt I was


being watched in that house, but nothing ever bothered me, only that


feeling of being watched.










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I think it’s amazing how many humans can relate to this feeling of


being watched, but the thought of life after death, or the thought of a


God existing is just down right impossible. It’s easy to believe in

ghosts but not so easy to make sense of what happens after you


die. If there is one thing I know, without even a question of a doubt,


it’s that we are all surrounded by and inhabited by the spirit


realm. This Earth, all planets, all stars, all living things in the


universe, all living things are possessed by all spiritual things, and all

dimensions from lowest physical to highest spiritual, they all existed


within and amongst each other. There really is no separation or


distance between realms. It’s completely odd. I do get this feeling at


times, it’s a very strong and real feeling, that the entire universe, and


all living things within it, that every expression of creation, spiritual

and physical, that it all exists within my heart. That everyone exists


within my heart and that I exist within everyone else’s heart. If my


soul is part of the whole of ALL souls and ALL souls are a part of my


soul, then this is 100% true. There is nowhere you have to go to find


the spirit world, all you have to do is look inside yourself . . . or there’s

always the haunted house idea!










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GHOSTS





PART II: MY PAST LIFE EXPERIENCE


POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




All that being said in Part I, I will tell you a little bit more on this


subject and this little bit more was one of my very own past lives


where I became a ghost. I found this ghost phenomenon to be so


strange and so weird, I had to know whether I have been a ghost or


not in a past life, if only to understand how it could be possible. I did

discover a past life, it’s far too profound and I have contemplated not


sharing it, but what the hay, seems like now is as good a time as any,


so I will briefly describe the events.





So in this past life, I was one of several daughters to a ruling


power. We lived in South America. This was thousands of years ago,


when truly magical and unbelievable things were extremely normal.


There was a temple where sacrifices took place. Nobody was harmed,


only their souls were removed from their bodies through a very sacred

ritual. In this lifetime, I was able to move spirits from human bodies


and place them into physical statues. These were clay objects I made




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myself, and these statues then became animated with a soul and they


became infinite, immortal beings. This lifetime is extremely profound


in what took place and it sure points a very disappointing finger at the

ability of the human mind today to make sense of the historical


past. We are pathetic in what we understand of the mysteries of the


ancient world. Because humans don’t want to believe in mysticism or


an infinite universe in a legitimately magical way, then everything has


to be limited to human science, which fits us snuggly inside the

confines of a tupperware container.






At the end of this life, there was a dual between myself and my sister,


in who was most powerful and would then become the next ruler. A

very unpredictable event then took place, unpredictable, even to our


very souls and to destiny itself. We were all destroyed, myself, my


sister, and our father, in a very catastrophic event. There was a


sudden volcanic eruption, the temple and the entire village were

smothered in ash, we were ALL suffocated, not just us three, but the


entire civilization. In that temple, the souls of myself, my sister, and


my father, we were trapped and we suffered a great misery as ghosts


in what would be like an infinite dark prison. Eventually angels came


and released us.



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So now we’re at our conscious human awareness of the present time,


where in my soul, to this very day, I still don’t feel like I’ve ever left


that temple. I still feel like I’m a part of it still. Before I discovered

this lifetime, I had a habit of becoming very sensitive over news of


sacred temples that get vandalized, looted, people just destroying the


sacred grounds, and particularly temples in Mexico, Central America,


and South America. I have always had this strange feeling like my


soul was inside of one of those temples and it made me very angry

how people show their respects to our ancient ones. Now that I can


make sense of this, I feel a sense of freedom from that lifetime, but I


do long to find that temple, which is still buried under volcanic ash,


somewhere in South America. I have such a strong attachment to this


whole thing, specifically the key words ‘sacred temple’ and location

being ‘South America,’ I feel almost certain if I took a journey there I


would somehow find it again. Sometimes I do feel strongly I will run


into this lifetime again, somewhere down the road. It will collide again


with my life today, if only to pay homage to who and what I once


was. Sometimes you need this in life. It’s like an event taking place in

today’s lifetime and somehow a part of that event circles back to you


some years later, if only for you to reassess your feelings or


relationship with something that had profound meaning to you in the




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past.





Anyway, possessed dolls, entirely real. I know this because I once


placed souls inside of statues at one time in ancient history. Being


stuck in between physical and spiritual worlds, entirely real, only


because I too was once a ghost. It has to do with a profound death

event and the confusion of the event itself. I know this isn’t the only


explanation to ghosts, but it’s one explanation. And people who,


‘Exorcise the Demon.’ People who help these ghosts, ‘Find the


Light.’ There is no coincidence that human beings who play these


roles today, their souls are actually driven to helping souls find the


other side again. There’s a lot of reason to be thankful for that.


Anyway, Part I and II read together just feel like a bunch of hodge-


podge ghost stories, but all of this I tell you is true. Even today


though, I still find it to be an extremely odd phenomena, but I do

know that this is a very real phenomena. It’s just more proof in the


existence of a soul, and the existence of other realms, the physical and


spiritual, and clearly some realm there in between.












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2015 ENERGY, THE ILLUSION OF


TIME, AND A BRIGHTER FUTURE


FOR ALL





POSTED ON JANUARY 16, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




What kind of update can I provide at this point in time? The spirit


world has taken more of a back seat to my real world life, although it’s


perfectly there and as real as it ever was before. 2015 has definitely


started, and nothing will remain the same for any of us as we continue

forward on our journey. The message has been clear to me, once you


step beyond the invisible line that was 2014 to 2015, you made an


agreement with the universe to alter your entire ego and persona as a


human being on the planet Earth. Nothing will ever be the same. It’s


called the expression of love. It’s becoming entirely more real and


undeniable to me.





