On the microphone whenever a
cute guy showed up to eat.
Girls giggling and customers with
no idea why all
Of the female staff had just
practically ran up
To the front of the restaurant.
Don’t Tell It to Me
Tell it to the sun
Tell it to the moon
But don’t tell it to me
Your concoctions
Your lies
Your energy wasted on my
broken ears
Waste it on the ethereal gods
Of the stars and planets and
celestial bodies –
They have much more time
Than me to live –
Billions of light years
And fallen stars
Twist the ears of those stars
But don’t tell it to me
Anywhere town
The train station was as empty
As a cupboard bowl and I
Examined the grain
Of the wooden bench I sat on
Near the vacant coffee stand.
It felt very smooth as if it had
been
Painstakingly lacquered for many
years.
I was taking the next train
To Anywhere-but-here town.
A town I think we’ve all wanted
To visit at one stage or another.
The make-up barely hid
The bluish-green bruises
On my left eye, so I wore
Large sunglasses in my dark
Surrender to the night.
Sad moon
Your mouth moves quickly,
But you say nothing.
Lies and a sad moon
Encompass your withered soul –
I can hear it grieving like
A widow at a funeral.
God will let you through
To a blackened sky
With blood red roses
At your feet.
Bury
There is food to be prepared.
They will bury the body
tomorrow.
Fifty drunkards ambling around
With food hanging out of their
mouths.
I can hear their teeth clicking
Against teeth,
Against silverware,
Against glassed
Full of ice and whiskey.
The room will be soaked
With old spice and overly
Sprayed perfumes –
These smells hang
In the air like lingering
Cigarette smoke –
Grey and dull.
The body is to be
Laid out like a banquet –
Blood gone and formaldehyde
In its place.
A million little pieces
In a loveless century
I am a million
Little pieces of bone,
Flesh, and a soul
That burns for the sun
To beat sweetly on my face.
We are all renegades
Searching for our
Wild horses – black manes
Boldly flowing in the winter
breeze
Whispering life, freedom, beauty
Into open spaces.
Hide
You turn the key and
Deadbolt the door,
But there’s no place
To hide – lost inside
The pattern of your discontent.
You peek around corners –
Looking and waiting
For your next failure as if
It is a tangible thing.
You say you can feel its weight
Like a tourniquet cutting off
The blood supply to your heart.
You try to hide your discontent,
But you wear it like a black veil
Hovering over your face.
The Unknown
The breeze is a choir of hooks –
The rain falls on spring flowers
Wanting to bloom
Before their time.
Red. Yellow. Pink.
Coffee and nerves overflow
From cups and fingertips –
Not knowing when things end
Or if they do at all.
Hot and strong. Rattled.
Unanswered.
Does the sidewalk recall
The weight of bodies upon it?
Mystical. Meaning. Molecules.
Some days I wander.