we
bouquet then, then
we spirit in our senses
scent as body one
can
fathom in its
tangible sigh, ex-
hale
while hailing
bass’ inflective
teaching
intersecting our
onward career
together
-ness
Of this Momentum Song (eight)
We’re here but arriving
later, later: this
requisite rest is skill-building
for
the sun of our early
smiles… we’re here—
we hear west of
us
in early morning trees
harps searching into wind
into our combined
hear
-ing and late
arrival wearing
unjaded smiles…
finding what frames
us
in the harp of this hour’s
search, a selection of prose
from exterior thoughts
of
dreams displayed
in the interior
of last night’s
visceral cinema-
tog
-raphy
…some nights I hold onto
the mirroring memory of your
holding me… most
nights
a collaboration
of holding lung
with both hands
internal
to form and the sharing
shape we inform through
corporeal freedoms
fringed
to the edge of
this movement, we
piano to play
within
to echo-serenade us—
us in the transvaluing
of modern duos,
two
in the partition
in the relay
admitting self in the
selves better rep
-resents patterned
participation
more so song than
whisper, more than
voice these bodies
braiding
and
never to be
disentangled
Of this Momentum Song (nine)
Near here
but far from where
we enwrapped silences, touched
spine
-spine (we talk well this
position
-al way) body and the
flesh
we speak upon,
within, where as
solid breaths
hold and dedicate
hands
to the pianoing
of our lyric and
conjunctive
habits
crisscrossing tongued
diagrams pledging and
reminding why words
weigh more than
crows’
wandering, pushing
down
to elevate as with wing
and human warmth—
collected sounds
surrounding
skin and wavering
from where we
were moments
ago
pulsing, praying
rhythm-singing
serialism
hoping
into this day’s
courage to continue
to encompass
what
soothes and does
not fade nor fabricate
from tongues’
unorthodox
systems of
dismissive
be
-longing
Of this Momentum Song (ten)
___________________
When you hear music,
after it’s over, it’s gone,
in the air, you can never
capture it again.
—Eric Dolphy
Thereabout a
nature recommended,
a nature spelled
to grasp in momentary
season—
and while it’s
good we
keep strict time,
time as function
is more so
deliberate
when we reply
with words more
so than calculated
panic…
to not grasp, this
function is unholy, a
hell we too come
upon
pointed prevalence
toward assessed mis
-placing, theme
and
the promise of misery—
we look to be kind
kind toward what
human
is and human holds,
what strongly holds and
we mantra to
expose
human need
to respond and
react—to
echo
-ing repetition, sound
-in sound, sound
as music we hear in
brief inventive movements,
we watch into what
fades
configures and redefines
a
circling of cycled
memory, body of equal
mass, harmony
infusion
a saxophoning meander
near the road flute
blends
behavior of our
isolated
hands
Of this Momentum Song (nearly eleven)
Seen how we
sing they did not
rush did not run. They stood.
Some
sat some stared
at our momentary
tongues, our tonal
shallow
waters washing
over with clear
sounding
singing
a sort of asymmetry
a fathom of malleable
motivation to
pivot
to become
later than this
moment of watching
our
not noticing…
Of this Momentum Song (eleven)
Along this coast
our travels speak
our hands our feet
follow
our voices postdate
guidance of gray
_______________________
we
follow where
rain
forms us, antithesis
to those watching
waiting for sun’s
clarity
on skin through
windows and natural
articulation
_______________________
we walk along this
coast of disparate
cultures, clear
endurances
unravelling
among us, interior
to these languages
of rain of hours’
waiting
on our movement, we’ve
nurture in palm, palm
as hopeful emblem as
blues as foundation
turquoise halos horizontal
on
fingers wading we wander though
with aim aiming at
alarms around our
thorough
rain
-ing, the above
circumstance, sailing
this coast we aim
with bodybridge extent
collaborating
coaxing within hours’
internal theories
thawed all the way
through
we thorough, thinking
past historical lament
-ations, we culture we
cultivate in this
California
climate, we engage
we bass to portend
tomorrow’s rhythm to
piano early, we cymbal
to follow crows’ archi
-tectural freedoms, to
experiment with splays—
we
-‘ve never stagnated
unless to rest and watch
how these portions of sand
sit
into the feet, leaving pale
shadows curious
until
turquoise hands horizontal
their whispering silhouettes
and we engage then disband
toward
where next is the element
of asymmetrical
music’s abstract
-ions
we follow and fulfill uninterrupted
Of this Momentum Song (twelve)
Today
I arrived to resting late—
your resting already a
simmering early constant. I
spoke
with knowing
your voice
was shaping
elsewhere:
with hands: of hands:
simultaneous
pushpull
-inging engaging with
what I did not
fully find within
closed
eyes or theory of how
death no longer
allows eyes to assemble
crows
breaking into splayed
quarters following
multiple drafts of
mur
-muration… leaving
you to rest was to
indicate solo rhythm
—mine—
was to drum
exterior to this
now… your resting
invited the slow curl
of an hour’s radial
rendition, I
paused
to ensure its language
hid well into my mouth,
my mouth a wandering
hand to gather
what is discarded
farther
from other mouths, hands and
passions I listen
to paraphrase in my learning
languages in learning
the tongue to awaken
you
soft as hands, hands
soft from shaping
mouths and internal
composition…
Of this Momentum Song (thirteen)
When you taught me
confianza means trust I
left its warmth
on
my tongue to
parallel its purpose
said
what splays to
inspire and to say what
inspires
you teach, is
to say does not
splay solely returns
too, and too, to say
what you taught
haunts in the soothe
the pianoing secure
tight walking top to
bottom across tongue
recalling
breathing is found when
the body burns, exhaled fathoms
—the body bends
not
of pain, not…
the circumference
you’ve traced with
mouthed teaching
with purpose and
portending
an acclimation my
body needs to
examine silence.
