Ekjan Manisha

†Kv_vI Qvo‡Z ivRx n‡Zb bv| wKš‘ evev‡K ivRx Kiv‡bvi `vwqZ¡ _vK‡Zv gv‡qi Dci| GKevi
nvq`ªvev‡`i GK g¨vMvwR‡b Avgvi GKwU Mí cÖKvwkZ nq| g¨vMvwRbwUi †gvoK D‡b¥vP‡b Ask wb‡Z
Avwg nvq`ªvev` hvIqvi wm×všÍ wbB| ZLb Avwg KU‡K gv÷vm© KiwQ| Avwg gv‡K Avgvi cwiKíbv
Rvbvjvg| mv‡_ GUvI Rvbvjvg, Avgvi nvq`ªvev` hvIqvi e¨vcviUv †hb wKQ‡y ZB evev‡K Rvbv‡bv bv
nq| gv wb‡RI KLbI Avgv‡K GKv Qvo‡Z PvB‡Zb bv| Ley fq †c‡Zb| wKš‘ evav w`‡jb bv| Avwg
hLb nvq`ªvev‡`i d¬vBU ai‡ev, gv‡K †dvb Kijvg| gv †K‡u ` †dj‡jb| Avwg gv‡K wRÁvmv Kijvg,
ÒZvn‡j wK Avwg hv‡evbv?Ó gv ej‡jb, Òbv hvI| wKš‘ mveav‡b †_‡Kv|Ó Avwg cÖwZw`b nvq`ªvev‡`
Nyi‡Z †ei nZvg Avi gv‡K RvbvZvg KLb †Kv_vq hvw”Q, Kx KiwQ, Kx Lvw”Q| gv‡K Qwe cvVvZvg|
cy‡iv Uz¨i fvj g‡Zv †kl nevi c‡iB gv evev‡K Rvwb‡qwQ‡jb| gv‡qi mv‡_ Avgvi eÜzZ¡Uv wQj GZUvB
Mfxi|

Avevi KLbI KvD‡K fvj jvM‡j ZvI gv‡qi mv‡_ †kqvi Kivi my‡hvMUv _vK‡Zv| AvR‡K mevB‡K
†ek Rvu KRgK K‡i gv w`em cvjb Ki‡Z †`wL| †mvk¨vj wgwWqv‡Z gv w`em cvj‡bi Qwe Avc‡jvW
Ki‡Z †`wL| wKš‘ gv‡qi mv‡_ GZ PgrKvi GKUv m¤úK© _vKvi c‡iI Avwg KLbI gv w`em †mwj‡eªU
Kwiwb| KviY, Avgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi Rxe‡bi cÖwZwU w`bB gv w`em| GLbI Avgvi cÖwZwU w`b ïiæ nq gv
kãUvi mv‡_| gv‡K g‡b K‡i| Ggb GKUv w`b KLbI Av‡mwb †hw`b Avwg Avgvi gv‡K g‡b Kwiwb|
Avwg gv w`em cvjb bv Ki‡jI Rxe‡bi †kl gv w`emUv wKš‘ gv cvjb K‡iwQ‡jb| ZvI Zuvi wcÖq
bvZwb †KK †cvKv Avwbkvi †mŠR‡b¨!

Avgvi gv‡qi mv‡_ Av‡iKUv ¯§„wZi K_v bv ej‡jB bq| hLbB Qwy U †cZvg, Avwg Avi gv GKmv‡_ gwy f
†`LZvg| KLbI evmvq wUwf ev wcwm‡Z KLbI ev wm‡bgv n‡j| mvaviYZ evsjv Avi wnw›` wm‡bgvB
†`LZvg Avgiv| gv wnw›` eSy ‡Zb bv| Avwg gv‡K eywS‡q w`Zvg| LyeB big g‡bi gvbly wQ‡jb Avgvi
gv| wm‡bgv‡ZI KviI Kó n‡j gv †Pv‡Li Rj †dj‡Zb| gv‡K eySvZvg, Ògv GUv wm‡bgv| ev¯Íe bq|Ó
gv ej‡Zb, ÒAvwgI †Zv Rvwb| wKš‘ Kó nq|Ó KLbI ev Avgv‡`i mgq KvU‡Zv BDwUD‡e Mvb ï‡b|
KU‡K hvIqvi ci Avwg Iwoqv MvbI ïb‡Z ïiæ Kwi| Avgvi mv‡_ mv‡_ gvI ïb‡Zb|

Avgvi gv A‡bK ag©cÖvY GKRb gvbyl n‡jI ag©vÜ wQ‡jb bv KLbI| Avi ZvB, †QvU‡ejv †_‡K memgq
†`‡LwQ cy‡Rvi mgq mK‡ji Kj¨v‡Y gv D‡cvm Ki‡Zb| nq‡Zv gv‡qi kixi Lvivc wKš‘ †Kv‡bv we‡kl
w`b c‡o‡Q, gv kixi Lvivc wb‡qB D‡cvm Ki‡Zb| KLbI wb‡Ri Rb¨ wKQy PvB‡Zb bv| cy‡Rvi mgq
gv Kvi Rb¨ Kx wKb‡Z n‡e, Kvi Kx `iKvi Zvi wj÷ evbv‡Zb| †mme wj‡÷ Avgv‡`i cwievi Ges
AvZ¥xq-¯^R‡bi cvkvcvwk A‡bK AbvZ¥xqi Ave`viI RvqMv †c‡Zv| wKš‘ KLbI wb‡Ri Rb¨ wKQy
_vK‡Zv bv| †KD nq‡Zv gv‡qi Kv‡Q wKQy †P‡q‡Q, gv memgq †Póv Ki‡Zb Zv‡K †mUv †`Iqvi Rb¨|

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gv‡qi cy‡Rvi kwcs wj‡÷ Avi †h wRwbm¸‡jv cÖvavb¨ †c‡Zv Zv n‡”Q msmv‡ii wRwbm| Ni mvRv‡bvi
Rb¨ gv‡qi AvMÖ‡ni †Kv‡bv KgwZ wQjbv KLbI| Avi GRb¨B nq‡Zv Avwg, evev ev Zby Avgiv hLbB
†Kv_vI †Kv‡bv Kv‡R †MwQ A_ev Nyi‡Z †MwQ Avgiv †Póv K‡iwQ wewfbœ ai‡bi †kv-wcm wb‡q Avm‡Z|

gv hLb Awdm Ki‡Zb, mKv‡j †ewi‡q †h‡Zb Avi wdi‡Zb †mB mܨv‡ejvq| jv‡Âi Rb¨ Lvevi wb‡q
†h‡Zb| GRb¨ GKUz †ewk RvqMv Av‡Q Ggb e¨vMB cQ›` Ki‡Zb| Avgvi Lye B”Qv Ki‡Zv gv‡K e¨vM
Dcnvi w`‡Z| Avi e¨vM †Kbvi mgq ZvB GUvB gv_vq _vK‡Zv †h †fZ‡i †ewk RvqMv _vK‡Z n‡e|
ev‡RUI ZLb GKUv eo mgm¨v| wKš‘ Avwg G‡b w`‡qwQ GUvB wQj gv‡qi Kv‡Q me‡P‡q Avb‡›`i| gv
nq‡Zv †h e¨vMUv e¨envi KiwQ‡jb †mUv A‡bK fvj| wKš‘ Avwg hLbB †Kv‡bv e¨vM G‡b w`‡qwQ gv‡qi
Kv‡Q h‡Zv fvj e¨vMB _vKKz , gv Avgvi †`Iqv e¨vMUvB e¨envi Ki‡Zb|

