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Rxe‡b we‡kl g~j¨ enb K‡i| GB QwewUB Avgv‡K Dcnvi †`Iqv exw_i cÖ_g †Kv‡bv Qwe|
Avwg we‡klfv‡e ab¨ev` Ávcb Ki‡Z PvB cÖ‡Z¨K‡K hviv Zv‡`i g~j¨evb †jLbxi gva¨‡g Avgv‡`i
GB cÖ‡Póv‡K mv_©K K‡i‡Qb| Avwg ab¨ev` Rvbv‡Z PvB hviv me©`v Avgv‡`i mvnm RywM‡q‡Qb| gbxlv
Zvu i Av`k©, e¨w³Z¡, wek^vm Avi fv‡jvevmvq Avgv‡`i gv‡SB _vK‡eb wPiKvj GB Kvgbv me©ÿ‡Yi|

18 Rjy vB, 2020 mKy zgvi `Ë
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†_‡K †KD Avi KLbI †diZ Av‡mbv| Avgvi mePvB‡Z wcÖqRb, Avgvi mePvB‡Z AvcbRb, Avgvi
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ms¯‹iY¸‡jv‡Z Zv ms‡kvab K‡i wb‡Z|
mvaviYZ, ¯§iwYKvM‡y jv‡Z Avgiv †h ai‡Yi cÖKvk †`‡L _vwK †mm‡ei cvkvcvwk GLv‡b gbxlv gÛ‡ji
cÖPyi QweI hy³ Kiv n‡q‡Q| GQvovI Zvu i ¯§„wZ weRwoZ †ek wKQy w¯’iwPÎI ms‡hvRb Kiv n‡q‡Q hv
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hZUv m¤¢e cvV‡Ki Kv‡Q Z‡y j ai‡Z|
¯§iwYKvwU cÖKv‡ki wm×všÍ MÖn‡Yi ci †_‡K Gi bvg wb‡qI †ek †f‡ewQ| A‡bK †f‡ewP‡šÍB g‡b nj
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Avgvi gv‡K wb‡q iwPZ ÔGKRb gbxlvÕ Avi Zv n‡jB Avgv‡`i mKj cwikÖg mv_©K e‡j g‡b Ki‡ev|

18 Rjy vB, 2020 w`e¨‡R¨vwZ `Ë
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my` gIKdz gbxlv gÛj 07
M‡íi bvg `vwRw© js gbxlv gÛj 09
kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b GKw`b gbxlv gÛj 12
PvKix gbxlv gÛj 15
me nvwi‡q Avwg eo GKv myKgz vi `Ë 22
gv‡K wb‡q fvebv Avgvi Zbky Öx `Ë 29
†Zvgv‡K mePvB‡Z †ewk fv‡jvevwm gv w`e¨‡R¨vwZ `Ë 37
mevi eo eow` gwbKv †cvÏvi 56
eo g‡bi AwaKvix Avgvi eow` KwYKv gÛj 64
Avgvi Av`‡ii †evb exw_ mwÄr Kgz vi gÛj 68
Ggb eÜZz ¡ Avi †Kv_vI mw„ ó n‡ebv Wv. kvwnb bI‡ivRx 74
g‡b c‡o... cïcwZ gÛj 82
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My Dear Mother In Law Taposh Kr. Mallik 98
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God’s Masterpiece Ayushi Paul 106
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w`w`i Rb¨ memgq cÖv_b© v Kwi mvabv wek^vm 118
cÖwZwbqZ †eŠw`i ¯§w„ ZPviY Kwi Kvgiæj Bmjvg 124
fv‡jvevmvi GKUv bvg: eogvwm mvwRqv mvgwib gxg 130
Avgvi exw_w` K_b nvwdRyi ingvb 134
k‡Ö ×q gbxlv g¨v‡gi ¯§i‡Y... Gm G Gg ZvnwRe †di‡`Šm 139
w`w`‡K wb‡q Avgvi hZ ¯§w„ Z †gvmv. dwi`v Bqvmwgb 144
fvj gvbly wn‡m‡e Avgv‡`i gv‡SB Zywg _vK‡e KvRx gvngy`v AvLZvi 148
Avgvi k‡Ö ×q Ges c~Rbxq eo gvwm †`evsï †cvÏvi 152
w``vi Rb¨ Avwbkv gwjøK 154
Avgvi eow` gwjøKv gÛj 160
Avgv‡`i †eŠw` Kvgiæ¾vgvb cjvk 170
g‡bi ¯§„wZ‡Z gbxlv w``yb kwg©ôv ˆgÎ
nvm¨¾j¡ †eŠw` Avãyi iwk`
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Never Knew, Our First Meet Will Be Our Last Rasmita Pradhan

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gbxlv gÛj

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mv`vwm‡a| Uv½vBj †Rjvi AšÍM©Z KvwjnvZx _vbvi †Mvnvwjqvevwo MÖv‡g wgwni evey bv‡g GK
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msmvi| evwoi wKQy RvqMv Rwg Avi wgwni eveiy PvKixi myev‡` msmv‡i ZvB †Kv‡bv Afve AbUb
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gwnjv msmv‡ii KvR Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv wKQyB Rv‡bb bv| nVvr ¯^vgx‡K nvwi‡q gwjbv †`exi gv_vq †hb
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Kv‡Q †h mvgvb¨ UvKv cqmv Av‡Q Zv wZwb Av‡MB AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb Avi AvcbRb‡`i Kv‡Q e‡j w`‡q‡Qb|
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e¨vsK Kg©KZ©viv Zv‡`i evwo G‡j Av‡kcv‡ki †jvKRb I ¯’vbxq MY¨gvb¨ e¨w³iv †mLv‡b nvwRi nb|
gwjbv †`ex †Q‡j `y‡Uv‡K Zv‡`i mvg‡b nvZ †Rvo K‡i `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z ej‡jb| KviY, wZwb m`¨
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GUv †mUv ejvi ci me‡k‡l ewy S‡q †M‡jb, wKw¯Íi UvKv bv w`‡j †kl ch©šÍ evwoUvI Zv‡`i nvZQvov
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†`ex `„pcÖwZÁv, XvKv Zv‡K †h‡ZB n‡e| Av‡kcv‡ki gvbly ‡`i †_‡K †R‡b wb‡jb Kxfv‡e †h‡Z nq
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ciw`b †fvi PviUvi †U«‡b XvKv †cŠ‡Q e¨vs‡Ki †nW Awd‡m nvwRi n‡jb gwjbv †`ex| wKš‘ mvivw`b
A‡c¶v K‡iI m‡y hvM Av‡mbv K_v ejvi| Ggwb K‡i mvZUv w`b †K‡U hvq| gwjbv †`ex cÖwZw`b †fvi
PviUvi †U«‡b XvKv hvb Avi mܨvi †U«‡b evwo wd‡i Av‡mb| wKš‘ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cv‡ib bv KviI
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wZwb Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb, †Kb gwjbv †`ex †ivR Av‡mb GLv‡b| gwjbv †`ex wKQyB ej‡Z cv‡ib bv, †Kej
Kuv`‡Z _v‡Kb AS‡i| me ï‡b f`ª‡jvK gwjbv †`ex‡K ej‡jb, Ògv, Avcwb GgwW m¨v‡ii mv‡_ †`Lv
Ki‡Z cvi‡eb? GKgvÎ wZwbB Avcbvi mgm¨vi mgvavb K‡i w`‡Z cv‡ib|Ó
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gwjbv †`exi Ávb wd‡i G‡jv| kieZ LvIqvi ci gwjbv †`ex wKQUy v my¯’‡eva Ki‡jb| wZwb GgwW
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Ògv, Avcwb KZ w`‡bi g‡a¨ FY †kva Ki‡Z cvi‡eb?Ó
gwjbv †`ex ej‡jb, Òm¨vi, Avgvi `By eQi mgq jvM‡e GB FY †kva Ki‡Z|Ó
GgwW m¨vi ej‡jb, ÒAvcbvi †Kv‡bv my` w`‡Z n‡ebv| wZb eQi ci ïay AvmjUv †diZ †`‡eb,
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gwjbv †`ex GgwW m¨vi‡K cÖYvg K‡i Lky x g‡b evwo wd‡i G‡jb|
eZ©gv‡b wgwni eve-y gwjbv †`exi eo †Q‡j GKRb cÖ‡KŠkjx Ges †QvU †Q‡j GKRb cywjk Awdmvi|
Avi gwjbv †`ex Kg©iZ Av‡Qb GKwU GbwRI‡Z|

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M‡íi bvg `vwR©wjs

gbxlv gÛj

fviZxq wm‡bgv †`‡L †`‡L Avgvi eûw`b
`vwR©wjs Nyi‡Z hvIqvi A‡bK mva wQj|
†mŠ›`h© wccvm‡y `i g‡b `vwR©wjs GKUv we‡kl ¯’vb
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mvaviY QywU wb‡q ¯^vgxmn KjKvZv hvB| KjKvZv
†_‡K Avgiv iIbv w`B `vwR©wjs‡qi D‡Ï‡k|
Avgiv ej‡Z Avwg, Avgvi ¯^vgx, Avgvi †Q‡j †h
Av‡M †_‡KB fvi‡Zi Iwokv‡Z covïbv Ki‡Q
Avi Avgvi †g‡qRvgvB| wba©vwiZ w`‡b Avgiv
nvIov †_‡K wbD RjcvB¸woi (wkwj¸wo) D‡Ï‡k
kZvãx G·‡cÖ‡m †P‡c emjvg| `cy yi AvovBUvi
w`‡K hLb †Uªb Qvoj ZLb GK ARvbv D‡ËRbv
KvR KiwQj| mwZ¨B Zvn‡j `vwR©wjs hvw”Q!!
kZvãx G·‡cÖ‡m LvIqv-`vIqvi †Kv‡bv KgwZ †bB| GKUz ciciB Zviv Lvevi mieivn K‡i| †Uªb
Qvovi ciciB c¨vw›UªKvi †_‡K I‡qUvi G‡m †R‡b wbj Avwg †fR bvwK bb-‡fR Lvevi Lv‡ev| Zviv
†m Abhy vqx Lvevi mieivn Ki‡e|
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euva †`‡L Avgvi Ley Kó n‡Z jvM‡jv| GB dviv°v evu a Avgv‡`i cvwbi b¨vh¨ wnm¨v †_‡K ewÂZ K‡i|
ivZ mv‡o `kUvi w`‡K Avgiv wkwj¸wo †cŠQvjvg| Av‡M †_‡KB AbjvB‡b †nv‡Uj bxjv`ªx c¨v‡j‡m
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cojvg|
mKv‡j †nv‡U‡j bvkZvi cvU PywK‡qB Avgiv †ewi‡q cojvg, MšÍe¨ wgwiK n‡q `vwR©wjs| wgwi‡Ki
Ace~ © cÖvKw… ZK †mŠ›`h©, †jK, Nb R½j Avi fvby feb †`‡L gb Rywo‡q †M‡jv| Mvwo‡Z mevB hLb
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`vwR©wjs‡qi iv¯Ív¸‡jv AuvKveuvKv cvnv‡oi eyK †e‡q D‡V †M‡Q| GZUvB Dc‡i D‡V †M‡Q †h wb‡Pi
w`‡K ZvKv‡jB eKy Uv QgQg K‡i I‡V| g‡b nq, GB eywS wb‡P c‡o †Mjvg|
iv¯Ívi `yB av‡i Pv evMvb, ïK¬v d‡i÷, cvsLv evwo, kni Avjx kni Avi cïcwZ evRvi cvi n‡q weKvj
QqUv bvMv` Avgiv Avgv‡`i wba©vwiZ †nv‡Uj B‡qwbs B‡b DVjvg| mvZ Zjv wewkó GB †nv‡UjwUi
cuvPZjv ch©šÍB cvnv‡oi wb‡P, Ic‡i †Kej `yB Zjv|