I
insert staying this
warmth is too good
not
to
trust
not
to
inform
my allegory of stilled
learning
Of this Momentum Song (fourteen)
Toward where we’re
going is what welcomed
our initial trance:
filled
with how moments
ignite into the face, a
plagiarized breeze
a
chant a perimeter
of warmth wearing us
wandering within
our calm’s moving
—into
chant and the repeat
structure our heads
our hands chant
our
melodies stream,
we barefoot to feel
below
or|and to the west
of what welcomes us,
strands hold together
rebuses
and we read
shapes, more so
clearly: we shape
what sees us coming…
the
philosophy of mo
-mentum, thrusts,
parries, we sidestep
partitions of saddened
shapes, colors of this
March
to see into outer
prose, erased
fragmented
physics
onto which leads us,
a hoping array of
shadows and how
we leap is too, where
bodies bend to
assimilate, internal shapes
articulating
voices to where we become
and
instilled going we inherit
in our symmetry
Of this Momentum Song (fifteen)
You speak into
what is narrating us—
a
window of woven
words opens into an
hour of this morning’s
radial activity… how
we’ve
built our bones:
other bodies rely
on the rain of variant
collages
gray then grayer more
stilled into a paused
inverted ceiling,
the
all of it the need
of it— we’ve become
a collaboration, drums,
piano, a splurge of
direction
-al spectrum of it, made
of grace each tongue
speaking us into our
movement
our light is warm light,
mouths sustain
how the tongue
has rescued us
myriad
rotations, we’ve
halos in the hand
mapping the palms’
lines and linear
we become
open
-into ground’s
layered shapes and
calligram structures
—our breaths mimic
within the cold
vacuum outer to
the
warmth settled into
wonder the map
of our palms
dreamt in its
leading our care
-ful experimentation
and
splaying this late night
light of reflectional
sacred
and
rotational
wonder
this
movement
of experiential
recovery
Of this Momentum Song (sixteen)
___________________
Music expresses that which cannot be put
into words and that which cannot remain silent.
—Victor Hugo
We came into what
knowing is, what was
is knowing music
now,
adamant speech
speaks conviction
not fractioned,
%
is theory the mind
hides as to why
summer’s warmth
is both measured
by beach and the season
-al visitations bending in
-to annual origami—
hand
strums these angled
strands of dangled
smoke, the rise-twirl
ballerina-blend
unburned—
then [when] heat
ends where we’ve
already remained
something
breathes beyond
how the dead
affects our
moving in
all
directions… this
is why we reset
when rest
unfastens for
faith
and chance to
deposit calm
ahead of what
calls
us to map and sway
rhythm-faith
entanglement,
the
soothe, a glissando
unblocked synonym
for
space
and holding what
held our own
diagrams of
overt
beginnings
Of this Momentum Song (seventeen)
An ache birthed us
—births us all, all
in hand, once then
again later the
resemblance
now only in name
and figments
from where the mirror
names physiognomy
slightly larger
layered
static compulsive experi
-ential motives to exist
when language pushes
against
the agony of our tongues.
Said once “morning is
what haunts following a
death’s unexcused
presence”,
then heard what
the dragonfly scattered
into the alphabet
of
dangling air
vanish,
and from where we
sit we stand to lose
nothing but
never in this lifetime…
—the body is only
mass until the eyes’
final conceal, death
hides within untold
secrets.
This is what blends
what bends when
alone… what then we
will never scan
…the ocular
system
misquotes when shut
-down, when pleasure
of shapes plagiarize
the
dragonfly’s philosophy
of fade, and
the body cannot respond
cannot
breed within the silence
occupying brief
and aging paradigms—
rest,
we must symphony
must evaporate
landing
later where of
an hour’s focused
heal blends
into
gathering tone and
the pianoing of
morning’s multi
-lingual
virtue
Of this Momentum Song (nearly eighteen)
In remembering,
my mirror carried
me into spaced
syllables
hiding me well.
