Musings 2020
Published by
Department of Humanities and Social Sciences,
BITS Pilani, Pilani Campus
Musings 2020
an anthology of poems, short stories,
one-act plays and paintings
Chief Advisor: Prof Sanjiv Kumar
Choudhary
Advisory Committee: Department of
Humanities and Social Sciences
Editor: Prof Devika
Co-editor: Prof Kumar Neeraj Sachdev
Student Editor: Mr Yogya Modi
Department of Humanities and Social Sciences,
BITS Pilani, Pilani Campus
2020
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Dedication
To all the students whose entries
could not be accommodated in this
collection
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Preface
Creativity is not an ability; it is a passion – a passion that keeps itself alive and
kicking, thriving at its own command and with its own grace. Every time whenever
there are bigger and complicated interventions, it grows and takes a shape
simultaneously awe inspiring and awe inducing. During this sudden turn of events,
our endeavour also got influenced by delay and further delay, sometimes with
explicable and sometimes with an inexplicable development.
The unflinching conviction of Prof Sanjiv Kumar Choudhary made an attempt for the
revival of this legacy of the Humanities and Social Sciences Department, an initiative
taken by Prof Sangeeta Sharma under the aegis of Prof Meenakshi Raman. After that
this creative act kept blossoming in the hands of other mentors. Sudden changes in the
system put a brief recess to it but only to bring it back with the same nostalgic fervour.
The administrative dignitaries had always been supportive and appreciative. At the
department level, the whole set of faculty had been contributing in their own ways.
The department wishes to acknowledge the support and encouragement of the vice
chancellor Prof Souvik Bhattacharyya, the director Prof Sudhirkumar Barai, dean
administration Prof SK Verma, dean AUGSD Prof AP Singh and all other officials of
BITS Pilani, Pilani campus. On a personal note, I am extremely indebted to all the
faculty members of HSS department not only for their creative and critical feedback
but also their support in all possible ways. Experts from myriad areas with their
individually distinct insight could add only a flavor that when savoured takes one to
the another world probably never experienced before.
The contribution of students also deserves special mention, specifically Ms Punita Raj
and Mr Abhijith Venugopal who helped me assimilate, sort, and browse through the
entries along with running other errands. Special thanks are due to Mr Yogya Modi
who agreed to put the data into soft copy at the last moment when he himself was hard
pressed for his own assignments, presentations, tests and what not. Sincere thanks to
all the contributors who made this happen; they were given the liberty to work on the
ideas of their own choice.
No one deserves less than perfect – we hope to provide the readers with entries that
wield the charm to delight their aesthetic taste.
Devika
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Table of Contents 10
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Poems 13
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Maps and Dreams Dr. Rishikesh Vaidya 17
That Library Bookmark of 1971 Dr. Rupam Goswami 18
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Roaming for Hours on the BITS Roads Sachin Kumar Sharma 21
whether at Night or in the Early Morning 23
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The Mountain’s Girl Adil Khan 25
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And There She Stood... Prachi Jha 27
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Smiles and cries Sashakt Tripathi 30
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Cityscape Mukkamala Venkat Sai Ram 33
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Star Stories Akash Palrecha 35
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A Simpler Life Roshan Roy 37
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Unforgettable Chandra Prakash 39
40
A Song for my Love Rajeev Singh Naruka 41
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Adieu Ma Cherie Sarkar Bharat A Waresh 43
The Last Step Swastik Mohanty 45
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Breakage/ Mania Aneri Jain 49
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Chronology Riddhesh Tiwaskar
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Cold Love Hrishikesh Chandrayan
Dark Visceral Prateek sharma
Loss Madhumitha Muralidharan
Rain of Terror Avani Sharma
Under the Fold Aakash Shah
Soulmates Kirti Sharma
Seasons Jayanth Tummalapenta
Believe! Adhithya Rokhith
Crimson Creek G Sundar
Listen Shubham Saxena
Remembrance U Aswathy
Red Avanti Sontakke
What if those Thoughts to be Inanimate, Isha Dogra
had Unfathomable Feelings Innate?
