LIFE AS AN EXPLORER OF THE UNIVERSE
Spirit shows the round curve of a planet with a deep purple horizon. There is a feeling of
traveling at a high rate of speed, descending toward the surface of this planet. There is no means
as to how this is done as there is no visible ship, it is all open space. A hand is seen. It is blue-
green in color. The skin is smooth, not scaly. This is the hand of a being that is floating in a
contained, translucent space. This being wears no clothing, and there are no signs of genitals or
gender. Its head is large, and eyes are black. There are other beings, which stand in a circle
around it. Their energy is focused on this being who is controlling their dissent toward the
surface of this planet.
There is a sudden shift in the color of the horizon, from purple to deep blue. Shaking and intense
vibrations are felt as they descend. Flames can be seen just outside the space they are in, but
there is still no sign of a ship. The rate of speed increases, and the shaking becomes more
violent. A loud noise is heard, which oscillates between two districted whistles. There is a
sudden deceleration. A dark colored liquid coats the outside of the vessel, which now takes on a
clear spherical shape. As they slow their descent, the liquid gets progressively lighter in color.
There is a sudden black opening, which the vessel is pulled into. The hole is perfectly round,
and it takes the shape of the structure they are in. As they go through this black opening, there is
a tremendous force and pressure which is felt upon them. Then the movement of the ship stops,
and spirit shows they have reached the ground of this planet.
The top lifts off the craft, which is now fully visible. The craft is metallic and made of a paper-
thin material. A crowd of similar beings, only slightly lighter color, surround the vessel, and
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some help to lift out those still inside. The beings inside the craft cannot move, and they are
carried down a narrow corridor, and into a chamber carved from a florescent green stone. Each
being from the craft is placed inside a small round pod in the floor. The one who steered the
craft is only semi-aware, and stares blankly while being lowered into a pod. A dark cap is placed
upon this being, and it falls into a state of dormancy.
Time passes, then the top of the pod is taken off, and mist fills the area where the being is still
resting. The mist awakens it fully, and the being rises out of the pod. It floats just above the
ground, traveling through several tunnels before entering a large room where many other beings
are waiting. They all focus their attention on this one being who is now floating in the center of
the room. This being projects images of what was seen on its journey. The projections come
from within, filling the minds and eyes of all who are gathered.
This being shows its departure, and the stops made at various planets. The first planet they
visited, there was no life, and they only orbited around it several times. Those gathered are all
absorbing this information, as if they are downloading it into memory.
The next planet was almost entirely covered with water, except for a few vast regions of desert.
On this second planet, they travel below the water’s surface where they observe gigantic serpent-
like creatures. There are no fish to be seen, but there are very large eels, squids, and creatures
that glow. This being expresses heightened interest in these creatures, which are many lengths
the size of their ship. Their ship is invisible from the outside, and the creatures pay them no
mind, although one does run into their ship, and the craft shakes. There is no reaction from those
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downloading the information.
They leave this second planet, where they travel for a long time, until they come to a third planet.
Spirit says this is the planet Earth. They descend roughly through the atmosphere. The
continents and land are of a different configuration than we see today, but spirit does confirm
that this is Earth. They continue to descend until they stop, hovering just above a large stone
city. It shimmers in the sunlight, and there are large crystals which sit atop many of the
structures. The people below walk in very straight lines down the many roads and alleyways of
this city. They all travel by foot. There is no other means of transportation. These beings only
observe the people below, while they remain hidden inside their invisible ship.
They watch as crowds are seen gathering on raised surfaces and using large mirrors to direct the
rays of the sun. Everything becomes very bright as their craft is suddenly engulfed in light.
There is concern amongst them, and a decision is made to venture elsewhere. They pull up into
the sky, and then shift directions toward the ocean. They enter the water and explore the Earth’s
sea life. They see fish, sharks, and small shell-fish. They observe the underwater life, and even
take some of the creatures aboard.
The next projections is of their journey back, and they are followed part of the way by an
unknown craft. When the downloading ends, this being is surrounded by the others. No words
are spoken. There is a feeling of appreciation and respect for what this being has shared. This
being is an explorer in a highly evolved race.
