much a part of all souls in existence as much as they are also a part
of your soul. It doesn’t make sense to have weird kooky moments like
these, but these are the moments truly worth experiencing. You can’t
experience such profound and amazing things while you are sucking
your brain into the television and getting into someone’s idea of
entertainment. That’s not real, what is real is what’s on the other side
of that mirror which is your very own soul, and all souls, and it is the
infinite realm where there are no boundaries and no stopping what
you can feel or what you can have, or what you can experience.
So, now that I’ve told you all of that, I do want to share one more thing
with you, because this is important too. After about eight minutes of
experience with the mirror, there are two other things that happen
before I feel I have completed my time with the infinite reflection. One,
I start opening my imagination which I find projecting back at me
through the mirror, and in my imagination I can create anything I
want to experience and I can call the universe for assistance in
manifesting love into my physical plane of existence. The entire time I
am developing love in my darkened imagination where all creation and
light exists, the more profound the reflection of energy and the raising
of my vibration will be experienced. It is monumental and it becomes
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hard to breath under that level of energy. When I feel I have done
enough, about three minutes later, I spend a few moments just not
looking into my own eyes, just looking at myself and the world that I
live in. I see myself living in my own creation. I evaluate what that
person looks like, and what she is feeling and experiencing, and
why? And how I can help her live a better life. I always see something
more each and every time, and I’m always surprised by this, although
I shouldn’t be. Every time I use a mirror, I always enhance my
vibration which alters my physical reality. The more love I share with
myself, the more love is reflected back into my world, which explains
why the reflection in the mirror is always changing, because it is
reflecting a new me, each and every time.
So this is what I have to share for now, I hope you found it useful and
inspiring!
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GREY ALIEN BEINGS – NEW
THOUGHTS
POSTED ON MAY 29, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I had a rather extraordinary moment. I woke up and had a completely
new vision regarding Grey Aliens. This was rather perplexing
considering I have had a very disagreeable response toward them and
their relationship with our human species, and for some time.
Meaning, I can’t stand them, I EXTREMELY can’t stand them, at least
I couldn’t stand them until a peculiar moment after I woke up and had
an entirely new energetic sensation toward them. It was a completely
loving and respectful feeling, and not hateful at all.
Their relationship with us is clearly an explorative one. There is
something about our human species that attracts them to study us. It
is difficult to pinpoint what it is. I have concluded it must be sexual
in nature, as their race does not appear to have the ability to
reproduce sexually, but it may just be a curiosity about our physical
expression, a need to have a full understanding of us, no different
than scientists on our own planet who are working with DNA
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strands. There are curiosities in us all about the nature of life, and
the Grey’s happen to have picked us as their science project. It just is
what it is.
But moving on, this morning when I woke up, it was a very odd
response I felt toward them. When I first woke up, my mind was
immediately thinking about their relationship with our species. I
started speaking about them to myself, and then I began developing a
very thick and deranging cloud of dark green energy in our
atmosphere, specifically for altering their perception, and developing a
nightmare for them that will ward them away from hurting any more
human beings. In the process of doing this I suddenly woke up and
wondered what in the world I was doing? Why in the devil did I just
come slightly out of sleep, see grey aliens in my mind, speak about
their natures, and then develop a very intensive energetic barrier to
create misery in their world?
I stepped back for a moment to evaluate myself. I was clearly still in a
dream state and what prompted me to start thinking about Greys and
then energetically attack them was also slightly concerning as I choose
to think about Greys very little. I really don’t know what prompted
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this. I don’t really think or concern myself with alien abduction so
much as I used to so it really didn’t add up. I do wonder sometimes if
I have more relationships with alien beings than I am consciously
aware of. I definitely get that I do, but to what degree, I’m not entirely
sure.
So as I was thinking this through, I was filled with a new kind of
energy. I came to realize a change had occurred in my heart, that
there was something new there that was never there before. It’s
almost bothersome to me that I’m about to say what I’m going to say,
but the truth of the matter is, I actually love these creatures.
Unfathomable that I just wrote that, but it seems every day my heart
grows bigger and I have come to develop an unconditionally loving
heart for all of creation in the universe, even the greatest nightmares, I
can love and respect. But there is more that hit me than just the
loving sensation, it was actual information about the Greys that I
never experienced before.
I came to realize these creatures are taking an extraordinary risk by
coming here. They are actually extremely fearful of our species, and
yet we possess information that they so desperately need. Their
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intention is truly not to bring us harm, but it happens that they are
harming us in ways their emotional bodies are not able to
comprehend. They may be able to understand to some degree that
they are harming us, but it’s not in a way that makes them feel guilty
for their actions, it’s not in their nature to feel bad about their actions
or to contemplate how we experience harm from them. They would be
like robots in comparison to our hearts and rainbow spectrum of
emotions. We are blessed to have the energetic ranges that our forms
connect with; where the Grey aliens would only be able to perceive the
color grey, we would be able to perceive all the colors of the rainbow.
That is the difference in the beauty of our species vs the beauty of
theirs. It’s only a difference in experience, perception and
understanding. There is beauty in both species, but we have
something they don’t, and what we have is powerful beyond
measure. I respect them for facing their fears and coming here to
explore their dream. That was the sensation of love I had for them,
but I also felt sorry for them.
I saw how extraordinarily weak they are. For an advanced race with
capabilities beyond our own, they are weak in energetic expression in
comparison to us, which makes us powerful and terrifying to them.
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They know we are weak to understand our true inner power, so they
are taking their chances. What I filled our atmosphere with was
hatred and destruction of their species, a force field that they must
leave this planet and now. But when I came too, I didn’t feel that way
toward them at all. It was the oddest thing to love these creatures,
even after all the shit they’ve pulled here, but yes, I had an experience
of love toward them.