Greyscale Srujana Niranjan
Massacre Yash Bhagat
Love Narendra Maheshwari
Not Love 51
Those who Cared to Marvel 52
Ask Yourself Ananya Singh 53
Far and Farther Smit Vadalia 54
Life Shivam Soni 55
Life of a boat Lakshay Nagpal 56
Left Alone Sikawat Pawankumar 57
Brushing her Hair Shivam Agarwal 58
Hail the Power Called Woman!! Atharva Patil 59
The Heavenly Tracks of Dawn Surya Lehar Yechuri 60
The Babyish Fame Raunaq Jiandani 61
Song of the Kingdom of my Heart Hridyanshu Singhal 62
A Kite in the Storm Ishita Das 63
Face with One Eye Pranav Dinesh Kumar 64
Her Kamal Khemka 65
Do Old Birds Dream of a Paradise? Aditya Upadhyay 66
Thank you Cooper Burhan Boxwalla 67
Happiness Kumar Utkarsh 69
Until that Day Arya Bhattacharyya 70
The 2 AM Neha Maheshwari 71
The Last String Anshul Khatkar 72
A Bad Dream Medha Bhat 73
Me and my Shadow Swadesh Vaibhav 74
Winter Waters Pradeep Saini 75
Silhouette Sayeed Ahmed 77
The Spark Raj Sanjay Shah 78
Sun that left the surface of Ocean Challapilla Satya Praneet 79
Summer Rain Siddhant Khandelwal 81
The Final Exit Yash Sarawgi 82
Teenage Dreams Devesh Todarwal 83
The Day Swati Taparia 84
The Heavy Backpack Shaily Bhatt 85
The Last Poem Sharang 86
Time Jivat Neet 87
Tired of Hoping… Ishan Mangotra 88
Tomorrow is Going to be a New Day Aditya Ramachandran 89
Trapped Within Anirudh Garg 90
Ashutosh Bhatt
Jai Vashishtha 6
The Love of her Life Divya Kapur 91
Mom…. You Knew It Vedant Parwal 92
Mysterious and Magical Devansh Kamodia 93
An Ode for A Note Keshav Kumar 94
I Deserve Harshit Shrivastava 95
Monsters Kanishk Singh Raghav 96
Before He Sleeps Tomorrow N.C.Saketh 98
Musings of a Watchman Nisarg Vora 99
A-live thought Mankrit Singh 100
He came! Rakshit Mishra 101
Lament Avadh Harkishanka 103
Transience Durjai Sethi 104
In a way, the world has never known Anonymous 105
ऐ रे साथी, सनु रे, ज़रा ठहर, पहर एक या दो पल, सही Saiyedul Islam 107
न ही पिरयां कोई अ सरा से कम है या Manraj Singh Bhatia 109
पतझड़ म प े जब िगरते होगं े Digvijay Bansal 110
थोड़ा, सहम जाता हूंॅ म Sachin Kumar Sharma 111
म सो जर, म और मरे ा दो त Kartik Patil 112
काश के Mayank Verma 113
Short Stories 115
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It Never Came Jivat Neet and Aditya Ramachandran 119
Follow your heart Sashakt Tripathi 120
Where is Hari? Venkat Sai Ram Mukkamala 123
A Rebellious Conversation Akash Palrecha 126
Back to the present Kanishk Singh Raghav 128
The Hell and The Heaven Aditya Upadhyay and Kamal Khemka 132
The Wordless Friendship Anshul Khatkar
Prateek Sharma and Todarwal Devesh 135
Oh Shit! Santosh 138
Chandra Prakash and Dimple 139
Flowers Aakash Shah 143
Kryptonite Jayanth Tummalapenta and U Aswathy
Nightingale Abhiram Manoj and Madhumitha 146
Muralidharan 149
What a Day! Avanti Sontakke and Tanya Syag 153
Shaily Bhatt 159
Turning Tables Ashutosh Bhatt and Anirudh Garg
Walking Back with Death 7
Going Home
Just Another Boy Swastik Mohanty 161
Never Lose Hope Narendra Maheshwari 163
Omen! Devesh Todarwal 165
A Position to Bargain Vedant Parwal 168
Red with a Tinge of Orange G Sundar and Atharva Patil 169
Satya’s Dream Hrishikesh Chandrayan 172
Beyond the first Years Shivam Soni 174
The Epicenter Hridyanshu Singhal and Raunaq Jiandani 176
Heartbroken Neha Maheshwari 179
The Escape Siddhant Khandelwal 181
Remembrances of the Past Pradeep Saini 185
Arthur, from 2059 Surya Lehar Yechuri 186
That Menacing Smile Devansh Kamodia Smit Vadalia 188
The Walkman Kumar Utkarsh 190
Sayeed Ahmed, Raj Sanjay Shah and
A Sweet Encounter Burhan Boxwalla 192
Avani Sharma and Kirti Sharma 194
My Funeral Sharang Sharma 196
Stairs? Shivam Agarwal, Swadesh Vaibhav and
Ishan Mangotra 198
“Ohh!!” Srujana Niranjan 199
Swati Taparia and Damanjot Singh 202
The Escape Room Aneri Jain and Riddesh Tiwaskar 204
Adventure of a Lifetime Challapilla Satya Praneet and Lakshay
The Curious Case of Benjamin’s Button Nagpal 208
Rajeev Singh Naruka, Sarkar Bharat A
The Great Divide Waresh and Yash Bhagat 210
Divya Kapur 212
The Pact Pranav Dinesh Kumar and Roshan Roy 216
The Story Yatharth Gairola 219
Zakhir the Purist, Company to the Dead 221
The Man who Saved 15 and Inspired Jai Vashishtha 223
Millions Esha Pahwa
Phasing Dreams 228
Summer
229
One-Act Plays Aakash Shah, Avani Sharma, Kirti Sharma,
Srujana Niranjan and Vedant Parwal 234
Troubled Waters Avanti Sontakke, Tanya Syag and Chandra
Prakash Joshi
The Will
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Honour & Ivory Aditya Upadhyay, Devesh Todarwal, Kamal 240
Khemka, Prateek Sharma and Riddhesh 246
The Puppet Master Tiwaskar 249
The Oreo Baby Rajeev Singh Naruka, Sarkar Bharat A 252
Aishwarya and Arnav in the Pub Waresh, Yash Bhagat and Sharang Sharma
Atharva Patil, G Sundar, Lakshay Nagpal 254
Stage Fright and Satya Praneet
Devansh Kamodia, Smit Vadalia, K 258
Happily Married Gyandeep and Shourya Sai 264
Pranav Dinesh Kumar, Jayanth 267
A Mother’s Love Tummalapenta, Roshan Roy, Akash 274
God knows how long this will go on! Palrecha and U Aswathy
Every Man for Himself Jivat Neet, Aditya Ramachandran, 278
Shubham Saxena, Siddhant Khandelwal 281
A life, long lived! and Jai Vashishtha
Anirudh Garg, Venkat Sairam M., Ashutosh 284
Valyrian Swords. Bhatt, Swastik and Kanish 287
Hridyanshu Singhal, Raunak Jiandavi,
I wish I had known your name at least… Anshul Khatkar and Arya Bhattacharya
Sayeed Ahmed, Aneri Jain, Raj Sanjay
Elliot and Tada Shah, Hrishikesh and Burhan Boxwalla
Kumar Utkarsh, Harshit Shrivastava, Pawan
Sikawat, Neha Maheshwari and Shaily
Bhatt
Shivam Agarwal, Ishan Mangotra, Swadesh
Vaibhav and Narendra Maheshwari
Ananya Singh, Divya Kapur, Madhumitha
Muralidharan, Abhiram Manoj and Baani
Ajmani
Damanjot Singh, Surya Lehar Yechuri,
Keshav Kumar and Swati Taparia
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Poems
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Maps and Dreams 11
Dr. Rishikesh Vaidya
Not too long ago
I was a child.