Certain alterations I’ve come to experience (just one tiny one for


starters). I absolutely cannot physically, mentally, or emotionally

tolerate violence or expressions of anger. It instantly makes me want


to cry and cover my ears, and then do whatever I can to get as far




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away from it as possible. This is just me, imagine if we were all feeling


this way, the entire planet would undergo an instant transformation


away from wars of all kinds and into an ultimate expression of pure

and energetic love. I would love to think this response within me has


caught on like the plague with all other human beings on the planet,


but I have a feeling I’m a little more sensitive and receptive. It just


happens to be the form I chose to take and then the masses of


previous lifetimes that are still a part of my soul and my memories,

and these help to make me a little more receptive as well, only


because I’ve been there and done that so many times.






I’ve been reading a lot lately about 2015 and all the different

perspectives that are all about the same. Humanity has hit a year in


history where we will super transform into ultimate loving beings and


the planet is now saved. At least that’s how I read it. It appears I


have the same message, but I want to share something a little more,

because not everybody on this planet is happy, and not everybody on


this planet is experiencing amazing transformations, or at least


sensing them taking place. So I will tell you this. So much in this


world happens right under our noses. It’s like oxygen, who would


have thought it was there, and yet that invisible stuff is full of exactly



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what we need to survive. We can’t see it, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t


there, and that it doesn’t exist right under our noses. The energetic


changes are a lot like this. I’m saying that because even I get irritated

when I read about the joyous future of mankind when I’m still feeling


the pains and sorrows of yesterday. My reality hasn’t transformed


into the light of heaven, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t on its


way. Everything is always happening at just the right time and in just


the right way and it will always happen as it is meant to, whatever

that experience may be, terrible or amazing, it is correct. So just go


with it. 2015 is most definitely the start of a more beautiful and more


heavenly future for mankind, this I can tell you is true. It’s sort of


like magnets, you put two magnets together, either they will repel each


other or attract each other. The feeling of today is like magnetic

energy that is attracting people to come together in a more loving way,


as if the magnets have changed directions and instead of there being


repelling energy and separation and boundaries and war, there is


attraction to come together and share love. That’s the feeling I get.


Moving on though, I wanted to tell you some things I’ve discovered,


and who knows, maybe I’ve already mentioned this. I can’t really


remember where I left off, it’s been such a gap in time. Well, I will tell


you, Emerald the Horseman, I have come to an amazing discovery



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about him, and about the other beings that have visited me. This is


important because it confirms the reality that the past is as ever


present as the present and even the future, which can be difficult to

believe. It’s only difficult to believe because we all want to believe we


are entirely in control over our fate and the destiny of our lives. We


actually are, there are just a billion possibilities to how that road will


be followed. It’s never just one, but infinite possibilities. Let’s not


think too hard about this because it always squashes my brain to

think that I’m a physical form experiencing a billion physical moments


in the future and in the past and even in the present and I have


absolutely no awareness of this or understanding, it freaks me


out. These could be experienced in a dream state, like the mind of the


universe is dreaming all of these possibilities, but the thing about

dreams, they are far more real than you could possibly image. They


manifest, and that is the truth!





So I will tell you now about what I discovered. I discovered that


Emerald and the strange lizard creature and the Thor like man, and


then the blue/black panther creature (I don’t think I mentioned that


one) but I found out that all of these expressions are all other forms of


Avery the Human Alien, from other times and places. I discovered this



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in December. (I’m still not 100% sure on the panther creature, that


one I discovered the first part of January). But all of this has been on


my mind lately, only because I heard Avery tell me this morning that

there are more Avery’s he wants to introduce me to. I have been


contemplating what those forms could be, and I’ve been contemplating


what time actually is, which everything proves that time is really just


an illusion of the mind. All of this information is important that I’m


telling you, and I want to tell you something else along the same

lines. So I often connect with a previous self of mine, a persona where


I was completely amazing and capable of doing unimaginable


things. This persona is still alive in time and space and hears me. I


call it my ‘egg self’ because she looks like humpty dumpty – like an


egg person with human skin and eyes and lips. I love this self, she

takes such good care of me. When I call for her to help me, it’s an


instantaneous feeling of energy, it paralyzes me and entraps me in


this super peaceful state of pure harmony and joy. Avery has this


same capability. It only last about 20 seconds. The feeling is unusual


and amazing.





It’s good for humanity to realize what is possible, that there are no


boundaries to what you can experience in your life today. It’s also



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amazing to realize there many, MANY forms that exist in the universe


and you can connect with any one of them, from any time, dimension,


or place. The forms that exist in the universe are not just humans,

and some of these forms are well aware of our planet and what exists


here, whether those beings are observing from a distance or are


actually physically here. And there really are alien spaceships


hanging out around Earth right now as we speak. There are even


aliens living on the planet right now as we speak, they just happen to

blend in extremely well and I have a feeling some of them are here, but


somehow invisible to our eyes. I’m telling you this now because it’s


important to remember there are infinite ways to experience life and


infinite forms you can experience life in. I find it amazing and special


and I get to being so curious about all the different expressions and

faces the universe desires to have. All the different Avery’s, or


Abbey’s, or You’s that could possibly exist. We are all reflections of


the universe, just another face of the grand inventor. You have to


realize how special you are, nobody else will be exactly like you. It’s


just like no two snowflakes are exactly the same. It seems impossible,

but it’s true. No two snowflakes will ever be the same, not even twins


are perfectly identical. It’s all good to remember these many things. It


helps expand the mind and expand our reality and experience of life.