Avgvi Lwyu UbvwU mewKQy gv jÿ¨ ivL‡Zb| KLb Avgvi Rb¨ Rvgv wKb‡Z n‡e, Kx c¨v›U wKb‡Z n‡e
Gme Avwg eSy vi Av‡MB gv ey‡S †h‡Zb| Avgvi Rvgv-c¨v›U †_‡K ïiæ K‡i PkgvI gv‡qi cQ‡›`
wKbZvg| e¨vcviUv †gv‡UI Ggb wQjbv †h gv‡qi cQ‡›`B wKb‡Z n‡e| AvwgB eis wb‡Ri cQ‡›`
wKb‡Z PvBZvg bv KviY Avgvi Kv‡Q wb‡Ri cQ‡›`i PvB‡ZI †ewk fimv wQj gv‡qi cQ‡›`| gv‡qi
cQ›` Kiv †cvkv‡KB Avwg †ewk ¯^v”Q›`¨ †eva KiZvg|

Avgvi w`b kyiæ n‡Zv gv‡qi mv‡_ K_v e‡j| †`‡k _vK‡Z †Zv Aek¨B, BwÛqv‡Z covi mgqI Zvi
†Kv‡bv cwieZ©b nqwb| Av‡M gv‡qi mv‡_ K_v e‡j Zvici Ab¨vb¨ KvR KiZvg| gv cÖwZw`b mKv‡j
Avgvi Avi Avwbkvi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Zb| Am¤¢e fv‡jvevm‡Zb gv Avwbkv‡K| cÖvqB ej‡Zb, Avwbkvi
mv‡_ K_v bv n‡j gv _vK‡Z cv‡ibbv| Ggb Kx gv hLb nmwcUv‡j jvBd mv‡cv‡U© wQ‡jb, hLb kby ‡jb
KjKvZv †_‡K Avwbkv G‡m‡Q, gv I‡K Lye †`L‡Z PvB‡Zb| I‡K nmwcUv‡j wb‡q Avm‡Z ej‡Zb|
wKš‘ GZUzKz ev”Pv‡K nmwcUv‡j wb‡q hvevi Abgy wZ †g‡jwb| Avwbkvi mv‡_I ZvB Avi gv‡qi †kl
†`Lv nqwb|

Avgvi †jLv Mí-KweZvi cÖ_g cvVK wQ‡jb Avgvi gv| Avgvi Mí c‡o gv nvm‡Zb, KLbI Avevi
Kuv`‡Zb Avi Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Zb, Ò‡Kb I‡K Gfv‡e †g‡i †dj‡j? I‡K wK evu wP‡q ivLv †h‡Zvbv?
Ab¨ †Kv‡bv fv‡e wK †kl Kiv †h‡Zv bv MíUv?Ó

gv P‡j hvevi ci GKw`b †`wL Avgvi covi †Uwe‡j gv‡qi Ley Kv‡Qi Awdm KwjM‡`i †dvb bv¤^v‡ii
GKUv ZvwjKv| gv‡qi AeZ©gv‡b Avgvi †Kv‡bv cÖ‡qvR‡b †hb †Kv‡bv iKg mgm¨v bv nq †mRb¨B
nq‡Zv †i‡LwQ‡jb| gv wK eyS‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jb †h Zuvi mgq dzwi‡q Avm‡Q? Rvwbbv, wKš‘ Avgvi gv wVKB
Rvb‡Zb Avwg Lye ZvovZvwo Zvu i Kv‡Q wd‡i Avm‡ev|

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gv‡qi nmwcUv‡j fwZ© nevi KÕw`b Av‡Mi K_v| †dv‡b K_v nevi mgq Avwg gv‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg,
gv Zwy g wVK Av‡Qv †Zv? gv ej‡jb, kixi gv‡S gv‡S GKUz Lvivc K‡i wKš‘ Avwg wVK AvwQ| Zwy g
Avgvi Rb¨ wPšÍv bv K‡i fvBfvi wcÖcv‡ikb bvI| gv nmwcUv‡j fwZ© n‡j Avwg hLb †`‡k wd‡i Avwm
Avgv‡`i evmvi iwÄZv Avw›U Avgv‡K wKQy Avg †L‡Z w`‡q e‡jb, †Zvgvi gv e‡j wM‡qwQ‡jb, Avgvi
`xc Ley ZvovZvwo wd‡i Avm‡e| I hLb Avm‡e ZLb I‡K Avg¸‡jv †K‡U w`I|
gv nq‡Zv eSy ‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jb Zuvi nv‡Z mgq Ley Kg| wKš‘ wek^vm wQj hZ hv-B †nvK bv †Kb, Avwg
wd‡i Avm‡evB| Avwg G‡mI wQjvg| wKš‘ gv‡K Avi a‡i ivL‡Z cvijvg bv|
†kl K_v:
Avgvi gv Ggb GKRb gvbly wQ‡jb Avi hvi mv‡_ Avgvi GZ GZ ¯§w„ Z i‡q‡Q †h Zvi me wKQy KL‡bvB
K‡qK cvZvi ¯§w„ ZK_vq cÖKvk Kiv m¤¢e bq| Zvic‡iI †Póv K‡iwQ hZUv m¤¢e Z‡z j ai‡Z| gv‡qi
K_v Avgvi memgqB g‡b c‡o| Avi Avwg Gfv‡eB g‡b K‡i †h‡Z PvB Avgvi gv‡K| Avgvi gv Avgvi
Rxe‡bi mePvB‡Z m›y `i ¯§w„ Z n‡q AvRxeb Avgvi mv‡_ †_‡K hv‡eb| AšÍZ Avwg hZw`b †e‡u P _vK‡ev
Avgvi gvI Avgvi mv‡_ Avgvi cÖwZUv wbtk¦v‡m †e‡u P _vK‡eb| †Zvgv‡K A‡bK fv‡jvevwm gv| A‡bK
†ewk fv‡jvevwm| cw„ _ex‡Z mePvB‡Z †ewk fv‡jvevwm|

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Avi GK UzK‡iv
`vwR©wjs!

†nv‡U‡j †cŠ‡QB eviv›`v †_‡K `vwR©wjs `k©b!

`vwR©wjs ZLbI †ek LvwbKUv `~i| c‡_ hvÎvweiwZ‡Z
¯^vgx-¯¿x| Dc‡fvM Ki‡Qb cÖvK…wZK †mŠ›`h©|

wgwi‡K `x‡ci Kvu ‡a gv_v †i‡L wcÖq gv!