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ILv‡b I‡`i emšÍKvj Pj‡Q wKš‘ Avgvi Kv‡Q fxlY VvÛv jvMwQ‡jv| `vwR©wjs kniUv g~jZ cvnv‡oi
Dci| mviv kni Uzwi÷ w`‡q fiv| Avi ¯’vbxq ej‡Z Avw`evmx, †bcvwj Avi wKQy fviZxq| B÷ BwÛqv
†Kv¤úvwbi cÖwZwôZ wngvj‡qi cv`‡`‡ki GB kniwUi AvqZb 10.57 eM©wK‡jvwgUvi|
†nv‡U‡j iv‡Z wWbvi †m‡i Avgiv Nywg‡q cwo| ciw`b mKv‡j †eªKdv÷ †m‡iB Avgiv †ewi‡q cojvg
Mvwo wb‡q| G‡K G‡K Ny‡i Avwm R¨y jwRK¨vj cvK©, fywUqv evw÷ M¤úv Avi evZvwmqv jcy †hLv‡b wewfbœ
wm‡bgvi ïwUs n‡q _v‡K| Gici wZeŸwZqvb wiwdDwR K¨v¤ú n‡q †nv‡U‡j wd‡i Avwm| mܨvq hvB
GLvbKvi weL¨vZ gj †iv‡W|
ciw`b mKv‡j Avevi †ewi‡q cwo| Ny‡i Avwm wcm c¨v‡MvWv| AmvaviY my›`i wcm c¨v‡MvWvq ZLb
cÖv_©bv nw”Q‡jv| Gici †ivcI‡q‡Z åg‡Yi jvB‡b `vu ovjvg| wekvj jvBb †cwi‡q †P‡c emjvg
K¨vej Kv‡i| Pwjøk wgwb‡Ui GB ågY Avgvi Kv‡Q ¯§iYxq n‡q _vK‡e| †ivcI‡q‡Z Dci †_‡K †hb
bZybfv‡e †`Ljvg Qwei g‡Zv my›`i `vwR©wjs kniwU‡K|
`vwR©wjs kn‡ii cvnv‡oi Po~ vq P~ovq Aew¯’Z wn›`y ag©vej¤^x‡`i gw›`i Avi †eŠ×‡`i c¨v‡MvWv| Gme
QvovI GB kn‡ii Ab¨Zg AvKl©Y UvBMvi wnj †_‡K m‡~ hv©`q †`Lv|
ILv‡b `wy `b a‡i AvwQ, A_P m‡~ h©i gLy †`L‡Z cvBwb| Zvn‡j wK m~‡hv©`q †`L‡Z cv‡evbv? fve‡ZB
gbUv Lvivc n‡q †M‡jv| †nv‡Uj †_‡K Rvbjvg MZ mvZ w`b a‡i †`Lv hvqwb m~‡h©i gLy | wKš‘ Avwg
bv‡Qvoev›`v| m~‡hv©`q †`L‡Z Avwg hv‡evB| Z…Zxq w`‡b wba©vwiZ Mvwo‡Z K‡i †fvi mv‡o PviUvq iIbv
w`jvg UvBMvi wn‡ji D‡Ï‡k| †mv‡qUvi I Pv`i Mv‡q Rwo‡q wb‡jI fxlY VvÛvq Avwg VK&VK& K‡i
Kvu c‡Z ïiæ Kijvg| A‡bK c_ †cwi‡q Avgiv hLb UvBMvi wn‡j †cŠQvjvg ZLb c~e© w`M‡šÍ jvj Avfv
Qwo‡q mh~ © †`Lv w`‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| Avwg Avb‡›` AvZ¥nviv n‡q DVjvg| UvBMvi wn‡ji ce~ AvKv‡k
jvj m~h© Avi Gi wVK D‡ëv w`‡Ki cwðg AvKv‡k KvÂbR•Nv, GZ Aciƒc GB `k„ ¨ Avgvi g‡Zv

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mvaviY gvb‡y li c‡ÿ fvlvq e¨³ Kiv m¤¢e bq|
UvBMvi wn‡j †ek LvwbKUv mgq KvUvjvg| Gevi
wd‡i Avmvi cvjv| wd‡i Avmvi c‡_ N‡y i Gjvg
1891 mv‡j ¯’vwcZ Nyg †÷kb †_‡K hv fvi‡Zi
D”PZg †ij †÷kb|
`vwR©wjs‡qi weL¨vZ Lvev‡ii g‡a¨ †gv‡gv Avi
wP‡Kb dv‡j LyeB m¯y ^v`y| GQvov evOvwj, _vB,
fviZxq Ges PvBwbR me ai‡bi LveviB †mLv‡b
cvIqv hvq| `vwR©wjs‡qi Ab¨Zg AvKl©Y n‡”Q
Uq‡Uªb| Z‡e `fy vM©¨, GLvbKvi Uq‡Uª‡b Povi
†mŠfvM¨ Avgvi nqwb| KviY, Gi ewM gvÎ `wy U
Avi wU‡KUUv KvU‡Z nq †ek Av‡M †_‡KB|
†Uªb åg‡YI `vwR©wjs‡qi †ek A‡bKUv Ask
†`Lv hvq| B”Qv Av‡Q fwel¨‡Z AveviI hv‡ev
`vwR©wjs| N‡y i Avm‡ev Aciƒc †mŠ›`h©gwÛZ GB
cvnvwo kni †_‡K|
cÖ_g cÖKvk: Ryb, 2018; evsjv‡`k e¨vsK
cwiµgv|

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kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b GKw`b

gbxlv gÛj

kvwšÍ wb‡KZb ïb‡jB gbUv †Kgb †hb kvwšÍ kvwšÍ‡Z f‡i I‡V| A‡bK w`b a‡iB Ley B”Qv wQj
†mLv‡b Nyi‡Z hvIqvi| wKš‘ wKQz‡ZB Avi n‡q DVwQj bv| Ae‡k‡l, MZ 16 gvP© 2018
GKw`‡bi Rb¨ Avgiv kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b Niy ‡Z hvB|

kvwšÍ wb‡KZb Nyi‡Z n‡j cÖ_‡gB gv_vq ivL‡Z n‡e †Kvb mgqUv‡Z †mLv‡b hvIqv n‡”Q| KviY, ûU
K‡i †M‡j †mLv‡b fvj †nv‡Uj cvIqv wKš‘ †ek Kómva¨ e¨vcvi n‡e| we‡kl K‡i, wewfbœ Abôy vb ev
fwZ©i mgqUv Gwo‡q †M‡jB Avgvi g‡b nq kvwšÍ gZb kvwšÍ wb‡KZb †`Lv hv‡e|

hvB‡nvK, †ZgbB GK Ae¯’vq Avwg kvwšÍ wb‡KZb bv‡gi GKwU †nv‡U‡j DVjvg| ILv‡b †cŠQv‡Z
†cŠQv‡ZB cÖvq mܨv n‡q †M‡jv| ZvB †mw`b Avi bv N‡y i †nv‡U‡j †PKBb K‡i wWbvi †m‡i Avgiv
Nwy g‡q cwo| ciw`b mKv‡j cÖ_‡gB hvB wn›`y agv©ej¤^x‡`i weL¨vZ K¼vjx gvZvi gw›`i `k©b Ki‡Z|
†hLv‡b gv Kvjxi GKvbœ cx‡Vi GK cxV c‡owQj| K¼vjx gvZvi gw›`‡ii cvk w`‡q e‡q †M‡Q iwe
VvK‡z ii ÔAvgv‡`i †QvU b`xÕ| Z‡e b`xwU GLb ïwK‡q †M‡Q| eZ©gv‡b cwðge½ miKvi Gi ms¯‹viKvh©
ïiæ K‡i‡Q| b`xi `By Zx‡i `„wó b›`b Kvu keb| ILvb †_‡K Avgiv P‡j hvB Zviv gv‡qi gw›`i `k©‡b|
Avi Zvic‡iB kvwšÍ wb‡KZb| Ace~ © GK cÖwZôvb hv †KejB k¨vgj-mey‡R fiv| †hw`‡KB †PvL hvq

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ïay meyR Avi meyR|

Rvb‡Z cvijvg, cwðge‡½i exifg~ †Rjvi AšÍM©Z †evjc‡y i
wekvj GK GjvKv wb‡q M‡o D‡V‡Q kvwšÍ wb‡KZb| GLv‡b
†hgb wb¤œwe‡Ëi c_wkï‡`i Rb¨ †eZb wenxb ¯‹jy i‡q‡Q †Zgwb
D”Pwe‡Ëi Rb¨ Avjv`v ¯‹yj †_‡K ïiæ K‡i K‡jR, wek^we`¨vjq
(†Rbv‡ij Ges m½xZ welqK) meB Av‡Q| Z‡e ¯‹jy ¸‡jv‡K
†ek wfbœ cÖK…wZi ej‡Z n‡e| KviY, ¯‹‡z ji K¬vm¸‡jv Mv‡Qi
wb‡P †bIqv nq| K¬v‡m emvi Rb¨ i‡q‡Q gvwUi †e A_ev
Kv‡Vi †eÂ| mvg‡b UvOv‡bv _v‡K eø¨vK‡evW© Avi Av‡Q wekvj
AvK…wZi GKUv N›Uv| N›Uv evRv‡bvi Rb¨ wba©vwiZ †jvKI
Av‡Qb †mLv‡b| Av‡Q K¬v‡mi N›Uv-Qwy Ui N›Uv, Z‡e Amg‡q
N›Uv evRvi kã hw` ïb‡Z cvIqv hvq, g‡b K‡i wb‡Z n‡e GUv
†Kv‡bv wec‡`i N›Uv!

ciy v‡bv w`‡bi mvÿx wnmv‡e †mLv‡b GLbI Av‡Q wek^Kwe iwe
VvK‡z ii †mB QvwZg Zjv| hw`I QvwZg MvQwU GLb g‡i †M‡Q|
eZ©gv‡b †QvU †QvU QvwZg MvQ bZzb K‡i jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q| Z‡e
cyiv‡bv Mv‡Qi †ewoUv wKš‘ GLbI Av‡Q| wek^fviZx wKsev kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b †Kv‡bv wWMÖx wb‡j A_ev
covïbv Ki‡j, †Kvm© †k‡l QvwZ‡gi cvu PUv cvZvmn mvwU©wd‡KU cÖ`vb Kiv nq, †h ixwZ AvRI cÖPwjZ
i‡q‡Q| GQvovI Kv‡ji mvÿx wn‡m‡e AvRI †mLv‡b Av‡Q weL¨vZ wekvj AvK…wZi †mB eUZjv, Av‡Q
†mB Zvj MvQUv- Avi Av‡Q AvgªKvbb ev AviI K‡Zv wKQ!y AvgªKvb‡b †Zv Avevi †Kv‡bv bv †Kv‡bv
Abyôvb †j‡MB _v‡K! wekvj AvgªKvb‡b †Kv_vI mygaiy KÚ, †Kv_vI NOy y‡ii kã †Kv_vI ev Avevi
euvwki wgwó miy †f‡m Av‡m hv g‡b cÖkvwšÍ eB‡q †`q|

kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b Av‡Q GK we‡kl ai‡bi jvBU| jvBU¸‡jv cÖvq gvwUi mv‡_ †j‡M Av‡Q| jvB‡Ui Dc‡i
Avevi gvwUi QvDwb †`Iqv| `~i †_‡K g‡b nq, gvwUi Mv‡q g„`y g`„ y †RvbvKx Av‡jv R¦j‡Q| GLv‡b
AviI Av‡Q `vZe¨ wPwKrmvjq, Kw… l Lvgvi Avi wewfbœ ag©vej¤^x‡`i GKwU cÖv_©bvjq| GB cÖv_©bvj‡q
Av‡Q wn›`y‡`i Rb¨ gw›`i, gymwjg‡`i Rb¨ gmwR`, wLª÷vb‡`i MxR©v Ges †eŠ×‡`i c¨v‡MvWv| Z‡e
me¸‡jvi DciUv GK‡Î G‡m wg‡k bvgKiY n‡q‡Q ÔDcvmbv Mn„ Õ| Gme QvovI kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b Av‡Q
iex›`ª feb, †Kvjv evwo, DËivqY Kg‡cø·, mvqi exw_ cvK© BZ¨vw`|

kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡bi iex›`ª wgDwRqv‡g †M‡j mgq Kxfv‡e †K‡U hvq †Ui cvIqv hvqbv| GLv‡b Av‡Q

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iweVvK‡z ii c~e©eZ©x I cieZ©x eskai‡`i Qwe
I BwZnvm| wgDwRqv‡g Av‡Q evsjv‡`‡ki cÿ
†_‡K wek^Kwe iwe VvKiz ‡K †`Iqv Dcnvi Ô†bŠKvÕ
Avi XvKv wek^we`¨vj‡qi GmGg n‡ji cÿ †_‡K
†`Iqv Ôcv`Ky vÕ| †mLv‡b Av‡Q wewfbœ fvlvq iwPZ
†bv‡ejRqx MxZvÄwj| GQvovI wgDwRqv‡g Av‡Q
Kwe¸iæi e¨eüZ wRc, Zvu i e¨eüZ Rvgv Kvcomn
wewfbœ AvmevecÎ| DËivqY Kg‡cø·wU eZ©gv‡b
wfAvBwc †M÷ nvDR I cvj©v‡g›U wn‡m‡e e¨eüZ
n‡”Q| GLv‡b Av‡Q wekvj I wewfbœ cÖRvwZi
†Mvjvc evMvb, wewfbœ djz I d‡ji evMvb hv
GKw`‡b †`‡L †kl Kiv hvqbv| Avi ZvB, ch©vß
mgq nv‡Z bv wb‡q kvwšÍ wb‡KZ‡b †M‡j Av‡ÿc
Ki‡Z n‡Z cv‡i!