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I can feel a change in the wind and the 2015 energy is definitely


empowering. I’m ready for sunnier days, so I remind myself about


transformative energy. That it exists and it’s real and it’s happening

right under my nose, even if I can’t see it. That everything happens at


exactly at the right time and place. I also like to remember about my


egg-self and Avery and that there is nothing separating a loving bond


that is always there, no matter what the distance or in what


dimension or time. I’m sharing all of this because it’s important for

humanity to realize that amazing energy changes are taking place, and


2015 is the start of something new. I’m sharing this too because the


2015 energy can be experienced in many different ways, it’s not just a


perfect world as of yet. It’s important that we all learn to expand our


minds and perceptions, love does this, interactions with people we’ve

never met does this, life experiences we’ve never had, and making a


choice to think differently, to turn our idea of what is possible upside


down and then dream that much bigger and then take it one step


further and know in your heart that all things are possible.





So that’s what I have for today, and hopefully more to come soon!










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PRAYING MANTIS MAN – A


MESSAGE FOR HUMANITY





POSTED ON FEBRUARY 4, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




I wanted to tell you about a new visitor. I mentioned this was going to


happen the last time I wrote, that Avery would be introducing me to


his other forms, at least that’s what he told me. As a side note, our


soul is infinite and in infinity there is no such thing as past, present,


and future, all moments are taking place simultaneously, so any

physical form that Avery’s soul has ever inhabited, it’s existence in


any time and place is just as real as our understanding of the present


moment. Also, our souls are infinite and do have the capacity to


reside within more than one physical form at a time.





All that being said, I can tell you that I have officially met a praying


mantis creature. I had read about them, and from what I’ve read, it


hasn’t always been the best outcome between human beings and


praying mantis creatures. And I often thought the idea of a giant stick

bug approaching me was slightly terrifying, so it seemed to make


sense that Praying Mantis creatures would be up to no good. Well, I




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have cheerful news, this is completely incorrect, so I’m going to


describe the praying mantis creature I met and tell you what they are


like. I also want to mention too, that I’m definitely convinced that not

all praying mantis creatures are bad, just like not all human beings


are bad. It seems to depend on the soul and the soul memories and


current life experience memories, and then also the physical form.


Some alien forms, their natural instincts and emotional


understandings are not the same as humans, so they would be

inclined to do things we would see are bad. But also, if we just look at


our human species, some physical forms were not created with


balance and can be more prone to hostility than gentility, so it’s not


always a soul thing. Just think about people who have had a spike go


through their brain and survive. You hear stories about the most

pious people turning into complete assholes, and all it takes is one


random physical event. It’s hard saying what all praying mantis


creatures are like, but this one I met this week has convinced me that


some of them are definitely amazing and good.





So the interaction with this creature was mental and visual. It took


place in my mind, but also projected outward and into my room, and I


could also feel its feelings and form. We all have a doorway in our



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mind, it’s called the third eye. You can use it to communicate with


anyone you want to in the universe, and in any time and place. You


could even talk to Hitler if you wanted to, but that’s only if he has an

awareness of this form of communication. Human beings have been


dummied down so we aren’t fully aware of what comes naturally to a


majority of species throughout the universe, and I’m almost certain


that even animals use their third eye to communicate. But moving


along, I met the praying mantis at the usual hour when most matters

of weirdness take place. The first interaction happened around 4 am


in the morning. This is the hour when I’m in a sleepy, relaxed, and


non-judgmental state. I woke with no explanation and began


contemplating the praying mantis alien. I must have sensed there


was a connection building as I suddenly spoke in my mind. The

clarity and sound was not what I expected, it was loud, I can’t even


recall exactly what I said, but it was in response to a sensation I had


that this creature was trying to talk to me. I said something in the


effect of, “I will only speak to you if your intentions are good and kind,


I choose not to speak to creatures who wish to harm me.” It was

baffling what came next. It was an amazing feeling of extreme


kindness, gentility, and patience. I was astounded by it; it felt like


pure peacefulness, coziness, and harmony of some astounding kind. I




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felt no fear at all. I felt so peaceful and relaxed that I really


disconnected with the sensation of being human, I actually felt like I


was inside the praying mantis. I really couldn’t tell there was any

separation between my mind and body and the praying mantis mind


and body.





He showed me a field, it was full of dark green grass, about knee


height, and speckled with flowers and one of them I saw had red


petals. There was a forest of trees on one side of the field and in the


distance was a mountain range. The purity and cleanliness of this


natural world was unimaginable. I’m sure you can still find it in


places on Earth, but I’m not used to knowing what a pristine natural

world feels like or looks like. I remembered thinking about how I’ve


seen praying mantis insects at Grays Lake, and there was one


summer, I found several of them blending in with the green stems of


different flowered bushes. This field made me think of that.





