My boyfriend is gay?!

[MY BOYFRIEND IS GAY?!]

A GD&TOP FANFIC
WRITTEN BY:
IZZY JONES
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Izzy Jones 2021
Published: November 2021

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Izzy Jones
Mi HOUSE of HaiR, No. 1A,
Tapah Road, 35400 Batang Padang, Perak.

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events and people, living, dead or undead, are purely
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He's the sweetest guy I've ever met.
We've been together for a year now.
And I love him so much, I can't live without
him.

But…
He's been keeping secrets from me.

A SHORT STORY OF A TWISTED
RELATIONSHIP
(WELL, THE TITLE ALREADY EXPLAINS).

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

ALRIGHT, BEFORE YOU START READING THIS, I
MUST WARN YOU ABOUT THE CONTENT OF
THIS STORY…

IT'S [R] RATED.

MEANS IT'S FILLED WITH FOUL LANGUAGE...
SEX, AND SEX… WELL, MOSTLY ABOUT SEX~



WARNING:

This story contains graphic depictions of violence,
sexuality, strong language, and other mature themes.

CHAPTER ONE:

HE’S HIDING SOMETHING.

"Who're you texting...?"
My boyfriend puts his iPhone aside
when I came to lie next to him.
Beaming his sexy smile, his hand
reached for my inner thigh, stroking
it gently.
"No one,"
He replied, then kissed my cheek. I
giggled nervously when he bit his
bottom lip, while his arm tightened

around my waist, bringing me closer
to his body.

"Ah, Tabi..."

I gasped for air as he forced his
tongue into my mouth. His hands
began to explore underneath my
pajamas.

"Hmmmm... I can't help it, you're
releasing pheromones all over the
room again..."

"Hey, I'm... trying to sleep here..."

Gently sucked the skin on my neck,
he then tickled my earlobe with his
tongue.

"You smell so delicious I can eat you
up all night long..."

He breathed out the words into my
ear, squeezing my breast slightly.

One thing I can't stand him is his
dirty talk... persistently annoying, yet
so arousing at the same time.

We had been together for a year now,
but I only moved in with him a month
ago. Tabi was never this wild before,
but ever since I moved in, sex just
somehow became his addiction.
Like, he would fuck the whole day
every day if he could.

"Baby, you have a meeting tomorrow
morning, you can't... You have to
sleep... early..."

I didn't realize he had already
unbuttoned my pajamas. The next
thing I know he was teasing my
areola using the tip of his tongue,
causing my voice to come out
trembling.

I bit my lips, trying to suppress
moans from slipping out. But my
breathing was getting harder against
my will. I heard him chuckle before
taking my whole nipple into his
mouth.

"Ahhhh... Ta... Tabi~~~"

Sucking one nipple and flickering the
other with his forefinger, he
decisively defeated me again. I just
couldn't resist him.

"You want it as much as I do, baby..."

Tabi smirked as his hand sneaks
inside my panty, then rubbed my wet
clit while his mouth back on sucking
my nipple.

My chest was heaving even harder
when I felt his fingers enter me. I
bucked my hips. My body tensed up.
My fingers clenched the pillow below
my head, almost tearing it.

"Aaah, aahhhh...!!"

Not giving me any chance to catch
my breath, his fingers rammed
viciously in and out of me so fast that
I came right away. My legs trembled
uncontrollably for a few seconds.

I was still panting like crazy when he
went down and took off my long
pants. Saw him send my panty flying
across the room but I was too weak
to utter a word.

"Urghhh..."

Warm, wet tongue playfully teasing
my swollen clit. Then he shoved his

fingers deep inside me again, hitting
my G-spot.

Tremors of pleasure took over me, I
almost screamed his name.

"Now real fun begins."

My head swirling but Tabi didn't stop
there. He thrust his hard shaft inside
me and began crashing his hips
against mine without mercy.

"Holler out my name, baby... Arghh...
I want to see you burst your sweet
cum on me..."

I failed to make out what he said after
that, the slurping and clapping

noises were louder than his
restrained voice.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck...!"
Tabi groaned deep in his throat as he
went vigorously faster and harder. My
breasts were glistening with droplets
of sweat that dripped from his chin
like rain.
Trapped in the ecstasy of extreme
madness, I lost track of how many
times I reached orgasm that night. All
I could remember was that I wailed
until my screams turned coarse.

**********************

I woke up with the sun flashing its
light on my face. My half-opened
eyes glanced over to the bedside
clock and jumped out of bed.

Shit...!!

"Tabi...! Wake up, it's..."