Perhaps this reaction is coming from a human being who has come to
know her own power and strength and who has developed a deeper
connection with the energetic realm, or perhaps it’s coming from a
human being who has discovered spiritual, and unconditional love for
all creations and for all vibrations. You know, it takes all vibrations to
create the symphony that is life, and life truly is a beautiful and
extraordinary symphony of sounds, and regardless of what you may
think, there is balance to all of this. There somehow is balance to all
of the sounds, despite what sounds may appear to be disharmony.
It's very odd. My human mind is not capable of understanding this as
of yet, the balance in all things, the sacred timing of all things, the
harmony in disharmony and that there truly is no such thing as
disharmony. Just as my human mind struggles to truly make sense
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of what time is. That the past, present, and future are all
simultaneously taking place, but I am only consciously aware of the
moment that feels like Now. I have concluded that time must look like
a spiral, and if not a spiral, than a circle, something circular, no
doubt. I suppose the infinity sign, the sideways 8, is a perfect
representation of past, present, and future simultaneously taking
place. I swear I could contemplate time for hours….no pun intended, if
you could even really say that was a pun, it kind of is.
But anyway, back to Grey Aliens. I truly am an advocate of human
beings turning it around and learning through love instead of relying
on our natural instincts to find reasons to dislike, hate, and fight
against anything that feels wrong. We should always stand up for
ourselves, we should always fight back toward injustice, but there is
something that alters your perception of injustice when you come to
merge with unconditional love. It’s a very weird thing and I can’t
understand yet what that means or how that makes me more
powerful, but when you can merge with unconditional love, suddenly
you are an extremely powerful force in the universe. Suddenly you
have the power of creation at your fingertips, you are creation, you are
light, you are all things when you are one with unconditional love.
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There is nothing more powerful than the force of your own energetic
being. Sometimes it feels like love is weakness, and that power comes
from the purest forces of hatred and anger, because it is a powerful
experience when you have a surge of feelings to annihilate some
asshole that just cut you off on the interstate and then slowed
down. That is the power of destruction and it is always short lived,
but that’s not true power, the truest and strongest is the power to
create. Creation comes from the vibration of light and unconditional
love which is infinite. Destruction will always only ever be
destruction.
I’m only going to say one more thing about the power of love and then
I’m going to move back to the original discussion. So obviously, there
is Avery the Human Alien. He is still a part of my every day. He is an
extraordinary alien being who is extremely advanced and his ability to
express love which is actually a terrifying experience for me. The
feeling of pure love instigates me to want to hide from him, it makes
me feel self-conscious, guilty, and like I am less of a person. It
belittles me. Pure love is terrifying to lower level vibrations.
Unfortunately, my human form vibrates less than his form so he is
hard to process. My body doesn’t have to vibrate this low, I just
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haven’t become strong enough to vibrate at the same powerful,
balanced, and harmonious expression of love that he can. I do
happen to live on Earth so this is entirely understandable. But this
does prove to me that love is far more powerful than hatred, Love can
fathom Hatred, but Hatred cannot fathom Love. So back to what I
was saying about Greys.
When I came to these strange realizations about the Grey aliens, I
noticed I was sending them loving vibes, vibes I was not expecting to
be sending out. It was rather concerning to me as I know my energy
can be felt and that I am known about in the universe, and I
sometimes that causes me to worry about what I attract. At this
moment I started funneling in thoughts about lizard beings as Greys
and Lizards do have a relationship or at least they are often working
together or seen together. The information was that Greys are a
subservient species. I’m not sure why the Greys and Lizards work
together, but there is a benefit they experience from one another, but
the Lizards are the dominate species, with the Grey’s being
subservient. They are the weaker species. It was very clear that the
lizard beings are entirely a part of their own natures. They can’t relate
to unconditional love, whereas humans can relate to that. It was odd
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too because I heard myself say, ‘You know, grey aliens are weak and I
have nothing against them, in fact, I do care about their dream and I
do have love for them, but lizard aliens are just assholes.’ Yes, it did
seem correct that the lizard aliens really are just assholes, only
because they couldn’t possibly be anything else. It would be like a
spider trying to learn how to fly, it just wouldn’t make sense for a
spider to learn how to fly, just as it wouldn’t be in the lizard nature to
understand compassion. It felt as though their nature was purely
selfish. Definitely not weak or subservient, but a physical expression
that likes to dominate other species for its own gain.
So that’s the best I can tell you about the strangeness of my morning.
Where these thoughts and feelings came from, I’m not entirely sure
where, but the experience was extremely real and vivid. I think what
it always comes back to with me is a decision to either evaluate our
world from the darker spectrum of anger, frustration, or hatred toward
what we can’t understand, or from the realm of light and
unconditional love, where all things are One, where all things are in
balance, where all things are loved, appreciated, and respected. You
can start to develop an understanding when you perceive through the
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lens of love, whereas through any other lens, it will always be a foggy
picture; it is harder to see in the dark than it is in the light.
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SACRED SEXUAL ENERGY
POSTED ON MAY 29, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
It’s hard to digest this world we live in. So much has been forgotten
and so much of what has become normal is a very disgusting and
confused interpretation of what normal should be. Normal is not
misery and hatred. Normal is not war, pain, distrust, depression, or
suicide. Normal is none of these things. Normal is balance and
harmony. Normal is a perfect oneness with what is sacred, divine,
and natural. Normal is an experience of love and joy in each and
every day. To wake up each morning, to take in the beautiful sunrise
and rejoice in the pristine, wondrous beauty of the Earth. Normal is
to rejoice in the blessing of exploring the physical realm with all the
beautiful, unique, and wondrous souls in our lives. Normal is when
we see each other for our soul vibrations, and where all souls are
loved, cherished, and respected. Normal is to finish each day with the
enchantment of the sunset and the beautiful stars, and the joy to be
surrounded by all the unique, spiritual vibrations in your life, and to
know when you fall asleep, that you will be awakening once more to a
new day in a realm of love and joy with those souls who are so dear to
you. Now that is what normal is. If you aren’t experiencing normal
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when you wake up, which is love and joy in being alive, then you are
living in an illusion. For normal to be the acceptance of pain and
misery and suffering, that is an acceptance of the illusion. The true
reality is of only love and joy. So how do we work ourselves back into
an experience of what true ‘normal’ is?