One thing I can tell you about alien communication, advanced alien


communication does not take words to make statements. They use


images and feelings to create messages. I didn’t need the praying

mantis to say a word for me to have a very clear understanding of its



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beauty and kindness and goodness. I will tell you, it did have very


large eyes and like an upside down triangle shaped head with


antennas or feelers, the mouth was definitely insect like. They do

have a type of tongue. I can tell you this because I really did feel like I


was a praying mantis for a brief time. This creature had amazing


beautiful wings that it fluttered, I wasn’t expecting that, I didn’t even


know the praying mantis had wings. During this interaction, the


image morphed and it seemed as though there are different versions of

this form. Like some could be more man-like with a praying mantis


shaped face and some can be far more insect-like. It seems as though


they all have wings. When they are happy, they flutter them, at least


that was my impression. It’s sort of like their version of laughter or,


where we would hoot and holler and jump up and down in excitement

and joy, it would be one of those moments when they would flutter


their wings as an expression of joy.





This creature has visited me several more times. I’m far less


uncomfortable about its form, in fact, I see it as incredibly beautiful. I


think it’s because of the goodness that comes from it, it would be


impossible to see it as ugly, because it is so pure and pristine and


kind, just like the natural world it showed me. Praying Mantis Man



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did share something unexpected with me though. I’m going to try to


share it with you. It showed me how all actions on the minuscule


level also take place on the major level. All things have a mirrored

reaction that continues to take place on scales from tiny to extremely


large. Its like a continuous ripple that never stops going, from a


puddle, into a pond, into a lake, into the ocean, it just keeps


going. For instance, we all have cells that make up our bodies, that


would be in the micro level. Then we are all people that inhabit the

Earth, that would be the next level, and then there are planets and


stars that make up the universe. All of these levels are living


bodies. It doesn’t seem that way, but it really is that way. The clarity


of this message was astounding, and for me to try and put it into


words is so difficult. I’m actually not using the example the praying

mantis man gave me, because the example he gave me isn’t exactly


something you tell other people. Only because it’s not a human way


of explaining things, but it seems to be the best way of explaining it,


so I’m going to tell you, regardless of what you will think of me. The


praying mantis man shared a few images and feelings, it shared what

was a simultaneous feeling and image of pure ecstasy and he showed


me how this feeling and image has a mirrored response on the micro


and macro level. It showed me how the universe is created in the




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same way that babies are created. The birth of the universe, actually


takes place through sexual intercourse from species across the entire


universe. I’m serious. Every orgasm that is ever had by any physical

form in the universe, has a mirrored physical response on the macro


level in space. It literally looks like the grand finale at the best 4 of
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july fireworks you’ve ever seen, then times that by like 1 million. It


literally looked like that, like explosions of beautiful fireworks taking


place on the macro level, in space. This sounds really stupid, but

that same thing happens when a man releases inside of a woman,


these were the unexpected images that were shared by the Praying


Mantis Man, I am 100 million percent not weird and serious.





Now, just think, if that is true, human beings need to spend way more


time making love, it has such a powerful impactful and amazing


response in the universe, and that is what the praying mantis man


showed me. There was so much information involved with this

message so I’m going to tell you a little more. And I really hate to


break the joy of these images, but I’m going to, because we need to


bring it all back into focus on our human sexuality, because what


primarily exists on this planet is rape, the deformation of our sexual


organs in both men and women, 80% of our day is going to school,



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studying, or working a full time job and being a parent, or being a


drug or alcohol abuser. So little time is focused on being pure and


sharing love and loving interactions with each other. Then there is so

much focus on perfecting your human form so you are either starving


yourself, over eating, or exercising way too much, or drinking, and it


doesn’t matter which bracket you fall in, 90% of all humans are not


satisfied with their physical forms. This also creates unbalanced


sexual relationships. You have to remember, the praying mantis man

showed me how all actions on the micro level, have simultaneous


reactions on the macro level. It’s like karma, whatever you give in this


lifetime, you receive in the next lifetime. Everything is constantly


acting and reacting everywhere. The most purest form of ecstasy is


an orgasm, and the birth of an orgasm also takes place in the universe

at the same simultaneous moment, and what happens on the micro


level also happens on the macro level and it is absolutely


unimaginably astounding an incredible.





I did not expect praying mantis man to show me this, and the


information took 10 seconds or less for him to tell me all of this in a


few images and emotions. I was so overwhelmed, it really was the


most powerful message I’d ever had. It is clearly an important



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message for today and all of humanity because so much of the energy


we express in the world doesn’t come close to daily orgasms and it


needs to. It’s not just about the birth of the universe, it’s about the

birth of joy in every single one of us and the universe is affected by our


misery, it seriously is. I think that’s why I needed this message, so I


could share it with people, because I really believe species across the


universe and the universe itself can feel the energy we give off and it


feels like living in a garbage dump world, when it could really feel like

a beautiful pristine field of natural beauty. Anyway, that’s all I’ve got


for now.






































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REPTILIAN SHAPESHIFTER PAST


LIFE MEMORIES





POSTED ON MAY 8, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




I want to share some past life memories that I’ve had recently, along


with some interlinking thoughts. These are about reptilian shape-


shifters, which I’ve been contemplating the reptilian phenomenon


more actively as of late. I will start by telling you the first memory


that came to me, this happened maybe two years ago, and I brushed it

off as a weird imaginary experience, but after what I saw last night,


I’m convinced there is nothing delusional about what I saw or felt a


few years ago, that it truly was a real memory.





