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Avwg gv‡V Xy‡K nvu Uv ïiæ K‡i `v`v-‡eŠw`‡K LuyRZvg| MZ 2018 mv‡ji †deªæqvix‡Z wb‡Ri †Pv‡Li
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†e‡k Ô¯^RbÕ _vK‡j nuvU‡Z ¯^w¯Í cvB e‡j `v`v‡`i L‡uy R wbZvg| `v`v e¨¯Í _vK‡Zb mw¤§wjZ kixi
PP©vq| Zuv‡K †`‡L wb‡q Avwg nuvU‡Z nvu U‡Z †eŠw`‡K LRyu Zvg| L‡uy R †c‡q AvMÖn wb‡q †Lqvj KiZvg
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mgq hw` Avgvi †Kv‡bv wec` nqB Z‡e `v`v-‡eŠw` Avgv‡K wVK Ly‡u R †b‡eb| GZLvwb fimv ivLZvg
Avwg mKvj †ejvq nvu Uvi mgq| †eŠw` P‡j hvIqvi c‡i Avwg Avi wLjRx †iv‡Wi gv‡V Avi nuvU‡Z
hvBwb| (GLb nuvwU Qv‡` bv n‡j eÜiz mv‡_ igbv cvK© ev avbgwÛ †j‡K|)
wb‡R‡K KL‡bvB cÖ‡qvR‡bi evB‡i cÖKvk Ki‡Zb bv †eŠw`| nVvr KLbI `v`vi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z cviZvg
†h, †eŠw` Am¯y ’| ZvQvov, Zvu i nvwmgyL †`‡L †evSv †h‡Zvbv †h Ibvi kixi †Kgb Av‡Q ev K‡ZvUv
Amy¯’ wZwb| ivRkvnx wek^we`¨vjq †_‡K mœvZ‡KvËi Kiv †eŠw` wQ‡jb m¦vaxb evsjv‡`‡ki GKRb
RvZxq msm` m`‡m¨i Kb¨v| wZwb wb‡RI ivRkvnx wek^we`¨vj‡q QvÎx nj msm‡`i †bZv wQ‡jb| Avwg
Gme Z_¨ †eŠw` RxweZ _vKv Ae¯’vq Rvb‡Z cvwiwb|
e¨w³MZ Rxe‡b wbinsKvi gvbylwU wQ‡jb fxlY AwZw_ civqY I m`vjvcx| Zvu i evmvq Ibvi Dcw¯’wZ‡Z
†Kv‡bv Kv‡R †M‡j Avwg †Kv‡bvw`b bv †L‡q wdi‡Z cvwiwb| GK Kvc Pv wKsev Kwd n‡jI Dwb LvB‡q
†Q‡o‡Qb| PvKzix †_‡K Aem‡ii Pvi gv‡mi gv_vq †eŠw` P‡j †M‡jb| AemiKvjxb QywUI Dc‡fvM
Ki‡Z cvi‡jb bv| †`‡L †h‡Z cvi‡jb bv †Q‡j `x‡ci we‡q, msmvi ev mšÍvb| eo n‡Z †`L‡Z
cvi‡jb bv †g‡q Zbykªxi Kb¨v Avwbkv‡K| c~iY n‡jvbv `v`v-‡eŠw`i GKmv‡_ Zx‡_© hvIqvi B‡”Qi|
19‡k RyjvB †fvi‡ejv †eŠw`i bk^i †`n Av¸‡b f¯§xfZ‚ nIqvi c‡i †cv¯Í‡Mvjvq ewy oM½vi av‡i
k¥kv‡bi c‡y ivwn‡Zi mv‡_ `x‡ci bvbvb ag©xq AvPvi †`L‡Z †`L‡Z Avwg fxlY wegl© n‡qwQjvg| wPZvi
cv‡ki Ges b`xi av‡ii KvR¸‡jvi mgq `xc‡K fxlY Amnvq †`Lvw”Q‡jv| Ii K‡ó fiv wbe©vK gLy
Avgv‡K Kó w`w”Q‡jv| Gici `xc A‡bK w`b K_v e‡jwb †Kv‡bv ¯^vfvweK m‡y i|
†mw`b Avgvi g‡b cowQ‡jv 2008 mv‡ji †m‡Þ¤^i gv‡m Avgvi gv‡K Ke‡i ïB‡q w`‡q G‡m AvwgI
Ggb gvbwmK hvZbvi g‡a¨ w`‡q †MwQ A‡bK w`b| Ggb eyK fv½v Kó †m-B Abyfe Ki‡Z cv‡i hvi
evev-gv cw„ _ex †_‡K wPiZ‡i P‡j hvq|
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†Lvjvi c‡i hw` †`L‡Z †cZvg †eŠw` nvu Uvi R‡y Zv cv‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Qb wb‡P bvg‡eb e‡j| Avgv‡K
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gvbyl¸‡jv| G‡jv P‡y j e‡m _vKv Zbyi †Pv‡Li †mB AmnvqZ¡, nviv‡bvi †e`bv †`Lvi KóI A‡bK|
Rvwb Avgv‡`i mevB‡K †h‡Z n‡e| †KD Av‡M ev †KD c‡i-GUvB RM‡Zi wbqg| ZeIy †eŠw`i
GB Amg‡q P‡j hvIqv †g‡b wb‡Z bv cvivi hš¿Yv Avgv‡`i ey‡K ev‡R| cÖv_©bv Kwi, KiæYvgq Zuvi
fv‡jvevmvi Dò cÖmeY, Avkxe©v‡`i KiæYv aviv †eŠw`i Rb¨ cÖevwnZ KiæK AbšÍKvj|
†eŠw` ¯^M©evmx †nvb|