Like a stream I ran wild
Unmindful of east or west
Chasing meandering curiosities.
Afloat in the boat of here and now
Freebies of lush meadows
Of infinite azure of summer
And the splash of vermilion
on the distant horizon
Were all goodies life promised.
Too good to be true.
Too good to be true it was.
It all came to a grinding halt.
The conveyor belt of life
Threw the child in the basket of boyhood
Unscathed --or so I thought.
They were standing right there to guide me
From the unknown sleepy purposeless by-lanes
To the glitter of dazzling high ways.
It was then they sold me a dream
And handed me a map.
With a backpack stuffed with past
And eyes on a summit I was supposed to see
I was good to go.
No, I was not alone.
We all dotted the crowd hoping
Someone must be dotting the i’s
And crossing the t’s.
Time my friend is a strange machine
It sucks in all kinds of animals
Cats and dogs and insects and flies
And whales and sharks and kangaroos
And spits them all painted same.
Uncannily similar in obsessions and ambitions
Willing slaves of beeping notifications
Available everywhere all the time
For anything that is anybody's fantasy
Good bad and the ugliest.
But this my friend is hardly the full story.
There were whales and sharks
And cats and dogs
Though few and far apart
Who never deserted the boat of here and now.
Free from the backpacks of past
And from obsessions of borrowed summits
Roaming empty sleepy unknown by-lanes
They barked aloud to themselves
And in time became
Their most beautiful selves.
Your dream is where you discover yourself.
Your road-map, a journey within.
Maps and dreams are your labours of love.
Your carte blanche
To reinvent yourself a million times
If you must.
Own your dreams. Build your maps.
You have but one life.
Make it count.
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That Library Bookmark of 1971
[Dedicated to everyone back in the ’70s.]
Dr. Rupam Goswami
December 5, 1971.
Longewala, Rajasthan, India.
O’ Moon of the distant East,
I can hear not your silent complaints!
A week since your last letter and
I can only long more of your bangles’ clinks!
You must know.
I can rhyme in Urdu now!
(Thanks to a bunker mate)
Your songs ring in my ears…
the ones you sang
at your cousin’s wedding
on that wintry night…
The December fog veiled the stars
or was it the January fervour?
There’s cruelty all around, Fatima!
I wish they simply end now!
Mothers and wives bleed,
and houses burnt to ash.
Fear is a currency
and I see no humanity.
Alas! I can fire just one gun!
The soil call for a final fight
which I shall not deny
for more than the war we fight,
it is a question of acting right!
You must weep not, Fatima.
I shall be beside you by the summers.
Together shall we recite in Urdu
from the book that had first bound us…
that book I had stolen from our college library.
In my bunker, I have it still.
It carries that ugly but sweet bookmark
On the withered page, sixty-seven,
where rests our favourite lines:
“The world shall die one morning,
and we shall still be together!”
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Roaming for Hours on the BITS Roads whether at Night or in the
Early Morning
Sachin Kumar Sharma 2017H1120232P
these long roads
with hussy me walking around with some hopes
sometimes shatters sometimes glitters
these long roads curving like a snake
with each parts a different Jake
just roam around these roads
for hours in the morning and night loads
every time there is some sense special
that moment missing without denial
so much to cover, so much to hover
feeling of leaving this gets over
ohh these long roads
now it’s time to leave them with sad Pharisee
this feeling of sadness already reprise
but truth of life is that time tickles
along with it, memories started to sickles
begging time to slow down like a trickles
these long roads
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The Mountain’s Girl
Adil Khan 2016A4PS0221P
The girl lived up on the mountain top.
Her hut hid in those dark green trees,
Where rabbits dwell, and frogs do hop,
And songs are sung by humming bees.
Her cheeks, untouched, and apple red.
Her eyes, brown, pretty, hazelnut.
Her hair, as soft as feather bed,
And brown, as brown as her little hut.
She'd wake up and run out to play,
With squirrels, kittens, birds and does.
Their ground was golden fields of hay,
And dew would shine on buds of rose.
She lived where no man would tread.
The wood her friend. Her family, the wood.
Nature, the only book she read.
And learnt from her all she could.
The vernal wood, her only sir.
Her only school, her kingdom too.
The chiding stream would talk to her,
As it shone in fifty shades of blue.