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This being is then escorted to a great chamber. Inside this chamber is a large pool of crystal-
clear liquid. This being stares deeply into the liquid and is shown maps of various galaxies. It is
then shown images of hundreds of creatures, of many varieties, the majority are of a serpent
nature. Then something goes wrong, and suddenly liquid is rushing into this chamber from all
sides of the room, and this being is instantly crushed.
Everything turns black. There is a small point of light that is seen, then an instantaneous
sensation of flying toward the light, which is growing larger and larger. There to greet this being
is another being of light, of the same species. There is a sensation of peace, no pain or fear, and
the sensation of joining with this light. This being is shown joining with other, larger and larger,
pieces of light, until all is an enlarging bright light.
** Spirit says that this being was an incarnation of your soul. This was 183 lives ago. This life
is revealed to show you a deep truth about your soul, and about the age of the Earth. None of
the beings from this past life are in your current life today, and this brings a great loneliness to
your soul. Spirit does indicate that you are watched over in spirit by souls you encountered
there, and they are waiting to work with you on a spiritual level, to channel the knowledge that
you have, so that you may share it in this current incarnation. They show the power of water can
wash away your cares and concerns. Spirit shows entities which have been working with you for
thousands of years. They continue to watch over you, and your progression. **
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HUMAN ALIENS
THE LEGEND OF A SNAKE GOD
A young boy sits in the jungle under a canopy of trees. He is 11 years old. He watches the
movement of the colorful birds, small monkeys, and insects above him. He is fascinated by how
they move, and how well they avoid each other. His mind wanders to the villagers he sees
dancing around the fire with each moon. He is convinced that the jungle creatures avoid each
other much better than the dancing villagers do. This young boy has dark hair and a dark
complexion and wears a small covering over his genitals. Bugs and lizards are all around the
jungle floor, and even crawling on him. He pays them no mind as he looks up at the beautiful
world above him.
The young boy is so consumed by looking up that he fails to notice the large approaching snake
on the forest floor. This snake creeps slowly and carefully into a striking position. It is green
and dark brown in color, with some reddish colored stripes. Then it strikes, sinking its fangs
deep into the boy’s thigh. He cries out in agony, and tries to pull off the snake, but its grip is
strong, and the snake does not release. The boy loses consciousness.
When he awakens, his leg is swollen, and there are ants and bugs all over his wound. The
snake’s fangs are still deep in the boy’s thigh, but the snake appears lifeless. The boy is soaking
wet and feverish. He looks up, and sees a large shadow above him. It is his father. His father
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rips the snake from his leg, along with a large piece of the boy’s flesh. He lifts the boy over his
shoulder and carries him back to their home in the village.
He is placed in bed where his mother and sisters tend to him. The boy falls in and out of
consciousness for days, and there are times when he wakes in fits, crying and screaming. There
is great concern in the tribe, and little hope that he will survive. After several weeks, the boy
does awaken, but he is still weak and ill of health. The young boy can barely walk, and he is
constantly fed. Elders arrive to his home to speak with the boy. They tell him that no one has
ever survived such a bite from this snake. When they tell him the snake is dead, the boy weeps
with sadness.
His recovery is slow, and it takes months for him to regain his strength. His mother would not
allow him to enter the jungle until he was fully healed. There were times when the high priest
would sit with the boy while he recovered in bed. The high priest would look at him perplexed
but would never say a word. The young boy was frightened of him.
The young boy does regain his strength, and the incident fades. He is allowed to go into the
jungle, but not alone. He was joined with other boys who were all the same age. They would
play in the jungle together and pretend to hunt like their fathers. The young boys he played with
were in awe of him, as he feared little in the jungle. They knew of his bite, which had left a deep
scar in his leg, yet this boy would still grab snakes, lizards, and other animals without fear. He
knew how to calm the animals, especially the snakes. This young boy would spend many days
with his friends in the jungle.
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The boys reach a certain age and are allowed to begin hunting with their fathers. They would all
go into the jungle together as a group. On one such outing, this young boy engages with all
varieties of jungle life, including one’s that were deadly and poisonous. The danger of handling
these animals was frowned upon, and his father scolds him severely. The young boy could not
verbalize the instincts that allowed him to be safe with these animals. His father forbids him
from any further interaction.