Ô†hw`b mwiqv hv‡ev †Zvgv‡`i KvQ †_‡K- `~i Kqz vkvq
PÕ‡j hv‡ev, †mw`b giY G‡m AÜKv‡i Avgvi kixi
wfÿv KÕ‡i j‡q hv‡e;- †mw`b `yÕ`Û GB evsjvi Zxi-
GB bxj evsjvi Zx‡i ï‡q GKv GKv wK fvwee, nvq;-

†mw`b iÕ‡e bv †Kvb †ÿvf g‡b-|Õ
- Rxebvb›` `vk, iƒcmx evsjv|

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gv‡K a‡i †i‡L‡Qb ¯^R‡biv| ev †_‡K mevi cÖ_‡g exw_, Zvici †g‡Sv gv‡qi gZ„ ‡`‡ni cv‡k exw_ (jvj kvwo cwiwnZv)| mv‡_
†evb jvfjx| Zv‡`i †RVvgkvB ¯^M©xq hZx›`ªbv_ gÛjI Av‡Qb mv‡_| Av‡Q †RVv‡Zv †QvU fvB Rxeb|

gv‡K nvwi‡q...

gbxlv gÛ‡ji gvZv ¯^M©xqv †MŠix ivYx gÛj 1987 mv‡ji 17B b‡f¤^i gvÎ 45 eQi eq‡m g„Zy¨eiY
K‡ib| gv‡K nvwi‡q XvKv †_‡K Ljy bvq Qy‡U hvb evwoi eo Kb¨v exw_| gv‡qi we`v‡q †f‡O
co‡jI wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q †QvU fvB-‡evb‡`i gvZ‡… mœ‡nB fv‡jv‡e‡m‡Qb Avg„Z¨y |

gv‡K Kwd‡b K‡i wb‡q hvIqv n‡”Q| gv‡qi †kl we`v‡q evwoi eo †g‡q gv‡qi †klKvh© m¤úv`b Abôy v‡b| me© Wv‡b exw_, Wvb †_‡K Z…Zxq Rxeb,