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†g‡qRvgvB Zvc‡mi mv‡_|

gj‡iv‡W d‡Uv‡mkb! wb‡RB hLb d‡UvMÖvdvi!
wcÖq Av‡iKwU gny ~Z©...
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AveviI gj‡iv‡W!

Pj‡Q †KbvKvUv!
gw›`‡i cÖv_©bv †k‡l|

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¯^vgx-mšÍv‡bi m‡½ UvBMvi-wn‡j| wcQ‡b KvÂbR•Nv|
K¨vejKv‡i hvÎvweiwZi gv‡S| mv‡_ ¯^vgx Ges RvgvZv|

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mevi ÔeoÕ eow`

gwbKv †cvÏvi

18B Rjy vB 2019 mvj, e„n¯úwZevi hLb Rvb‡Z cvijvg †h Avgvi eow` Avi GB cw„ _ex‡Z †bB
ZLb eSy ‡Z cvwiwb †h Avgvi GZ Kó n‡e| GLbI Avgvi wek^vm nqbv †h eow`‡K Avwg Avi
†Kv‡bvw`b †`L‡Z cv‡evbv| eow` wQj GKUv eUe‡„ ÿi Qvqvi g‡Zv| Avgiv Qq fvB-‡ev‡bi †KD hLbB
†Kv‡bv wec‡` c‡owQ, ZLbB eow` wM‡q Zvi cv‡k `uvwo‡q‡Q| memgq Zuvi KZ©e¨ h_vh_fv‡e cvjb
K‡i †M‡Q| Avgv‡`i Qq fvB-‡ev‡bi †m ïay eow` bq, Avgv‡`i es‡ki †hme fvB-‡evb ev fvB‡qi
eD Av‡Q Zv‡`iI mevi eow`|
Avgv‡`i mevi Kv‡Q eow` ej‡Z †Kej GKRb‡KB eSy vq Avi †m n‡”Q gbxlv gÛj| Ggb Kx Ab¨
es‡ki †hgb Avgvi wcwmi †Q‡j‡g‡qiv I gvgvi †Q‡j‡g‡qiv ev hviv gbxlv‡K wPb‡Zv ZvivI eow`
ej‡Z GKRb‡KB Rvb‡Zv| A_P Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z Avgvi R¨vVvgkvB‡qi †g‡q mevi eo Zvic‡iI
mevB eow` ej‡Z ïay gbxlv‡KB wPb‡Zv| Avgiv †QvU‡ejvq eo`v, wcwm, KvKzi g‡y L Mí ï‡bwQ †h
eow` GZ Av`‡ii wQj †h Zuvi Rb¨ MÖv‡gi GKUv †`vKvb gvm gvwn‡bi Rb¨ _vK‡Zv ïay Zvu i evqbv
ci~ ‡Yi Rb¨|
Avgvi †QvUKvKz A_©vr ciy ›`i gÛ‡ji
†m wQj ÔgvÕ| gv Qvov Zvu i bvg a‡i
†Kv‡bvw`b WvK‡Z ïwbwb| wec‡`
Avc‡` me mgq me AvZ¥xq‡K UvKv
cqmv w`‡q mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q| eo †Q‡ji
g‡Zv evevi cv‡k †_‡K‡Q| Avgiv
hZ Ab¨vq Kwibv †Kb KLbI ivM
K‡i `‡~ i †V‡j †`qwb| eow` Zuvi
PvKiz x Rxe‡bI mevi Kv‡Q fxlY wcÖq
wQj| gviv hvIqvi Av‡MI Zuvi KZ©e¨
†_‡K GKUzI m‡i Av‡mwb| GKvZ‡i
mevB‡K w`‡q †M‡Q wewbg‡q †m wKš‘
KviI Kv‡Q wKQyB Pvqwb| KviI
e¨env‡i Kó †c‡jI g‡y L KLbI cÖKvk
K‡iwb, bxi‡e mn¨ K‡i mevB‡K ÿgvi
†Pv‡L †`‡L‡Q| `ytL nq GB Rb¨ †h
m‡y Li mg‡q eow` P‡j †M‡jv| Avwg
wb‡RI Zvu i Rb¨ wKQyB Ki‡Z cvwiwb|
GZ eo PvKiz x Kiv m‡Ë¡I Zuvi g‡b
†Kv‡bv iKg AnsKvi wQjbv| †`L‡j
†evSv †h‡Zvbv †h †m GZ eo PvKix
Ki‡Zv| bv wQj †Kv‡bv mva, bv wQj
†Kv‡bv Pvwn`v| eow` KviI Kv‡Q

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KLbI wKQy Pvqwb| mevB‡K ïay w`‡qB †M‡Q|
eow` wek^we`¨vj‡q GKmgq ivRbxwZ Ki‡Zv| †eMg †iv‡Kqv n‡ji GwRGm wQj| wfwc wQj wMwb
Avcv| GK m‡½ ivRbxwZ K‡i‡Q| GKevi ivRkvnx‡Z ivóªcwZ wRqvDi ingvb G‡mwQ‡jb| ZLb eow`
Avi wMwb Avcv wewfbœ `vex wb‡q ivóªcwZi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡jb| ivóªcwZ ZLb Zvu ‡`i me `vex¸‡jv †g‡b
†bb| AvR †eMg †iv‡Kqv n‡ji mvg‡b †eMg Zvcmx iv‡eqv Zuv‡`iB †`Iqv|
GKevi †iv‡Kqv n‡ji †g‡qiv Av‡›`vjb ïiæ Ki‡jv| Lvev‡ii gvb fvj bv nIqvq n‡ji me †g‡qiv
Lvevi eqKU K‡i| QvÎx‡`i †mB Av‡›`vjb ZLb eow` Avi wMwb Avcv mvg‡j †bb| wiwRqv †eMg ZLb
mycvi| eow` Avi wMwb Avcv `yR‡b wM‡q ej‡jb, Avgiv GKevi WvBwbs‡qi fvi †b‡ev| Avi Gici
†_‡KB WvBwbs‡q fvj Lvevi †`Iqv ïiæ nj| mevB KvbvNylv Ki‡Z jvM‡jv, GZ fvj Lvevi w`‡”Q
†`L‡e Giv wec‡` co‡e| wKš‘ mevB‡K AevK K‡i gv‡mi †k‡l Avevi Lye eo K‡i Lvev‡ii Av‡qvRb
Kiv n‡jv| mevB Ley Lky x n‡jv| Avi fvj Lvevi †K bv Pvq! Wvqwbs‡q †hme gwnjv I ciy æl †Q‡jiv
hviv ivbœv I Lvevi cwi‡ekb Ki‡Zv ev evRvi Kivi mgq m‡½ †h‡Zv Zv‡`i‡K †nv‡÷‡ji †g‡qiv
mevB eÜz e‡j WvK‡Zv| GK gvm h_vh_fv‡e WvBwbs‡q fvj Lvevi w`‡qI cÖPyi UvKv †e‡u P †M‡jv|
Avi †mB UvKv w`‡q eÜz‡`i hviv †g‡q Zv‡`i Kvco Avi hviv †Q‡j Zv‡`i jwy ½, MvgQv I bM` UvKv
†`Iqv n‡jv| A_P GB UvKvB hviv Wvqwbs Pvjv‡Zv Zviv gv‡mi †k‡l wb‡q wb‡Zv| wKš‘ eow` I wMwb
Avcv †mB KvR K‡iwb| Avi Gi Rb¨ n‡j fxlYfv‡e mvov c‡o †M‡jv| Avgvi cwiwPZ †g‡qiv mevB
ej‡Z jvM‡jv, gbxlvw` hv K‡i †`Lv‡jv GB n‡j, AvR ch©šÍ †KD Zv K‡i †`Lv‡Z cv‡iwb| Avi GB
wQj Zuvi mZZv| mZZv †`wL‡q‡Q Avgvi fvB-‡ev‡bi †ÿ‡ÎI wKš‘ Zviv Gi gj~ ¨ †`qwb| Avgiv f‡y j
hvB, mZZvB n‡”Q gvb‡y li eo ag©|

