THE DIAPER STORE
It’s happened so many times before and every time it is the same. I arrive at the store then have this
huge argument with myself whether I should go in and buy some diapers, sorry nappies and plastic
pants. In the end I usually pluck up the courage and wander in then manage to secrete myself down the
back of the store where these things are usually kept.
I’m English by birth and come from a tiny village in Suffolk so living in New York was something of
a culture shock when I first arrived. I have been an adult baby for years but to be able to go into a
supermarket and buy adult disposable diapers took a bit of getting used to. Today however it’s no
supermarket, its Ann’s Medical Supply Store just on the outskirts of NY.
As always I phoned them first to make sure they had supplies but this time instead of getting some
sales clerk who couldn’t care less or who giggled when I asked about diapers this lady seemed very
kind and concerned about what I wanted. Now I was parked in their parking lot, I wanted to just go in
but I still had this silly argument going on in my head. I had got all my excuses ready, all my answers
prepared to try and reduce the embarrassment that I was going to feel in a few moments time.
I checked my wallet, I had $20 plus my cards, I never use my cards in a place like this as there was no
way that I was going to give my real name when asking for diapers and rubber pants. The tension was
building, as was the bulge in my trousers as I thought about what might be behind those doors. I took
one last deep breath and with my handkerchief I wiped the sweat that had built up on my forehead. I
got out of the car and locked it up then made my way towards the store.
I pushed the door open and was greeted with a loud “Ting” as the doorbell signalled my arrival to
those behind the counter. I searched around the room, as was my practise, no one else there; that was
good. There were two young pretty assistants both looking at me, which was not quite so good. What
was far worse though was the fact that instead of being right at the back of the store they had piled all
their incontinence stock right in the front. I had never seen so much stock before; there were diapers
by the box full, both rubber and plastic pants in many colours and designs. This was far too much. The
bulge in my trousers was now uncomfortable and I could sense the sales clerks both looking right at it.
I tried to pull myself together, to focus on what was in front of me but it was all too much. I started
fingering the diapers, moving from one box to another. Some were made from terry others from
flannel; all had lots of layers to give good protection. It was no good I had to buy some of these but to
make up my mind was going to be a big problem.
“Can I help you with anything?” I heard a soft voice say.
I turned round to find one of the young girl clerks had come to see if she could help. I had never
noticed her move from behind the counter.
“Eer well, I’m just looking at the moment,” I stammered.
“So I see. Is it daytime and night time protection that you require?” she asked.
I hate it when they start to ask questions.
“Well mostly night time I suppose,” I said still feeling unsure.
I felt a soft hand pat my bottom, I looked down to see what was happening.
“Well you don’t appear to have much protection there at the moment so I guess it’s just night time,”
she said smiling.
“No I don’t have any protection at the moment,” I said blushing.
The sweat was already forming on my brow; I was feeling very uncomfortable.
“It’s all right, relax a little. We are trained to help young men like you to get exactly what they need.
After all it would be a shame after going to all this trouble for you to walk away with something that
isn’t good enough to give you and your bed proper protection,” she said still smiling.
“Well actually I phoned earlier and spoke to Annie,” I said trying to buy some time.
“I thought it was you, I am Annie. You have a very distinctive voice, sort of educated,” she said.
“I’m English, I haven’t been here long enough to lose my accent,” I said as way of explanation.
Already I had told her too much, I had to get down to the diapers.
“What are these like?” I asked holding up a shaped diaper that was quite thick in the middle.
“Not bad but much better for day use rather than night time. Most of the padding is between the legs
where it is needed when you are standing up. At night time when you lie down it needs to be further
back like this one,” she said holding up a pink diaper.
“That’s pink!” I said feeling stupid saying the obvious.
“Yes, we do them in most colours. Do you see the way it is heavily padded at the back and all the
seams are nicely sewn. This is one of most popular lines and I am sure it would be perfect for you,”
she said.
“I’m not too sure what about that plain white terry square at the back. They are easier to get dry,” I
said trying to show my knowledge of these things.
“Not bad but you would need a good soaker stuffed in there as well or you would end up leaking. Tell
me what do you use at the moment?” she asked.
“Disposables,” I said.
“Then you could use a disposable as your soaker under that terry square I suppose. However I still
think you would be better off with a pack of these “Nightime Deluxe” diapers that I was showing
you.” She said.