exw_ (jvj kvwo cwiwnZv, `vu wo‡q)| me©ev‡g jvfjx|

g‡bi ¯§w„ Z‡Z gbxlv w``yb

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gwb©s IqvK †m‡i Avm‡Zb| Avgvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡jB nvwmgy‡L Avgvi Kykj wRÁvmv Ki‡Zb|
ej‡Zb, Ò‡Kgb Av‡Qv w``v? covïbv †Kgb Pj‡Q?Ó Zuvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡q‡Q, Avi wZwb Zvu i evmvq
Avgv‡K †h‡Z e‡jbwb, Ggb †Kv‡bv w`b †evanq nqwb| mKvj mKvj ¯‹‡y j †h‡Z Kvi bv Lvivc jv‡M?
AvgviI jvM‡Zv, wKš‘ Zuvi mv‡_ hLbB †`Lv n‡Zv, ZLbB me Lvivc jvMv wbwg‡l DavI n‡q †h‡Zv|
Zuvi †mB †mœngvLv nvwm †`Lvi ci, ïay Avwg †Kb, †KDB gb Lvivc K‡i _vK‡Z cv‡ibv|
GZ¶Y hvi K_v ejwQjvg, wZwb n‡jb Avgvi AZ¨šÍ kÖ×vi, AZ¨šÍ fv‡jvevmvi, AZ¨šÍ Kv‡Qi cÖqvZ
gbxlv gÛj| wZwb wQ‡jb evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki GKRb D”Pc`¯’ Kg©KZ©v| Zvu ‡K Avwg WvKZvg gbxlv
w``yb ev e¨vs‡Ki w``by | Ôe¨vs‡Ki w``ybÕ WvKUv †evanq G‡m‡Q wZwb e¨vs‡K PvKix Ki‡Zb e‡jB| Zvu i
mv‡_ Avgvi cÖ_g cwiPq nq Avgvi wb‡Ri w``y‡bi gva¨‡gB| e¨vs‡Ki w``by wQ‡jb Avgv‡`i cÖwZ‡ekx|
wKš‘ Avgv‡`i mv‡_ Zvu i m¤úK©Uv
†Kej cÖwZ‡ekxi g‡Zv wQ‡jv
bv| Avgv‡K wZwb Zvu i wb‡Ri
bvZwbi g‡ZvB fv‡jvevm‡Zb,
†mœn Ki‡Zb|
Zuvi evmvq †M‡j wZwb Lye Lky x
n‡Zb| Avc¨vq‡bi †Kv‡bv ÎæwU
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Mí Ki‡Zb| Avgvi covïbvi
Lei wb‡Zb| Zvu i cv‡k G‡b
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Pvjv‡bvi mgq Zvu i mv‡_ †`Lv
n‡Zv| wZwb ZLb Awdm †k‡l
wdi‡Zb| Zuvi †divi mgq
m¤ú‡K© Avgvi GKUv aviYv n‡q
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Avwg mvB‡Kj wb‡q Mwji g‡y L
`vu wo‡q _vKZvg| †`LZvg, wZwb
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_vK‡Z †`‡L wZwb nvm‡Zb|
gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q ej‡Zb,
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Av‡Qv?Ó Avwg gv_v bvoZvg|
wZwb †n‡u U †h‡Zb Avi Avwg
Zuvi cv‡k cv‡k mvB‡Kj Pvwj‡q
Pvwj‡q Zuvi evwo ch©šÍ †hZvg|