It’s not as complex or as difficult as it may seem. To turn this circus
of a reality back to a normal experience of reality, all it takes is a
choice. A choice that must be born in the hearts of all human beings
on this planet. Not just one or two human beings, but all human
beings. We must all choose to learn more about love and how we can
override what has become a natural instinct to hate, distrust, and
hide ourselves from a full expression. We have to override that with a
choice to love, not only ourselves, but all others.
We humans have a hard time accepting what we have concluded are
imperfections. The messed up thing about that, we live in a
completely and utterly imperfect world, and yet this is good enough for
us. We don’t fight for a better world, we just accept the world we live
in. There are so many sick minds on this planet, people willing to
rape children because they were raped as a child, kids with guns and
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wanting to be part of a gang to survive in a bad neighborhood where
there are other kids protecting themselves with guns, people suffering
from obesity or anorexia, people killing themselves, people scamming
each other, people who believe war is a solution to the misery and are
willing to have their bodies ripped to shreds for this violence they
believe in and the people who whole heartedly support these actions,
people stealing, people suffering from addictions to drugs, alcohol, and
gambling. All of these sick and twisted mental issues, these do not
come from a normal world, they do not come from a good and clean
and beautiful divine and sacred world, they come from a sick and
twisted world. In a sick world, the sickness is what is in control of our
minds and our abilities to make good decisions. The sickness is in
charge and the sacredness has evaporated into the invisible
background. How do we reach our hands out and embrace
sacredness and divinity again? How do we truly get back to a world of
normal? How do we do it?
We do it by remembering what it is to be natural; this is about
balance, divinity, and sacredness. Recognizing what it is to be an
energy and not a physicality. We do it by embracing unconditional
love, and unconditional love is sacred sexual energy. As weird as it is,
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sacred sexual energy will heal this entire planet. It is the only thing we
all crave and desire from one another. It is truly divine, balanced, and
harmonious, spiritual love. It is unconditional love on the level that
only a divine soul could provide, but we humans are profound
enough, we too can learn how to share love of this caliber.
Sacred sexual energy is not just the joining of two physical bodies and
the merging of two souls in a heightened, orgasmic, spiritual, and
heavenly experience, it can go beyond that, it can be shared as a
loving energy we give to each other, each and every day. Even that
person you don’t know walking along the street, even that random
person you can share sacred sexual energy with. It is a choice to love
that person unconditionally, from a deep and spiritual place, from a
place where only pure love and joy, balance, and harmony with
sacredness and divinity exist, and that is sacred sexual energy. It is
love so pure that it is spiritual, and all things spiritual are in fact,
sexual.
You have to expand your mind to understand. This is a spiritual and
unconditionally loving expression. Sacred sexual energy is the same
type of love that the spirit realm shares with us each and every day,
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and it’s the same type of love that the angelic realm shares with us
each and every day, and it is also the same type of love that the Divine
Mother and the Divine Father share with us each and every day. This
type of love we can share with one another when we start to see each
other, not as a physical body with imperfections, when we start to see
each other as a sacred physical expression, truly perfect and divine in
creation. To see each other as not only a divine physical expression
but as a sacred soul that deserves to be honored, loved, and
respected. That is infinite love, unconditional love, and it is also
sacred sexual energy, and it can heal the entire planet. It is purely
balanced, high vibrational, spiritual love, and sharing that kind of love
freely and openly with all human beings, with all divine creations, it
will truly change everything.
You see the difference between what physical feels like and what
spiritual feels like? Physical is seeing some hot chick on the street
and wanting to fuck her brains out (hence, a majority of all
heterosexual males). Spiritual is seeing a divine woman, one unique
expression of infinite expressions of divine feminine beauty in the
universe, adoring the creative energies of the universe through her
form. Loving the energy within her physical body, adoring, respecting,
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and honoring her expression, not just as a body, but as a soul. That
is sacred, that is divine, that is love, and that comes from a place that
is pure, spiritual, and it is an expression of sacred sexual energy.
This type of divine love for one another must go both ways, from male
to female and female to male. Seeing as the divine masculine energy
has overpowered and degraded what is divine female energy, it is
imperative for the male to allow himself to step aside and honor the
female goddess who has been degraded for centuries. It is imperative
for the male to choose to heal the female expression for all of her pain
and suffering in this world. When the male choose to do this for the
female, suddenly an explosive balance between the sexes can be had
and suddenly a purity in the experience of life, as a loving expression
and not as a miserable one, can be achieved. There has to be balance,
there has to be a respect for sacredness, divinity, and a humility and
yet strength to embrace the power of love, divine and sacred sexual
love.
What we don’t honor and what we don’t respect, we will experience in
the form of misery and degradation by the Grand Teacher who wants
us to learn honor and respect by teaching us what it feels like to not
be honored and respected. It’s a painful karmic universe we live in. If
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we can’t learn how to love one another, we will experience painful love
from the reverse perspective until we get it right, until we let go and
say, ‘Okay, I’ve had enough of the painful teacher, I choose love now, I
choose to love myself and I choose to love all creations on this planet
and planets beyond.’ Only in love can we live in a loving world. Only
in love will the reflection of love exist. In a world where we all embrace
sacred sexual energy, a purest balance with divine sexual, spiritual,
and infinitely loving energy, only in such a world will we be able to
rejoice in that type of reflection, and that is truly the reflection of a
normal world. Love is a normal world, anything less is illusion.