But he wasn't there beside me. I
looked around and walked out of the
room when I realized he must have
gone to work.

Sausages, eggs, bacon, and cheese
sandwich were placed nicely on the
kitchen table. There was a piece of
note next to the prepared breakfast

that said, 'Morning, baby~  I made you
breakfast. Milk is in the fridge.  Sorry I
didn't wake you, I felt bad for tiring
you up the whole night... Take the day
off, will you? I hope you had enough
sleep. Love you~'
I shook my head, smiling at the
heart-shaped fried eggs.
"Aiihhh Tabi... I just can't imagine my
life without you."

**********************

"Texting again..."

"Huh?"

Tabi placed his iPhone on the
bedside table when he noticed my
questioning stare. He reached over
for my hand and pulled me against
him.

"Sorry about last night, baby..."

He said, kissing me tenderly.

"Who're you texting with every
night...?"

I asked. It's one of his night routines,
typing something on his phone for
almost an hour before he went to
bed. But he never talks about it, and
he never lets me see his phone.

"Are you keeping something from
me?"

He let out a quiet sigh before stroking
my head. His lips stayed locked.

"Were you chatting with other girls...?
Probably that sexy colleague that you
always talk about?"

He sensed silly jealousy from my
tone, he beamed his smile at me
again. Sometimes I feel like those
smiles were only his mask to cover
something up.

"You're thinking too much, Maya... "

That's all he said. He kissed me on
the lips again before pulling the
covers up to his chest.

I just sat there on the bed until Tabi
pulled me down and snuggled beside
me.

"Look, I wasn't texting other girls.
And I will never text with other girls
either. You're the only girl for me,
remember that,"

Tabi reassured me after he saw doubt
still written on my face by embracing
me tightly, planting a soft kiss on my
forehead.

"I love you, baby... Good night."

I found myself smiling shyly as he
whispers those sweet words to me. I
slept peacefully in his arms that
night.

**********************

Stirring the boiling soup, I glanced at
the clock. It's almost noon. Tabi will
be back any moment now for lunch.
I always cook for him on my off days,
and he would come back home to
have lunch with me. And sometimes
if he's not at work, he would help me
with preparing our meals. I'm the

type who doesn't really socialize
much and rather stay at home during
my free time. Basically spend my
hours cooking, cleaning, or reading a
novel. But Tabi never thinks that I'm
boring, he only said I'm the rare type.
That's one of the few things that he
likes about me.

Done with the dishes and all, I took
another look at the clock again. It's
12.45 pm.

Strange. Tabi's late today. Which is
unusual.

I grabbed my phone to call him when
suddenly there was a click on the
front door.

"Sorry, babe..."

Tabi's head appeared as the door
creaked open, giving me his puppy
eyes and pouting his lips.

"Anything happened...?"

"Naaa... I bumped into Jiyong on my
way back, had lunch with him. I just
forgot to call you..."

"Wow, you just forgot?"

"Enggg ngeerrr..."

Tabi purred, brushing his face on my
shoulder like a kitten.

"Please don't be mad, baby
please...?"

This is another thing that I can't
stand... A grown man acting cute.

"I can definitely fill up for the second
round, you know that I have a big
appetite."

"No, it's okay. You should be back to
work."

I stroked his arm then paced towards
the kitchen. But Tabi held me by my
waist, wrapping his arms around me
from behind.

"Yah, stop messing around, you'll be
late... aah?!"

He suddenly nibbled on my ear while
his hand playfully massaged my
breasts, another hand reached down
to caress my private part.

"Uhhh... St... stop..."

I tried to clamp my thighs together
but he pulled my lace skirt higher
and stuck his fingers deeper inside
my soaking panty. My knees started
to limp as his fingers rubbing my wet
clit faster.

"Ah, ah, ahhh..."

He managed to unhook my bra in just
seconds. My head automatically
tilted backward when his fingers
pinched and twisted my erected
nipple underneath my blouse.

My body jolted a bit when I'm
reaching my edge. I had to grab his
arm to support myself because my
legs temporarily turned jelly. He
bundled my skirt up to my waist and
threw my panty on the floor.

"That's my girl... juicy as always."

Tasting my cum on his fingers, he
turned me around to face him. He
then carried me up to the kitchen

and sat me on the sink. He pushed
two fingers inside me as he licked my
exposed nipple.

"Here I come, baby~"

"Erghh...! Ahhh... ahhh..."

Rocking in and out of me while I'm
still on the kitchen sink, I clung to his
neck tightly. He groaned and thrust
harder when I trailed kisses on his
neck and chest.