And she'd sit down to play her flute.
The whistling wind, the bees that moan,
The chirping birds, would all turn mute.
Lonely was her song, she sang alone.
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And There She Stood...
Prachi Jha 2018A5PS1001P
And there she stood,
The one who had always sought solitude over the worldly glimpses of shimmering lavishes.
She desired a place all for herself, with no life, only an atmosphere she so deserved.
Autumn leaves fell upon her feet and she, still feeling the warmth of those lifeless, fallen,
dejected beauties, breathed an air of similarity. For we had always heard of brightness, life
and happiness as signs of beauty in life. And she, found joy amidst her timid nature. She
found happiness standing near the balcony you see, watching people surpass the doors she
always kept locked for herself. She found peace in what we fear to see and chose her dignity
as the top priority.
For it was her, life in itself, with a world no one else knew of. The world she lived in was
near, but so far we could not see, nor hear, nor feel. But it was somewhere near, that she lived
in every day, every moment, amongst us.
For it was she, who taught me, what real peace and happiness could be. It is not always being
in company of those we already know, or even try to know. But it is knowing oneself as a
whole and hence, getting to meet the world's most wonderful person residing within, the one
we never try to know actually.
And with this, she gave self-introspection an whole new meaning, and herself, a whole new
life...
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Smiles and cries
Sashakt Tripathi 2017A7PS0051P
Lovely people all around,
Lovelier souls lost and found.
At cheap prices being sold and bought,
Hearts which were once long sought.
Someone is meant for everyone they say,
But alone you must face the obstacles on the way.
The reckless emotions, the untold fear,
Make the hurt and hate crystal clear.
Yet no one notices the fact,
That everyone’s lonely despite best friends intact.
When hurt envelopes the loving heart,
And the closeness is taken apart.
Crying eyes behind every smile,
Broken pieces of heart fragile,
Never repaired are the hearts which are broken,
Yet people express a fake love token.
Broken hearts should not be seen,
For the world laughs at what has been.
But there is one exception that will console you,
For that one person cries behind his own smiles too.
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Cityscape
Mukkamala Venkat Sai Ram 2017A7PS0133P
the great cloud-whale
wanders idly through the blue mid-winter sky
gazing at the silent city.
fading yellow school buses
cut through restless streets
and grumbling traffic lights,
plucking out fine stitches
of this vehicle embroidered city,
one by one,
like a countdown.
a curious kitten peeks quietly from behind
the tall sack of fresh green lemons, uncannily perfect,
at clamouring people: unpracticed smiles,
meaningless sweet-flowing words,
clicking their tongues in the ever-flowing rhythm of
‘sweet oranges! two for ten!’ echoing faintly
over a hundred, four hundred distant voices,
and the hovering cold tinkling of polished new coins;
a sunburnt breeze breathes deeply
with the flaking, blue tarpaulin roof,
unnoticed, like innocence, painting the marketplace
in light sunlit dust.
golden-winged kites circle high in slow motion
above asphalt roads- burning, melting
into hushed murmurs of late afternoons.
paint crumbles off cemented walls
into stray winds in surrender
to oversized names and brand new
windless elevators; grey pigeons
now ventilate a dozen flights of lonely stairs;
rusted railings chuckle and sigh
when grandmotherly grumbles
about “this generation” and “back in my days”
echo down the corridors,
a sweet breeze of homely spices
and faint clinking from the curtained kitchen
spill over the oil-stained window sill.
cracks that spread like veins
along tall ancient fortress walls
that watch over their timeless city,
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smoulder like charcoal in the sunset;
they cradle their dear cloud whale
and the winking evening star
each time they fall apart over the city.
the golden moon
floats into the starry mid-winter sky
gazing at the silent city…
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Star Stories
Akash Palrecha 2017B4A30559P
A cosmic solace,
is what I seek,
in an abandoned star,
Above the creek,
that runs its course,
through stranger lands,
of hidden treasures,
and forgotten sands.
Sands that by,
some happenstance,
missed Civilization's
curious glance.
and thus virgin,
golden and bare,
they still may have
secrets to share.
Secrets that are
whispered from afar,
To the fading moon,
or a shining star,
and thus we have,
constellations above,
knowing something of loss,
and something of love.
So you will hear,
the Orion* say,
"Love is always,
a long way away. "
and I know in my heart,
It is not a lie,
Forever he's been chasing it
across the sky.
But I guess,
Seeking a cosmic solace,
would be wrong,
For stars are not,
where I belong.
something about me,
tells me so,
For I am a stray bird;
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and stray birds like me,
have nowhere to go.
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A Simpler Life
Roshan Roy 2017A7PS1172P
I wish life was simpler
A great big battle of light and dark
Of fires and beasts and holy grails
Wars, and kings, and men of faith.
But no, that's not what we got
Chains, these chains are all around
The dreary responsibility, the needless aspirations
This endless cycle of want and get.
We wish to leave these bonds
Run to a world with bigger things
Where thoughts are clearer and minds are free
Where fishermen fish, and thinkers think.
We wish we had the courage
The daring to let us pass
This gate, built by Tartarus
To the lands where no bonds gnaw.
But no, that's not what we got
Chains, these chains are all around
The dreary responsibility, the needless aspirations
This endless cycle of want and get.
Oh, what will happen if you don't win?
To the others, the ones who dream your dreams
You must win, oh you must
That's what matters, you see, winning is a must.