As the young boy grows into a young man, he chooses to hunt on his own, without the tribe.
Some did this, and that was acceptable by the elders. He would return from the jungle with the
largest cats and boars. Sometimes he carried smaller animals, which he did not kill until he was
in the village. He quickly becomes the most proficient and productive hunter in the tribe. This
made him valuable. Not only was he allowed to do what he pleased with regards to the animals,
but he was highly sought after as a husband for the young women in the village. He resisted
marriage longer than the other young men. He was even pursued by several fathers who wanted
him to take their daughter’s hand, but he declined.
A day comes when this young man happens upon an unusual white snake, lying in a beam of
sunlight. The snake is not exactly white, but almost translucent. The young man is mesmerized
by this snake, which has never been seen before. He sits for several hours, calming it as he
would the other animals in the jungle. Eventually, he has the snake over his shoulders, and he
takes it back to the village with him. When he arrives, he is met with anger from the elders who
tell him that this snake is that of a ghost or spirit. They demand that he return it to the jungle
where he found it. This snake left a special impression on him, and it broke his heart to return it
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to the jungle.
After this incident, he produces less and less while hunting, and his value in the tribe drops. His
father becomes angry with him, often striking him for the difficulties he’s caused. Even still, this
young man could not stop thinking about the snake. He often spent hours in the special place
where he’d first seen it, but it never shows.
Eventually, this young man marries. His wife is an attentive and loving woman, and he would
calm her like he did the animals in the jungle. He would rest a hand on her back, and she would
quiver at first, and then let out a long sigh. She was deeply in love with him, and it was not long
before they had a child together. His first born is a boy, and he was overjoyed by thoughts of
showing his son the ways of the jungle. His first child also helped to heal his heart and distract
his mind from thoughts of the snake. Eventually, this couple has three more children, one girl
and two boys. As time passes, he and his boys produced more than any other member or family
in the tribe.
At the end of his life, he was an elder of the tribe. The traditions were mostly the same, although
he did change the way the tribe hunted and there was a deeper understanding of the jungle
because of him.
Spirit shows he began to get very ill. He asked his oldest son to help him into the jungle to
die. The son respectfully complied, and they walked to a place the man knew well, the place
where he had seen the unusual white snake, so long ago. He sat there with his son for some
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time. The son would not leave, and they slept there together. When the young man woke, he
was surprised to see his father had a snake over his shoulders and was smiling. The son was
shocked at the size and look of the snake. The father told his son to leave. The son took one last
look at his father, and with a nod, he walked away with tears in his eyes. This man took his last
breath with the snake wrapped around his shoulders. He was 49 years of age.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul. His story lingered in the tribe for many
generations, and he grew to be known as a snake god. This did not take place on this planet.
Spirit says, even though, in this previous life you were unorthodox and contrary to what the tribe
would accept, you still managed to honor them through a gift of transformation. Although it took
a lifetime, it had a deep impact upon that civilization. **
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THE SACRED WATER
A young man is walking along a path that goes up the side of a mountain. The area is tropical.
He is wearing only a small piece of cloth over his genitals. His body is glistening with sweat.
He has darker skin, and a muscular build. He reaches an area where he sits at the edge of a quick
flowing stream of water. It runs past him, down from a steep and rocky slope. He can see for
miles. He cups his hands, and drinks from the stream. Each sip of water is reenergizing, and it
raises his spiritual vibration. He bows to the water, and then turns away from the stream to begin
the long walk down the mountainside. He walks past a line of people who wait for their turn to
sip the sacred water. He looks up the pathway and sees a statue of a two-headed lizard with the
body of a man. Then he begins his decent down the mountain.
He travels down well-worn stairs and beaten pathways. He takes some moments to stop and
look back up the mountain. He hears a chanting, which reverberates through his body. He
reaches the bottom of the mountain, and continues to walk for some time, before he reaches a
large village. The homes there are made of bamboo and wood. He passes men, women, and
children as he heads in the direction of his home. The women are all top-less and wear only a
brightly colored wrap around the lower half of their bodies. The colors are bright yellow, red,
orange, and even neon pink. There are smiles among the people, especially those who have
returned from the mountain. He walks up an alley to his home where he sees his family waiting
for him outside.