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AvcbR‡biv

Ljy bvi †eYxevey †iv‡Wi evwo‡Z evevi evev ZLb c¨vivjvBRW n‡q fvi‡Z wPwKrmvaxb|
mv‡_| evev‡K †`L‡Z evievi Q‡y U †h‡Zb wZwb| evevI
fvj _vK‡Zb Av`‡ii eo †g‡q‡K Kv‡Q †c‡q|

†QvU wcmvgkvB kÖx B›`fy ~lY wek^v‡mi
mv‡_ Zvi evmfe‡b|

AwZ wcÖq †QvU KvKz ¯^M©xq Wv. ciy ›`i gÛ‡ji mv‡_
Av`‡ii exw_| XvKv †_‡K exw_ G‡m‡Q Rvb‡Z cvi‡jB
Qy‡U Avm‡Zb wZwb|

(ev †_‡K) `xc, AN©¨, †g‡Sv fwMœcwZ `xwjc I †evb jvfjxi mv‡_|

†RVv‡Zv †evb ¯^M©xqv Ziæw`i (ZiæjZv gÛj) mv‡_ exw_ I jvfjx|

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evevi kvixwiK Ae¯’v G‡Kev‡iB fvj bq| evev‡K †`L‡Z ZvB AveviI Q‡y U Avmv|

kÖ‡×q Zvivw` wQ‡jb Zvu i eoB AvcbRb| Avi ZvB hLbB m‡y hvM †c‡Zb Q‡y U †h‡Zb wcÖq w`w`‡K GKbRi †`L‡Z|

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KvKv‡Zv fvB mKy všÍ I †mvgvi we‡q‡Z Avkxev©` Ki‡Qb kÖ‡×q eow`| wVK wcQ‡bB `uvwo‡q Av‡Qb †mœ‡ni †QvU †evb gwjøKv|

†QvÆ †R¨vwZi mv‡_ wcÖq w``v|

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kÖ‡×q evmy KvKzi mv‡_ †mœ‡ni exw_|

Wvb †_‡K fvMwb jxbv ivwY gÛj cvj, gvmZ‡y Zv †evb Kíbv, gbxlv gÛj I †m‡Sv †eŠw` (†QvU)
fMeZx gÛj `M~ ©v|

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k^ïi evwo‡Z kvïwo gv gxiv ivbx `Ë I †`ei †Mvcvj P›`ª `v‡ki mv‡_|

gvgv-k^ïi (†QvU) ¯^M©xq wbivc` `v‡ki kÖv×vbôy v‡b| mv‡_ gvwg-kvïwo (†m‡Sv), AwgZ I ¯^vgx|

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KwYKv gÛj eo g‡bi AwaKvix Avgvi eow`