So, to find our way back to a world that is truly normal, we must all
choose to alter our perception of what normal is, and to make a choice
to want to experience love and joy in each and every waking moment
in the physical realm. We have to choose to see each other as a divine
creation, one of infinite physical divine creations, and then to adore
the energetic vibration within each physical creation. Remember, we
live in a sick and twisted world. We live in a world where normal is for
new born baby boys to have their sexual organs cut and young girls to
have their clitorises removed and vaginas sewn shut. What kind of
sick and twisted and disgusting world is okay with this? Where is the
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sacredness in mutilating and torturing our physical forms, not just
our physical forms, but our sacred and divine sexual organs, and this
mutilation is being done to our children! Just think about the world
today and recognize all the ways the world does not reflect love, and
thus is not a normal world, it is an illusion.
This illusionary world has been far too dark and disturbing for my
mind and heart to process at times. It’s so hard that I have suffered
from a severe depression for so many years and unable to bear to live
on this planet. Well, I have had to make a choice myself. Either I can
live here in the misery, or I can choose to empower myself through
embracing the strength within my divine female form, the strength
that is the vibration of my ancient and powerful soul, and I can choose
to have a voice that will vibrationally enhance every physical form that
chooses to read or listen to my words. So I say it now:
I choose for all human beings who choose to embrace these words, to be
vibrationally enhanced by the spiritual realm to have an altered
perception, an enhanced and higher vibrational experience of what love
is. To have the strength and power to embrace that new vibration and
to reflect that vibration toward all other physical forms that they cross
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paths with. That this vibration may spread across the planet, to
rejuvenate our human forms, human experiences, and to bring natural
and pristine beauty back to the Earth, through a balance between the
divine sexes and an infinite harmony with love and sacred sexual
expression.
So now, hopefully, after all of that, you can start to see with different
eyes. You can start to ask questions about why you choose to live in a
difficult and unsatisfactory world verse a world where you can
experience love on a daily basis. Let your mind wander and help you
develop a new game plan for how you can bring more love into your
life and how you can share more love with the outside world. We are
all on this planet together, and thus we are all experiencing a
compilation of everyone’s ability to love themselves and love others.
The more human beings that decide to work a little harder at loving
themselves and loving others, that will reflect across the planet, not
just in each and every individual reality, but in all realities on Earth,
and then it will start to reflect in the natural beauty of the planet we
inhabit. A sick planet is the result of a sick human mind, and a
thriving planet is the result of a loving human heart.
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This is all I can share for right now. I hope it gives you a new
perspective on our world and toward your own personal experience of
life, and perhaps even an inspiration to embrace love in new and more
profound ways.
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PLANETARY ALIGNMENT ON
6/29/2015
POSTED ON JUNE 30, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I noticed a strange red sun yesterday evening and it was followed too
by a strange red moon. I’m very serious in this observation, I honestly
thought there must be an eclipse or something astronomically odd
going on, but alas, I couldn’t find anything about this on the internet.
I thought I must be crazy, it must be a normal sun and for some
unexplainable reason it just doesn’t look normal today. When I went
to bed, I didn’t even check for the moon, my son pointed it out, and
then I was mind boggled again by the strange red hue.
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I went to bed last night, a little under the weather, and I did feel under
the weather. I felt sad in my heart, for no real explainable reason. I
have to keep an eye on my emotional state, it’s important. I’m
constantly looking for clues to the energetic world we live in, and I can
often find them by keeping an eye on my emotional state. So, in my
down-trodden state, I was contemplating this some as I was dozing off
to sleep. I thought about the sun and the moon and my random,
unexplainable feelings, and why I would be having those for no real
reason.
When I woke up this morning, I was honestly unsure what happened
in the middle of the night as I felt like a completely different person. I
was joyfully, wide awake, and ready to get up and ready for work at
5:30 am. That’s unusual. I listened to random music as I got ready,
and I never listen to music because I don’t want the sound to wake my
kids up. Before I left my house, I read some spiritual newsletter and it
was so silly, the language they were using. Instead of using words
like, ‘Making friends,’ the words were, ‘Making alliances.’ Then,
instead of saying something like, ‘Being open to the Light of All,’ the
words were, ‘You are now an empty vessel ready to fill.’ Who says,
‘Empty Vessel?’ that’s like saying the glass is half empty. Empty is
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not the word to describe spiritual enlightenment. I don’t know, it was
all so funny when I was reading it.
I drove to work and everything just seemed to be so silly or a good
reason to just laugh, and for no explainable reason at all. The energy
was intensifying and I could feel the electrical particles surrounding
me, it felt like trillions of tiny little electrical beings charged with
laughter and joyful energy. It was seriously overwhelming the
sensation of pure joy, I was starting to freak out from the energy
overload.
Once I got to work, I turned on Pandora Radio and this song came
on, Mr. Saxobeat, I love this song. It was insane, it was like I was
instantly getting sucked into a geyser of super joy, more than my car
ride. It felt like super joy on the level of all particles and realities now
splitting apart and revealing the other side of the moon. I honestly
couldn’t hardly stand it. How do you smile and laugh when you can
only smile so big or laugh so much, what then? I felt like I was
splitting all the atoms apart and I was starting to see the world piece
away in layers. It was so much I had to change to some Marilyn
Manson just to calm myself down, and I seriously did, and this did
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help me finally calm down to a normal level (isn’t that slightly
terrible?).
I was contemplating this throughout the day. I’m definitely back to a
normal state of being. I’m learning though to use the mind as little as
possible during these weird energetic moments, just go with the flow
of the tide, don’t try to understand it, just go with it even if none of
this makes any sense. If you resist the tide, you’ll always ever stay in
the same place or swim in the wrong direction. You have to go where
the tide takes you, even if it means the world is like a banana getting
peeled on the atomic level and you have absolutely no visual image of
this taking place, only the projection of this reality as it travels
through your blood stream, through your heart, and into your brain.
This is real life as revealed through your own blood stream freaking
out on some level unknown to your human form.