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wZwb Avgv‡K †hgb Zvu i bvZwbi g‡Zv fv‡jvevm‡Zb, AvwgI Zuv‡K wb‡Ri w``‡y bi g‡ZvB fv‡jvevmZvg|
Avgvi w``yb mgq †c‡jB Zuvi mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z †h‡Zb| Avwg memgq †h‡Z cviZvg bv| KviY nq‡Zv
cix¶v ev covi Pvc| wKš‘ Avgvi w``by wd‡i Avm‡jB Avwg e¨vs‡Ki w``y‡bi LeivLei wbZvg|
cÖwZw`‡bi g‡ZvB GKwU mvaviY w`b| e¨vs‡Ki w``by KÕw`b a‡iB nvmcvZv‡j ¸iæZi Am¯y ’ n‡q fwZ©|
wKš‘ †mw`b †h AmLy Uv GZ Lvivc Uvb© †b‡e †KD eyS‡Z cv‡iwb| Avwg †Zv KíbvB Ki‡Z cvwiwb
Gi †P‡qI eo `ty msev` Avgvi Ges Avgv‡`i mevi Rb¨ A‡c¶v KiwQj| mgqUv ivZ AvUUv wÎk|
Avwg ZLb Mvb MvBwQjvg| nVvr Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q GKUv Lei G‡jv| LeiUv w`‡jb Avgv‡`i Av‡iKRb
cÖwZ‡ekx| LeiUv †h GZ Lvivc n‡e Avgiv †KD Zv KíbvI Ki‡Z cvwiwb| Avgvi, Avgv‡`i GKvšÍ
AvcbRb, gbxlv w``yb Avgv‡`i †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Qb bv †divi †`‡k| wZwb Avi †bB|
Zvu ‡K Kwd‡b K‡i wb‡q Avmv n‡jv ivZ 12Uvq| Avgvi evevI wM‡qwQj nvmcvZv‡j| mevB wg‡j Zvu ‡K
wb‡q G‡jv| Zvu i cv‡qi Qvc KvM‡R †bIqv n‡jv, Zvu i †kl wPýUzK,y †kl ¯§„wZUzKz...| Zvu i wb_i gLy Uvi
w`‡K ZvKvjvg| GLbI wek¦vm n‡jv bv| fvejvg, GLbB ewy S wZwb D‡V Avm‡eb, gv_vq nvZ †i‡L
ej‡eb, ÒKuv`‡Qv †Kb w``v? GB‡Zv Avwg!Ó
bvn, Gm‡ei wKQyB Avi n‡jvbv| gvB‡µvev‡m K‡i Zvu ‡K wb‡q hvIqv n‡jv k¥kv‡bi D‡Ï‡k| ZvwK‡qB
_vKjvg AcjK †Pv‡L, Awek¦v‡mi `„wó‡Z|
GLbI ¯‹‡y j hvB| Z‡e †KD Avi Avgv‡K †`‡L Kv‡Q GwM‡q Av‡m bv| Kykj wR‡Ám K‡i bv| †mB
wPi‡Pbv nvwmgyLUv Avi †`L‡Z cvBbv| †h nvwmgLy Uv †`Lvi Rb¨ Avwg memgq A‡c¶v K‡i AvwQ...

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mij gLy | †`Lv n‡jB GKUv my›`i nvwm w`‡q Av`ve w`‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡Zb, `v`v fvj Av‡Qb?
fvex-ev”Pviv †Kgb Av‡Q? Kx mnR mij, nvwm-Lky x, cÖvY‡Lvjv mv`vwm‡a GKRb gvbly wQ‡jb|
GKUv ¯§w„ Z cÖvqB g‡b c‡o, Avgvi eviv›`vq hLb `uvovZvg cÖvqB †`LZvg `v`v Avi †eŠw` GKmv‡_
†Kv_vI nvu U‡Z hv‡”Qb A_ev †n‡u U Avm‡Qb| Avwg `i~ †_‡K †`LZvg Avi fveZvg Kx m›y `i †evSvcov
G‡`i g‡a¨, Kx m›y `i mLy x `¤úwZ! m„wóKZ©v G‡`i eûw`b GKmv‡_ ivLby |
wKš‘ Avgv‡`i mKj‡K gb Lviv‡c fvwm‡q w`‡q `v`v‡K GKjv †i‡L nVvr GK S‡o †eŠw` bv †divi
†`‡k P‡j †M‡jb| †g‡b †bIqv A‡bK KwVb n‡jI GUvB nq‡Zv wbqwZ| Avgv‡`i mevB‡KB †h‡Z
n‡e `yBw`b Av‡M Avi c‡i|
Icv‡i fvj _vKbz , kvwšÍ‡Z _vKbz †eŠw`|