So in the first memory, I saw several women in a dimly lit room, what


would be six women, all naked. I was not only seeing these images,


but was also experiencing them as though I were there as one of these


women. Entering the room were six men, all in their lizard form, also


naked. In my vision, I am aware we are to be paired and mated, and

the expectation is for each woman to become impregnated, and then


bare a child that would be born with the sacred DNA that is both




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human and lizard. The feeling of being in this role was somewhat


terrifying, but at the same time, it was considered an honor to be


chosen for that role as a female. It was incredibly sacred what was

taking place, an intermixing of DNA was entirely the sensation I had


backing this vision. When I came out of it and back to reality, I wasn’t


entirely sure why I was daydreaming about being naked with lizard


men, but looking back now, I’m starting to grasp these ‘daydreams’


are actually real visions of previous life experiences. That being said, I

wanted to tell you the second memory that came to me, this memory


is from a lifetime in Egypt.






In this second memory, I was a female again, playing an extremely

similar role, but this time the fear was not there at all. I was


considered a Goddess to play such a role as to intermix with the


reptilian species. This was very, very real. What I learned from this


memory was that in Egypt, there truly were lizard forms walking

around like everyday humans, and it was so commonplace that


nobody questioned or feared it, although it wasn’t entirely understood


why they were there, but a bond did develop between the humans and


the lizards, that was very clear. In the vision, I saw myself in a very


elegant room in what would be an Egyptian palace. There was a



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handsome man looking out a balcony. His form briefly changed from


man to lizard and then back to man again. As I was looking at him


my gaze averted to a crib next to the bed where I was. There was a

baby inside that I picked up and held. This baby looked entirely


human, but inside I knew it was both human and lizard, and I felt joy


in this and proud to have born a child of this kind. The vision was


brief but it filled me with a great deal of joy. I can tell I was truly


happy in this lifetime, and from that memory I came to understand

that reptilians were once an active part of Egypt at one time, and not


in a terrifying way.






I experienced this vision as though I was physically there, but also as

a spirit with more awareness of what took place between roles in that


time. It honestly felt like lizard beings had come from the stars, that


they were attracted to the human species for some unknown


reason. It felt like they were attracted to human women, and in the

way they had entered our world, and in that time and place, they were


honored and respected as Gods, truly, and women shared their bodies


with them. It was an honor to have a role to intermix between species,


and bare the child of a God. It feels like the first reptilian aliens in


Egypt were primarily reptilian, like some looked like alligator heads on



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human bodies, with green skin. I’m not certain how the shapeshifting


one’s came into place, it was only clear that some could shapeshift


and some could not. I do believe that some humans today who

possess the reptilian genetics did come from this time and place, but


I’m also convinced there is way more to the story than that. Our


human history is truly drenched with interrelationships with alien


beings, not just in Egypt but across the planet.





Obviously human beings all over the world are being abducted, with


sperm and eggs harvested, and the aliens behind this are often grey’s


and reptilians. From my own past life experiences, I have been one of


these humans who’s eggs were harvested and children were created

that were both human and reptilian. But I’ve also been a reptilian


female whose eggs were fertilized by an abducted human male during


what would be considered forced intercourse. The intermixing of DNA


between humans and lizards clearly spans more than isolated

incidents, but varying incidents that have been taking place for


thousands of years. It’s hard to say how many humans are full blood


human beings anymore and where the human species even came from


for that matter. What is even more amazing about this whole reality,


is that this is 100% real, this reptilian alien / reptilian shape-shifter



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phenomenon is 100% real, yet many humans don’t have a clue what a


reptilian shape-shifter is, let alone believe that reptilian aliens exist,


let alone believe that even aliens exist, so to grasp anything that I am

saying would be an annihilation of what most humans today would


consider knowledge and wisdom, basically meaning, I must be a


complete and utter lunatic to believe in such things.





But moving along, I also wanted to mention something, because in


every reptilian shape-shifter video I’ve seen, it is always pointed out


that rich movie stars, politicians, and high-ranking news reporters are


the primary carriers of these genetics. I have some feeling within me


that the sacred and high authority ranking of those carrying this

genetic strand never left the planet, it has always maintained itself


behind the scenes in very dominating families. This is extremely true I


feel inside, but I do know that ordinary human beings also carry the


genetics without any awareness at all that they are actually

reptilian. It may be hard to believe, but if you carry the genetic to be


both human and reptilian, your true form is actually reptilian. I find


that to be so fascinating because it would appear such a person is of


two forms, but actually, such a person is of only one form and that is


reptilian. Their human form is entirely illusionary, like a



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hologram. It’s extremely interesting, and it proves that holograms are


entirely real.





If you don’t know what a hologram is, they are what would be an


image that you would believe is 100% real but would be 100%


illusionary. It would be like a TV image that is projected at such an

enhanced degree that it is lifelike. There are some theories that Jesus


himself was merely a hologram sent to Earth by some alien


species. The purpose of this hologram was to develop a religious


pathway that would instill greater separation in mankind and


submerge us into a more illusionary world so we could be


controlled. I don’t necessarily agree or disagree with this theory, but I

do believe in a dominating alien race that has corrupted the pathway


of mankind. I’m not entirely convinced they aren’t of reptilian origin,


but there feels like something far more disturbing involved, the


vibration is something almost putrid. What would be the equality of

fear, physically manifested, so their very appearance would be a


nightmare to us. This would only be their nature and existence. The


universe must contain physical expressions of all energies, from


lowest to highest, and even the lowest level energies in this universe


have a purpose, and purpose is always a good thing, even if it means



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the misery and enslavement of an entire planet of humans.