"Yeah, baby... Ohhh I like it when you
do that..."

"Ermmm... Uhhh..."

I licked my fingertips wet and
flickered his nipples, earning myself
another lustful groan.

"Arghh fuck, I can't... Don't,
urrghh...!"

He squeezed my bum, forcing
himself further inside. I came
instantly when he struck deep in my
G-spot and felt his warm cum
explode inside me.

"Damn it, babe... Why'd you do that?
You made me lose control!"

Tabi sunk his teeth in my shoulder
and smacked my ass cheek. I giggled
at his sulking face.

"Jeeez...!"

He grunted loud before heading into
the bathroom to clean up. His phone
rang soon after that. He probably
didn't hear it with the tap water
running.

Out of curiosity, I took it out from his
trouser's pocket.

There's an incoming message:

'It's never been easy, you know. I
longed for your kisses every night,
wanting your naughty hands all
around me again... If only you could
spend time with me more frequently. I
still don't understand why you chose

to be like this, when you know I'm the
only one that can satisfy your sexual
need...'

"Maya?"

Tabi's iPhone fell on the floor with a
loud thud. The bathroom door flung
open suddenly, causing the phone to
slip from my grip.

"What's wrong, baby...?"

Tabi approached me with only a
towel wrapped around his waist.
Water dripped from his wet hair,
down to his concerned-looking face.
His eyes cast down at his phone on
the floor, his fists clenched.

"... You, you lied…"
********************

CHAPTER TWO:

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?

"What's wrong, baby...?"
Tabi approached me with only a
towel wrapped around his waist.
Water dripped from his wet hair,
down to his concerned-looking face.
His eyes cast down at his phone on
the floor, clenching his fists.
"... You, you lied..."
"Lied... lied about what, baby?"

He stammered, he nervously glanced
in every direction while blinking fast.
Tabi's the worst actor ever, he would
panic when he's caught doing
something wrong and it obviously
shows. This was the same reaction he
showed when I caught him lying
about didn't buy me anything for my
birthday last year.

"You cheated on me!"

I didn't want him to see my tears. I
didn't want him to feel pity for me. If I
wasn't the one, then why would I
bother to stay? If he really loves me,
why did he fuck someone else
behind my back?

I dashed towards the door before he
could even think of another lie to say.
I didn't want to hear it anyway.

"Maya...! Wait, please!! Let me
explain!"

I quickened my pace and shut the
door behind me. I ran into the
elevator, still holding my tears from
falling. There's no way he would
come out and chase me, with only a
towel around his waist. But I was too
reckless. I didn't have any money
with me.

Stupid, stupid Maya! How can you be
so stupid?!

I wanted to bang my head to the wall.
I have no idea what to do next.

Gruuu~

My stomach rumbled. I just realized I
hadn't had my lunch. Darn it...

Walking out from the lobby, I sighed
hard. I didn't have my phone with me
either. Arghh...! I feel like strangling
myself.

My head was so messed up, I wasn't
looking where I was going. I felt my
face suddenly buried into something
black before I fell on my butt.

"Oops! Sorry... I didn't... Maya?!"

I looked up at the person whom I
bumped into. He stretched out his
hand to help me up.

"What happened to you...?"

He concernedly asked when he
noticed my teary eyes. I just shook
my head, pretending to be okay.

"Hey, you know you can talk to me..."

He stroked my head gently, like a big
brother and the best friend he had
always been.

"Jiyong..."

My voice came out cracking. I
couldn't control my own lips from

trembling. I couldn't utter anything
at all, my whole body began to shake
and tears leaked from the corner of
my eyes.

"Hey, hey... Hush now... I'm here."

Jiyong leaned over and hugged me,
softly stroking my back. He let me
weep like a helpless child in his arms
for a few minutes until I finally
calmed myself down.

"Tell me what's wrong, Maya... Did
Tabi bully you? Because if he did, I'm
going to put him in a hospital."

He said jokingly. I knew he was only
trying to cheer me up, but of course,
it didn't work at all.

"Hey... Talk to me."

Jiyong said again, brushing off the
remaining tears from my cheeks with
his thumb. He gave me a warm,
comforting smile.

"We just... had a small fight, that's
all."

I lied. I couldn't possibly talk about it
right away, I wasn't ready. Jiyong
looked at me and sighed.

"Let's go for a drink. That'll help you
relax."

"But... You know I'm sober..."

"One glass won't hurt."