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PvKix

gbxlv gÛj

Ôwe`vqÕ GB wZb A¶‡ii GKwU kã ïb‡jB †hb ey‡Ki †fZiUv †Kgb †K‡u c I‡V| A‡bK `‡~ i
†Kv_vI P‡j hvIqv, PvKix †_‡K P‡j hvIqv wKsev c„w_ex †_‡K P‡j hvIqv cÖwZwU we`vqB †hb
G‡KKUv †kvKMv_v| Rxe‡bi GB ch©v‡q G‡m Avgvi Rb¨ GLb wØZxq welqwUB P‡j G‡m‡Q|
Avgv‡`i cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki Rxe‡bB A‡bK PovB DrivB _v‡K| Avgvi RxebUvI Gi e¨wZµg bq| 1986 mv‡j
evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡K †hvM`vb Kivi ci †_‡K ïiæ K‡i PvKix Rxe‡bi GB 32 eQ‡i Avgv‡KI bvbvb
iK‡gi P¨v‡j‡Äi g‡y LvgywL n‡Z n‡q‡Q| K¨vwiqv‡ii GB ch©v‡q G‡m hLb wcQb wd‡i †`LwQ, g‡b
n‡”Q Kxfv‡e cvi K‡i Avmjvg GZ wKQ!y Avgvi PvKix Rxeb Avi e¨w³ Rxeb wgwj‡q †ZgbB wKQy Mí
AvR‡K mevi mv‡_ †kqvi K‡i wb‡Z PvB|
ZLb ivRkvnx wek^we`¨vjq †_‡K m‡e GgGmwm cvk K‡i evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki K¨vk wefv‡M †hvM`vb
K‡iwQ| Avgvi †g‡qi eqm ZLb gvÎ GK gvm| cÖwZw`b †bvU MYbv Ki‡Z n‡Zv GK †_‡K GK‡kv
ch©šÍ Ges †bvU msL¨v 4000 wcP| †ejv `By Uvi mgq hLb KvR †kl n‡Zv ZLb g‡b n‡Zv Gi PvB‡Z
fvj KvR ewy S Avi nqbv! KviY, KvR †kl K‡i Avgvi †g‡qi Kv‡Q wd‡i †h‡Z cviZvg| wKš‘ †Rbv‡ij
mvB‡W †h mšÍvb‡K mv‡_ Avbv hvq Zv Avgvi Rvbv wQ‡jvbv| d‡j, wW‡cøvgv Kivi c‡iI †Rbv‡ij
mvB‡W Avmvi K_v fvwewb|
cÖwZw`b KvR †kl K‡i evmvq wd‡i hvB| †ek fvjB PjwQj me| wKš‘ GKw`b †`Lv hvq, †c‡g›U
KvD›Uv‡i GK j¶ UvKv kU© n‡q‡Q| K¨vk wefv‡Mi wbqg Abmy v‡i K¨vk kU© bv G‡·m Zv Av‡M †_‡K
Rvbv‡bv hv‡ebv| EשZb Kg©KZ©viv Rvb‡Z cvi‡j Av‡MB PvKixP¨y Z Kiv n‡e| e¨v‡jÝ wgjv‡bvi mg‡q
†Kv-Acv‡iwUf †_‡K Avwg Avi GK mnKg©x `yR‡b cÂvk nvRvi K‡i GKj¶ UvKv Rgv w`‡q evmvq
wd‡i Avwm| wKš‘ Zvic‡iI K¨vk †Q‡o †Rbv‡ij mvB‡W Avwmwb|
Rxeb P‡j hvw”Q‡jv Avcb MwZ‡Z, Avcb Q‡›`| AveviI †mB Q‡›` Av‡m bZyb evav, bZyb avu av| Avgvi
†Q‡ji eqm ZLb gvÎ 35 w`b| Avwg gvZZ… ¡KvjxY QywU †k‡l Kg©¯’‡j †hvM`vb K‡iwQ| hw`I †m mgq
GB Qwy U wQj gvÎ wZb gv‡mi| †`o gvm mšÍvb Rb¥v‡bvi Av‡M Ges †`o gvm mšÍvb Rb¥v‡bvi ci|
GgbB mg‡q RvZxq msm‡` AvBb cvk n‡jv †mjvB Qvov †bvU Qvo‡Z n‡e| ZLb wQj †ivRvi gvm|
Kv‡Ri PvcI GKUz Kg wQj| fvj Rvbvïbv bv _vK‡j Ab¨ †Kv‡bv RvqMvq †cvw÷s †bIqv wQj †ek
KwVb| ZvB KLbI KLbI gb PvB‡jI my‡hvM nqwb Ab¨ †Kv_vI †cvw÷s †bevi|
`xN© weiwZi ci cÖ_g w`b KvR †kl K‡i evwo wd‡iwQ| c‡ii w`b h_vixwZ Avevi Awd‡m hvB| Avgvi
kvïwo-gv Am¯y ’ †R‡b Avgvi ¯^vgx †g‡q‡K wb‡q MÖv‡gi evwo †M‡Qb| wKš‘ †mw`bB K¨vk wefv‡M †bvU
†mjvB Kiv I bv Kiv wb‡q †ek eo Sv‡gjv nq| Avgiv A_©vr gy`ªv †bvU cix¶KMY †bvU †mjvB bv
K‡i Rgv †`‡ev Avi KZ©…c¶ †mjvB Kiv †bvU Rgv w`‡j MÖnY Ki‡e bv| Ggwb K‡i w`b †k‡l ivZ
n‡q †Mj wKš‘ K¨vk wefv‡Mi †bZv, Kv‡iwÝ Awdmvi, gwZwSj Awd‡mi wRGg m¨vi mevB GK‡Î e‡mI
†Kv‡bv mgvavb Ki‡Z cvi‡jb bv|
Avgvi †Q‡j evmvq ¯§„wZ bv‡gi `k-GMv‡iv eQ‡ii GK M„ncwiPvwiKvi Kv‡Q Av‡Q| Avwg evmvq †Kv‡bv
Lei w`‡Z cviwQbv| evmvI A‡bK `‡~ i| Avgvi Awdm gwZwS‡j Avi evmv AvMviMuvI-ZvjZjv| ZLb
†Uwj‡dv‡bi GZ my‡hvMI wQ‡jvbv|

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mܨv n‡q †M‡Q wKš‘ KvR †kl n‡”Qbv| evo‡Z _vK‡jv `ytwðšÍv| Nwoi Kvu Uvq ZLb ivZ AvUUv| Avgvi
†Q‡ji K_v †f‡e Avwg †K‡u ` †djjvg| Avgvi mnKg©x †iwRqv Lvb‡giI GKB Ae¯’v| wZwb wKQyw`b
c‡iB hv‡eb gvZZ… ¡KvjxY Qwy U‡Z| Avgv‡`i KvbœvKvwU‡Z K¨vk wefv‡Mi †bZvivI Aw¯’i n‡q co‡jb|
ZrKvjxb Kv‡iwÝ Awdmvi †gvt Avãyj gwZb m¨vi Zvi wb‡Ri Mvwo‡Z K‡i Avgv‡K Avi †iwRqv‡K hLb
evmvq †cŠ‡Q w`‡Z ej‡jb Zvi Av‡MB Nwoi KuvUv mv‡o GMv‡ivUvq †cŠ‡Q †M‡Q|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ evmvq Avgvi †Q‡j gv‡qi Rb¨ Kuv`‡Z Kvu `‡Z Nwy g‡q c‡o‡Q| ¯§„wZI Zvi cv‡k e‡m Kvu `‡Q|
nq‡Zv ev mw„ óKZ©vi B”Qv‡ZB Avgv‡`i wewìs‡qi Dc‡ii Zjvi f`ªgwnjv ivZ `kUvi w`‡K Avgv‡`i
evmvq Av‡mb Ges Rvb‡Z cv‡ib Avwg ZLbI wdwiwb| Avgiv ZLb evsjv‡`k gnvKvk M‡elYv I `~i
Abay veb cÖwZôv‡bi (¯úvi‡mv) †KvqvU©v‡i _vwK| f`ªgwnjv evmvq wd‡i Zvi ¯^vgx Kvgiæj Bmjvg‡K
Rvbvb| Avgv‡`i GKB wewìs‡qi PZy_© Zjvq _vK‡Zb nvwbd ms‡KZ whwb eZ©gv‡b BZ¨vw` cwiPvjbv
K‡ib| Kvgiæj Bmjvg mv‡ne, nvwbd ms‡KZ mv‡ne Ges gÄy mv‡ne bv‡gi Av‡iK f`ª‡jvK `ty wðšÍvq
Avgv‡K LRuy ‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb| †LuvRvLwyu R Pj‡jv XvKv kn‡ii bvgx-`vwg nvmcvZvjmn bvbv RvqMvq|
Ae‡k‡l, gwZwS‡j evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki wmK¨z wiwU wefv‡M Zviv †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z mg_© nb Ges Rvb‡Z
cv‡ib Avwg Awd‡mB AvwQ| Zviv Avi †`ix bv K‡i Mvwo wb‡q Avgvi Awd‡m P‡j Av‡mb| c‡i GB
Mvwo‡Z K‡iB Avwg evmvq wd‡i Avwm| wd‡i †`wL †KvqvU©v‡ii AwaKvsk †jvKRb Avgv‡`i wewìs‡qi
mvg‡b A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb Avgvi Lei Rvbvi Rb¨|
Gici Avwg wm×všÍ wbjvg hZ hv-B †nvK wKš‘ K¨vk wefv‡M Avi bq| Avwg P‡j Avmjvg †Rbv‡ij
mvB‡W| ïiæ n‡jv, Rxeb hy‡×i bZyb Mí|
cÖ_g cÖKvk: GwcÖj, 2019; evsjv‡`k e¨vsK cwiµgv|

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Avcbfey b
Avcb RMr

Lyjbvi †eYxevey †iv‡W evevi evwo‡Z ¯^vgxi mv‡_ gbxlv|

AvMviMuvI ZvjZjvi †Kv‡bv GK ÷wz WI‡Z|
†ek wKQwy `b a‡iB cwiKíbv PjwQj GKUv
cvwievwiK Qwei| wKš‘ wKQ‡y ZB †hb Avi Zv
n‡q DVwQj bv| AZtci †Kv‡bv GK ÷wy WI‡ZB
cÖ_g cwic~Y© Ôd¨vwgwj d‡UvÕ!