But moving along, I will tell you something about information. The
real information always formulates in your blood, the back of your
imagination, the front of your imagination, in your heart, in your skin,
in your energy field, and anywhere else you can develop a connection
with information when it doesn’t come from your own physical
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brain. I’m not even sure what the brain is good for except deceiving
you, because all information basically comes from waves of light and
energetic fluctuations which are sensed without the brain (I
swear!). The imagination is honestly a connection with your infinite
soul, the heart is the most expansive brain because the information
that comes from you heart is always translated through the lens of
unconditional and infinite love. The emotional body is where the best
memories are stored. Haven’t you ever had something you cherished,
someone, some music, some thing, and it went missing for like 10
years, and then suddenly came back to you? Then, when you see it
again, touch it, hear it, experience it again for the first time, after all of
those years, and it’s it like you just stepped into a time warp and you
are right back to that exact place and time when you loved that one
thing so much. The emotional body does that for you, it creates that
refreshed reality for you, like time never passed. The skin is like
photosynthesis for information. You don’t realize you absorb
information from the air, water, other people’s energy fields and the
skin is the master of decoding this information. The skin can also tell
you when something’s not right, you get an uncomfortable feeling, but
how can that be? Is it the brain giving that to you, or some undefined
sense that alerts you to what your eyes don’t see? The brain is
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literally so annoying. The brain makes sense of going to work Monday
through Friday, and making money to afford to live. The emotional
body, the heart, the blood, the imagination, the skin, these parts of
you develop the real substance of life, the real reason for living. Your
brain is like a calculator that just wants to compute, but all of these
other parts of you are like the light of the universe, trying to connect
you to more and more and more, trying to fill your world with so much
reason for being.
Anyway, it was the most peculiar experience of joy I’ve had, I think,
ever in my life. You know it’s the most peculiar experience of joy when
the joy itself is causing your perception of reality to split apart and
you have no smile or laughter that can even help you digest that sheer
amount of joy. It was so much, my human body couldn’t even process
it alone, I needed the help of Marilyn Manson to calm me down, and
phew, what a relief, and also, kind of an unfortunate relief because I
would love it if I could digest that much joy. It just goes to show what
the experience of the spirit realm is like vs the experience of a human
life. The experience of joy just is not even comparable.
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Because of the weirdness, I asked my psychic friend, Anthony Vatuna,
if he knew anything about the energies on 6/29. I was relieved to find
out I wasn’t insane, that there was a planetary alignment that takes
place every 2000 years, and souls with a great many alien lifetimes
have a sensitive reaction to it. So I’m not entirely insane, wahoo! I
will tell you, I do feel back to normal again, but I at least had to share
the strangeness of that experience. Fingers crossed, I’m not the only
one who had it!
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SPIRIT VS ALIEN INTERACTIONS –
HOW TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE
POSTED ON JULY 5, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
I will share some similarities between spirits and aliens and how they
communicate with us humans, only because this is extremely
important. All human beings should know how to talk to spirits and
aliens, just as well as all human beings should know how to
breathe. Oh, all living humans actually know how to breathe, so you
really should know how to talk to spirits and aliens, so here’s lesson
101.
Spirits are obviously just energies, no physical form, just the energetic
form. I’ve seen spirits as thick vapors of pure light or darkness, I’ve
seen hordes of spirits and they honestly looked like clouds of dust.
I’ve seen more developed spirits take on forms that look like creatures,
humans, aliens, and there was one time I saw a spirit that’s
expression even looked mechanical, like a robot person.
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Spirits don’t usually introduce themselves as just an energy, they
usually reveal themselves with a physical identity; an appearance
related to some physical form in the universe, something both your
vibrations relate too. That can complicate the ability to tell the
difference as to whether or not you are speaking to a spirit or an alien
because the form they take can look alien sometimes. Spirits are very
quick to help you understand though, unless they are manipulators.
Those are darker vibrations. They can even come to you like your best
friend and their energy can feel so tempting that you would never
want to resist it. Always, ALWAYS resist dark energies. They have the
ability to become possessive of your energy, and while in a human
form, there’s a vulnerability in your awareness as to what is exactly
going on. These spirits are NOT your friends. These energies can be
like parasites and they become electrically charged by your energy
field, which would feel like a sexual orgasm to them, just by latching
onto your vibration. Your vibration would then feed them in this way
which is an extremely joyful experience for them and why they can
become very, very possessive and refuse to leave. These spirits can
manipulate the joy you experience in your life. Their energy will
always bring you down, it would only be natural for that to happen. It
would be like being a happy person surrounded by people who are
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pessimistic all the time. Eventually, you’ll start to become pessimistic
too. It’s only inevitable because your vibration would start to interact
with their lower, pessimistic vibration, and that vibration would begin
to alter your harmony. Darker spirits do this too. You can always,
ALWAYS so no to any spirit. You have the right to refuse them, and to
tell them to go away. Even a possessed person can say no and they
can demand their freedom and those lower level vibrations HAVE to go
away. It HAS to happen. When you allow them into your energy field,
you give them permission, when you say, ‘NO,’ firmly, you are
unplugging them and knocking them out of your ballpark.
Good spirits, like your spirit guides, those would be very close
relatives of your vibration, spirits that have a perfect balance and
harmony with your own. They are spirits who have walked the same
path and are know-it-alls in what your soul has come here to
do. They are spirits that want to help guide you and give you
suggestions on how to make this the best experience possible. They
are the good voices in your head. Spirits communicate to you with
thoughts that seem to be from your own brain, but they actually are
coming from your soul connections. It’s like a circuit of information
that is feeding into you and your brain insists its coming from your
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almighty brain when really it’s coming from the spirit realm and
digested through your energy field as information.
You can see the spirit realm anytime you want to; just allow the
images to reveal themselves in your own mind. Don’t try to create
images, just let the images create themselves. Talk to the air in your
imaginary world and ask it to show you something. Ask the air in
your imagination to reveal your spirit guides so you can develop a
closer bond with them. It’s all very simple, and the spirit realm
LOVES it when a human being can go beyond this realm of deception
we live in, and start to acknowledge we live in a spiritual world and
not a physical world. Not a world completely bound by physical
laws. You are just as much a part of the spirit realm as the spirit
realm is a part of the physical realm. Interacting with spirit is truly
easy because you too are spirit.