Òhvi bvg wb‡Z †Pv‡L Rj G‡m hvq, Zvi bvg wb‡Z wb‡Z gb f‡i hvqÓ, †m Avgvi eow`|
AvR hw` kirP›`ª †e‡u P _vK‡Zb, Zuvi Kv‡Q wM‡q Avgvi eow`i wel‡q Rvbv‡j Ggb fv‡e
Dc¯’vcb Ki‡Z cvi‡Zb, hv cvVK ü`‡q ¯’vqx Avmb K‡i wb‡Zv GUv Avgvi wek¦vm| Ggb ¯^fve, Ggb
ü`‡qi gvbex-‡m Avgvi eow`|
eow`i cÖm‡½ hvevi Av‡M Avgv‡`i cwiev‡ii K_v bv ej‡jB bq| cÖ_‡gB Avwm Avgv‡`i evev-gv‡qi
K_vq| Zuviv `yR‡bB wQ‡jb gnr ü`‡qi AwaKvix| eUe‡„ ¶i g‡ZvB Giu v `yRb wg‡j gvby‡li †mev
K‡i †M‡Qb AvRxeb| evev DcvR©b K‡i G‡b gv‡qi nv‡Z w`‡Zb| Avi gv †Kv‡bv Kv‡R evevi B”QvUv
†R‡b wb‡q †mfv‡eB evwKUv K‡i †h‡Zb| Zv‡Z Avgvi gv‡qi hw` nvRvi KóI n‡Zv, bxi‡e evevi
Av‡`k g‡b K‡i cvjb K‡i †h‡Zb| evevi B”Qv gv‡qi Kv‡Q †`eZvi evYxi g‡Zv wQj| †`eZv Áv‡b
gv evev‡K m¤§vb fw³ K‡i †M‡Qb| evev PvB‡Zb †Kv‡bv gvbyl †hb Awkw¶Z, Agvbly , `wi`ª bv _v‡K|
Avi G Kvi‡YB `wi`ª AvZ¥xq-¯^Rbmn AbvZ¥xq A‡b‡KB Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z webv Li‡P †_‡K †jLvcov
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GKUv Avjv`v Zuve‡y Z ivLv n‡qwQj| †m mgq Avgvi †`Lvïbv eow` Ki‡Zv| eow`iI eqm ZLb Ley
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K‡iv‡bkb ¯‹‡y j Avgiv wQjvg dv÷© †eÂvi| Avwg, exw_, eyj,y ¯^cœv Avgiv K¬v‡m cÖ_g w`‡K emZvg|
Avi G‡`i g‡a¨ Avgvi Avi exw_i eÜzZ¡ wQj eoB A™¢Zz | Avgiv Av‡M †_‡K bv †R‡bI, GKB mg‡q
GKB mv‡_ GKB K_v e‡j DVZvg| GZUvB wQj Avgv‡`i g‡bi wgj| Avi eÜz wn‡m‡e Avgv‡`i g‡a¨
†evSvcovUvI wQj `viæY| †hgb Avwg hw` KLbI ejZvg †h, ZyB Av‡M cvwb Lvwebv, AvwgB Av‡M
Lv‡ev Zvn‡j †mUvB n‡Zv| GZUvB Mfxi wQj Avgv‡`i eÜzZ¡| Avgiv †hb GKB AvZ¥vi `‡y Uv Avjv`v
kixi|
Avgiv ¯‹jy GKmv‡_ †kl K‡i GKB K‡j‡R fwZ© nB| ¯‹yj Rxe‡bi g‡Zv K‡jR Rxe‡bI Avgv‡`i
AmsL¨ ¯§w„ Z i‡q‡Q| Avgiv ¯‹y‡ji g‡Zv K‡j‡RI cvkvcvwk e‡m K¬vm KiZvg| Avevi KLbI KLbI
K‡jR duvwK w`‡q b`xi Icvi P‡j †hZvg| m¨v‡iivI Avgv‡`i `yóywgi K_v Rvb‡Zb| Avgiv nq‡Zv
K‡j‡Ri e¨vjKwb‡Z `uvwo‡q Mí KiwQ, m¨v‡iiv †`L‡Z †c‡q KvD‡K w`‡q Avgv‡`i WvK‡Z cvwV‡q
w`‡jb| Avgiv ZLb eyw× K‡i Av‡iK w`K †_‡K cvwj‡q †hZvg! cvwj‡q b`x cvi n‡q MÖv‡g wM‡q KviI
evwo‡Z nq‡Zv Kjy -eiB †LZvg! KLbI ev KviI evwo‡Z wM‡q ejZvg, gvwmgv Avgv‡`i GKUz cvwb
LvIqv‡bv hvqbv? †Zv gvwmgviv †Zv ïay cvwb LvIqv‡Zb bv eis Zvi mv‡_ mv‡_ †gvqv-gyowKI w`‡Zb!
†mme †L‡q †U‡q Avgiv nq‡Zv wZbUvi w`‡K evwo wdiZvg| GZ †ejv K‡i wd‡iwQ †`‡L Avgvi
AveŸvI gRv K‡i Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Zb, †Zviv wK AvR‡K fvZ cvmwb †Kv_vI!
Avgiv ZLb _vKZvg `v‡ivMv cvovq Avi exw_iv _vK‡Zv nvRx gnwmb †iv‡Wi †mB ciy v‡bv Rwg`vi
evwo‡Z| IB evwo‡Z Avevi †Kv‡bv GK MvwqKv †hb _vK‡Zb| wZwb cvwK¯Ívb †eZv‡i Mvb MvB‡Zb|
Avgvi gv Zvi Mvb ïb‡Z cÖvqB IB evwo‡Z †h‡Zb| evwoUv Gj c¨vUv‡b©i wQj| gj~ †M‡Ui cv‡ki
AskwU‡ZB exw_iv _vK‡Zv| †Zv g‡b Av‡Q, GKevi exw_‡`i evwo‡Z mi¯^Zx cy‡Rv n‡e| ZvB Avgv‡`i
`vIqvZ wQj jwy P, Kwc, gwy oNÈ, bvo–mn AviI A‡bK ai‡Yi Lvevi LvIqvi Rb¨| I‡`i evwo wM‡q
†`wL A‡bK eB-UB ivLv cÖwZgvi mvg‡b| AveŸv exw_‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, wK‡i †Zvi covïbv †bB?
exw_ ejj, bv, eB †Zv me cÖwZgvi mvg‡b| GB KÕw`b Avi cov hv‡ebv| ZLb Avwg wR‡Ám Kijvg,
Zvn‡j †U÷ †ccviUvI †Kb w`‡qwQm? exw_ ej‡jv, evevi Rb¨ IBUvI cÖwZgvi mvg‡bB †i‡L w`‡qwQ
†hb GB KÕw`b Avi covïbv Ki‡Z bv nq!
eB cÖwZgvi mvg‡b _vK‡j Avi co‡Z n‡ebv| ZvB ewy × K‡i exw_ †U÷‡ccviI †i‡L †`q| bB‡j KvKz
KLb Avevi †U÷ †ccvi †_‡K cÖkœ †ei K‡i I‡K mjf Ki‡Z ej‡eb!
Avgiv †n‡u U †nu‡U ¯‹y‡j †hZvg Avevi †nu‡U †n‡u UB wdiZvg| ¯‹jy †_‡K Avgv‡`i wUwdb †`Iqv n‡Zv|
Avi evwoi †_‡K Avgiv †KD nvZ LiPvi Rb¨ †Zgb wKQy †cZvgI bv| Av‡iKUv K_v bv ej‡jB bq,
exw_ mwZ¨Kvi A‡_©B A‡bK cwRwUf gvbwmKZvi gvbly wQj| †m KLbI †Kv‡bv Lvivc K_v gy‡L Avb‡Zv
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Lye Kv‡Qi e܇z `i g‡a¨ KLbI KLbI †hgb SMov ev g‡bvgvwjb¨ nq, Avgv‡`iI n‡Zv| GKevi
Ley KwVb SMov n‡qwQj Avgv‡`i| ZLb m¤¢eZ K¬vm †U‡b coZvg| wKQwy `b K_v eÜ wQj Avgv‡`i|
Zvici nq‡Zv `Ry ‡bB GKmv‡_ K_v e‡j D‡VwQ, GKB m‡y i †hgbUv Avgiv KiZvg! wKš‘ Avgv‡`i
SMov wgUgvU n‡Z KLbI †Kv‡bv wgwWqvi cÖ‡qvRb n‡Zv bv| Avm‡j GiKg eÜzZ¡ Avi KLbI †Kv_vI
mw„ ó n‡e e‡j Avwg g‡b Kwibv|
B›Uvi cix¶vi mgq Avgiv `Ry ‡b cøvb K‡i cÖ¯‘wZ †bIqv ïiæ Kwi| GB wel‡q GKUv gRvi K_v
nq‡Zv AvR‡K †kqvi Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| Avwg wdwR·Uv Lye fvj K‡i c‡owQjvg Avi exw_‡K e‡jwQjvg
†Kwgw÷ªUv fvj K‡i co‡Z| †Zv Avgvi wdwR· LvZv †`‡L I wj‡LwQj, Avi Ii †Kwgw÷ª LvZv †`‡L
Avwg! Avgiv cvkvcvwk e‡m K¬vm KiZvg| cix¶vi n‡jI ZvB †P‡qwQjvg Avgv‡`i †hb mvg‡b wcQ‡b
wmU c‡i| Avi GUv wbwðZ Ki‡Z Avgiv wcIb‡K wKQy eKwkmI w`‡qwQjvg!
Avgvi †Q‡j‡ejv hw` GLb nvZovB Zvn‡j †`Lv hv‡e Zvi A‡bKvsk R‡y oB wQj exw_| cÖv‡Yi eÜz
hv‡K e‡j exw_ wQj Avgvi †mB cÖv‡Yi eÜ|z Lye Kv‡Qi eÜz wn‡m‡e Ii c‡y iv cwievi‡KB Avwg KvQ
†_‡K †`‡LwQ| fvB-‡evb‡`i g‡a¨ †hgb fv‡jvevmvi cvkvcvwk wnsmvI _v‡K wKš‘ exw_‡K KLbI Avwg
†`wLwb KvD‡K wnsmv Ki‡Z|
ïay exw_i mv‡_B bq, I‡`i c‡y iv cwiev‡ii
mv‡_B Avgvi mL¨Zv M‡o D‡VwQj| Avwg Nb
Nb I‡`i evwo‡Z †hZvg| †mw`K †_‡K exw_
GKUz KgB Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z Avm‡Zv| KviY,
Avgvi evwo n‡jI GUv wKš‘ Ii ¯‹y‡ji cÖavb
wkw¶KviI evwo!
g‡b Av‡Q, GKevi I‡`i evwo‡Z †MwQ| Iiv
nvu m ivbœv Ki‡Q| wKš‘ ivbœvi aiY Avgvi
gbtcZy n‡jvbv| Avwg ejjvg, Avwg ivbœv
Kwi| †Zv‡`i n‡”Qbv ivbœv! wKš‘ Avgvi GKUz
†`ix n‡q hvw”Q‡jv| evmvq wdi‡Z n‡e| ZvB
bv †L‡qB jwy K‡q evmvq wd‡i Avmjvg| c‡i
Iiv mevB Avgvi ivbœvi †ek cÖksmv K‡iwQj|
Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ KLbI †Kv‡bv wnsmv wQj bv, wQj bv †Kv‡bv cÖwZ‡hvwMZv| Avwg fwZ© njvg †gwW‡K‡j
Avi exw_ ivRkvnx wek¦we`¨vj‡q| A_P Avgiv GKB iK‡gi QvÎx wQjvg| Ii fv‡M¨ _vK‡j nq‡Zv
exw_I Wv³vi n‡q †ei n‡Zv| wKš‘ Avwg me mgqB I‡K wb‡q Me©‡eva Kwi KviY I evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki
GZ Dc‡ii GKRb Awdmvi wn‡m‡e Aem‡i †M‡Q| Avgvi ZvB KL‡bvB g‡b nqwb †h I Wv³vi n‡jvbv
†Kb|
ZLb exw_ ivRkvnx wek¦we`¨vj‡q co‡Q| Avwg †eov‡Z †Mjvg ILv‡b| ZLb I ivR‰bwZKfv‡e †ek
mwµq| m¤¢eZ I ZLb GwRGm c‡` wQj| †Zv wKQy GKUv ivR‰bwZK NUbv N‡U †m mgq| I ej‡jv,
†`wL AvR‡K Avgvi c‡`i K‡ZvUv Avwg cÖ‡qvM Ki‡Z cvwi| wKš‘ Avgvi Avi †mLv‡b _vK‡Z gb
PvB‡jv bv| H iv‡ZB Avwg †mLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q Avwm| †m GK wekvj K¨v¤úvm! Avwg f‡q f‡q †mLvb
†_‡K wd‡i Avwm| GB gny ~‡Z© Ii wek¦we`¨vjq Rxe‡bi Avi †Kv‡bv ¯§„wZ Avgvi g‡b co‡Q bv|
exw_i mv‡_ mv‡_ Avi †h gvbylUvi K_v Av‡m wZwb n‡”Qb mKy gy vi`v| Zvu iv `yR‡bB GZ AwZw_ civqY