`v`y-w``vi mv‡_ gwb©s Iqv‡K Avwbkv|

Av‡iKwU d¨vwgwj d‡Uv! Avi Gev‡ii Dcjÿ `x‡ci Rb¥w`b|

XvKvi gwy ³ nvDwRs‡qi evwoi Qv‡`| m‡~ h©i Av‡jv‡Z QweUv wKQUy v Sj‡m †M‡Q| wKš‘ gny Z~ ©Uv wPi
iwOb|

gv Awdm hv‡e| GKUz c‡iB QyU‡Z n‡e ÷vd evm aivi Rb¨| gv-‡Q‡ji Av‡iKwU Qwe| AvMviMvuI ZvjZjvi evmvi WªBsiæ‡g|
wKš‘ Gi gv‡SB †g‡qi evqbv Qwe †Zvjvi! AZtci, †g‡qi
Ave`vi †gUv‡bv!

Qwy Ui w`‡b gv-‡g‡qi Lybmwy U! †QvÆ Avwbkvi mv‡_ gv-w``v|

¯úvi‡mvi Awdm †KvqvU©v‡i, mvj 2003| UvBgvi †mU K‡i †Zvjv cÖ_g d¨vwgwj d‡Uv|

gnxk~‡i †g‡q‡K †`L‡Z Qy‡U †M‡Qb evev-gv| †mLv‡bB
†nv‡U‡j †g‡qi K¨v‡givq...

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AvMviMvIu ZvjZjv, 2006|

ZLbI †mjwdi hMy ïiæ nqwb| GKK cwievi¸‡jv‡Z ÔKgwcøU d¨vwgwjÕ †d«ge›`x KivUv wKš‘ †ek
gky wKj KvR! KvD‡K bv KvD‡K ev` co‡Z n‡”QB!

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wcÖq w``vi †Kv‡j e¨¯Í Avwbkv!

gv-evev Avi w``vi mv‡_ †i÷‡z i‡›U Ô`yóÕ Avwbkv|

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me nvwi‡q Avwg eo GKv

myKzgvi `Ë

mvjUv 1975| m‡e gvÎ gva¨wgK cixÿv cvk K‡i my›`ieb K‡j‡R fwZ© n‡qwQ| K¬vm ïiæ n‡jv
A‡±vei gv‡mi w`‡K| K‡j‡Ri cyKiz cv‡o j¤^v †Mvj cvZvi K¬vm iæg| ILv‡b cÖ_g w`b
†`Ljvg AvgviB GK
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†m‡Sv gvwmi †g‡q Kjwg kvK †L‡Z cQ›` K‡i|
I Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z Avm‡j Kjwg kvK n‡eB n‡e|
gvgby fvB †cvjvI †L‡Z cQ›` K‡ib| Zywg wb‡R
ivbœv Ki‡Z| Ggb Kx `x‡ci m¨vi mygb `v`v Svj
Lvevi cQ›` Ki‡Zb| Avgvi m¨vi wgwó Lvevi
cQ›` Ki‡Zb| Zv‡`i cQ‡›`i K_v we‡ePbv K‡iB
Zzwg bv¯Ív evbv‡Z| GgbI †`‡LwQ, Awdm †_‡K

wd‡iB m¨vi‡`i Rb¨ bv¯Ív evbv‡Z| A_ev evev ev Avgv‡K †dvb K‡i ej‡Z Kx bv¯Ív w`‡Z n‡e| †h
gvbly Uv mevi †Lqvj ivL‡Zv †m †Kej wb‡Ri †LqvjUKz z ivL‡jv bv|

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gv‡qi g‡Zv cwikÖgx gvbly Avwg Ley Kg †`‡LwQ| †mB †Kvb mKv‡j D‡V mevi me Pvwn`v wgwU‡q
gwZwSj †h‡Zv| Awdm †_‡K wd‡i Avevi ivbœv-evbœv, Avgv‡`i cov‡Z emv‡bv| me wKQy ¸wQ‡q Nywg‡q
cov| Gi g‡a¨ Avgvi †`Iqv hš¿Yv †Zv wQjB| gv‡K ejZvg, Avwg Ngy v‡bvi Av‡M †hb bv Nygvq|
wPrKvi K‡i cv‡ki iæg †_‡K gv‡K ejZvg, Ògv Zwy g Nwy gIbv! Ngy vIwb †Zv?Ó
Avgvi †Zv g‡b c‡obv, gv KLbI wb‡Ri Rb¨ mgq KvwU‡q‡Q| nq `xc bv nq Avwg, KviI bv KviI
mv‡_ gv memgq _vK‡Zv|
mviv Rxeb †f‡e G‡mwQ, Avwg evevi `‡j Avi Zywg `x‡ci| Avwg Avi `xc ¸bZvg †K Kv‡K KZ †ewk

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fv‡jvev‡m| †Kv‡bv Sv‡gjv n‡jB Avwg evevi c‡ÿ P‡j †hZvg| KLbI fvwewb gv, †Zvgv‡K Avwg
KZUv fv‡jvevwm| KLbI fvwewb †Zvgv‡K KZUv cÖ‡qvRb Avgvi Rxe‡b| cÖwZw`b cÖwZ gny ~‡Z© †Zvgvi
K_v fvwe| †Zvgvi Mv‡qi MÜ †bIqvi e„_v †Póv Kwi| Zwz g Avi evev Avgvi Kv‡Q c„w_exi †miv evev-
gv| Avi Avwg g‡b Kwi, `xc Avi Avwg me‡P‡q Lvivc †Q‡j-‡g‡q| wKQBz Ki‡Z cvwiwb †Zvgvi Rb¨|
†Kv‡bv B‡”Q c~iY Ki‡Z cvwiwb| Avwg †Zvgvi me‡P‡q ¯^v_©ci †g‡q †h †Kej wb‡Ri B‡”Q‡Z P‡jwQ|
wKš‘ w`b †k‡l †PvL eyR‡jB g‡b nq, Zzwg KZLvwb wVK wQ‡j Avi Avwg KZUv †ewVK|
nvRvi-nvRvi, jÿ-jÿ gny Z~ © Av‡Q Avgv‡`i| †KvbUv †Q‡o †KvbUv ewj! mwZ¨ ej‡Z, me ejv hvqbv|
Zzwg mvbfxi w``v †h wKbv Zv‡K mePvB‡Z fv‡jvevm‡Zv, Pv LvIqv‡Zv, †Zj gvwL‡q w`‡Zv-Avi †h AvR
VvK‡z ii Kv‡Q P‡j †M‡Q| Avwg GLbI fvwe Zwy g nq‡Zv wKQz w`‡bi Rb¨ P‡j †M‡Qv| ûU K‡i GKw`b
P‡j Avm‡e- mwZ¨B hw` Ggb wKQz n‡Zv!

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Avb‡›` Abôy v‡b

Kb¨v Zbky Öxi Rb¥w`b Abyôv‡b| ZLb d‡UvMÖvwd †ek Av‡qvRb K‡iB n‡Zv! Dcjÿ,
`x‡ci Rb¥w`b|

`x‡ci cÖ_g ÔeoÕ Rb¥w`b Abôy v‡b gv-†g‡q| Kvi Rb¥w`b? gv bv †Q‡ji! Avm‡j gv‡qiB Rb¥w`b wQj
†mw`b| Avi ZvI Avevi cÂvkZg!

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`x‡ci Rb¥w`‡b mv`vgvUv Av‡qvR‡b|

cÂvkZg Rb¥w`b Dcj‡ÿ cvwievwiK wWbv‡i| mܨv n‡jB wUwf †m‡Ui mvg‡b wmwiqvj †`L‡Z e‡m
hvIqv! Avi wmwiqvj †`Lvi dvu ‡KB ¯^vgx mKy zgvi `‡Ëi

Rb¥w`b Drhvc‡b...

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Kb¨v ZbykÖxi Rb¥w`‡b †KK KvUv †k‡l d‡Uv‡mk‡b cÎy `xc I fvMwb gx‡gi mv‡_...

†KK KvUvi ci `xc‡K LvB‡q w`‡”Qb gv|

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†Q‡ji Rb¥w`‡bi N‡ivqv Av‡qvR‡b| `x‡ci Rb¥w`‡b gv-evev|

bvZwb Avwbkvi †nvghÁ Abyôvb †kl n‡jv m‡e| mv‡_ †g‡qi kvïwo, †g‡q, †g‡q-RvgvB, cy‡ivwnZ I
†QvÆ Avwbkv|

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†g‡q ZbykÖxi Rb¥w`‡b ¯^vgx I bvZwbi mv‡_ gbxlv| `v`yi cv‡k, w``vi †Kv‡j...

†Q‡ji cÖ_g cÖ‡dkbvj K¨v‡givq †d«ge›`x gv-evev| k¨vgjxi GBP wKs †i÷‡z i‡›U wb‡Ri Rb¥w`‡b cvwievwiK
wWbv‡i|

†KK mvg‡b †c‡j Avwbkv a‡iB †bq Zvi Rb¥w`b n‡”Q! †K ej‡e GUv wZb cÖR‡b¥i gv w`em
Drhvc‡bi GKwU we‡kl gyn~Z©!

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†Zvgv‡K mePvB‡Z †ewk fv‡jvevwm gv

w`e¨‡R¨vwZ `Ë

†kl †_‡K ïiæ:

-`v`v, Avi KZ mgq jvM‡e? Avgv‡K d¬vBU ai‡Z n‡e|

-†hgb R¨vg †`LwQ, Zv‡Z N›Uv `yB‡qi Av‡M †Zv n‡e e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv|

-wcøR, GKUz †`Lyb bv Kx Kiv hvq|

-Avcwb Avcbvi wm‡U wM‡q emby | Avwg †`LwQ|

evm GwM‡q Pj‡Q| wKš‘ Avgvi g‡b nvRviI wPšÍv †Ljv Ki‡Q| evm wVK mg‡q †cŠ‡Q hv‡e †Zv?
eveyevRvi †_‡K Avevi mgq g‡Zv Gqvi‡cvU© †cŠQv‡Z cvi‡ev †Zv? †mLvb †_‡K Avevi d¬vBU aivi
wPšÍv| me †_‡K eo wPšÍv, Avgvi gv †Kgb Av‡Q Rvb‡Z cviwQjvg bv|

Avwg ZLb KU‡K| GKUv fvBfvi wcÖcv‡ikb wbw”Qjvg| wKš‘ GB `ty msev`Uv †hb gyn~‡Z©B me wKQz
G‡jv‡g‡jv K‡i w`‡jv| Avgvi gv nmwcUv‡j fwZ©| jvBd mv‡cv‡U© Av‡Qb| A_P nmwcUv‡j fwZ©i
wVK GKw`b Av‡MI hLb K_v n‡jv, cÖPÛ k^vmK‡ói g‡a¨I Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb, Avwg GK`g wVK AvwQ
evev| Zwz g fvj K‡i fvBfvi wcÖcv‡ikb bvI| Avwg gv‡K ejjvg, gv Zzwg †Zv wVKfv‡e K_vI ej‡Z
cvi‡Qvbv| Avi ej‡Qv, Zzwg wVK Av‡Qv?