Spirit interactions are usually lighter, there isn’t a physical experience
attached with it, although spirits can create physical sensations
too. Alien interactions feel heavier, more like you are at a coffee shop
talking to a friend. There is more a physical sensation to it. Aliens
can look human or non-human. Aliens will visit you with a very vivid
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picture of what they look like. I usually see their face, and sometimes
I see a background image of where they live. I’ve seen a grey alien,
reptilian alien, I’ve seen a human alien, horse alien, praying mantis
alien, and now a rock looking creature alien. I’ve interacted with my
own soul in a past life self before. I’ve done this several times. The
form I once was, I was an egg shaped person, very large, I was female
and had amazing abilities. I call this version of myself, Mother Egg
Self. She literally takes care of me in this lifetime. If you could take
care of your future selves, you would do it too. She has helped me
solve some very severe emotional challenges and in what only took
maybe 5 minutes of energetic rebalancing. I can feel her share this
with me. This is the physical interactions you can have with aliens.
You can see them, they can share very real energetic sensations with
your physical form.
The more you interact beyond the planet, the more you realize there is
no such thing as distance at all. It’s fascinating, but it honestly feels
like everything sits on top of everything, like all living forms, all
spiritual forms, all planets, stars, everything is literally contained in
the size of a tiny box, and this tiny box is all inside of you. I’m also
inside of it just as every living thing is inside of it, I am you just as you
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are me. You possess the entire physical and spiritual realm inside of
your heart. That is exactly what it feels like. Once you discover this,
you can go anywhere, see anything, and do anything you want. Talk
to anybody. Once you can see that the Earth itself can be fit into the
size of your palm, and that you can share beaming bright white light
to cleanse the Earth and heal her, when you can realize you really are
that big in a tiny world and that you aren’t small in a big world, now
suddenly you will realize your own personal power.
To talk to any spirit or talk to any alien, all you have to do is ask. All
you have to do is literally say, ‘Hello.’ You may speak a language, but
all language is translated into vibrations. The word Hello is also like
sending a hug and a message of love into the stars for your soul
friends to feel and open up a connective portal with you. You have
soul friends that live in the stars. You have soul friends that live in
the spirit realm. You literally have infinite friends, and when you stop
and realize you aren’t human, and you realize that you are not just an
individual, but you are One, one energy that is all spirit and all
physical combined, and it is all combined in your heart. When you
realize all of this, suddenly you are All that Is, Was, and Ever Will Be,
and there is nothing more powerful than the power of your own
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dreams. Dreams are the expansion of your own vibration of
unconditional love.
Most people don’t realize it, but dark energies also have their own
vibration of unconditional love. It is their awareness, their unique gift,
their unique perspective. It is just as much you as you are it. We all
are a reflection of each other, and when you come to see that you are
the mirror and that everyone else is a reflection of your mirror, and
that everyone is also a mirror and you are a reflection of their mirror,
when you can see all of this, you suddenly realize there is only The
Mirror. The world will always only be as small or as large as you want
to make it. You hold the power in the palm of your own hand.
So, after sharing that with you, open your mind, open your heart,
enhance your vibration and see what’s out there. It’s far more amazing
than you can find on your television. It’s far more amazing than what
you can find in your own community. Branching off of the Earth is
truly an amazing and enlightening experience. What were you born
for, to just live and die, or to be a true explorer of the unknown? This
is your chance to really see what’s out there. Don’t ever hold yourself
back due to your own lack of interest or fears of what you might run
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into. Don’t say No to the extraordinary world of All, it’s beyond
anything and everything you’ve ever known.
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MY NEW ALIEN FRIEND,
IPAYGUS, THE ROCK MAN
POSTED ON JULY 5, 2015 WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
What I’m about to share with you is going to sound like a bunch of
phony-bologna, but all of this is 100% real. It’s as real as you being
human and an alien being an alien; as real as our Earth being one
living planet in a universe filled with infinite planets and infinite living
beings. Human beings can interact with aliens as easily as you can
interact with your television remote. None of this is hocus-pocus or
insane or unbelievable, so now I’m going to tell you about a new friend
I made in the universe. This new friend is as real as you and I. He
has a most unsuspecting appearance. He gave me the name Ipaygus
a few days ago, but I’ll tell you more about that later. He is very tall,
I’d say close to eight feet tall. His color is an extremely dark purple
color, almost black. His skin is not skin at all, in fact, I thought he
was made out of rock. I called him, ‘Creature,’ when he first
introduced himself, and I was not certain he was trustworthy. I saw
his world was a very dark place and seemed extremely barren. It was
dark there, like the color of his rock appearance. His appearance
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made me think of hardened volcanic lava, so his skin isn’t smooth, it’s
like obsidian rock, where there can be sharper edges but smooth
edges too.
I wasn’t certain at first if he was alien or spirit, because alien and
spirit can visit in the same way and I always want to know. There is a
certain vulnerability I experience with darker entities, only because
they have hungers and can attach to your vibration, so I get extremely
protective of my energy field with dark spiritual vibrations. Aliens
don’t attach to your vibration; they are physical forms separate from
your physical form so I feel less vulnerable in that way, but there is
still vulnerability that lies in feeling as though I exist within a form
that is underdeveloped and can be taken advantage of. I know how
aliens can alter programing, and what my human expression can feel
like is similar to a computer that can be reprogramed, and I have felt
this happening before. Not necessarily in a negative way, but it still
disturbs me because these moments feel out of my control. I can’t say
yes or no to them, they are downloads of information that are forced
into me through universal changes and I’m almost certain there are
alien frequency waves that I am susceptible too that also have this
same impact. It’s like turning a radio on to the right station,
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sometimes my radio station and some other radio station combine as
one and I feel a download take place and when it happens, my body
literally becomes paralyzed. I’m 100% aware but unable to move until
this download completes itself. I have told it to go away before, using
extremely harsh energetic explosions and death threats, which does
work, it’s like ripping out the plug. I’ve only felt the need to do that
once, only because I didn’t like being paralyzed for 15 minutes, I didn’t
agree with that. This downloading is taking place more and more
frequently and all human beings are experiencing it. Whether you are
aware or not, you are experiencing downloads of information. That’s
probably going to sound scary or completely absurd, and both would
be incorrect evaluations. This is not scary or absurd, this is 100%
real and not something to be afraid of, just like all things in life, you
should always be fearless toward everything, because there truly is
nothing to be afraid of. So, taking all of this into mind, I’m always
very careful in allowing any entity into my realm of experience, I have
to know for sure they can be trusted. I don’t want a no-good spirit
visiting me and I don’t want a no-good alien visiting me, and usually
the light of darkness makes me suspicious of intentions, so I really
wasn’t sure about this creature.