There is a deep connection he shares with a woman from the village. They have four children
together. This woman immediately stands when she sees him, and they embrace. They gaze into
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each other’s eyes. Then he closes his eyes, and he can see bright light flowing around him and
his love. He can feel a warm sensation and an electric feeling as he holds her close to him. The
strong exchange of energy he shares with her, causes her to momentarily go limp in his arms.
His love for her is pure. There is no negativity and no resistance to the flow of love between
them. She too loves him deeply and has a high degree of respect for him. He then turns to the
children who smile up at their father. They reach out their hands as if begging for food. He
touches each of them, and his touch fills them with light.
The family sits outside their home where they gaze up at the sky. They watch the large sun set
and the stars emerge. There is a swirling color of green and blue, and they watch the sky like a
show. The man sits with his arm around his love, caressing her back, and touching her face
from time to time. She feels a complete love from him.
They would spend their nights entwined, energetically and sexually. Each day, they would
gather large amounts of fruits and vegetables; they did not eat meat. These foods do not
resemble anything eaten on our planet, although there were vegetables that look like Earth
potatoes. There are also large edible flowers that the children would eat as a snack or a treat.
Big smiles would be seen when he gave these flowers to them. The bugs and animals are all
different in appearance and color, and there are no predators or dangers to the beings that live
there. Spirit says this planet is not Earth, or even in this dimension.
The climate grows hotter each day. They watch the plants wither and the jungle vegetation die.
There is a deep sense of despair that falls over the people. The man looks at his love and
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children, and a sad helpless feeling consumes him. He takes the long walk up the mountainside
to drink the sacred water, which sustains them. He makes it halfway up the mountain, and sees
others sadly walking down, and he knows the water has dried up. He looks at the double headed
lizard statue and sees that the heads are missing.
A loud tone is heard across the land. He sits with his family. No decision is made to flee. It
seems they are to accept their fate, as if it had been known for a long time. He gives the last bits
of food to their children, to comfort them. He is weak, and his vision is blurred. He thinks only
of his love, the female who has accepted his loving energy for so long. He can feel the hands of
his love upon him, and her skin against his. He can feel her love and warmth as he takes his last
breath.
** Spirit says the female in this lifetime was an incarnation of your soul, and the male is a soul
you are very close with. Spirit says you were playing a role in his lessons in that life, and you
comforting him as he lay dying, left a deep impression upon his soul. He cannot release your
energy because of this, and many similar lives. Spirit shows that the two of you share a mutual
respect. Sometimes you lead, sometimes he leads, and most of the time there is a deep connected
loving energy. Spirit shows that you have also held opposing roles as enemies, but that goes
back to a time which is larger than you can contemplate, a time that was millions of Earth years
ago. **
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THE RAIN CEREMONY
Spirit shows a man standing before a large crowd of several thousand men and women, all
wearing colorful clothing. It is midday, and the sky is a deep blue color. The ground where they
stand is dry and dusty, and there is no vegetation to be seen. This man has medium-length dark
hair. The crowd’s attention is fixed on him. He raises his hands toward the sky, into a position
of receiving from spirit. The crowd then follows his exact movement, with their hands now
rising toward the sky. He turns, and then they turn. Each movement is made and followed
perfectly.
The crowd is in deep concentration on his movements, which go faster and faster. There are
moments when the movement stops. At each of these moments, there is one loud sound that is
heard. It is the sound of many drums being struck, all at the same time. The drummers are
dressed in black and are gathered all around. The man feels a rush of energy funneling up from
the ground. It flows through his body, and he moves now as if floating, not even feeling the
ground beneath him. The dust is kicked up from the crowd, and it rises into the sky. The
movements and drumbeats increase in tempo. Sweat pours from the man as he passionately
moves, yet he does so as if being moved by a force beyond his own body. Then the movements
suddenly stop. The leader and the crowd are now lying on the ground, looking up at the sky.