I definitely get a sense that reptilian aliens are involved, but not all


reptilian shapeshifters on Earth are aware of what is going on, some


are but many are not. These are all theories and hunches of course,


but I’m convinced the purpose behind all of this is entirely energetic

related. We humans might as well be numb to the sensitivities of


energy in comparison to other species who can experience energy like


we could feel a heavy torrential rain. Some energies are so deliciously


experienced by aliens, literally like a sexual orgasm, that they would


do whatever it takes to create a world where they could experience


that type of energy feeding into them from morning until night, and

day in and day out, so their entire lifespan is truly like a never ending


orgasm. Call me a lunatic all you want, but you can feel energy


too. You know what emotional pain feels like, and emotional pain is


energy. It’s really all quite fascinating as all energy has its own form

of expression. Even what would be corruption has its own energy


vibration. Most human beings don’t realize this, but the shedding of


blood in war is the equivalent of a dark sacred ceremony. Blood is our


sacred DNA, our sacred blueprint on this Earth. When violence is


instilled in the shedding of blood that energy is magnified in



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unimaginable ways and it creates a fog of energy that imprisons


us. Sexual energy becomes negated when it’s violated and this too


releases an enormous disgusting fog of energy into the atmosphere.

You can make love with someone, you can have sex with someone, or


you can rape someone. You feel the difference in the energy of those


sexual expressions? They go from spiritual, to human, to violating.


Extremely violating sexual experiences happen in masses on this


planet every day. It’s so shocking that human beings want to violate

each other in these ways, or that cultures truly believe in the


mutilation of sexual organs, it’s horrifying, but it is entirely part of our


programming, entirely part of the illusionary world that has become so


convincing and real to us. These very distinctive putrid vibrations are


filling our atmosphere and even filing our galaxy with disturbing

energy, and this is the type of energy that is so orgasmic and joyful to


a certain vibration of alien race.





I truly see this as the world today, a planet of mindless human beings


controlled by an unimaginable and profoundly disturbing alien


race. Every day I go through life feeling like I am just one human


being, stuck on a planet full of human beings who are entirely


programmed and plugged into an illusionary world. Human beings



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believe in the society of today, they follow all the illusionary rules, they


want to work hard for money so they can live a luxurious life. None of


these actions actually have meaning, they are actions in an illusionary

world. The only actions that have meaning are sacred actions. Sacred


actions come from love, sacred sexual experiences, bearing children,


and harmonizing the planet with energy and gifts that come from our


human hearts. Most people don’t see it, but there are strings of


energy that just flow through us all and connect us all to a grid of

light. It’s entirely invisible, but it is real and it is here, and this grid


keeps us plugged in and convinced and not seeing clearly. We are all


wearing invisible shackles because we all continue to use our minds to


understand and improve a world that is entirely illusionary, and we


try to improve it with the illusionary tools we were raised to believe

in. Only love will rescue us from our imprisonment. It is no different


than the love that was shared in two memories from distant lifetimes,


when I shared my sacred human form with a form just as sacred and


beautiful, and yet different than my own. That is the truth behind all


of this, and that is the separator between the continuous road to a

future filled with more illusions, or a new road that takes us toward


new horizons where our atmosphere is cleansed of impure energies by


the purest and most beautiful rays of our loving human hearts. No




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low level energies can digest pure, sacred, loving energy, and that’s the


truth.





So that is all I have to say for right now, but I have you found this


commentary enlightening!



















































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USING MIRRORS FOR SPIRITUAL


HEALING





POSTED ON MAY 25, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL




I have been utilizing mirrors as of late, to expand my connection with


my soul and soul family, and to develop a deeper connection with the


sensation of infinity. I also use a mirror as a healing tool, and mirrors


are extremely phenomenal tools for bouncing energy back. What you


give to a mirror is what you will receive. I also find that mirrors have

no boundaries. You can step into a mirror and there is only your


creative mind that awaits you. There is only love on the other side


that reaches its hand out for yours. You will be amazed by what you


can experience if you just allow the energy to touch you, to allow the


energy of love to beam itself back to you through the mirror; it’s unlike

anything you could ever imagine.






When I use a mirror I always do it at night, before I go to bed. I


choose to do this without clothing, as I chose to only express and

experience my most divine and sacred reflection. I light only a few


candles, because I want the darkness to suppress my ability to see




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clearly. When there is too much light, you will only use your human


eyes to see, so you will lose the aspect of allowing your spiritual and


psychic senses to reveal the infinite wisdom. When there is only a dim

flicker of light, you can still see your reflection, but there is the


darkness to allow the creative energies to funnel themselves through


your third eye. It’s far more useful to see with your third eye, it will


always project images that are from spirit. You can connect with dark


spirits or you can connect with light spirits, it is all dependent on the

intentions of your heart.