I moved round a little then my heart stopped as I saw the glint of a chain running through a pair of
diaper pants. Whatever was that for I asked myself? Stupid question I answered, it must be for
someone who didn’t want to be in diapers then they could be locked in.
Annie saw me eyeing the lockable diaper pants and quickly moved in front of me to pick one up.
“Yes these would be fine, your girlfriend or mother could make sure you don’t remove your diaper
when you are not supposed to with these darlings,” she said holding one up in front of me.
“I don’t have a girlfriend at the moment, I’m alone so they are not needed,” I said wishing I had the
courage to buy them.
“I could put that right for you, where do you live?” she asked.
I still can’t understand why I did it. She asked me the question and I just blurted out the answer. What
made it worse was I told her the truth.
“Right that’s that settled then. I live very close by, I thought I had seen you before,” she said smiling.
“I’m sorry, that’s what settled?” I asked.
“I’ll be round tonight to put you in your diapers and return tomorrow morning to let you out again.
I’ve always wanted a boyfriend that I could diaper,” she said.
“But you can’t…. I mean well you can’t,” I said stammering for a reason why not.
“Why, don’t you want me to take control of your baby games and habits. Tell me do you wear other
baby clothes as well?” she asked
“I don’t know what you are on about,” I lied.
“Good, you will do after tonight. Now let’s pick out some nice rubber pants to go with your nappies,”
she said.
“I usually use clear plastic pants,” I said trying to reduce the damage.
“Plastic pants are all right but rubber ones are much better. These have nice wide elastics at the legs
and waist so they seal any wetness inside and there for you get no leaks. If we have them in pink I’ll
bring a couple of pairs of them with me.” she said making up my mind for me.
I wasn’t too sorry as I really did want those rubber pants but I didn’t want to seem too keen about
them.
“I’ll also bring along some of those “Nightime Deluxe Diapers” I told you about, they can go under
your diaper pants. Don’t worry baby, I’ll make sure that you are all nicely bundled up in future. All
you have to worry about is that I don’t forget to come and unlock you in the morning,” she said
giggling.
“Look I’m not too sure that I want to be locked in diapers. I think I’ll just take a couple of those extra
thick shaped flannel diapers and two of the rubber pants if you don’t mind,” I said trying to regain
control.
“You sure don’t want to obey Annie do you baby?” she said
“I’m sorry but I’m not sure that I want to be put in diapers by anyone. It’s a private thing,” I said.
“Not any more it isn’t baby, I have always wanted a boyfriend who would allow me to baby him and
now I think I may have found one. We’ll go out tonight for a drink then we’ll chat about it. I’ll be
round just after work,” she said then she planted a kiss on my cheek and started picking out the things
she would need.
I was so embarrassed; not to say confused by what had happened. I know this is America but I had
never known any girls before who were so forward. I turned and walked away, I needed time to think
this thing through before it got out of hand. I slowly started to walk towards the door when I heard
Annie called out.
“Baby, I’m sorry I never got your name,” she said.
“It’s Jamie,” I said.
I opened the door still in a world of my own when she called out again.
“Jamie, come back a minute. I think we have forgotten something,” she said.
Still in a daze I went back in and walked over towards her. Annie had her arms full of the diapers and
rubber pants plus a couple of pairs of the locking nappy pants.
“Come, follow me baby Jamie I can’t let you go home like that. There is a little job that I need to do
first,” she said grabbing my hand.
Together we walked off towards the back of the shop to the stockroom. As we passed the counter I
saw Annie wink at her helper behind the counter and I wondered what they were up to. Once inside
the stockroom she put the things on a shelf then picked up a pack of disposable diapers and tore the
packet open.
“Get those pants off, I think I had better put my new baby in diapers now. These disposables will have
to do until we sort a few things out tonight. Come on hurry up I haven’t got all day,” she said sharply.
I have no idea why but I started to fumble with my pants only for Annie to slap my hands away
impatiently and pull my pants down.
“Come on help me baby, hold that shirt out of the way for me so I can get this diaper taped on nice
and tightly. We don’t want any leaks do we precious?” she teased.
I held onto my shirt as I watched as Annie got the diaper in place them taped it on me. She seemed to
do it easily but I knew from experience that it isn’t easy to put a diaper on standing up, I was sure that
she had done that before.
“Good that should hold you until I get round tonight. Now be a good baby and pull those pants up,”
she said.