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gnxki~ Wv‡qix †m›U wd‡jvwgbvm Pv‡P©i mvg‡b|
gnxk‡~ i wUcy myjZv‡bi Ke‡ii mvg‡b|
mvj 2014| Kb¨v ZbykÖx ZLb co‡Z †M‡Q
gnxk~‡i| ZvB gv-evev Qy‡U †M‡Q †g‡q‡K
GKbRi †`L‡Z| Avi Gi gv‡SB Aí wKQy
†NvivNywi|

kÖxi½cUbv‡g Niy vNywii duv‡K|

Gevi MvÜxwR! mv‡_ gv-‡g‡q! PvgywÛ wn‡ji c‡_|

gnxk~i c¨v‡j‡m gv-‡g‡q|

DwU Iqv· wgDwRqv‡g|

mevB‡K bg®‹vi! HwZnvwmK gnxki~ c¨v‡j‡m fv‡jvevmvi ¯^vgxi mv‡_|

e›„ `veb Mv‡W©‡b gv-‡g‡q| `iRv eÜ! wKš‘ d‡UvMÖvwdi Rvbvjv Aek¨ †Lvjv! †m›U †Z‡imv Pv‡P©|
PvgywÛ wn‡j gwnlvm‡y ii cÖwZgw~ Z©i mvg‡b|

wUcy mjy Zv‡bi mvgvi c¨v‡j‡m | Niy ‡Z Niy ‡Z K¬všÍ †ek! ¯’vb: kÖxi½cUbvg|
kÖxi½cUbv‡gi Av‡iKwU ¯§„wZ|

ivZyj gÛj †Zvgvi ¯§i‡Y...

g„Z¨y memgq K‡ói, †e`bvi| Avi Zv hw` nq Kv‡Qi gvb‡y li Zvn‡j †m Kó nq mxgvnxb| gvwmi
Ggb nVvr P‡j hvIqvq ü`q GZ †e`bvZ© †h Zv fvlvq cÖKvk Kiv Avgvi Amva¨| gvwm‡K †`‡LwQ
memgq nvwmLwy k, cig †mœngqx| Avgvi mv‡_ Zuvi †Kv‡bv i‡³i m¤úK© bv _vK‡jI, Avwg KL‡bvB
gvwm Avi Avgvi gv‡qi Av`‡ii g‡a¨ cv_©K¨ Ki‡Z cvwiwb| Avgv‡K memgq wb‡Ri †Q‡ji gZ
fv‡jv‡e‡m‡Qb| Avgvi mv‡_ w`e¨`vi m¤úK© wb‡q cvwievwiK wKQy Sv‡gjv wQ‡jv, wKš‘ KLbI †`wLwb
Zvi †Kv‡bv Avu P Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ `~iZ¡ ˆZwi K‡i‡Q|

m`v nvwmLywk, `qvkxj, KZ©e¨civqY Ggb nvRvi ¸‡Yi K_v ej‡jI Zvu i mg¯Í ¸Y cÖKvk Kiv m¤¢e
n‡ebv| Zvu ‡K KLbI †`wLwb A‡b¨i ¶wZ n‡e †R‡bI wb‡Ri K_v wPšÍv Ki‡Z| Zuvi Kv‡Q cwiev‡ii
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f‡y j hvbwb|

Rxe‡bi †kl `k gvm, gvwm Ley †ewk Am¯y ’ wQ‡jb| wKš‘ Zvu i kvixwiK Ae¯’vi GZUv AebwZ
n‡q‡Q, mwZ¨B fve‡Z cvwiwb| Avwg ZLb Avgvi covïbv-wUDkb wb‡qB wKQUy v e¨¯Í mgq cvi KiwQ
†MvcvjM‡Ä| Gm‡ei Kvi‡YB ZLb †ek wKQyw`b w`e¨`vi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM wQj bv| eÜz Aq‡bi
KvQ †_‡KB †R‡bwQjvg LeiUv| gvwm nmwcUv‡j fwZ©| mv‡_ mv‡_ Avwg †g‡mvgkvB‡K †dvb Kwi|
†g‡mvgkvB ej‡jb, †Zvgvi gvwmi Ae¯’v Ley Lvivc| nvmcvZv‡j jvBd mv‡cv‡U© Av‡Q|