Maybe Jiyong's right. Maybe I needed
a drink to relax, then only I can talk
about my situation. So I followed him
to his car and let him take me to a
nice cozy bar.

Soft music was playing, but there
wasn't any customer there. Jiyong
told me that it was his cousin's, and it
wasn't opened for business yet until
late evening. But he has the privilege.

"I didn't know your cousin owns a
bar..."

"Because you never ask."

He giggled, poured a glass of red
wine, and handed it to me.

"I... I'm not sure I can handle
alcohol..."

I hesitated. Jiyong shoved the glass
into my hand.

"Don't you trust me...?"

He questioned. Of course, I trust him.
I'd known him since I was in high
school. He was my senior. We studied
in different colleges but still hang out
together sometimes. It was Jiyong
who introduced me to Tabi, his dorm
mate while in college. He was more
than just a best friend to me, he was

like a family, the big brother I never
had.

"Yeah, I do... But,"

"Maya, if you ever get drunk I'll send
you home right away, I promise. I
have no other intentions, I only hope
you can share your problems with
me."

"No, that's not it..."

I know he didn't mean any harm. I
just never had alcohol before in my
twenty-four years of life. But then I
think again, who gives a damn if I got
wasted? Tabi didn't really care. All
those concerns and love he showed

me were fake. I was only one of his
toys.

I took the glass and emptied it in a
single gulp. The sweet and sour taste
of it wasn't so bad. I tossed the tall
glass to Jiyong, requesting more. He
looked at me surprisingly.

"You were supposed to sip it, and
enjoy the taste..."

"Who cares..."

I mumbled and poured the bottle
myself. Jiyong only watched then
took a sip of his wine.

"That's enough, Maya."

He snatched the bottle away from me
when I was about to pour the
seventh glass. He then handed it to
the bartender who had just changed
into his uniform after being done
with the cleaning.

"Urghh..."

Only then I started to feel the floor
underneath me moving. I flattened
my face on the glass table. The cold
glass surface touches my hot burning
face felt nice. I heard Jiyong mutter
something, but I wasn't paying
attention.

"Maya, are you okay?"

He firmly grasped my shoulders,
bending over to me from behind. I
could feel his wine breath at the nape
of my neck as he speaks.

"Tabi just texted me. He's looking for
you everywhere and asked
everybody whether they'd seen you,
he's worried about you. Should I tell
him that you're with me now?"

"No! I don't want to see him! He's a
liar!"

I blurted out, but I wasn't sure
whether I pronounced the words
correctly. My own voice echoed in my

ears when I talked. Jiyong hugged
me from behind.

"I'm sorry... Do you want to talk
about it now?"

He patted my head, treating me like a
little girl, then sat back to his seat
facing me.

"He's cheating behind my back..."

My tears rolled down against my will,
wetting my face. I covered my face
with my hands, I must have looked
very ugly. But I couldn't control it, I
was sobbing like a pathetic moron for
a guy who doesn't love me with all
his heart.

"Maybe it's just a little
misunderstanding..."

"No! It wasn't a misunderstanding!
He's having sex with someone else
behind me! He doesn't love me!"

"I'm sure he didn't mean to hurt you,
Maya. Tabi loves you more than..."

"No! No! He's a fucking liar! If he
really loves me, he wouldn't do this
to me!"

I snapped. What's the point of
continuing this relationship if the
man I love, being untruthful and
disloyal?

"I hate... him."

I muttered slowly, my eyelids
beginning to feel heavy. I rested my
swirling head against my forearms on
the table. I felt my body was being
lifted, but I was too dizzy to care what
was happening. I felt Jiyong's warm
cheek brush against mine, and his
lips touched my ears.
"I really don't know what to do with
you being drunk like this…"

**********************

"Urghhh..."

Waking up with the most terrible
headache ever, I groaned weakly as I
tried to blink my eyes open. The
sunlight was piercing my eyes,
blinding me for a few seconds.

What happened...?

I groped my throbbing head,
recalling back what happened last
night. Running my fingertips on my
jawline, I remembered feeling
Jiyong's manly hand touching my
cheeks. I remembered feeling his
sweet and sour wine breaths on my
face and neck.

Wait, what...?!

I tried to think again. Probably my
brain wasn't functioning well
because of the alcohol.

I remembered him biting my lips and
forcing his tongue into my mouth.

I touched my own lips, I felt a small
cut on the bottom lip. My eyes
widened and gasped. I almost
screamed when I found myself lying
next to a shirtless man.

"Hey, morning."

I was lost for words. Jiyong greeted
me with a smile as if it's normal for
me to wake up beside him.