I did as she said, the diaper filled my pants out and I had to ease it carefully over them.
“Don’t you dare remove that diaper or you’ll be in big trouble tonight Jamie. I’ll know as soon as I see
it if you have been fiddling with it,” she said.
I couldn’t believe that this was happening to me, she took hold of my hand and guided me out of the
stockroom and through the shop and out of the door.
Once outside I waddled over towards my car and opened the door. Looking back at the shop I saw
Annie standing in the doorway making a note of my car registration number, she was taking no
chances.
I’m still not sure how I got home, I don’t recall driving there but I know I did. When I was inside my
house I locked the door and went into the living room. I took off my pants, shirt etc right down to my
diaper. It sounded good as I walked about the room; it also felt good so I wasn’t in any hurry to
remove it. However I was not sure about tonight although deep down I think I was praying that Annie
would take control and make me her very own big baby. I went into the kitchen and made myself a
bottle of milk and took that to my bedroom. Once inside I found my romper and put that on over the
diaper then snuggled down with Deputy my furry dog. As I drank the bottle of milk I thought about
what might happen tonight and how exciting it might turn out to be. I told Deputy all about it and that
eased my mind a little. I had had Deputy ever since I was two and he was given to me by my parents
one Christmas. I fell in love with him straight away and he had never left my side. I think my parents
thought I would get fed up with him as soon as I had some new toys but I never did and so after
hundreds of machine washings Deputy was still with me.
I fell asleep and was woken up by a loud knocking on the front door. Still not awake and not sorted
out in my mind what had been a dream and what was for real I put on my robe and hurried down the
stairs to open the door. As I ran down the stairs I realised that my diaper was wet but I couldn’t
remember waking up and wetting it. I got to the door and opened it a little and peaked out. Annie was
standing there with three large bags by her sides. She pushed the door wide open and walked in.
“Bring that stuff in with you Jamie please,” she said as she walked past me and into the living room.
Not knowing what to do I did as she said. Once inside I put it down and then it all came back to me
what had happened at the store earlier that day. What made it worse was I still had on my romper over
the diaper, I wondered what she would make of that.
“Here, tip those bags out and I’ll show you what we have got so far,” she said.
I did as she said and was amazed at the range of pants and diapers she had with her. There were also
several other things in boxes and some tins of food in there as well.
“Annie, this must have cost you a fortune,” I said.
“No baby, it cost you a fortune, but not a large one,” she said.
“How come?” I asked confused.
“I charged it to your account at the store,” she said.
“But Annie I don’t have an account at your store.”
“You do now baby,” she laughed. “I’ll send the bill at the end of the month.”
“Come on baby don’t just stand there with your mouth wide open lets get you up stairs and ready to go
out,” she said “No doubt you have wet your diaper and need a change.”
“Well actually it’s fine, you stay here and I’ll go and get changed,” I said.
Annie slapped my bottom as if to propel me up stairs and as I walked she followed.
“Oh no baby, you don’t get away with it as easily as that,” she teased.
Once inside my room Annie saw my cot, the nursery wallpaper, the hanging mobile, a pink wooden
highchair and some baby clothes scattered on the floor. It was her turn to be speechless. Annie let go
of my hand and gazed about the nursery trying to take it all in.
“This is brilliant, I’ve never seen anything like this before. I guessed you were an adult baby when you
came in the store this afternoon by the way you looked so embarrassed yet excited as you fingered
those nappies and pants, but I never expected this,” she said.
I stood there wetting my diaper again not even conscious that I was doing it. Annie went over to the
cot and picked up my bottle that had contained my milk and put it on the side.
“Come here baby, I think you need Nanny to look after you. Let’s get that robe off and see what state
your diaper is,” she said.
Annie smiled when she saw the romper but was pleased that I hadn’t removed the diaper. I lay on the
cot and allowed her to undo the buttons at the crotch of the romper so she could get to the diaper. This
was to be the first of many more diaper changes that Annie would do for me.
That evening was the start of wonderful period in my life, for the first time ever I had my own nanny. I
always wore baby clothes at home and every night I was tucked up in m cot and locked in my diapers
until the morning. This continued for about six months then we got married. Marriage was never a big
question with us, we both enjoyed our baby games and soon discovered that we had so much more in
common. Some people say that they have a marriage made in heaven, well ours was made in
Diaperland.
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