We look at the lands of freedom - we see it everyday
In the moving frames, the letter blocks,
They are there - we look at them
These lives of earnest living.
I wish life was simpler
A great big battle of light and dark
Of fires and beasts and holy grails
Wars, and kings, and men of faith.
But no, that's not what we got
Chains, these chains are all around
The dreary responsibility, the needless aspirations
This endless cycle of want and get.
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Unforgettable
Chandra Prakash 2017A2PS0910P
My hand in your hand
That you got me to school
Why do you cry
When I cry
Don’t you cry
Troubles that I’ve caused you
Am I as yet adorable to you
My sleepless nights
That you ease me
Ask me if I ate
Have you
Don’t you worry
It’s a beautiful life
You’ve given me
Chocolate
I have a memory
Of a chocolate
That someone gave me
It fills my heart like dancing
Not that every day is the same
I reminisce and I long
I feel sorry for myself
But it is mere time
They gave me their love
That was just a chocolate
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A Song for my Love
Rajeev Singh Naruka 2017A7PS0010P
Long long ago, when the winters reigned,
Sand was ice and breathes were mist,
Lived a king, tall and brave,
Unknown love and the moonlight tryst.
Time was frozen and his world stood in abyss
But the night then spread, from woods to the old towns
Darkest and coldest, the old lords had ever seen.
Corn-silk froze and flew as the winds howled
Hearths were cold and wolves growled.
The King was not ready for the storm to come
A thousand fires, but the keep was no warm.
The King loved a lowborn and the reason was suffice
Rebellion was set with the roll of a dice.
The bravest fighters in the three kingdoms,
Bought with the silvers and the stories they spun,
Rebels marched onto the keep of the Royals.
Few brave loyals marched with their king,
A pride of lions to fight the wolves.
They marched in glory, no fear in their eyes
The end they knew; heads were held high.
The great battle of the Keep, the old master says
Lasted twenty-one nights and twenty-one days.
The King was defeated and chained in the darkest dungeon.
His love remembered their tryst lying lifeless with eyes wide open
The King never drank a drop of water all along,
For a week he sang the beautiest of all songs,
For his warm love in the coldest of nights.
He smiled and cried, a sorry sight.
And then the dungeon made no sound.
For the years and years to come around.
The rebel king could never live in the castle Red,
Stones were cold and the blazing wood sung the same song,
His kingdom failed and his health went wrong.
The Old One says, The King still sings in the high halls,
The keep waits for his love before it falls.
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Adieu Ma Cherie
Sarkar Bharat A Waresh 2017A7PS0087P
Sound of the mindless filled the room of mourners
The high priest murmured arcane words and cryptic actions
There She laid, lifeless on the cold stone,
In the palace where her crown once shone.
Not a single eye without the pain, cried the heaven in the coldest rain.
Once the life of every ballroom, charmed with her grace
Living life on her terms with her honesty and innocence
A single bee lost her way into this room, come maybe to pay obeisance
Dressed in death in finery, the mourners stood frozen in the abbey,
The rains lashed heavily as she stepped out for her final journey
Asphalt on the wet road will miss her wild abandonment in every parade
Soon the last of the prayers rent the air heavy with despair
Flames from the already burning pyres threw heat at the families standing by
Stray dogs with vermilion marks across their forehead mingled with the mourners
Crows sheltering from the pouring rains cawed their grief in unison
Heavy steel gates swung open and the sight of the heated furnace seared us all
A stately figure in sparkling bright robes seemed so lonely as sobs raked his frame
Holding his daughter close to him he watched helplessly in grief
As images of their life together played deep within his mind’s screen
As life’s long and winding highways lay ahead without his constant companion
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The Last Step
Swastik Mohanty 2017A8PS0282P
There was a time I stood at the bottom, counting stairs,
Now I’m almost at the top,
Throughout my journey I was looked down upon by several stares,
But they couldn’t make me stop,
Like a virus I stuck to my cause,
Never ever did I take a long pause,
Blindly believing in my brain and body,
All the haters suddenly became nobody,
Then why is it that even after surviving hell,
Do I hesitate to step into the heavens,
Why am I at sixes and sevens,
When all that is left is just to take the last step
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Breakage/ Mania
Aneri Jain 2017B4A30759P
The breeze blew the blue silent
Fate forewarned the new assailant
Mania conquered the boy young
Once vibrant and now unstrung.
Breaking away bit by bit
Falling down an endless pit
Numb- so numb he can’t feel
That it’s his skin that's being peeled.
So dazed and confused he fused
This new darkness in his bruise
Rage and control he craved some more
In grief and pain it's himself he tore.
War was peace and peace was war
He fought and burnt away his core
Tearing and ripping until no life
He saw his hand move 'tward a knife.
The maniac-
He expressed so less
Devoid of a simple caress
So stress and stress then broke his will
Devout demonic devour digressed in self- kill.
So the end was it? The last fit?
The floor of this devilish pit?
So weak was he? To not be free?
To go on a self-killing spree?
We joy, enjoy the careless mess
Swim in a world that wouldn’t care less
The strong we think wouldn’t fall in a sink
The weak and fallen would rot and stink
'Fool' you say yet fool you are
A man he fell before he flew far
A life ended alone in vain
Yet you don’t mean to share the pain.
You-
yes, YOU ignored this disease.
Every day he must’ve begged please
To let him go and grow and glow
To see another new tomorrow.
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The blood, it flows on your hand.
Why alone you let him stand?
Why you broke the broken bone?