Well, then enough to
position me where
arches reach
as with arms to warm
the
spirit in which is
shattered, tarred
hope the hope for
returning to
harmonies. Of spring
invitation
pastel and the whispered
focus of annual alteration.
I’ve shattered
here
more
than
what promises
is what promotes
the body and
configured
reputation—
Of this Momentum Song (eighteen)
What rumbles? The
foot lifts, equates
the math’s silence
down
the other, lifts
down, the rhythm
is continuum
from
where the ghosts
lead and interact
within what leads
our attempts at
belonging
somewhere
here
over
what redeems
the culture of our
hiding, a chorus
of chants softens
abridges
dazes exhibits
moves us when our
movement slides
a backslide rhythm—
perhaps the drown
-ing of past chronicles
collides a symbol
such as open hands
the wanting cannot
wait
waiting is disaster
breeding death’s
reliance bodies
counting
down, each foot
then rises, the math’s
silence comprehends
as
how death divides pain
equally among the living
a cruelty of examining
face and the spine’s
auto
-matic lean, the breaking
the bending suspends
into allegory not
yet ready to be read
the prose can be cruel
____________________
can be unheard when
a
____________________
diameter of sound drowned
what occurred in the past
toward heal and the ensuing
pink rise
of
scar’s
concentrated
faith in how
the skin will never
fade
into winged
articulation
Of this Momentum Song (nineteen)
“Because to box
in would be irrelevant”, we
rode what would
be minutes splaying
into hours of
mobile rhythms…
fell
from now to open
now’s scope of
freed eventual
silences…
this
is how we’ve adhered
to philosophy, uncover
what holds presence
beneath what the selling
point breathes in
-to the topography
of pretty formulas—
and when the praying
form synonyms, what
comes to parallel
the tongue-sound
engrains finding
open space whirls
amid the mouth’s
natural occurrences?
What
falls is whom recovers—
all hands in catches
when we shook their
hands to envelope
the humaning range
of what rolls to
confirm
what contains to
time its sound and
mouthing of whisper—
to
ritual is to re
-examine a horror, to
redistribute its
grasp toward
what empties
and
hopes to end how
hands cannot redefine
their death their
knowing of demise
whole already there
not
afraid but flailing
to unfast
-en
to
unravel before eyes
realize dimension
coaxes shape from
clusters,
to whole patterns the
end is devout
is a blended memory
mouthing itself to to
-mmorow’s healing,
extracted
freedoms…
Of this Momentum song (twenty)
Gone from what
met our going. Down
here we begin descend
a
staircase clear
as the window watching
what we do. What
we
wear we ghost in
natural fading…
how we sudden is
genetic happenstance
clutching
name to recall birth’s
reason, birth’s singing
to variant body
positioning, pulling,
pausing, insisting
what
draws us what dares
us is what shadows
would insert if space
and dimension allowed
cultural clarity amid
grayed definitional
lines…
____________________
within lines, as to insist it’s
of lines then, the crow
traced how we move,
unraveled the lang
-uage of what we
moved,
what fell is
never distinct and
used to define
purpose plus
what contradicts
what
weeps when alone
what smiles when
synonyms of shapes
visit in trepidation—
____________________
we’re larger here
here as home
home as the
larger image
instilled
…and what promises
is a worded braid un
-broken, fastened high
volume
with
voice
and tongue same and
antithetical to the
woven listening
a child stretches
over
meaning’s virtue, mean
-ing’s culture of oscillated
anamnesis
Of this Momentum song (twenty-one)
_______________
A great fire burns within me, but no one stops to warm
themselves at it, and passers-by only see a wisp of smoke
―Vincent van Gogh
Again, awoken, melody
of an hour’s writing
soothe-pulls direction
pushing play
into
purpose of why pulsing
pulls from distance
distance as memory,
the
dead, not discarded
opens among the window’s
silence hides from
within
clarity of mouth
mouth as momentum
with enough versions
continu
-ing to read to us…
we listen to learn
learn as diagramed
precise occultation
we’re protected
here
here as paradigm
a home to query
and never but
fully return
toward…
this is the word
hearing others’
speech demonstrates
as
wandering wears our
pivots, our ballet
reinterpretations
smooth
as to live the way
pianoing ensures us
privileges us through
listening as virtuous
grade and fulfilled
oscillatory blend
of
eyes and the purpose
they invent prag
-matic perception…
we
drum to encourage
faith in the sound
inviting stay and
gradational minds
to
fold-in, to crease
as to keep what
stays within us
us
as with nothing other
we hold these hands
the way morning
awakens to
evoke
what the dead
writes into
what hears
what breathes
at capacity, prior
to
illusion under
-standing our song’s
unified
animation
Of this Momentum Song (twenty-two)
We’ve learned staying
says
the body rejoins fuller
following space’s
comfort from curated
anxiety,
how it spells surnames
attaching meaning to
bodies and relative
acclimation—
we’ve been here
prior, the pulses
know our fathoms
know
our devotions started
in singular splays from
syllables stretched to
allow inorganic melod
-ies
to bend to invert to
blend to invite a
contained move
-ment
meant to trio with
our intentional solos
—our flail from spine in
how
the wing of us draw
-s mention from the
gray of death to
enliven our awakening
to
engage with conviction
where we’re going says
drums will never myth
will always mirage
to
fool what follows
with halved intentions
with lined meaning
blurred
while our clarity
warms what we’re
amid in exhaled
contours and the way
this crow danced in praise to
an hours’ cultivated
euphony
we’ve kept this sweet
momentum stuck
into the pocket, strong
within
know
-ing how we move is
serial in tradition, blowing
signaled affection to
the dead, not discarded
using
Song
to hurry us…
to
immingle
what surrounds
in the periphery of
devoted
symmetry among
architectural
acculturation
Of this Momentum Song (twenty-three)
Near here, death has occurred—
we cannot move through
it: we flail we shadow
we
become what haunts
in the language of
discontent’s motive.