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†h Avwg nq‡Zv KLbI Zv †kva Ki‡Z cvi‡ev bv| Avi mwZ¨ ej‡Z Kx †kva Kivi cÖkœI †bB| KviY,
Avgiv GZ KvQvKvwQ †h Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ `vqe×Zv ev FYMÖ¯’Zvi welq¸‡jv G‡Kev‡iB †bB|
g‡b Av‡Q, exw_i Rb¥w`‡b mKy ygvi`v KvW© cvVv‡Zb| wKš‘ †m Kv‡W© †Kv‡bv bvg _vK‡Zv bv| exw_ ej‡Zv,
LKy z †K †h Avgv‡K Gme KvW© cvVvq Avwg eyS‡Z cvwibv| Avwg ejZvg, †`L †h mi‡e fv‡jvevmv cÖKvk
K‡i Zvi fv‡jvevmv †evSv GZ `iy ƒn bv wKš‘ †h wRwbmUv Pvcv _v‡K Zv m¤ú‡K© wPšÍv Kiv wKš‘ A‡bK
KwVb| gv‡b GK`g bxie fv‡jvevmv ej‡Z Avgiv hv eywS|
ïiæi g‡Zv †kl w`‡KI Zuv‡`i fv‡jvevmv AUUz wQj| G cÖm‡½, GKUv NUbv †kqvi Ki‡Z PvB| exw_i
bvZwb n‡q‡Q| †Zv I ej‡Q, Avwg Lyjbv †_‡K eW©vi n‡q P‡j †h‡Z cvi‡ev| ZLb mKy gy vi`v ej‡Qb,
wUwKUUv fvj cvIqv hv‡”Qbv| Avi mvZUv w`b I‡qU K‡iv| Gici fvj wUwKU cvIqv hv‡e| wKš‘ exw_
†`ix Ki‡Z ivRx bq| †m †ebv‡cvj w`‡qB †ewi‡q hv‡e| ZLb mKy ygvi`v ej‡jb, bv GB mvZUv w`bB
Avgvi Rxe‡bi A‡bK wKQy| Avwg †Zvgv‡K Gfv‡e †h‡Z †`‡ev bv|
Avm‡j exw_i kixiI ZLb fvj bv| ZvB exw_‡K d¬vB‡UB KjKvZv cvwV‡qwQ‡jb myKgy vi`v| myKygvi`v
GZUvB ¸iæZ¡ w`‡qwQ‡jb exw_i Am¯y ’Zv‡K †h, Rvwb©i †h aKjUv exw_‡K wb‡Z n‡Zv †mUvI mKy gy vi `v
w`‡Z ivRx wQ‡jb bv| IB mvZUv w`b mKy gy vi`v exw_‡K Qvov KvUv‡Z Pvbwb A_P GLb Zv‡K Rxe‡bi
AviI A‡bK w`b KvUv‡Z n‡e exw_‡K Qvov|
exw_ gkjv-gwy o †L‡Z Ley cQ›` Ki‡Zv| ej‡Zv, XvKv-Ljy bv c‡_ †dix‡Z I gkjv-gywo †L‡Zv| Avi
myKygvi`v‡K exw_ hZevi ej‡e, mKy gy vi`v Z‡ZveviB I‡K G‡b †`‡eb gkjv-gywo| KviY, GKevi
†L‡j Ii gb fi‡Zv bv| exw_i KvQ †_‡K Avwg myKygvi`vi m¤ú‡K© nq‡Zv A‡bK wKQyB ïwbwb wKš‘
hZUzKz ï‡bwQ Avgvi KLbI g‡b nqwb †h exw_‡K mKy gy vi`v KLbI AeÁv K‡i‡Qb| A‡b‡Ki fv‡M¨B
GZ fvj GKRb ¯^vgx nqbv| A‡bK Kg gvb‡y li fvM¨ _v‡K Ggb| Avi †mB K‡gi g‡a¨ exw_ wQj
GKRb|
exw_i mv‡_ Avgvi GZ GZ ¯§w„ Z i‡q‡Q †h AvR Gme †_‡K †Kvb¸‡jv Ly‡u R Ly‡u R GB †jLvq cÖKvk
Ki‡ev ey‡S DV‡Z cviwQbv| Avgiv GK mv‡_ Niy Zvg, AvÇv w`Zvg, †bŠKv åg‡Y †hZvg KZ kZ
¯§„wZ! g‡b Av‡Q, ZLb Avgiv covïbv †kl K‡i hvi hvi Kg©¯’‡j †hvM`vb K‡iwQ| exw_ ZLb Ljy bvq
evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡K Kg©iZv| Avi Avwg evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki wVK D‡ëvw`‡K GKUv wK¬wb‡K †hvM w`‡qwQ|
GKw`b Avgvi mv‡_ iv¯Ívq †`Lv n‡q †Mj exw_i| Avwg Ii Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvBjvg, Kx Kwim! exw_i
mnR mij Reve wQj, UvKv ¸wb! †mB evÜex Avgvi evsjv‡`k e¨vs‡Ki K‡Zv eo c` †_‡K Aemi
Rxe‡b †Mj! A_P wRIMÖvdx‡Z c‡o e¨vs‡K Ggb fvj Ae¯’v‡b hvIqv wKš‘ mnR e¨vcvi bq| hvB
†nvK, Lyjbv †_‡K exw_ GK mg‡q XvKv‡Z e`wj n‡q hvq KviY, myKgy vi`vi Awdm XvKv‡Z| Ii GB
XvKv‡Z P‡j hvIqvi c‡iB Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ wKQyUv `i~ Z¡ mw„ ó nq KviY, XvKv‡Z †Zv †mfv‡e KvR Qvov
hvIqv n‡Zvbv| Avi XvKv †_‡K IivI KvR Qvov †Zgb GKUv Ljy bv Avm‡Zv bv| †`Lv †Mj, Aí wKQy
w`‡bi Rb¨ nq‡Zv Avm‡Zv, Zvici KvR †m‡i Avevi †diZ P‡j †h‡Zv XvKvq|
exw_i Lye B”Qv wQj mKy gy vi`v‡K mv‡_ wb‡q Avgv‡`i evwo‡Z GKw`b _vK‡e| mKy ygvi`vI ej‡Zb,
Lyjbvq †M‡j Avwg Avcbvi evwo‡ZB †gngvb n‡ev| KLbI fvwewb GZ Av‡M Av‡M exw_ P‡j hv‡e
Avgv‡`i †Q‡o|
exw_ A‡bK w`b a‡iB Am¯y ’ wQj| wKš‘ I †h GZ Amy¯’ wQj Zv Avwg eSy ‡Z cvwiwb| Avgvi mv‡_ Ii
†klevi hLb K_v n‡qwQj ZLb Avgv‡K e‡jwQj, Rvwbm Avwg †f‡ewQjvg, Lye avwg©K n‡q hv‡ev|