Alone who dimmed before he shone?
....and the maniacal laughter echoed through the once vibrant mind.
-Thummala V V Satya Saran
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Chronology
Riddhesh Tiwaskar 2017B4A30537P
Each century comes and passes by,
Humanity hopes against oblivion
Countless years have passed alright
There is no reason for the end to be nigh
Each decade comes and passes by,
The world around has grown so much
“And with the world have grown I”
With sleepless nights of work and missing a lullaby
Each year comes and passes by,
As we work harder and strive
No time to lay or loiter
Must get paid to survive
Each month comes and passes by,
Now with some hopes shattered
“I got what I deserve”
Say some with delight, some with a sigh
Each fortnight comes and passes by,
There is still time to get what you seek
After all, since your promise,
It’s only been a week!
Each week comes and passes by,
As we seek out what they need
Towards a goal we must work
Must start now in order to succeed
Each day comes and passes by,
As all step into the future
It's now time to rise and shine
The sun’s up high and we have no time to whine
Each hour comes and passes by
As all set their aims high
“Hard work is the key to a future very bright”
Towards a goal all set their sight
Each minute comes and passes by
As we dream of the far-sighted glory
Plan ahead move ahead
Is all that you need to worry
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Each second comes and passes by
We don't know what, when or why
Fate may render you useless
But the power to 'how' is left for you to try
Finally, each life comes and passes by,
As we wonder about its legacy
It's was never about his kin or creed
But just about what he did.
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Cold Love
Hrishikesh Chandrayan 2017A1PS0665P
Nothing seems to differ
She stares into my eyes
Peeping into my soul
My heart skips a beat
But not out of love
Nothing seems to differ
That expression on her face
Wanting me to speak
Clawing up my throat
Choking stutters
Nothing seems to differ
I would still not blink
When I look at her eyes
She sits stiff and still
Just as her heartbeats
Nothing seems to differ
Wearing ruby necklace
Cold she is, so she looks
Still shiver before I speak
A shiver down my spine
Nothing seems to differ
Even today I dint speak
Even today I flinched
Now I have an excuse
Death proposed and she said a "yes".
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Dark Visceral
Prateek sharma 2017B5A20711P
Flawless hues pour into the room
They let me know I'm in a costume
Stitched by the unhindered time
A bolt dimensionally confined
Be that as it may,
I'm an endless condition
That fills my head full with pain
The future's okay with what it contains
Appears my nature
If quotes as ageless as life ever was
Since I am the only one and only one of me exists
A lot of chance, I guess I do belong
But there is no silver of hope
Only platinum of doubt
Concerning if my soul is here at all
Or living through days, that are no longer whole
If I ever went out
Would it mean that I could live again?
Or something completely unimaginable
I'm demented about the reasons why I happen to be
A part, a whole, of this world full of dark energy
And finally
This life goes on endlessly
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Loss
Madhumitha Muralidharan 2017B4A21194P
(in loving memory of my Sairam mama, who the world lost to cancer)
You taught me my shapes, you used to sit with me
Hugging me, telling me “I love you, Madhu baby!”
I will always remember the time you made me my first cup of ginger tea
Telling me “Madhu, it’s great! Try it, you’ll see.”
I sat for hours with you that night as you told me a story
About how the good and righteous always get glory.
I had moved back to India, you were still in London
And when you visited, you brought chocolates in abundance
I remember the day you were diagnosed with cancer, that dreadful disease
I remember crying the whole day, praying “Don’t do this to him, God. Please!”
I remember the day I last saw you, a month before you passed
I wish I could have had one more chance to see you after that, just one last.
I shall keep your memory, forever in my heart
I know you’re watching over me from heaven, though I hate being so apart.
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Rain of Terror
Avani Sharma 2017B2A10718P
As water droplets start falling from the sky,
The hearts of millions start to rejoice.
The scorched lands let out a sigh of relief,
The farmers smile ever so brief.
Children run out of their homes,
In every heart a little joy roams.
The poet’s paradise,
Like a shower of love from the skies.
As it rains, families come together,
To watch the endearing weather.
The sound of the droplets hitting the ground,
Seems like music, making us spellbound.
The smell of the earth after the rain,
Washing away all our pain.
So mesmerising is the beauty of the rain,
That we forget that it comes at a price.
Rain, they say, is
A desert blessing, an ocean curse.
The deserts seem more alive
As the water quenches it’s thirst.
But the rain also brings with them,
Waves of destruction.
The water in the rivers,
So ferocious it induces shivers.
The water washes away,
Anything and everything that stands in its way.
It takes over the land from the sea,
Causing destruction as far as you can see.
Mothers weeping for their lost children,
The dismay, the loss and the grief.
Tears form in the eyes of people,
As they see their life’s work,
Wash away with the waters of the flood.
Flooded roads, ruined buildings,
And the hope almost lost,
Amongst this colossal chaos,
Rain does come with a cost.
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Under the Fold
Aakash Shah 2015A8PS0392P
What lies beneath the fold?
Is it some intricate mystery?
Or are there countless stories untold?
The weakness is concealed,
But does that make him bold?
Feel his abstruse strength,
It is a sight to behold.
Once dominated by others,
Suffered beyond the pain threshold,
Desolation knocks the gates,
But mind stands guard at the heart’s stronghold
And all those jolly memories,
Not for a million bucks can be sold.
So, should you judge a person,
First remove the blindfold
At the poles he is an igloo,
You will find warmth within the cold.