ZLbI eywSwb gv‡qi kvixwiK Ae¯’vi GZUv AebwZ n‡q‡Q| Kxfv‡eB ev eSy ‡ev? gvÎB †Zv XvKv
†_‡K wdijvg| gv `xN©w`b a‡i wewfbœ †iv‡M fyMwQ‡jb wKš‘ GZUv Lvivc †Zv †`wLwb †h Zuv‡K jvBd
mv‡cv‡U© †h‡Z n‡e|

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Lei †c‡qB ev‡m †P‡c emjvg| `yÕeQi wQjvg GLv‡b| A‡bK wRwbmcÎ i‡q‡Q| GKv me wb‡q
ev‡m IVv m¤¢e wQ‡jvbv| KvD‡K wKQz ej‡Z n‡jvbv, bvB‡Rwiqvb eÜz Rvqv` Avi †nv‡÷‡ji †QvUfvB
RMbœv_B †cŠ‡Q w`‡Z Avm‡jv evm÷¨vÛ Awã| Gw`‡K Zvcm`v Av‡Mi †_‡KB KjKvZv-XvKv wUwKU
K‡i †i‡L‡Qb|

evm †_‡K †b‡g Zby Avi `v`v‡K L‡uy R †c‡Z †`ix n‡jvbv| Rvb‡Z cvijvg `v`vI hv‡”Qb XvKvq| wKš‘
`v`v ev‡m hv‡eb Avi Avwg d¬vB‡U| `v`v‡K evm÷¨v‡Û bvwg‡q w`‡q Avwg Avi Zby QUy jvg Gqvi‡cv‡U©|
Gqvi‡cv‡U©i KvQvKvwQ G‡m †Pv‡Li Rj Avi AvU‡K ivL‡Z cvijvg bv| Avgv‡K Kvu `‡Z †`‡L ZbIy
†f‡O coj|

hZ`~i g‡b co‡Q, XvKv Gqvi‡cv‡U© †mw`b mewKQz †ek ZvovZvwo n‡q wM‡qwQ‡jv| †e‡ëi mvg‡b
jv‡MR Avm‡Z GKUz †`ix nIqvq AveviI †Ku‡` †dwj| Gi gv‡SB Avgvi `By eÜiz Kj Avm‡jv| evev
bvwK I‡`i Kv‡Q eøv‡Wi Rb¨ †dvb K‡i‡Qb| Avwg ejjvg, Avgvi Avm‡jB GB e¨vcv‡i wKQy Rvbv
†bB| Avwg †Zv gvÎB j¨vÛ Kijvg| †Zviv eis evevi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki|

XvKvi iv¯Ívq †mw`b †Kv‡bv R¨vg wQjbv| Avgvi evwo †cŠQv‡ZI Ley †ewk mgq jvM‡jv bv| evwo‡Z
†cŠ‡QB e¨vM U¨vM †i‡L QyUjvg †Kqvi nmwcUv‡j| Avgvi gv †mLv‡bB fwZ©| nmwcUv‡j †cŠ‡Q †`wL
evewj gvwm, evevi eÜz †MŠiv½ KvKv Avi Zvi fvB wecb KvKv †mLv‡b Dcw¯’Z i‡q‡Qb| AviI Av‡Qb
evevi `xN©w`‡bi mnKg©x wRqv Av‡¼j Avi kwdK Av‡¼j|

evewj gvwm AvBwmBD‡qi wm÷vi‡K A‡bK Aby‡iva Ki‡jb Avgv‡K †hb GKUz gv‡qi Kv‡Q †h‡Z
†`Iqv nq| wKš‘ wm÷vi wKQ‡z ZB ivRx n‡jb bv| Zvi GK K_v, †c‡k‡›Ui Ae¯’v G‡Kev‡iB fvj bq|
†Kv‡bv fv‡eB GLb Zvu i Kv‡Q hvIqv hv‡ebv| GKUz ci gv‡K WvqvjvBwmm iæ‡g wb‡q hvIqv n‡e| ZLb
†`Lv hv‡e gv‡K|

A‡bKUv mgq A‡cÿvi ci gv‡K WvqvjvBwmm iæ‡g wb‡q hvIqv n‡jv| gv‡K †`L‡Z †cjvg| gvI
Avgv‡K †`L‡jb| gv‡qi bv‡K-gy‡L jvBd mv‡cv‡U©i bvbvb hš¿cvwZ jvMv‡bv i‡q‡Q| Ab¨ mgq A‡bK
w`b ci hLb gv‡qi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡Zv, gv †Pv‡Li Rj AvU‡K ivL‡Z cvi‡Zbbv| wKš‘ GLb Avgvi gv
GZUvB Am¯y ’ †h Zvu i Kvu `vi kw³UKz zI Avi †bB| gv nvZ evwo‡q w`‡jb| Avwg gv‡qi nvZ aijvg|
Avgvi mvg‡b w`‡q gv‡K WvqvjvBwmm iæ‡g wb‡q hvIqv n‡jv| A_P GB WvqvjvBwmm wb‡qB gv‡qi
K‡Zv Abxnv wQj!

G cÖm‡½ wcQb †_‡K GKUz Ny‡i bv Avm‡jB bq| cÖ_g hLb gv Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jb Zuvi WvqvjvBwmm
jvM‡e, Avgvi gv †g‡b wb‡Z cv‡ibwb| gv‡qi wek^vm wQj, †PbœvB‡Z †M‡j Wv³vi wfbœ wKQy ej‡eb|

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wKš‘ `yfv©M¨, †PbœvB‡ZI Wv³vi GKB K_vB ej‡jb| WvqvjvBwmm Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv Dcvq †bB| n¨v,
wKWwb UªvÝcøv›U Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ Zv‡Z mdjZvi m¤¢vebv wddwU/wddwU| KviY, gv †ek wKQz †ivM
wb‡q `xN©w`b fMy wQ‡jb| ZvQvov eqmI gv‡qi Rb¨ GKUv mgm¨v|

Ley eyS‡Z cviwQjvg gv †f‡O c‡o‡Qb| Avgiv †kl †Póv Ki‡Z PvBjvg| KjKvZv‡ZI GKRb
Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q wb‡q †Mjvg| wKš‘ †dvwU©R nmwcUv‡ji Wv³viI XvKv Avi †PbœvB‡qi we‡kl‡Ái †_‡K
Awfbœ wKQz ej‡jb bv| Zvi civgk©, Avi †`ix bv K‡i GLbB WvqvjvBwmm ïiæ Ki‡Z n‡e| c‡i my‡hvM
g‡Zv wKWwb UªvÝcøv‡›Uk‡bi wPšÍv Kiv hv‡e| wKš‘ GB gny ~‡Z© WvqvjvqwmmB GKgvÎ Dcvq| Avgiv
PvBjvg, gv‡qi WvqvjvBwmm KjKvZv‡ZB ïiæ †nvK| wKš‘ Wv³vi ivRx bb| Zvi civgk©, †h‡nZz
†c‡k›U evsjv‡`‡k _v‡Kb †m‡nZz Zuvi K¨v‡bvjvi KvR †mLv‡bB Ki‡Z n‡e| KviY, K¨v‡bvjv Kivi
mgq ev cieZ©x‡Z bvbv iK‡gi RwUjZv Avm‡Z cv‡i| ZvB †hLv‡b WvqvjvBwmm Kiv n‡e, †mLvb
†_‡KB K¨v‡bvjv Kiv DwPr| Avwg Aek¨ PvBwQjvg, gv KjKvZv‡ZB †_‡K hvK| wKš‘ gv Rvbv‡jb,
miKvwi Kg©KZ©v wn‡m‡e gv‡K †ek wKQy dg©vwjwU‡Ri g‡a¨ w`‡q †h‡Z nq| `xN©w`b †`‡ki evB‡i _vKv
ZvB m¤¢e bq| Avgiv wm×všÍ wbjvg, hZ `ªæZ m¤¢e †`‡k wd‡i wM‡q KvR ïiæ K‡i w`‡Z n‡e|

Avgvi †g‡Svgvwmi civg‡k© GKRb †nvwgIc¨vw_ Wv³vi‡KI Avgiv †`Lvjvg| †g‡Svgvwm gv‡K wKWwb
w`‡Z PvB‡jb| gv‡qi †RVv‡Zv fvB Rxeb gvgv Rvbv‡jb, wZwbI wKWwb †Wv‡b‡U cÖ¯‘Z| †QvU gvgv
gv‡K ej‡jb, wKWwb †Wv‡bU Ki‡j gvby‡li Kg©ÿgZv K‡g hvq| bv n‡j wZwb Aek¨B †Wv‡bU Ki‡Zb|
GLv‡b GKUv K_v we‡klfv‡e D‡jøL‡hvM¨, wKWwbi Rb¨ Avgv‡`i KvD‡KB wKQy ej‡Z nqwb ev Aby‡iva
Ki‡Z nqwb| hviv w`‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb, ¯^Ztù~Z© n‡qB w`‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb| Avwg Avi evevI †Wv‡bU Ki‡Z
†P‡qwQjvg, wKš‘ Wv³v‡ii wb‡`©kbv wQj, †Kv‡bv myMvi †c‡k›U †Wv‡bU Ki‡Z cvi‡eb bv|

evev-gv XvKv‡Z wd‡i Avm‡jb| Avi Avwg KUK wd‡i †Mjvg †m‡g÷vi dvBbvj w`‡Z| XvKv‡Z ZLb
C‡`i Qwy U| Wv³vi ej‡jb, A‡cÿv Ki‡Z n‡e| Gi gv‡S Avevi †QvUgvgv Am¯y ’ nIqvq †PbœvB
QyUjvg| †mLv‡b †QvUgvgvi evBcvm Acv‡ikb nj| gv Lye K‡i †P‡qwQ‡jb Avwg †hb †QvUgvgvi GB
wec‡`i mgq Zvi cv‡k _vwK| wKš‘ Avwg wQjvg ÷‡z W›U wfmvq| Acv‡ikb †kl n‡j Avwg AvUKv cwo
wfmv RwUjZvq| wfmv G·‡UÛ Kiv‡Z cviwQbv| Gw`‡K cÖwZw`b Wjv‡ii wnmv‡e dvBb ZiZi K‡i
†e‡o P‡j‡Q| Ae‡k‡l, A‡bK h‡y ×i ci wfmv mgm¨vi mgvavb nq| wKš‘ ZZw`‡b Ley †`ix n‡q hvq
Avgvi gv‡qi Kv‡Q wd‡i †h‡Z| KÕw`b c‡iB Avevi Avgvi Ggwd‡ji fvBfv| Aí KÕw`b gv‡qi Kv‡Q
†_‡K Avevi wd‡i Avwm KUK|

gv‡qi K¨v‡bvjv Kivi Av‡MB Wv³vi GKUv WvqvjvBwmm w`‡Z PvB‡jb| c‡i †U÷ wi‡cvU© †`‡L
Rvbv‡jb, GLb WvqvjvBwm‡mi `iKvi †bB| WvqvjvBwmm bv K‡iB K¨v‡bvjvi Acv‡ikb n‡e| Avgiv

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Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, K¨v‡bvjv e¨env‡ii Dc‡hvMx n‡ZI †Zv †ek mgq †j‡M hv‡e| Zvn‡j wK †Kv‡bv
mgm¨v n‡Z cv‡i? Wv³vi wbwðZ Ki‡jb, †Kv‡bv mgm¨v n‡ebv|
A_P GLb g‡b n‡”Q, †mw`b WvqvjvBwmm n‡j AvR‡K nq‡Zv Avgvi gv‡qi GB Ae¯’v nqbv|
WvqvjvBwmm n‡Z †ek mgq jv‡M| Avgiv evB‡i A‡cÿv Ki‡Z jvMjvg| cÖ_g cÖ_g GKUz ZvKv‡Z
cvi‡jI †k‡li w`‡K gv †hb AviI wb‡¯ÍR n‡q co‡jb| WvqvjvBwmm hLb †kl n‡jv, gv ZLb Mfxi
N‡y g A‡PZb|
Wv³v‡ii mv‡_ K_v ejvi my‡hvM n‡jv| gv‡qi wKWwb G‡Kev‡iB KvR Ki‡Qbv| mgm¨v AviI Av‡Q|
nmwcUv‡j fwZ©i Av‡MB gv‡qi GKUv eo nvU© A¨vUvK n‡q †M‡Q| Avi Gm‡ei cÖfve k^vmh‡š¿I
c‡o‡Q| Avi hvi Rb¨ n‡”Q cÖPÛ k^vmKó| Wv³vi Rvbv‡jb, Ae¯’v GZUvB Lvivc †h gv‡K GKk fvM
Aw·‡Rb w`‡jI Avgvi gv Zv wb‡Z cvi‡Qbbv|
mܨvq `v`v P‡j Avm‡jb| Gi Av‡M Dwb hLbB KjKvZv †_‡K G‡m‡Qb, evev ev Avwg †KD bv †KD
Ibv‡K wiwmf Ki‡Z †MwQ| wKš‘ Gevi Avi †m Ae¯’v †bB| `v`v XvKvi wKQBy †P‡bb bv| GRb¨ ZbyI
PvBwQj bv †h Dwb GB mgq GLv‡b AvmyK| wKš‘ Ibvi GK K_v, gv‡qi GB mg‡q cv‡k _vK‡ZB n‡e|
Avi Gfv‡eB ïiæ n‡jv gv‡qi Rb¨, gv‡K wdwi‡q Avbvi Rb¨ Avgv‡`i mevi mw¤§wjZ jovB|
gvi mv‡_ w`‡b `yÕevi †`Lv Kiv †h‡Zv| mKvj `kUvq Avi weKvj cvu PUvq| ZvI Ley B Aí mg‡qi
Rb¨| Avgv‡K †`L‡jB gv Wv³vi-wm÷vi‡`i Bkvivq †`wL‡q w`‡Zb, GUv Avgvi †Q‡j| kix‡ii Ae¯’v