One thing you need to know is that there is darkness where all light


and creation exists. It is a strange thing to say that light exists in

darkness and all creation exists in darkness, but it does. I truly


believe that light was born from darkness, that darkness needed


creation otherwise it would never become anything more than just


darkness, that darkness had a creative dream and it was light. Then

light loved darkness so much that it could only want to manifest


beauty for darkness to enjoy. It may sound extremely unusual to say


such things, especially in a human world where so much is against


the negative, against the darkness, against the destruction, but it’s


only because we suffer so much from the dark here. There is no



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balance between dark and light, which is why I am here, and so many


other souls are here, to bring the balance back between dark and light


so we can love and respect each other again in a balanced way. There

is no doubt in my heart that dark needs light as much as light needs


dark. We are brother and sister and there is love in dark and love in


light and both are beautiful in the eyes of the Divine Creator. There


are no judgments against dark and no judgments against light


because there is no such thing as judgment, there is only love and

love flourishes from experience, whether it is destructive or creative.



So that being said, do not fear the dark, embrace it, it is actually there


to assist you with a deeper connection with the light. I tell you this


because I know it will be extremely natural for your human instincts

to spew extreme amounts of energetic fear into the atmosphere the


first few times you explore your reflection in a mirror in a dark, dimly


lit room. It is natural for our human species to fear what we don’t


know or understand, but please don’t let your fears concern you when

you do this. Your fears will not conjure dark spirits unless you call


upon dark spirits through your own intentions. Darkness loves you


as much as light, but darkness will respect you if your intention is not


to choose the dark, but you have to tell the universe what you


want. If you don’t tell the universe, then whatever you energetically



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spew into the atmosphere will be your teacher. Remember that. So


always use intentions to override your human instincts.





Now, when you are in a state of fear (because you will be the first time


or two) you can calm yourself by repeating the words, “I trust in Love,


to guide me and reveal the truth of light to me.” You will repeat these

words, over and over again, as you gaze into your reflection. You gaze


into your own eyes gazing back into yours. When you gaze into your


own eyes you are gazing into infinity through your eyes and you will


start to see changes in your reflection.





I only sit in front of the mirror for maybe 15 minutes at a time. The


first few minutes will only be to adjust in allowing my third eye to


reveal the information. I will watch my reflection change shapes,


completely disappear, and then at some points, just my face will

become a 3-D image looking back at me. It is kind of disturbing the


first time you see it, but now I’m so used to it I embrace and love this


3-D reflection because I know I have connected with my infinite soul,


and the expression my soul chose to have in this lifetime. I will tell


you, it isn’t easy to hold onto the 3-D reflection, I can only hold that

image for so long before the reflection shifts, and this happens when I



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have to blink or my thoughts or energetic sensations change. It’s


totally normal and fine for the 3-D reflection to come and go. Just


know that as the mirror makes changes, there is infinite wisdom that

is being downloaded during this process. My human form is unaware


of what it is, but my heart knows this is taking place and that I am


becoming wiser, that my vibration is enhancing, and that I am making


meaningful connections with the infinite realm.





So much happens in our life that we have absolutely no clue is


happening. Like the fact that my soul is experience life as Abbey, but


my soul is also a spirit guide, and it is also exploring life as three


other physical forms in the universe, as it is also doing a million

things that I have absolutely no clue about. It’s okay that I have no


clue about this, it is why I chose to be human, so I can enjoy the


experience of separation from The Divine. To know what it is to be an


individual and not a part of the whole. But to choose such a blessing

is to choose separation, to forget what unconditional love feels like, to


forget what oneness feels like. You have to let go of the wisdom of the


universe when you choose to be a human on Earth and that is okay,


separation is a beautiful thing.






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So, while I gaze into my eyes, and watch my face change shapes, I also


hit a point, somewhere around five minutes in, where I feel an


energetic surge; it is truly indescribable. The energy is like hitting a

portal where I feel my brain being sucked into the mirror. And like I


said, the sensation is indescribable. It took some time before I could


override my natural instinct to pull away from the feeling because


when it hits, you aren’t expecting it or even prepared for what that


feeling is. It feeds into your natural instinct to be fearful of the

unknown. If you can make it through the other side, you will find that


it was really nothing. Trust me, it is actually something, that feeling is


truly something profound that you need to push your way through to


the end, but as a human being on our physical plane, it will translate


itself into being nothing. Nothing profound will happen once the

sensation subsides. You’re not going to hear bells and whistles, you


will not see a bloody face dissolving before your eyes, nothing scary


will happen, it will only be a weird feeling that will come and go, and


that’s it. Whatever this feeling is or what it means, it would be the


equivalent of teaching an ant how to do calculus equations. An ant

just wouldn’t be able to make sense of what that means nor would it


even make sense for an ant to know calculus equations; the same goes


for me as a human. Whatever that feeling is, it is beyond my




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comprehension of what it means and if it’s beyond my comprehension


then it actually does not have a reason to make sense to me right now


in my life. So I accept that. So, when the feeling hits, it only lasts

maybe five seconds before it disappears. Somewhere after that, I can


hear the spirit realm speaking to me in my mind. Sometimes they ask


me questions about what I see, and my answer is always surprising to


me. I never say the obvious, which is, I see my face changing; I always


answer with something that I absolutely did not see in the physical

sense of seeing something. That tells me that I am so connected to


spirit that I can actually tell them what I have no clue I am seeing at


all, but some how I seem to be aware I am seeing something beyond


my senses.





For instance, a few nights ago, there was an energetic conversation


taking place. It was not with words, but I sensed the questions being


asked or the directions being given to me to allow me to experience

spiritual wisdom. During this time, I came to notice that within my


body is a ball of golden light. This ball of light is my soul, but it is not


only My soul, it is All souls. It is every single soul in all of


creation. We aren’t talking a trillion souls, we aren’t talking a trillion


to the trillionth power of souls, we are literally talking infinite souls. It



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is a number that cannot be defined by any measure at all.