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Soulmates
Kirti Sharma 2017ABPS0310
Under the stars, started the tale of two souls,
They couldn't more different from the way they were,
Still connected with each other's concern.
Hearts locking the truth away,
Innocently they carried their friendship in a real way.
Secrets exchanged under the dark sky,
Giggles occupied the fresh light
Soon eyes started their conversations,
The voice expressing one's state of mind.
The distance was a big test,
Time was there to see how long patience persist.
There were times when feelings did outburst,
But words never come up.
Having faith in their connection,
One opened the doors of heart for other,
And the other wholeheartedly entered.
Happiness had no bounds,
On cheeks, the blush had a bounce.
Together they stood against obstacles,
Wiping other's tears, they shared sorrows.
Love strengthened their bond,
Trust and support empowered their thoughts.
If there would be a shooting star,
Send him a wish to unite the two hearts
till infinity and beyond the bars.
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Seasons
Jayanth Tummalapenta 2017A7PS0075P
With summer’s final kiss on our skin
The amber leaves come rolling in
Like the breeze, my laughter flows
As beautiful as a spring rose
Autumn sun falls through the window
On your smile, as cold as snow
A warm summer on your surface
Hides a winter far below
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Believe!
Adhithya Rokhith 2016A4PS0416P
They doubted you,
They laughed at you,
They were sure about your failure.
You heard them,
You started believing them,
You failed,
You started thinking,
You started again,
They were the same,
You ignored them,
You won the battle,
And you defeated the luck.
Was it their thoughts about you which gave you failure?
Or
Is it your assumptions?
Do what they say you cannot do,
Believe in your words that your heart says to your mind.
After all, you believe in the sun even when it is not shining,
You believe in god even when he’s quietly sitting.
Forget all the reasons why it won’t work,
And believe the one reason why it will.
Be the you.
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Crimson Creek
G Sundar 2017A4PS0383P
A creek of red flows
Through a path forged by fallen men
Fight for the land, fight for the air, fight for the sea
Misguided by avaricious leaders’ fallacy
Mother with no son, son with no father
To mask the sorrow, pride they pretend
Don’t look now to the near-east
It might be your homeland
The crimson creek continues to flow
On and on with no end
-Divyanshu Goyal
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Listen
Shubham Saxena 2017A7PS0302P
I want you to listen.
Listen to the calm, the quiet
Listen to what's left unspoken
Listen to the words we can't say
Listen
Lay calm for a while
Stop everything
And listen.
Keep listening to what you can't hear
For the silence does speak
The walls; they speak, they don't just listen
The things, animate or not, they speak
All they do is speak
Not listen
That's what makes it different
That's what makes it unique
Listening
A lost art; or just found?
Keep listening
For you may hear what you've been waiting for
Your whole life
Keep listening
Keep listening
Keep listening to what the world has to say
Don't stop
For you may miss out on something
Something important...
Don't stop
Keep listening
Even as I stop speaking,
Keep listening
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Remembrance
U Aswathy 2017ABPS1051P
I see you in strangers with green eyes
And faces that look nothing like yours,
In swarming streets, on sweltering nights,
And I can’t help but look twice.
I see you sometimes, with my eyes closed--
Flashing a see-saw smile,
Winking from across the table--
And wish for you when I open them.
Memories of you
Are like a constant, dull throb
At the back of my skull
And yet, I find myself
Wanting to remember
More than I want to forget.
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Red
Avanti Sontakke 2017B4AB0613P
She left
No note
No piece of paper
To stare him in the face
To tell him what pushed her over
The tipping point
That she sat perched on
Every hour of every day
As he played with her face
His canvas
A display of art
Filled with colour
A swirling mosaic greeted her
In the mirror
After he was done
The colours swished and mixed
Everyday presenting stories
Different but yet the same
No colour gave him as much joy as red
Red of the sunset
Red of the rose
Red of her face when he used to wink at her
Red that bled between her legs
It was very much like the red
That he now painted
On her cheeks
Which he once caressed
On her temple
Which he once kissed
On her chin
Which he once held with a delicate hand
She used to tell people
That he wasn’t a painter at heart
He was a good man
Just mislead
That his canvas was covered
Only in mistakes
But she could not find her voice
On the night that he set out
To create a masterpiece
His eyes bore no mercy
How could they
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When they weren’t his
They were a monster’s
Furious
Tired of having his paints washed away
He set out to make something
Which would last
That night
She knew
It was only she herself
Who could decide
Whether he was to paint her eyes closed
Or not paint anymore
Close to giving in
She heard a guttural cry
It echoed off the walls
Which they’d built together
It echoed in her head
Which stopped thinking
It echoed in her throat
Where it came from
And stopped
She found her voice
And left.
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What if those Thoughts to be Inanimate, had Unfathomable Feelings
Innate?
Isha Dogra 2017A1PS0041P
What if the majestically robust and "high-headed" trees,
with their hard impenetrable brown rough exterior and luscious green and mellow yellow
leaves,
occasionally metaphors for being humble, hosting symbiotic relations and standing your
ground,
actually long to be more- to reach for the skies, and also just move around,
To maybe stand out rather than just surround,
To probably be unpredictable and astound,
To set free and not be bound.
What if the pretty pink bright bougainvillea,
wanted something more than just philia,
Aspired to not be just sidelined or valued for her external beauty,
probably more for her magic, sense, simplicity, and sensitivity,
To not just be plucked one day and then be thrown away,
To but be nurtured, taken care of and loved every day,
To set free and not having to play.