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Gi †P‡q Lvivc n‡Z cv‡ibv, wbtk^vm wb‡Z cvi‡Qbbv A_P Gi g‡a¨I gv mevi K_v wR‡Ám Ki‡Zb|
KLbI Avevi †Kv‡bv wm÷vi‡K †`wL‡q w`‡q ej‡Zb wKQy eKwkm †`Iqvi Rb¨|

mvivw`b nmwcUv‡j c‡o _vKv Avi iv‡Z nmwcUv‡ji gkvi Lv`¨ nIqv wQj Avgv‡`i cÖwZw`bKvi
iæwUb| iv‡Z Avwg, evewj gvwm Avi `v`v Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ †h‡Kv‡bv `yÕRb _vK‡Zb nmwcUv‡j| Avi
evevi KvR wQj w`‡bi †ejvq †QvUvQywU Kiv| KLbI eøvW Kv‡j± Kiv, KLbI Ilya Avb‡Z hvIqv KLbI
ev †cøU‡jU Avb‡Z hvIqv| we‡kl K‡i, †cøU‡jU Kv‡j± Kiv wQj †ek Kómva¨ e¨vcvi| eøvW MÖæc g¨vP
K‡i †Wvbvi Lu‡y R Zv‡K MÖxb‡iv‡Wi _¨vjvmvwgqv nmwcUv‡j wb‡q Avmv, Zvici †cøU‡jU Kv‡j± K‡i
Wv³v‡ii †eu‡a †`Iqv mg‡qi g‡a¨ †mUv wb‡q †diZ Avmv †gv‡UI mnR KvR wQjbv| mv‡_ XvKvi
UªvwdK R¨v‡gi K_v gv_vq ivL‡Z n‡e| Avi evevi eqmUvI| Gw`‡K Avgv‡KI nmwcUv‡j _vK‡Z n‡Zv
KviY wewfbœ mg‡q gv Avgv‡K †`L‡Z PvB‡Zb| GQvovI, KLbI ev Wv³viiv †W‡K cvVv‡Zb Bgv‡R©wÝ
Ilay ev Bb‡RKkb wb‡q Avmvi Rb¨|

Avm‡j Avgv‡`i jovBUv wQj nmwcUv‡ji AvBwmB‡qi evB‡i| wKš‘ Avmj jovBUv KiwQ‡jb Avgvi
gv| mvivw`b AvBwmBD Gi weQvbvq, ZvI jvBd mv‡cv‡U©| A_P Zvic‡iI me mn¨ K‡i †M‡Qb|
wm÷viiv ej‡Zb, g¨vWvg Lye fvj †c‡k›U|
hZ KóB †nvK, mn¨ K‡ib| wKš‘ KLbI wei³
K‡ib bv, KL‡bvB bv|

cÖwZw`b †`Lv n‡j gv cÖ_‡gB wRÁvmv Ki‡Zb
wVK g‡Zv Lvw”Q wKbv, mevB †Kgb Av‡Q,
wVK g‡Zv LvIqv `vIqv Ki‡Q wKbv BZ¨vw`
BZ¨vw`| A_P wb‡Ri Rb¨ wKQBy ej‡Zb bv|
Avwg gv‡qi nvZ a‡i e‡m _vKZvg| KLbI
gv‡qi Kcv‡j nv‡Z Pgy y †LZvg| gv Avgv‡K
Zuvi cv‡k ï‡Z ej‡Zb| e‡y K gv_v ivL‡Z
ej‡Zb| A‡bK mgq gv‡qi Bkvivq ejv K_v
eyS‡Z cviZvg bv| gv †Kv‡bv iK‡g KvM‡R
wj‡L w`‡Zb| gv wjL‡jb, Avgv‡K evmvq wb‡q
P‡jv| GLv‡b †Kv‡bv wUªU‡g›U †bB| Avwg
†Zvgv‡`i mv‡_ _vK‡Z PvB| `iKvi n‡j GK
gvm _vK‡ev|

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Avwg †f‡O cojvg| †hfv‡eB †nvK, gv‡K mwi‡q wb‡q Avm‡ev| wewfbœ Wv³vi‡`i m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM ïiæ
Kijvg| wKš‘ GKRbI Avkv †`Lv‡jb bv| Zviv ej‡jb, gv‡qi hv kvixwiK Ae¯’v Zv‡Z Gi evB‡i
Avm‡jB †Zgb wKQz Kivi †bB| eis GLvb †_‡K miv‡Z †M‡j Zvi aKj gv‡qi kixi bvI wb‡Z cv‡i|

gv‡K Kxfv‡e ewj GB K_v? gv‡K ejjvg, gv ˆah© a‡iv| Zywg my¯’ n‡q hv‡e| m¯y ’ n‡qB evwo wdi‡e|
ZZw`‡b, Zby Avwbkv‡K wb‡q P‡j G‡m‡Q KjKvZv †_‡K| Wgy wy iqv †_‡K †g‡mv G‡m‡Qb gxg‡K wb‡q|
evevi †m‡Sv gvwg A_©vr w``v G‡m‡Qb Lyjbv †_‡K| gv‡K eySvjvg, mevB †Zvgvi Rb¨ G‡m‡Q gv| Zwz g
my¯’ n‡jB Avgiv †Zvgvq wb‡q hv‡ev|

wKš‘ gv nZvk n‡q co‡jb| gv‡K wg_¨v ejjvg, gv †Zvgvi wi‡cvU© wKš‘ cÖwZw`bB fvj Avm‡Q| Zywg
wcøR GKUz ˆah© a‡iv| Avgvi Rb¨? cvi‡ebv gv? gv gv_v bvo‡jb, gv cvi‡eb|

cÖwZw`bB gv‡K Gfv‡e wg_¨v Avk^vm w`‡Z n‡Zv| ejZvg, gv mevB fvj Av‡Q| wKš‘ Avm‡j Avgiv
†KDB fvj wQjvg bv| evev mvivw`b †`Šov‡`Šwo Ki‡Qb| KLbI Ilay Avb‡Z, KLbI e¨vs‡K UvKv
Zjy ‡Z, KLbI nmwcUv‡ji †c‡g›U †gUv‡Z, KLbI ev †U‡÷i Rb¨ j¨v‡e| KLbI Avevi Gme Kv‡Ri
`vwqZ¡ co‡Zv Avgvi Ici| Gm‡ei evB‡iI Avbylw½K A‡bK KvR †Zv _v‡KB Avi Gme KvR Ki‡Z
wM‡q †Lqvj ivL‡Z n‡Zv gv‡qi mv‡_ †`Lv Kivi mgqUv †hb wgm bv n‡q hvq| evev‡K wb‡q †Ubkb
n‡Zv| G‡K GLv‡b †`Šov‡`Šwo Kivi gvbyl gvÎ Avgiv `yRb| Gi g‡a¨ evev wb‡RI bvbvb †iv‡M
fMy ‡Qb| mwZ¨ ej‡Z Kx evevi hw` wKQy n‡Zv, Zvn‡j Avgvi mwZ¨B Rvbv wQjbv Kxfv‡e Kx KiZvg|
Gw`‡K AvwbkvI Amy¯’ n‡q co‡jv| I‡K wb‡qI wec`| Avgiv hviv ivZ RvMwQ, Zv‡`i‡K mKv‡jI
QyU‡Z n‡”Q wewfbœ Kv‡R| d‡j me wgwj‡q Avgiv mwZ¨B †KD fvj wQjvg bv| G‡Kev‡iB bv|

gv KvM‡R gv‡S gv‡S wj‡L w`‡Zb e‡j memgqB c¨vW Avi Kjg mv‡_ ivLv ïiæ Kijvg| †hb gv
PvB‡j mv‡_mv‡_B w`‡Z cvwi| Gw`‡K wi‡cvU© cÖwZw`bB Lvivc Avm‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jv| GK Kv‡Qi †QvU
fvB Awf‡l‡Ki gva¨‡g Rvb‡Z cvijvg GiKg †c‡k›U‡KI Ab¨ nmwcUv‡j wkdU Kiv‡bv m¤¢e| Avgiv
bZby K‡i Avkv †`L‡Z ïiæ Kijvg| me‡P‡q kvwšÍi e¨vcvi n‡”Q, gv‡qi B”QvUv †Zv AvswkKfv‡e
n‡jI c~iY n‡e| Avgvi B”Qv wQj evi‡Wg ev ¯‹qvi ev m¤¢e n‡j †`‡ki evB‡i †PbœvB ev Ab¨ †Kv_vI|
wKš‘ †`‡ki evB‡i GB Ae¯’vq gv‡K wb‡q hvIqv †hgb KwVb, †Zgwb Gme Kv‡R wewfbœ dg©vwjwUR
cvjb Kivi g‡Zv †Kv‡bv mv‡cvU©B Avgv‡`i †bB| evewj gvwmi B”Qv †`‡kB miKvwi †Kv‡bv nmwcUv‡j
gv‡K wkdU Kiv‡bv †nvK| KviY, miKvwi nmwcUv‡j me wKQiz e¨e¯’v _v‡K| cwiwPZ †jvK _vK‡j
miKvwi nmwcUv‡j wPwKrmv mePvB‡Z fvj| hw`I evev wKQy‡ZB ivRx wQ‡jbbv GLvb †_‡K miv‡bvi
e¨vcv‡i| KviY, hw` †mLv‡b †Kv‡bv mgm¨v nq, gv‡K wØZxqevi Ab¨ †Kv_vI mwi‡q †bIqvi my‡hvM
Avgiv cv‡evbv| ZvQvov, Gfv‡e wkdU Kiv‡bvI †Zv GKUv eo Suwy Ki KvR|