In the sky, there are two suns. One sun moves in front of the other, and the people watch as
these two suns become one. Then a large swirling cloud appears. It grows outwardly. There is
an opening in the center where light shines through. This opening gets progressively smaller
until there is only a tiny hole where a beam of light shines directly down upon the leader. The
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cloud continues to rotate, much like a hurricane cloud. The man now stands. None of the other
people move. He seems in a trance as he stretches out his hands. Then a lightning bolts strike
him from the cloud. There is no reaction from the crowd as their focus remains on the center of
the cloud. Then the beam of light disappears, and it begins to rain, a heavy downpour.
The ceremony is now over. The people all stand with great smiles upon their faces. They dance
and rejoice in the rain that falls down upon them. The dust becomes mud, and their feet sink into
the ground. Then a man, wearing a mask, walks past the people who suddenly become quiet.
They stand in perfect still rows. The man in the mask stands before the leader, and they look
into each other’s eyes. The man removes his mask, and hands it to the leader, and then turns and
walks into the distance, with the rain falling down upon him. The crowd disperses, and the rain
continues.
There is night, and the man is in his room, kneeling in front of a large crystal. His love is in the
room as well. She wears a small covering around her mid-section, with a cloth draped over her
shoulders. Appearing above the crystal is a small cloud that swirls like the one seen in the
ceremony. The man sits in a deep meditative state. Then a sound is heard, similar to the sound
of a gong, but with an electronic echo. He turns to his love. She is stunningly beautiful, with
black hair. They both sit on the floor, and gaze deeply into each other’s eyes. Their faces touch,
but there is no kissing. They softly caress each other’s body as they make love, and then fall
asleep in each other’s arms.
The next morning, the couple and their four children sit near a wide-open area where they can
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watch the falling rain. The children are mesmerized by the water. The wind and rain whip
across the structure they are in. They all watch the land become completely flooded. The water
brings joy to them all.
After many days, the rain stops. The light from both suns shines brightly through the
diminishing clouds, and the waters recede. There is a green hue that falls upon the land. Spirit
says the twin suns propel the growing, and it takes only days for the vegetation to grow into
massive plants, bearing an abundance of fruit. Men and women gather all varieties of produce,
which are stored in large sealed buildings. This man and his wife enjoy their view of the lush
and beautiful garden.
A time comes when this man’s wife dies in the night. There is an elaborate funeral. Her body
decays quickly and is placed in the garden for the plants to feed. This man has a total of three
wives during his lifetime. His choice of wife was not upon looks, but by spiritual vibration and
family history. There were only six families who had the proper bloodline, for him to have
children with and maintain the succession. This man had 24 children with his three wives. He
deeply mourned each of their deaths, and his grief caused the rains to increase and the plants to
die with their decaying bodies. After the death of his third wife, he chose not to endure the grief
anymore. He had no wives during his last years of life and worked only to enrich his children
and the planets food. He did teach his firstborn son the ways of conjuring the rain and groomed
him for this role.
Spirit shows this man dies while in his seat, overlooking the land. He is carried from this place
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to a special tomb. Shadowy clouds gather, as does the crowd. The sky becomes dark and
menacing. The crowd watches as his firstborn son leaves the large structure where he is buried.
A bolt of lightning suddenly strikes his arm. The young man stands strong. He reaches his arms
out to the universe, and the clouds quickly part. His son had progressed from his father and
mastered the art and blessing of creation. There was never a need to manifest rain again. It just
flowed in cycles, and for that they were grateful.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul. He lived to be 345 years of age. Spirit
says that a year on this planet is slightly less than a year on Earth. Spirit says this man had
dethroned the previous leader who could not manifest the rain. He was not looked upon as
anything more than them, but he was acknowledged as the channel through which it flowed. It
was through spirit directed movements and the collective help from everyone that caused the
rain to manifest. Spirit shows this life was of few words, as people had an instinct and intuition.
The land was full of joyful people. There was very little anger in them. There was, however,
great concern for others.