What if the great expansive light blue day sky,
despite being on top of the world, would sometimes wonder and sigh,
if he could try to come down touch the land,
and finally, feel what it feels like to roll around in the sand,
To be calmly loved, caressed gently, comfortably accepted and quietly held,
And eventually, see togetherness as happiness' herald,
To set free and not be withheld.
What if the white soft clouds that were reckoned to be so independent and happy,
were actually estranged spirits, still raw and sappy,
but still had the courage and life to go on,
feel all they felt, die every day and fight to be reborn,
And wish to be reassured when they cry, spilling all over, silently,
When everyone rejoices and they break down secretly,
To set free and live fully.
What if the mysteriously alluring much-admired dark night skies,
knew better than anyone how time flies,
had seen more hurt than probably anyone else,
believing in kindness in a world where now self-interest sells,
To see many of her stars die in front of her eyes,
But choose to continue to have faith despite cries and sighs,
To set free and look past inconsequential lies.
What if the tranquil, serenely approaching and receding waters of the sea,
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desired to stop for a while, and rest fully,
though they knew it's life comes from moving constantly,
the circularity of it all made it all seem unnecessary,
They craved to feel good, meaningful and purposeful,
To be of service, consequence and helpful,
To set free and be unapologetic and unremorseful.
What if the earth, with a myriad of hues and textures, epitomizing elegance and grace,
is at times in situations, where she seeks the light at the end of the tunnel, acknowledgment,
and solace,
had first-hand experienced and felt ups and downs quite literally, to the maximum extent,
moreover, always managed to bear all burdens and face all problems while maintaining a
pure intent,
Just hoped that people would stop mistaking her resilience for condonation,
And understand, empathize when she cracked under all the pressure and admonition,
To set free and be supported without any ulterior motivation.
What if the scorching summer Sun wished to be remembered as the source of warmth in the
chilly winters,
and realized simultaneously that even a log of wood, full of potential, is cursed when it
pierces our skin with its splinters,
the creator of all life, the harbinger of vitality, up above, often wishes to sit and talk to his
friends
the partakers of the ecosystem- to freeze time and moments, and look beyond all trends,
To share his deepest paradoxes and enigmas, kindness and compassion,
To make originality and authenticity the new fashion and passion,
To set free and trust without apprehension.
What if the rays of the Sun filtering through the clouds,
were in reality, or rather fantasy, blessings from a higher power descending upon the crowds,
sifting through the silken flourishing foliage,
endowing the skin a heavenly tenderness, making it forget all concepts of age,
Sinking below the horizon, rising above the hills,
Illuminating all they graze, accentuating the grandeur in naturally extraordinary thrills,
To set free and liberate the heart of its ills.
What if, finally, all the fantasies, were actually different perspectives and interpretations of
the parallel realities,
a multiverse of worlds unexplored, words adored and deplored, a concoction of standards,
idiosyncrasies and supposed abnormalities,
ideally devoid of formalities, full of verities and fallacies- all elements amalgamating to form
a masterpiece,
it takes courage, and keen, conscious observation to perceive the creativities amidst all
obstacles and agonies,
and calculated intelligent audacities, pushing the envelope, escalating capacities, aggregating
true families,
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far from the small-mindedness, "not-good-enough"s and superficialities, towards a fresh
breeze.
There is inconspicuously, or not, a deeper connotation to universal existence and meaning, as
is the case for these analogies;
There is much more reality in these fantasies than in projected unfounded practicalities.
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Greyscale
Srujana Niranjan 2017A7PS0013P
Born into this world
You are
Naive and full of hope.
Protected by a loving mother
Dreams are meant to chase after.
A ray of white light, possibilities galore.
Now a little curious
You are
Observing and learning.
Cherished by a family
Spending time; ever so happily.
Always demanding more.
Young and rebellious
You are
Questioning your existence.
Seeing the other side
Life is a mess but still, you bide.
Seeking what’s in store.
A little wiser
You are
Stable and calm.
A monochromatic gradient in your way
What was white, now turning to grey.
Fascinated by a life which you now adore.
Old
You are
Sagacious yet tired.
Now able to see the end
Accepting what life has given, something godsend.
Returning into a black void forevermore.
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Massacre
Yash Bhagat 2017A7PS0063P
Living in the Orphanage
They hold dreams and not tears.
Their smiles truer than the scriptures
Finding happiness despite the fears. Two kids sit playing in the balcony
Neglecting the past and careless about future.
While one maybe Khan, other might be Tripathi
People here don’t differentiate on the basis of culture.
I the caretaker, sometimes
Still remember that day
When screams of women and kids
Echoed in city through every alleyway.
Every crossroad every house was vandalized
And the kids left on the road crying.
With their parents killed and lying on the ground
Scenes which they saw were more than horrifying.
That day, preachers of peace roamed the city
With swords in one hand
Blood dripped though whose edges.
From the tip to the holy armband.
The kids here don’t remember
The screams and screeches that filled the alleys
But believe in a world where the
Last name doesn’t carry their identities.
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Love
Narendra Maheshwari 2017D2TS1239P
Love is blind
That all I say
But keep in mind
It is always kind.
You love the one
You like the most
But don’t wait for one
Who vanish as a ghost.
Love is to care.
Love is to share.
Who love each other
Gets in to pair.
Love is to create
Love is to think
That we can create many happy beings.
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