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But back to the story, seeing the creature and being unsure of its
intentions, I guarded myself to test its energy field, see what he meant
to me, and try to understand why this creature had introduced
himself. I do stand an extremely tough guard against darker
vibrations, spirit or alien, only to show them this soul I possess
doesn’t take well to funny business. This introduction had to happen
while I was at work, a most awkward place to have psychic
conversations. Then too, I’ve been putting my nose to the grindstone
the last few weeks so I’ve been trying very hard to stay out of focus
with spirit, if only to keep my wheels turning here in the human
world. It gets extremely distracting when you can feel energy fields
and you interact with spirits all the time, and even Avery the Alien is
an amazing distraction. Who wouldn’t want to see a hunk-a-hunk-a
burning hotness from some other planet that thinks you’re fantastic. I
know this all sounds psychologically ridiculous, but I’m extremely
aware of what is real and what is not real. Believe it or not, Avery is
entirely real. I spent approximately five years trying to figure out if he
was a mental delusion, a ghost, or a spirit, because I couldn’t even
fathom him being alien. It took a long time for me to discover he was
an alien. I can’t make up the ways he can alter my energy field, I can’t
make up the complete interruption of normal life by some extremely
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attractive guy visiting what most humans would conclude is the
imagination, and all of this happening while I had absolutely no
thoughts to prompt such an event. It’s not like I was zoning out in la-
la-land and some good-looking guy just enters my imagination, nope,
this is like a cellphone call and I can see his face and I can choose to
answer or not answer. Naturally, I choose to answer when an
extremely amazing hot guy calls, so you can see how this works, and
when I saw this creature interrupt my world, I was rather startled, but
also rather thrilled because the spirit and alien world is far more
amazing than the human world which insists on being extremely,
extremely … well … like a lot of cattle walking around aimlessly and
happily placed in the illusionary world where nothing exists outside of
the tiniest little fraction of a world around them. Literally, it’s like the
size of an ant farm that the entire planet Earth shares with each
other. No wonder there are so many wars, we need to let go of the
boundaries and open our hearts to let the stars of the universe heal us
and reconnect our souls to the light of so many amazing beings from
so many amazing other worlds out there.
But back to the story again! (Sorry, I keep getting off on a tangent) So I
was hard at work, and then suddenly, there he was. It was a very
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dark face, with pure black eyes. The head grows outward into very
sharp ridges. I was energetically taken aback, and then immediately
stood my ground against him and demanded, ‘What do you want,
Creature!’ The image opened up to his world which was just as jagged
and rocky as his appearance. All a very dark purple color. I saw his
full form which is identically human in shape. He has eyes, what is
like a nose and mouth, all in normal human placement. He stands
like a man, with a head, a normal sized neck, shoulders, with two
arms and two legs, and with hands and feet in the same place and in
the same shape as our own human hands and feet. I could evaluate
his skin better, which I still thought he was like a rock person, but
now I see his skin would be like an exoskeleton. Like a hard shell over
his entire body, like an insect would have, or you see turtles with a
shell. The turtle shell may not look like living matter, but that shell is
as alive as the turtle. His skin looks like obsidian rock, but it’s a
living exoskeleton. He does have a tongue, and he does speak, he
makes sounds that are like scratching noises.
I was very apprehensive of him. In the process of meeting him, I had
gone through several days of what were very unexpected energy
visitations by darker entities. One was a dark vapor with glowing
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electrical eyes, it was a very possessive entity. There was also a
similar entity, more physical, but pure white with black glowing eyes,
and then what was like a 1 foot tall pure white gremlin. It’s a long
story where these entities came from. It did rattle my cage a bit, but
only worked to make me energetically stronger, which may have
prompted how this being found me. Thing is, no spirit and no alien
has a right to walk on your ground. If they show themselves to you,
you say, ‘No!’ if you don’t want them there, and you stand firm on that
choice. They do not have a right to violate your energy field or human
form, and if they still insist on stepping on your ground, you fight
back with all the energy you got. It’s an energetic war, and human
beings forget that we are energetically powerful creatures. We can
destroy entire worlds or create entire worlds with the power of our own
human minds. Human beings don’t realize that because we choose to
behave like mindless cattle. Cattle will always be cattle, but human
beings who choose to behave like cattle truly deserve to be treated as
such, which is why we are being taken advantage of by very
disagreeable alien entities. They treat us in disagreeable ways
because we don’t stand our ground. They really are only behaving in
alignment with their own natures and with their own dreams and
goals, which is a very beautiful thing in the universe, although it
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doesn’t feel very beautiful when it happens to be violating to us and
our perception of reality.