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wm×všÍ wbjvg, Avgiv wi¯‹ †b‡ev| ïiæ n‡jv Avgv‡`i bZzb jovB| miKvwi nmwcUv‡j AvBwmBD‡Z wmU
cvIqv mnR e¨vcvi bq| Avgiv nmwcUvj †_‡K †KBm mvgvwi †hvMvo Kijvg| evewj gvwm Avi †g‡mv
†hvMv‡hvM ïiæ Ki‡jb| evevI †Póv Ki‡Qb wewfbœfv‡e †hvMv‡hvM K‡i GKUv wmU g¨v‡bR Ki‡Z|
A‡bK PovB-DrivB‡qi ci Ae‡k‡l, Avgiv knx` †mvnivIqv`©x †gwW‡Kj K‡j‡R wmU †cjvg|
wKš‘ wmU †c‡jB †Zv Avi me nqbv| Avm‡jB gv‡K GLv‡b wkdU Kiv‡bv fvj wKQy n‡e wKbv †m m‡›`n
†_‡KB hvq| †m m‡›`n KvUv‡Z Avwg Avi evewj gvwm `yÕR‡b †`‡L Gjvg †mvnivIqv`©xi AvBwmBD
wefvM| †`‡L fimv †cjvg, GLv‡b fvj wKQy n‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi gv GLv‡b my¯’ n‡Z cv‡ib|
Gevi gv‡K GLv‡b wb‡q Avmvi cvjv| evev AvBwmBD A¨v¤^y‡jÝ g¨v‡bR Ki‡jb| Avgiv gv‡K wb‡q
†ei njvg| kvixwiK Ae¯’v KíbvZxZ Lvivc A_P Gi g‡a¨I Avgvi gv nvZ †b‡o mevB‡K we`vq
Rvbv‡jb| GKUv gvbyl 11 w`b a‡i jvBd mv‡cv‡U© Av‡Qb A_P Gi g‡a¨I Zv‡`i‡K ab¨ev` Rvbv‡Z
†fv‡jbwb hviv GZw`b Zvu i †mevq wb‡qvwRZ wQ‡jb!
gv‡K ejjvg, gv Avgiv †Zvgv‡K wb‡q †mvnivIqv`©x nmwcUv‡j hvw”Q| gv Avgvi nvZ ai‡jb| A¨v¤^‡y j‡Ý
c‡y ivUv mgq gv Avgvi nvZ a‡i AcjK ZvwK‡q wQ‡jb| AvwgI gv‡qi w`‡K ZvwK‡q iBjvg| gvi nv‡Z
Pygy †Ljvg| gv Avgvi Mv‡j-gy‡L nvZ eywj‡q Av`i Ki‡jb|
gv‡K wkdU Kiv‡bv n‡jv| gv Avgv‡K Zuvi cv‡k ï‡Z ej‡jb| Avwg wm÷vi‡K wRÁvmv Kijvg|
wm÷vi Abgy wZ w`‡jb bv| gv‡K eySvjvg, gv wm÷vi ivRx n‡”Qb bv| gv eyS‡Z cvi‡jb|
Gw`‡K †MvcvjMÄ †_‡K ivZjz P‡j G‡m‡Q| gv‡qi GB Ae¯’vi K_v I‡K Rvbv‡bv nqwb| wKš‘ AvgviB
GK cwiwPZ †QvU fvB Aq‡bi gva¨‡g Rvb‡Z †c‡i, I Avi GK gny Z~ © †`ix bv K‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q|

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†mvnivIqv`©x nvmcvZv‡j wkdU Kiv‡bvi wØZxq w`b| gv‡qi kixi AvR‡K GK`gB fvj bq| gv‡qi
†mÝ †bB| †PvL Lyj‡Qbv ev Lyj‡jI LyeB mvgvb¨| Wv³viiv †Póv K‡i hv‡”Qb wKš‘ wKQz‡ZB eøvW †cÖkvi
K‡›Uªvj Ki‡Z cvi‡Qbbv| Gw`‡K †cÖkvi K‡›Uªvj bv n‡j WvqvjvBwmm †`IqvI m¤¢e bq|

Avwg gv‡qi Kv‡Q e‡m _vKjvg| wm÷vi Avgv‡K GKUv KvMR awi‡q Ilay ¸‡jv wb‡q Avm‡Z ej‡jb|
Avwg gv‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg, Avwg †Zvgvi Rb¨ Ilay ¸‡jv wb‡q Avwm? wm÷vi ej‡jb, Avcbvi gv‡qi
GLb Avi mvov †`Iqvi g‡Zv Ae¯’v †bB| Avwg Avevi gv‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg| A™¢zZ e¨vcvi, Avgvi
g‡b n‡jv, gv †PvL nvjKv cjK †d‡j Avgv‡K Abgy wZ w`‡jb hvIqvi Rb¨| Avwg wK fjy †`Ljvg?
AveviI wRÁvmv Kijvg gv‡K| Rvwbbv g‡b nj, AveviI gv Bkviv Ki‡jb hvIqvi Rb¨!

Avwg Ilay G‡b wm÷v‡ii nv‡Z w`jvg| wKš‘ Gevi Avi Avgv‡K †fZ‡i †h‡Z †`Iqv n‡jvbv| wfwRwUs
AvIqvi †kl|

ivZ ZLb mv‡o AvUUv| nmwcUv‡j Avgvi mv‡_ ivZzj| Avgv‡K Wv³vi †W‡K wb‡jb| wKš‘ †fZ‡i
XyK‡Z w`‡”Qbbv| Avwg evev‡K †dvb K‡i ZvovZvwo P‡j Avm‡Z ejjvg| GKUz ci Wv³vi Avgv‡K
gv‡qi Kv‡Q †W‡K wb‡jb| ej‡jb, Avgiv A‡bK †Póv K‡iwQ| wKš‘ cvwiwb| Avcbvi gv Avi Avgv‡`i
gv‡S †bB|

Avwg gv‡qi w`‡K ZvKvjvg| gv gv e‡j WvK‡Z _vKjvg| wKš‘ Gevi Avi gv‡qi †Kv‡bv cwieZ©b †bB|
Avgvi wek¦vm nw”Q‡jv bv †h Avgvi gv Avi †bB| Avwg gv‡qi cv‡k ï‡q cojvg wVK Avgvi gv †hgbUv
†P‡qwQ‡jb| gv‡K ejjvg, gv wcøR I‡Vv| †Zvgv‡K Qvov Avwg _vK‡Z cvi‡evbv|

wKš‘ Avgvi gv ZLb A‡bK `‡~ i P‡j †M‡Qb| Gic‡ii mgqUv Kxfv‡e KvU‡jv Avwg mwZ¨B Rvwbbv|
evev‡K wewfbœ dg©vwjwUR iÿv Ki‡Z †QvUvQwy U Ki‡Z nw”Q‡jv| Avgiv gv‡K wb‡q iIbv njvg evmvi
w`‡K †hLv‡b Avgvi gv wd‡i †h‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb| Nwoi KuvUvq ZLb nq‡Zv ivZ 12Uvi KvQvKvwQ, †Lqvj
†bB| wjd‡Ui wVK D‡ëv w`‡K Avgvi gv‡K ivLv n‡jv| Lei †c‡q A‡bK gvbly R‡ov n‡q‡Q| `i~ †_‡K
Avgvi wKQy eÜzI Qy‡U G‡m‡Q| †KD GKRb Avgvi nv‡Z P›`b evwU awi‡q w`‡jv| Avwg gvi Kcv‡j
P›`b †dvu Uv w`jvg|

Avgiv iIbv w`jvg †cv¯Í‡Mvjv k¥kv‡bi D‡Ï‡k| Avgiv ej‡Z Avwg, evev, Zvcm`v, ivZzj, gay `v`y,
wecb KvKv, Avgv‡`i cÖwZ‡ekx BkwZqvK Avs‡Kj, iwk` Avs‡Kj, cjvk Avs‡Kj, †nv‡mb fvB, ksKi
`v, gv‡qi Awdm KwjM gwZb Avs‡Kj, eÜz iveŸx Ges †QvU fvB Aqb|

mKj ag©xq ixwZ-bxwZ †g‡bB gv‡K †kl we`vq Rvbv‡bv n‡jv| gv‡qi ¯§„wZ mv‡_ wb‡qB Avgiv evmvq

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wd‡i Avmjvg| Z‡Zvÿ‡Y bZbz w`‡bi bZzb Av‡jv †`Lv w`‡q‡Q| ïiæ n‡jv Avgv‡`i bZyb Rxeb|
†hLv‡b Avgvi gv ïaygvÎB ¯§w„ Z|

KZ… ÁZv:

Avwg we‡klfv‡e KZ… ÁZv Ávcb KiwQ Wv. e›`bv Avw›Ui cÖwZ whwb cÖwZw`bB gv‡qi †Lvu R Lei wb‡q‡Qb
Ges Avgv‡`i wewfbœ civgk© w`‡q mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Qb| Avwg KZ… Á Sb©v gvwm Ges †g‡mvi cÖwZ hviv
memgqB Avgv‡`i cv‡k wQ‡jb Ges wb‡R‡`i Am¯y ’Zv wb‡qI hviv h_vmva¨ †Póv K‡i‡Qb cy‡iv
mgqUvB Avgv‡`i cv‡k _vK‡Z| Avwg gy» mvabv Avw›U Avi gwjbv Avw›Ui Avgvi gv‡qi cÖwZ Zv‡`i
fv‡jvevmv †`‡L| Avwg wPi K…ZÁ gv‡qi †klKvh© m¤úv`‡b hviv Avgv‡`i cv‡k wQ‡jb †mw`b| GKB
mv‡_ Avwg Zv‡`i‡K ab¨ev` Ávcb KiwQ hviv wbqwgZ Avgvi gv‡qi †Lvu R Lei wb‡q‡Qb, cv‡k
†_‡K‡Qb| cvkvcvwk, Avgv‡`i evmvi iwÄZv Avw›Ui K_vI bv ej‡jB bq| gv‡qi nmwcUv‡j _vKvi
c‡y ivUv mgq ej‡Z †M‡j wZwb GKvB Avgv‡`i msmvi mvg‡j‡Qb| hviv Avgvi gv‡K i³ w`‡q‡Qb
Zv‡`i cÖwZ KZ… ÁZv Rvbv‡ev †m fvlv Avgvi Rvbv †bB|

G cÖm‡½ K_v ej‡Z †M‡j wKQz nZvkvi K_vI nq‡Zv P‡j Av‡m hv Ley B ¯^vfvweK| Avgvi gv‡qi
wb‡Ri fvB-‡evb‡`i g‡a¨ †g‡Svgvwm, evewj gvwm Avi †QvU gvwm Qvov Ab¨ †KDB Avgv‡`i mv‡_
†hvMv‡hvM iv‡Lwb ev Avgv‡`i cv‡k _v‡Kwb| evwKiv eis wbKU AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb‡`i Kv‡Q e‡j †ewi‡q‡Q
Avgiv gv‡qi wPwKrmv KivBwb| gv Amy¯’ nIqvi ci hLb Avgiv gv‡K euvPv‡Z jovB KiwQ, ZLb
Giv wewfbœ ai‡bi K_v Qwo‡q †ewi‡q‡Q †hme †bIqvi g‡Zv gvbwmK kw³ ev mvg_© †Kv‡bvUvB ZLb
Avgv‡`i Avi wQjbv| A_P Avgvi gv memgqB Zv‡`i mK‡ji wec‡` Avc‡` cv‡k †_‡K‡Qb, Avgv‡`i
cwievi cv‡k †_‡K‡Q| wKš‘ Gme gvbyl‡`i‡K wb‡Ri mePvB‡Z wec‡`i mgq cv‡k cvqwb Avgvi gv|
Avgvi gv‡qi cwievi Zv‡`i‡K cv‡k cvqwb hv‡`i‡K Avgvi gv wb‡Ri Rxe‡bi PvB‡ZI †hb †ewk
fv‡jvevm‡Zb| GB Aa¨v‡q Avwg gv‡qi eÜ-z cÖwZ‡ekx mywPÎv gvwmi (kwg©ôv I m¤úªxwZi w``by ) cÖwZ
KZ… ÁZv Rvwb‡q †kl KiwQ whwb me©`v Avgv‡`i cv‡k †Zv wQ‡jbB, Ggb Kx gv‡qi evrmwiK kÖv‡×i
w`‡bI K‡ivbv fvBiv‡mi AvZ¼ D‡cÿv K‡i gv‡K m¤§vb Rvbv‡Z G‡mwQ‡jb| gvwm gv‡qi kÖv×vbyôv‡b
Dcw¯’Z n‡q e‡jb, Òw`w`i Kv‡R bv G‡m _vK‡Z cvijvg bv|Ó

mK‡ji fv‡jvevmvi GKRb:

Avgvi gv gvbly ‡K fv‡jvevm‡Zb RvbZvg, wKš‘ KLbI ewy Swb, gv‡KI mevB K‡Zv †ewk fv‡jvev‡m|
gv P‡j hvIqvi ci, gv‡qi `xN©w`‡bi Kg©¯’j evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡K wM‡q Abyfe K‡iwQ Zvu i GK mg‡qi
mnKg©xiv Zvu ‡K K‡Zv fv‡jvev‡m, kÖ×v K‡i| Avgvi gv‡qi K_v ¯§iY K‡i gvbly ‡K †Pv‡Li Rj †dj‡Z