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ZLb Avwg ejjvg, n¨v, Zv‡Z Kx mgm¨v| bvg Rc Kiwe|
exw_ ZLb ej‡jv, wUwf‡Z wmwiqvj †`L‡Z †`L‡Z wcV e¨_v n‡q hvq|
Avwg Avevi ejjvg, wmwiqvj †`L Avevi bvg RcI Ki| Avwg †Zv bvgvR Kvjvg cwo|
exw_ ejj, †mUv †Zv ZBy Av‡MI KiwZ|
GUvB wQj exw_i mv‡_ Avgvi †kl K_v|
†kl w`‡K exw_i Qwe †`‡L I‡K Avwg wPb‡Z cviZvg bv| GRb¨ Avwg wKQUy v Gwo‡q hvB XvKvq wM‡q
†`Lv Kivi e¨vcviUvq| KviY Avgvi g‡b n‡qwQj, Avwg Avgvi †mB exw_‡K †Zv Avi †`L‡Z cv‡evbv|
†dmey‡K Ii †hme Qwe †cvó Kiv n‡qwQj, †mB exw_ †hb Avgvi †mB exw_ bq| Ii Ae¯’vi GZUvB
AebwZ n‡qwQj|
Gi wKQyw`b ci mKy gy vi`vi gva¨‡gB Rvb‡Z cvwi exw_ AvBwmBD‡Z jvBd mv‡cv‡U© Av‡Q| Ii gZ„ y¨i
msev`I myKgy vi`vi †_‡KB Rvb‡Z cvwi| LyeB Kó cvB LeiUv ï‡b| KviY, wKQwy `b Av‡MI †Zv K_v
n‡qwQj Ii mv‡_| Gici Ae¯’v GZ `ªæZ Lvivc n‡q †Mj †h exw_‡K jvBd mv‡cv‡U© _vK‡Z n‡jv|
Avm‡j hLbB ï‡bwQ †h I jvBd mv‡cv‡U© Av‡Q Wv³vi wn‡m‡e Avwg Ii Ae¯’vUv eyS‡Z cviwQjvg|
e‡y SwQjvg †h exw_ Avi †bB| GLbI Avgvi wek¦vm Ki‡Z Kó nq †h Avgvi exw_ Avi †bB|
Avevi hw` Avwg KLbI XvKv‡Z hvB, Avgvi nq‡Zv exw_‡`i evmvq Avi †mfv‡e hvIqv n‡ebv| KviY,
Avwg Ii evwo‡Z hve wKš‘ Avgvi exw_B †Zv Avi †bB| Avwg Rvwb, †mLv‡b Avgvi h‡Zœi †Kv‡bv ÎæwU
n‡ebv wKš‘ †mLv‡b †Zv GKUv exw_ †bB|

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K‡jR Rxe‡bi eÜz I mnKgx© gwbgvjv †m‡bi wek^we`¨vjq Rxe‡bi eÜz I mncvVx †nvm‡b Aviv †eM‡gi
mv‡_ wbR evmvi WªBsiæ‡g (Sb©v) mv‡_| XvKv‡ZB `yR‡bi evmv nIqvi myev‡`
wek^we`¨vj‡qi GB eÜZz ¡ GKB MwZ‡Z Q‡y U †M‡Q †kl wbtk^vm
eÜz‡`i mv‡_ Awã| C`, c‡y Rv ev Ab¨ †Kv‡bv we‡kl w`‡b `By eÜz P‡j
Avm‡Zb G‡K A‡b¨i evmvq| i‡q‡Q KZ kZ ¯§w„ Z! `By eÜzi
†hvMv‡hvM _vK‡Zv memgq| exw_i AKvj cÖqv‡Y AZ¨šÍ e¨w_Z
n‡qwQ‡jb ZuviB wcÖq eÜz| wjL‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb GB ¯§iwYKvq|
wKš‘ exw_i gZ„ ¨y i K‡qK gvm ci `wy bqv‡K we`vq Rvwb‡q wcÖq
eÜiz c‡_iB cw_K n‡q‡Qb wZwb|

K‡jR Rxe‡b e܇z `i mv‡_ †bŠKvågY eÜz‡`i mv‡_ †Kv‡bv GK we‡kl w`‡b (ev †_‡K Z„Zxq)

wek^we`¨vj‡qi eÜz‡`i mv‡_| ev †_‡K PZy_©|

K‡jR eÜz‡`i mv‡_ wcKwb‡K| (me©Wv‡b)

mevi g‡y L GZ nvwm! wKš‘ †Kb! †m Mí ARvbvB mK‡ji ga¨gwY! nvjKv i‡Oi kvwo‡Z mevi
†_‡K hv‡e| ev †_‡K mevi ïiæ‡Z gbxlv| gv‡S|

wcKwb‡Ki duv‡K eÜz‡`i mv‡_ d‡Uv‡mkb!