A
family has fallen
a handful of desires
have been interrup
-ted what was built
is
crumbling by hands
whose memory will
not recall strength
and partition or
within
now where do survivors
envelope what wants
to hold and designate
(as to not fraction
emotion) emblems
of
skin and the purpose
flesh has on the whole
-ness of experiential
acclimation, —what
hides is more so
promises than more than
language unfastening
at the hinge level
of labels’ cursed
interpretations…
but what is level is
cursed: each handmade
ghost assembles
grayed language blued
to show cultural contact
a
sadness is future over
-whelming what plagiarizes
mourning, an emotional
insertion of others’
paranormal motives why
when
why then do so many
fall without faint but
with full absence
their
mouths are inactive
bees, tamed, tired an
eclipse of
missing
agony’s misguided
grimace
Felino A. Soriano directs
supported living and
independent living
programs providing
supports for adults with
developmental
disabilities. His poems
have been nominated for
The Best of the Net
Anthology and Pushcart
Prize. He has authored 66
print and electronic
collections of poetry,
including Of isolated
limning (Fowlpox Press,
2014), Mathematics
(Nostrovia! Poetry, 2014),
Espials (Fowlpox Press,
2014), and watching what
invents perception
(WISH Publications,
2013). Over 4,500 of his
poems have been
accepted for publication,
in both online and print
publications since 2006.
In 2009 he founded
Counterexample Poetics,
an online journal of
experimental artistry,
and in 2014 he founded
Of/with: journal of
immanent renditions, a
biannual online journal.
Philosophical studies
collocated with his
connection to various
idioms of jazz explains
motivation for poetic
occurrences.
"Felino A. Soriano is one of the very few contemporary poets possessive of what seems to an instant
access to brilliance. He has truly created his own unique style and language unto itself. He is, in my
opinion, the greatest poet of his generation."
--Heath Brougher, Poet
“Vocal Apparitions spans Felino's earliest creations up to his more recent lyrical verse. These exemplary
poems are part of a great minimalist tradition that includes ee cummings and William Carlos Williams.
Soriano refurbishes phrase with delicate wisdom and refinement. His influence on contemporary writing
is defined by his deft insight into a new language that values intimacy and experimentation. He
continually reinvents himself with the rhythms of speech and emotional equipoise.”
--Irene Koronas, author of Turtle Grass and Managing Editor of X-Peri
“Finally, with Vocal Apparitions, we have a selection of Felino A. Soriano’s marvelously intriguing poems
all together. These poems truly bear close reading, revealing both the patterns of his body of work and
each work’s singularity. I want to meditate on them and learn what they disclose. Felino is especially
known for his love of jazz. Reading his poems will give you a new perspective on this music, one which
emphasizes musicality and physicality, rather than biography. He turns instruments like piano, drums,
and bass into verbs. From first to last, it is rewarding to see how his work evolves, moving from
observation to intimacy.”
--Marianne Szlyk, Professor at Montgomery College, author of Listening to Electric Cambodia
“Felino A. Soriano is on a chronic quest to translate the patently elusive into language that has a deceptive
intangibility but is actually primevally palpable. Music is his muse; nay, music is his being, and words are
his instrument”!
--Alison Ross/Publisher and Editor, Clockwise Cat
“Sonic nomenclature thusly prescribed ascends toward the gleaming zenith while connected to our
collective nadir.”
--Erik Blagsvedt, author of The Long Lightning
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