So, I was very energetically aggressive against this creature, as I
wasn’t sure his intentions. I wasn’t going to block him out, I was only
going to let him know I want nothing to do with him if he has ill
intentions for me, while still allowing room for him to at least explain
himself so I could make a clear decision. He was very interesting. His
demeanor was unimaginably patience. It was like he could live for
50,000 years and it would feel like 10 minutes to us. There was no
perception of time as we feel it, nor was there anything that related to
caring about time passing. I could feel all of this about him. He was
extremely non-threatening and showing me that in his demeanor, that
he was not there to hurt me or harm me in anyway. He was curious
about me, it was like he found me, and was extremely patient in
allowing me to feel comfortable with him. In fact, the interaction was
more me exploring him through energetically sensing him than him
going out of his way to tell me about himself.
The longer I focused on him, the softer my heart became and I started
to recognize his soul. In fact, I felt our soul connection as real and
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vibrant as it is with Avery. I honestly thought he may be Avery’s spirit
from some other place and time, because the meaning was the same,
but no, he is not Avery. His soul is different from Avery’s soul and my
soul. We are all somehow linked or aware of each other, our souls
really know and care about each other, but we are all separate soul
expressions, and clearly choosing different forms on different planets
in this lifetime. I feel a very real positive feeling that Avery is as much
aware of me and this creature as I am aware of this creature and
Avery and this creature is aware of Avery and myself. It’s
dumbfounding the feeling is.
The longer I stood evaluating this creature before me, the more I
started melting with greater and greater joy that he had found me, and
I could feel him like a long lost friend. I wasn’t certain why he was
there though, but the interaction became more filled with what was
energy interactions. I don’t know why, but I was inspired to heal
him. I started using pure white light on him at first, and this seemed
unfavorable. Another reason why I thought maybe he was from a
darker spectrum of light, because darkness is light too. Then
something unusual happened, and from my hands, I developed what
was pure dark light, like the same darkness as his own physical form,
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and I engulfed his entire body in it and I saw him change from what
felt like an aged expression to a youthful one, even his color was more
vibrant. It was unimaginable, and I began to discover that even dark
light can be healing to some forms and that dark light isn’t always
negative, that it can have positive effects too. I’ve been slightly
astounded by this. I have always seen creation as the spark of light,
but then I have to remind myself that light never created dark, that
dark was the beginning and dark inspired light into being. That’s
truly what it feels like inside of me. That dark needed light or else it
would always only ever be darkness. Light can be all of the colors, but
dark will always only ever be dark. Perhaps there was always just all
the spectrums of light, even dark light, but my human self seems to
like this understanding of creation, because it helps me see why dark
is as important as light and allows me to feel a bond, respect, and
unconditional love for all of creation, even the darker spectrums. So
when I healed this creature using pure dark light, it was extraordinary
the outcome. He became more vibrant in color and energy. He
showed me that he can be more than just dark purple in color, but all
the colors of the rainbow. It makes me think he can change his skin
to mimic the colors around him, like a chameleon can do, that was my
understanding of it.
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I have been slowly getting to know him over the last week or so, which
is when I came to discover his name is Ipaygus. I woke up and I could
feel his presence there. It was the most welcoming thing because his
spirit is so familiar to me, so it was like being woken up by a long lost
friend, who just happens to look like a volcanic hardened-lava
man. And here I just happen to look like, well, human. I feel so
vulnerable now, knowing the difference between having an exoskeleton
and having an endoskeleton. I never felt this way until I met him and
could feel what his body feels like. Human beings actually have a
very vulnerable physical expression. We are literally as vulnerable as
worms. We don’t have any armor to protect our bodies, but we also
don’t live on a very harsh planet where you have vulnerabilities and
need a hard exterior. It’s so strange, but this creature’s body seems
extremely normal now to me, almost more favorable than my own, if
only because of the feeling of protection. I didn’t know what the
feeling of vulnerability felt like until I knew what a protective shell can
feel like, it’s much better.
But when I woke up, and he was there, I asked him what his name
was, so I could call him a name instead of Creature or Rock Man. I
saw the letters in my mind, and I pronounced them as Ipayguss, but it
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wasn’t spelled that way, it was spelled exactly as Ipaygus. He showed
me that I have been a rock person like him in other lives, and that he
has been human like me in other lives. He showed me a male human
form that he has been before. He looked extremely…well…human.
The age of this form would be like 20’s, with shorter dark brown hair,
maybe just over six foot I’d say. The skin was Caucasian, but on the
spectrum that tans in the summer, no freckles or anything. I seem to
recall this person, I’m certain I’ve known him as this male in a past
lifetime. The name is rather Greek sounding to me. I did a Google
search on it to see if it had any meaning. I found the Greek name
Lapetus, which is the Greek Titan, ‘God of Mortality,’ and I asked this
creature if I had his name wrong, maybe there is some meaning he
was trying to share with me about himself through the name he chose,
but he was very insistent that he wants me to call him Ipaygus,
exactly as he gave it to me.
It’s weird, but when I first typed it out, I suddenly felt like this was his
real name from some past lifetime and I’ve called him by this name
before. It was so real to me that I started crying. It’s hard to admit
that emotional reaction, I get that I’m already far-fetched enough as it
is, but I can’t deny the experience of energy I feel and the
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remembrance of more than what the average human can remember or
experience in the living universe. Sometimes, it doesn’t feel like any
separation between lifetimes so it would be natural for me to react this
way. Just seeing his name in writing and hearing myself say it out
loud, I honestly felt this feeling like I severely missed him. I always
choose to allow my soul to share the truth with me through my heart,
so how I react to the world around me is different, and how I perceive
the world around me seems like fantasy to others, but this is all
extremely real to me. You can’t argue that we live in an INFINITE
universe, and there is far more out there than imaginable. If you stare
at your television and your cellphone, you’ll never notice the stars
above you, and you’ll never see beyond your own human eyes. You
have to see with your heart. Like a blind man sees with all of his
senses, to see what is beyond our human world, you literally have to
sense it out, with your heart, and with your skin, and with your
mind’s eye, which will reveal to you more than your wildest dreams
can think up.
So, this new friend I made in the universe, he looks exactly like a man
made out of dark purple obsidian rock. His soul is extremely aged
and wise, he is non-threatening, and his experience of time is non-
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