wKQ‡y ZB †g‡b wb‡Z cviwQjvgbv LeiUv| †m gny ~‡Z© Avwg wQjvg evKnviv, ü`q gg©vnZ| Avi †`ix bv
K‡i †MvcvjMÄ †_‡K Avwg †mw`bB XvKvq hvB| wKš‘ †mw`b Avi gvwmi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡jv bv| mܨv
n‡q †M‡Q| ZLb nmwcUv‡j Avwg, †g‡mvgkvB, w`e¨`v Avi Zvcm`v| †g‡mvgkvB Avi Zvcm`v‡K
AvBwmBD BDwb‡Ui mvg‡b †i‡L Avwg Avi w`e¨`v iv‡Z nvmcvZv‡j _vKvi e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z †ei njvg|
GKUv gv`iy Avi `yBUv evwjk wK‡b wdijvg| `v`v Avgv‡K ej‡jv, gv‡qi Rb¨ G cwRwUf eøvW jvM‡e|
†Zvi eÜz‡`i Kv‡Q †LuvR wbm †KD w`‡Z cvi‡e wKbv? Avwg †`ix bv K‡i Avgvi eÜz‡`i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM
Ki‡Z ïiæ Kijvg| †Póv Ki‡Z jvMjvg eøvW †hvMvo Ki‡Z|

ciw`b nvmcvZv‡ji AvBwmBD‡qi †e‡W gvwm‡K †`‡L wKsKZ©e¨weg~p n‡q cwo| ïbjvg gvwmi kvixwiK
Ae¯’vi AviI AebwZ n‡q‡Q| gbUv AviI Lvivc n‡q †M‡jv| mvivw`b nvmcvZv‡jB wewfbœ Kv‡R e¨¯Í
wQjvg| iv‡Z Avevi Avgvi GK eÜiz eøvW w`‡Z Avmvi K_v|

mvivw`b †QvUvQwy Ui ci †g‡mvgkvB Avi Zvcm`v gvÎB evmvq wd‡i †M‡Qb| GiB g‡a¨ Rvb‡Z cvijvg
gvwmi kvixwiK Ae¯’v AviI Lvivc K‡i‡Q| Wv³vi w`e¨`v‡K †W‡K wb‡q‡Qb| Avwg mv‡_ mv‡_ †g‡mv‡K
†dv‡b Rvwb‡q gvwmi Kv‡Q †Mjvg| wKš‘ Gi g‡a¨B me †kl| gvwm Avgv‡`i †Q‡o ZZ¶‡Y A‡bK `‡~ i
P‡j †M‡Qb| Avgvi ¯úó g‡b Av‡Q, Avwg †hb cv_‡ii g~wZ© n‡q †MwQjvg| Avgvi mw¤^Z wd‡i Av‡m
Avgvi †dvb †e‡R DV‡j| Avgvi eÜiz †QvUfvB †dvb w`‡q e‡j, fvB †Kv_vq Av‡Qb? Avwg wmqv‡gi
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Rasmita Pradhan

Never Knew, Our First Meet Will Be Our Last

That day, we all were busy
attending our class. Suddenly
we saw Dibya’s parents standing
outside. After a formal greet,
he introduced us to them. In
that first meet, his mother’s
face described innocence, and
she seemed to be a person of
simplicity. I still remember the
smile and the glim of love on
her face. But I couldn’t find a
moment to have a chat with her.

The next day, Dibya invited me to meet his parents. At first, I was against this plan. But after
his regular insists, I agreed to it. Then after the class, we both went to Hotel Mahavir Galaxy.
His parents were already there waiting for us to arrive. At first, I greeted them, and then
we had outsat. The most interesting part was, Dibya turning a communicator as her mother
was not acquainted with Odia or Hindi. ‘This girl looks like a school kid’; the first remark his
mother gave me was so funny that I was about to burst out laughing, but I controlled myself.
Then the lunch was served, but we got more indulged with our talks keeping the food aside
with Dibya playing the role of a communicator. His mother seldom uttered anything as she
was not quite friendly with the language we used. But I had some interesting conversations
with his father.
Although I didn’t have much interaction with his mother as compared to his father still, I
liked her more. She was minutely observing everything, and it seemed like she was eager to

say something but, the language stood as a barrier between us.

Translated By:

Gourav Samal

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Words won’t be sufficient to describe her, I remember
the time she visited our college just to meet us and
she was very nice, humble and caring soul. She
always send ‘Dib’ with a cake. We miss that delicious
cake, we really miss it. But God loves her, may her
gentle soul remain in perfect peace... Ameen.

Zayad Muhammad Jibrin

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