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gvB‡K‡ji mvMi`vu wo‡Z?? Wvb †_‡K wØZxq eÜz‡`i mv‡_ b`xi Zx‡i| Wvb †_‡K cÖ_g|
mevi wcÖq exw_|

K‡jR eÜz‡`i mv‡_| mËi `k‡Ki †k‡li w`‡Ki Qwe| †iv‡Kqv n‡j kc_ MÖnY Abôy v‡b| Wvb †_‡K lô|

wZb eÜz| ev †_‡K ¯§„wZ,
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eÜz dwRjvZbz ‡bmvi mv‡_| K‡jR eÜz K…òvi mv‡_|

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hvw”Qj| GB Ae¯’vq ïaygvÎ cÖej AvšÍwiKZv Avi KwVb gvbwmK kw³ bv _vK‡j †Kv_vI hvIqv hvqbv|
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w`‡Z G‡mwQ| gvwm wb‡RB nq‡Zv †f‡ewQj Avi KviI m‡½ †`Lv bvI n‡Z cv‡i ZvB mevB‡K †`‡L
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hLb Nv‡U Zix G‡m hvq, ZLb cv‡ii hvÎx gvbwmKfv‡e wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡Z _v‡K|
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Tribute to My Friend

Nandita Mallik

Manisha Di and I came to know each other after the marriage of my elder
son to her daughter in 2015. However, she will always be cherished
as a very good friend by me. Our friendship was of love, respect, and
understanding. There was no place for any kind of formality......a friend to
talk to, a friend to listen to, a friend to laugh with...
Manisha Di was a kind-hearted, soft-spoken, courageous person. A great
warrior, who fought her ailment head-on never complaining of her pains and
struggles. She reflected “Hope” in every aspect of life.

Last year’s Mother’s Day(2019) celebration was one of the most memorable
times we spent together. There was so much happiness around. Sharing
beautiful moments with our children and granddaughter.
Can’t forget how much she relished my aloo parathas...
There is so much to say, but words are not enough to express. It always
amazes me how quickly changes occur in life, how time flies.
I miss you. You will always be there in my heart, my friend. We all love you.

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Taposh Kr. Mallik

Rest in Peace

My Dear Mother In Law

The evening God called for You,
Painful sorrows fell upon us in lieu.
We all know that you were in unbearable pain,
But without You, our life will never be the same.
I remember You as a working-mother walking with grace,
Unlimited household and homemaking was your embrace.
I remember You in morning walks with such great-pace,
Even a lad like me would fall behind if there were a race.
I always miss the hilsa-pulao you cooked for me so lovingly,
Similar things make me realize, God took You from us so early.
You wanted to roam after retirement and see new places,
Now you are doing the same from Heaven and its terraces.
I wish if you have stayed for some more time in our world,
Playing with your granddaughter on the floor as she crawled.
She sometimes asks for You with all the memories she holds,
Missing tea-time stories, plays and every day’s call of Gold.
In the end, we pray to God for the Eternal-Peace of Your Soul.
Thank You for being a part of our lives in a Very Beautiful Role.
Your love & blessings will shine upon us to make it in turmoil,
You will stay forever in hearts, like a sunflower upon the soil.

With Loving Memories,
Taposh Kr. Mallik

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God’s Masterpiece

Ayushi Paul

It’s time to pay tribute to an unsung person in my life - Aunty. I realize this may be
a touchy subject, but just hear me out.

I know a man with a smart, empathetic, and sensible mother. Our relationship is
special because we used to love and respect one another. For ten months, I have
known her. She had struggled with illness and remained strong, caring, and generous
with all her time and heart. She lived by the rule that any disagreements must be
kept within the family wall and be solved with love and tenderness. She was loyal till
the end. She had no blood obligation to love me but she did indeed unconditionally.
And I love her too. What a special lady she was! She was warm, kind, loving, caring,
and supportive who always had kind words to say. She made everyone feel special,
especially me. She always used to introduce me as her ‘daughter’. I couldn’t ask
for a warmer compliment. My relationship with her is more than a mom and her
daughter. I was like her own daughter to her, and she was like my mumma, so
generous, charitable, and loved by everyone. She often sent gifts through Dibya
whenever he was on return to India. I am lucky to have the opportunity to write
about, and ultimately thank the loveliest person of my life. Introduced to her a year
back, I could reveal, she had the most charming heart. And the list of adjectives to
describe her: kind, supportive, selfless, thoughtful… goes endless. I was/am indeed
the luckiest person who had/have her in life. Her demise shattered for once all the
dreams and hopes that we once shared together. We made plans to meet up, but
few unpredictable hurdles weren’t in our favor. I never could see or meet her in
person, to feel the warmth of her hands are left unfulfilled. The desire to meet her
remains unaccomplished, as who would not want to meet such a great lady? She
had a million wonderful traits, but the one I relish the most was the way she loved
her family and dear ones. She cared for me in all the way she could.

When I was feverish, achy, and miserable, she always used to call me and give
suggestions on how to recover from my illness. She always said to me to study
hard, to focus on my career, and a lot more. I remember, when I scored satisfactory
grades in my first semester and told her about it, she was extremely delighted.
Although I was sad, she cheered me up and encouraged me to do my best in my
upcoming semesters. She was like a flower to me who brought colors to my life.

Even today, I remember that night of 18th July, when I rang Dibya at 9 pm after
my usual study hour, in the first attempt, no one received the call. In the second
attempt, his cousin picked up the call and gave me the dreadful news of the time.

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The news left me dumb, something pierced my heart so deep, and finding myself
extremely difficult to breathe, I hung up the call. It was the most dreadful night I
ever had, losing someone so dear to me was unacceptable. The role of the mother in
our lives is always different and precious than others involved in our life. Of course,
we are truly loved and cared for by our mothers every moment all through the day.
I am very thankful to Dibya for providing me with the opportunity to know and love
the most amazing lady.
I will forever be grateful for everything, mom...
I want to conclude this heart-wrenching memory of a beautiful lady with a beautiful
poem by David Harkins -

You can shed tears that she is gone,
Or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that she has felt.
Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her,
Or you can be full of the love that you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her and only that she is gone,
Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,
Be empty and turn your back.

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