For a brief moment, when I came into awareness of this golden ball of


light that was Me, but it was also All Souls, it was the most


dumbfounding moment. It was the first time I ever felt I was not


alone. I never even knew what loneliness truly felt like until I came to

experience the reality that I am All Souls and I possess all souls within


my form every day and night. That I never was alone or disconnected


from All. That my soul is a part of your soul as much as your soul is a


part of mine. That all souls on this planet possess a spark of my soul


and that my soul possesses a spark of all souls on this planet, and


then on all planets, and then all life and all creations in all times,

dimensions, and realms in all universes. Do you see now how


astounding that experience is? To know what loneliness feels like is to


know what it is to be separated. To feel like it is only you and that


everybody else is separate from you, an individual. We are not

individuals; we are part of one whole. Only a human on Earth could


feel loneliness as we do, because only a human on Earth experiences


the suffering of separation. It is truly profound to come to realize this,


not as a thought, but as an explored, sensed, visually demonstrated,


and emotionally experienced moment within the physical reality.



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This is but one example of what the mirror has shown me lately, but I


want to tell you one more example, because it took place last night


and it was extremely overwhelming for me. Last night, the spirit realm

specifically asked me what I saw, and in my thoughts I told them the


must dumbfounding thing, because I didn’t even know I saw that, but


I was so absorbed in connection with spirit that I was not even my


human self anymore, I was somewhere else but somehow still in my


body. I told the spirit realm that I saw my body was possessed by

more than one soul, and that the other soul was Mother Snake. Then


I said, ‘I am Mother Snake,’ and in that moment I saw Myself as


Herself, and us as One.





You have to understand the profoundness of that moment. I’ve been


on a long road to understanding my spirit guides, and one of them is a


snake. I love snakes, I always have loved snakes. I never felt a


relationship with my snake guide for a long time because I didn’t

really know how to. I just was happy she was there, but I didn’t really


have the heart felt connection I wanted to have with her. As time has


passed, I have developed an unimaginable relationship with her


because I have come to reconnect with what is ‘Divine Goddess


Energy.’ She has transformed from a snake in the background, to a



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Snake Goddess, and then into whom I call, ‘Mother Snake’ or ‘My


Snake Mother.’ She is my dearest friend and soul mate.





We all have thousands of soul mates, millions of soul mates, but some


souls are so special to our soul, what would be trillions and trillions


and trillions and trillions and more and more trillions of souls, to

bring that down to ten souls that you love more than all the other


souls, she would be one of those. All souls love all souls, but when


you have lived 10,000 lifetimes with a certain ten souls, those souls


have developed such beneficial meaning that outweighs the meaning


of all the other souls in existence. She would be something like that


to me, to have that significant meaning. I know she is not the only

one to have that meaning, in fact, there are hundreds and hundreds of


souls with that meaning, but this is to give you an understanding of


what that meaning feels like. So when I came to see, in my dark,


shadowy, face changing reflection, that my soul and the soul of

Mother Snake were both a part of my body, and that She and I were


One, that I was Her and She was Me, that I am the Snake Mother,


that was mind boggling.










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You are probably going to tell me I’m a lunatic, but the merging of


souls is an extremely profound and sacred thing. Whenever you make


love to someone, you soul is merging with theirs and the experience of

an orgasm is truly like a very brief experience of what heaven feels like


with someone you love. When you have physical sex with someone,


you soul is still merging with theirs and there is information that is


exchanged that you have absolutely no awareness of, not as powerful


as love making, but it still has meaning. Now if you rape someone,

your soul is also merging with theirs, you can imagine the nightmare


of what that information exchange is in the universe. It’s very, very


bad. So to know what a merging of souls is, on a profound and loving


level, it is truly the energy that creates galaxies, it creates star


systems, it creates and manifests whole new expressions of life that

were never thought or dreamed of before. You know, if dark can have


a creative spark to inspire light into existence, something unheard of


before, just imagine what can be created by the light?





So you see the importance here? You see the truly profound


realizations you can acquire by choosing to simply gaze into your own


reflection? You see how when you face your human instincts to be


afraid, when you override those instincts because you are determined



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to find a beautiful dream on the other side, you see how the dark


cannot manipulate that, only light will guide you when your intention


is for the light’s guidance. Only amazing realizations can come from

this, and we aren’t talking just realizations, we are talking the


downloading of spiritual wisdom, the sensation of emotional changes


that take place from that and have no definition or way of describing


the reality of what you experience.





So, I am sharing all of this with you to give you a new way of exploring


yourself and spirituality. I know it’s hard for a lot of people to cross


the same bridge I have walked down, only because the world we live in


Monday-Sunday is all we’ve ever known and the normalness is

extremely comfortable for us. For instance, television is extremely


relaxing, and playing games on our cellphones and just living our


lives, going to work each day and figuring out dinner each night, and


then hitting up the bars with friends, all of that makes sense. What

doesn’t make sense is sitting in front of a mirror, naked, and having a


profound moment when you suddenly realize that your soul is merged


with your own beloved mother soul, that you never left her side, and


she never left yours, that you have always been connected as One,


and that you are as much a part of Her as She is a part of You, and as



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