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†`‡LwQ| A‡bK gvby‡li K_v †R‡bwQ hv‡`i‡K Avgvi gv wewfbœfv‡e mvnvh¨ mn‡hvMxZv K‡i‡Qb, wec‡`
cv‡k `uvwo‡q‡Qb|

gv memgqB Amnvq gvbly ‡`i mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z PvB‡Zb| †QvU‡ejvq †`‡LwQ cÖwZ kwbevi GK evKcÖwZeÜx
wfÿKz Avgv‡`i evmvq Avm‡Zb| gv Zv‡K Lvevi w`‡Zb, UvKv w`‡Zb| civi Rb¨ Kvco w`‡Zb|
ïay ZvB bq, me mgqB gv‡qi Awdm e¨v‡Mi †QvU
c‡K‡U LPy iv UvKv _vK‡Zv, iv¯Ívq wfÿKz ev c_
wkï‡`i †`Iqvi Rb¨| gw›`i-gmwR`-GwZgLvbv
wbg©v‡Y A_© mvnvh¨ Ki‡Zb| Avwg gv‡K ejZvg,
Ògv Zwz g †h Gfv‡e UvKv w`‡q hvI, †Zvgvi UvKv
wVK RvqMvq hv‡”Q †Zv?Ó gv ej‡Zb, ÒKx Rvwb
†Kv_vq hv‡”Q! wKš‘ Avwg †Zv fvj D‡Ïk¨ wb‡qB
mvnvh¨ KiwQ|Ó

G cÖm‡½ Avgvi gv‡qi evev-gv A_©vr Avgvi `v`y
A¨vW‡fv‡KU cÖdzjø Kgz vi gÛj Ges Avgvi w``v
†MŠix ivYx gÛ‡ji K_v bv ej‡jB bq| Zvu ivI
AZ¨šÍ `vbkxj wQ‡jb| memgqB Amnvq gvbly ‡`i
cv‡k `uvwo‡q‡Qb| †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB Avwg gv‡qi
Kv‡Q Avgvi `v`y Ges w``vi K_v ï‡b eo n‡qwQ|
Avgvi `v`y GKRb Ggwc wQ‡jb| wKš‘ kZ e¨¯ÍZvi
gv‡SI wZwb Avgv‡`i‡K mgq w`‡q‡Qb| `v`iy Av`i fv‡jvevmv †c‡jI Avwg w``v‡K KLbI †`wLwb|
Avgvi R‡b¥i Av‡MB Dwb ci‡jvK Mgb K‡ib| Avgvi gv memgqB ej‡Zb, w``v Avgv‡K †c‡j A‡bK
A‡bK Av`i Ki‡Zb|

Avwg, Avgvi gv Ges Avgiv:

Avgvi gv memgqB Avgvi K_v fve‡Zb, Avgvi K_v ej‡Zb| Avgiv GKB mv‡_ gwb©s Iqv‡K †ei
nZvg| gv GKUz ax‡i ax‡i nvu U‡Zb| KLbI Avwg gv‡qi mv‡_ Zvj wgwj‡q nvu UZvg KLbI ev Av‡M P‡j
†hZvg| wKš‘ gv KLbI GKv nvu U‡Zb bv| Ab¨vb¨ Avw›U‡`i mv‡_ Mí Ki‡Z Ki‡Z nuvU‡Zb| Avgv‡K
†`L‡Z †c‡j Avw›U‡`i †`wL‡q ej‡Zb, ÒIB †h †n‡u U hv‡”Q, I Avgvi †Q‡j `xc|Ó

†QvU‡ejv †_‡KB Avwg gv‡qi KvQ †_‡K nq‡Zv GKUz †ewkB fv‡jvevmv †c‡qwQ| gv PvKix Ki‡Zb|

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Avgv‡`i evmv †_‡K gv‡qi Awdm †ek `~‡i| †mB mKv‡j Awdm ev‡m gv iIbv w`‡Zb Avi wdi‡Z
wdi‡Z mܨv, KLbI ev ivZ| ZLbI Avwg ¯‹‡z j fwZ© nBwb| evmv‡ZB UzKUvK cov‡jLvi cvV Pj‡Q|
Awd‡m hvIqvi Av‡M gv ÔA Av K LÕ we›`y we›`y mvwR‡q †i‡L †h‡Zb| Avgvi †nvgIqvK©| evwo‡Z
wd‡iB Avevi †m¸‡jv †`L‡Zb| ¸W, e¨vW, †fix ¸W gšÍe¨ wj‡L w`‡Zb| KLbI KLbI Avwg Ave`vi
K‡i fvj fvj gšÍe¨ Av`vq K‡i wbZvg! ïay wK ZvB? Avgvi nv‡Zi †jLv wVK Kivi Rb¨ Avgvi cQ‡›`i
wewfbœ KweZvi PiYI wj‡L †i‡L †h‡Zb Zv †`‡L Abykxjb Kivi Rb¨|

A‡bK e¨¯ÍZvi gv‡SI gv †Póv Ki‡Zb Avgv‡`i‡K cQ‡›`i Lvevi ivbœv K‡i LvIqv‡Z| gv Bwjk-
†cvjvI Lye fvj ivbœv Ki‡Zb| GQvovI gv‡qi evbv‡bv †hme Lvevi Avgvi Lye cQ›` wQj †m¸‡jv n‡”Q
†e¸b-KvPwK gv‡Qi P”Pwo, m‡l© Bwjk, gwy oNÈ, wP‡Kb †iv÷, PUcwU, gvUb Kveve, mv`v †cvjvI,
wewiqvwb, wP‡Kb my¨c, byWjz mmn AviI A‡bK wKQz!

cÖwZw`b mKv‡j Avgvi Ngy fv½‡Zv gv‡qi Av`i wb‡q| gv Avgv‡K Av`i Ki‡Zb Avi Avwg gv‡K
ejZvg, gv GLv‡b wKš‘ Av`i K‡ivwb! Gme e‡j KLbI Kcvj †`LvZvg KLbI ev †PvL ev Kvb wKsev
bvK!

Avgiv ¯‹z‡j covïbv wb‡q e¨¯Í _vKZvg Avi gv-evev Awd‡m| mviv mßv‡ni Kv‡Ri aKj wb‡qI QywUi
w`‡b Avgv‡`i Ave`vi †gUv‡Z Zuviv wb‡q †h‡Zb †Kv_vI Nyi‡Z| KLbI k¨vgjxi wkï‡gjv, KLbI
XvKv wPwoqvLvbv, KLbI ev †Kv‡bv cwiwPZ R‡bi evmvq|

gv memgqB †Póv Ki‡Zb Avgvi Avi Zbyi Ave`vi ivL‡Z| Avevi GgbI n‡q‡Q †h Awd‡m †Kv‡bv
†cÖvMÖvg n‡q‡Q Avi †mLv‡b Ggb †Kv‡bv Lvevi w`‡q‡Q †hUv Avwg Avi Zby cQ›` Kwi, gv wb‡R bv
†L‡q Avgv‡`i Rb¨ wb‡q Avm‡Zb| GB KvRUv Avgv‡`i evevI Ki‡Zb| A‡bK mgq Ggb cwiw¯’wZ
_vK‡Zv †h Avgv‡`i Rb¨ Avbv m¤¢e n‡”Qbv, ZLb evev-gv †Póv Ki‡Zb Avgv‡`i‡K N‡iB †mUv evwb‡q
LvIqv‡Z| KLbI ev †i÷z‡i›U †_‡KI Avevi wb‡q Avm‡Zb|

Av”Qv, †i÷‡z i‡›U LvIqvi wel‡q AviI wKQy K_v bv ej‡jB bq| Avwg Avi Zby Avgiv `yR‡bB
†i÷‡z i‡›U †L‡Z cQ›` KiZvg| BDwbfvwm©wU‡Z GWwgk‡bi ci wewfbœ we‡kl w`b Dcj‡ÿ Avgiv
mevB wg‡j evB‡i †L‡Z †hZvg| Avevi KLbI we‡kl w`b bv n‡j w`bwU‡K we‡kl w`b evwb‡qB nq‡Zv
P‡j †hZvg!

gv memgqB jÿ¨ ivL‡Zb Avgv‡`i h‡Zœi †hb †Kv‡bv ÎæwU bv nq| Awd‡m hvIqvi Av‡M Avw›U‡K
e‡j †h‡Zb KLb †Kvb mgq Avgv‡`i †Kvb LveviUv w`‡Z n‡e| Qwy Ui w`‡b †h KvRwUi `vwqZ¡ wb‡RB
cvjb Ki‡Zb|

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Avgvi gv AZ¨šÍ big g‡bi gvbyl wQ‡jb| A‡bK mnR mij wQ‡jb| GRb¨ A‡b‡KB Zvu i mijZvi
my‡hvM wb‡q Zvu ‡K VwK‡q‡Qb, VwK‡q †M‡Qb| gv gvb‡y li Kó Abfy e Ki‡Z cvi‡Zb| Avgvi A‡bK eÜz
wQj hviv Zv‡`i evwo †_‡K `~‡i _vK‡Zv| gv memgqB Zv‡`i wb‡Ri mšÍv‡bi g‡ZvB fv‡jv‡e‡m‡Qb|
Avgvi †h eÜziv wbqwgZ Avgv‡`i evmvq Avm‡Zv gv †R‡b wb‡Zb Zviv Kx †L‡Z cQ›` K‡i Ges Kx
†L‡Z G‡Kev‡iB cQ›` K‡ibv| †mfv‡eB ivbœv Kiv‡Zb, ivbœv Ki‡Zb| ïay ZvB bq, evwo‡Z KLbI
†Kv‡bv we‡kl wKQy ivbœv n‡j Zv‡`i‡K evmvq †W‡KI wb‡Zb|

KU‡K covi mgq Avgvi mv‡_ `yRb Avwd«Kvb wkÿv_©xI wQ‡jv| G‡`i GKRb bvB‡Rwiqvb Rvqv`
Av‡iKRb Bw_Iwcqvb †m‡M‡bU| IivI Avgvi gv‡K gv e‡j WvK‡Zv| Avwg hLbB XvKv †_‡K KU‡K
wdiZvg gv I‡`i Rb¨ Lvevi cvVv‡Zb Ges e‡j w`‡Zb Avgiv †hb GK mv‡_ †mme Lvevi LvB|
GLv‡b Rv‡q‡`i wel‡q Avwg AviI wKQy K_v †kqvi Ki‡Z PvB| Avgvi GB bvB‡Rwiqvb eÜzwU gv‡qi
Amy¯’Zv m¤ú‡K© AeMZ wQj Ges †m memgqB †Póv K‡i‡Q h_vm¤¢e gv‡qi †LuvR Lei wb‡Z| Avi
GRb¨ gv‡qi P‡j hvIqv wb‡q evsjv‡Z Avwg †h †jLvUv wj‡LwQjvg Zv †m Uªv݇jUv‡i Abey v` K‡i Ges
Avgv‡`i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i mnvbyf~wZ cÖKvk K‡i| Avm‡jB Z_¨ cÖhwy ³i GLb GZUvB mnRjf¨Zv
n‡q‡Q †h, †KD gb †_‡K PvB‡jB †Lvu R-Lei wb‡Z cv‡i| n¨u v, ïay gvÎ Aek¨B Ges Aek¨B gb †_‡K
PvIqvUv _vK‡Z n‡e|

gv Avgvi Lye fvj eÜIz wQ‡jb| Avwg †hb mewKQBy gv‡qi mv‡_ †kqvi Ki‡Z cvwi, †mB RvqMvUv
Avgvq gv w`‡qwQ‡jb| Avgvi KLbI †Kv‡bv wKQz `iKvi n‡j Avwg gv‡qi Kv‡QB ejZvg| evev Avgv‡K

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