Spirit says one of the three wives is a soul you have crossed paths within your current life. The
soul of the man in the mask is one of your spiritual teachers and also one of your students. Spirit
says this life was about having a dedication to develop and discover new ways for the masses to
survive. This life is of an unknown place, but still exists today, just as it did then. The garden
perpetually grows, and there is still a keeper of the land and weather. Spirit shows that they are
no longer the sole inhabitants of the planet but have crossed with another species. Only the
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purest of the past can take the role of manifesting there. The water still flows, and the twin suns
continue to bring life as they have for thousands of years. **
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THE MYSTERIOUS WALL
A slender woman is pushing a tall cart alongside the base of an enormous wall. The cart is filled
with small boxed items. It has wheels and moves easily. This woman is wearing a tight silvery
suit that shines in the sun. She has long blonde hair. She looks up at the wall, which has been
there longer than history remembers. It is smooth, impenetrable, and rises high into the sky.
Within the boundaries of the wall is a large ancient city made from very rough stone, but the wall
is made from unknown materials. Her father used to tell her not to ask questions about the wall,
and not to touch it, to just let it be. Her father is a tall man with a beard, and short blonde hair.
He is one of the community’s leaders. He is responsible for organizing the growing of food and
the mixing of large amounts of a liquid that is consumed by these beings. Spirit indicates this is
not Earth.
This young female often sees a male in the city. Their families have been close for many
generations, with some family members even joining to have children. This male is the focus of
her desires. These are not adolescents, but fully-grown adults, with mature duties and
responsibilities within the community. The male does not notice her, but she notices him.
The thoughts she has of him are strong and often. She is not aware of how powerful they are
until her mother finally confronts her. Her mother has a reddish tint to her hair. She gently
grasps her daughter’s arm, and without the use of their voice, there is an exchange of
communication between them. Her mother warns her about her loud thoughts, which are heard
by all the females in the city. The young woman is confused, and then distressed to know that
her thoughts have not been kept hidden. There are no feelings of embarrassment, yet everyone
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knowing her desires is not acceptable.
Eventually, the young man does come to notice her, and even passionately desire her. A day
comes when they cross paths, and he is unable to resist his feelings for her. He suddenly
embraces her tightly, caressing her body with his hands. There was no pretense about it, and she
did not resist his affections. A small group of both families gathered to join the couple. The
ceremony was filled with the sound of singing.
After the couple is joined, they sleep outside together, then later in their own stone home, which
he constructs. Some parts of the home are clear and pink. There is a vibration to the stones,
and each home has its own comfortable feel. This couple manages to have three children, two
boys and a girl. Fertility was an issue there, due to some deficiency. One of the boys is a soul
you have known in many lives. This couple remains connected to their children well after they
have families of their own.
The two had been living a peaceful life together for, what we would consider on Earth, 312
years. Then an unexplainable feeling of dread began to spread among the women of the city.
The women of the civilization were highly intuitive, and they began to express, more and more, a
feeling of impending doom. Some even fell into dark depression over these feelings. The men
were not dismissive, but they did not have the means to know what would happen.
One morning, a large noise is heard, and the people all rush outside. The sky is darkened, which
is something no one had ever seen before. A crack appears in the wall, and large amounts of an
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unknown liquid start to pour down onto the city. Then the wall collapses and everyone dies.
Spirit says no one survived this event.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. This man is a soul you have known
in many lifetimes. This lifetime is about true love. Spirit reveals this life to show how the sweet
love that transcends form, time and space was seen by you before it was seen by him. Within his
soul is a thankfulness and gratitude for that. Despite the destruction, the love that was shared in
this lifetime will forever remain a special memory within both of your souls. **
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A PORTAL DISCOVERY IN ASIA
A young girl sits on the bank of a large lake. She has black hair and is wearing a long dress. Her
mother, sister, and aunt are there scrubbing clothes. They yell to her, but she continues to stare
blankly into the shimmering water. She finally gets up and goes to them. The women are
smiling and light-hearted toward one another. The young girl helps them wring out each piece of
clothing and load them into a basket. They seem to enjoy this time away from home.
They leave the lake, and head back to their homes in the village. The young girl’s father is
standing in front of their home, speaking loudly with another gentleman. It is unusual for the
peace to be shattered. Her father is clearly agitated, as is the large man he speaks with. Her
father goes into the home and has a quiet conversation with her mother. The young girl cannot
hear what they are saying, but she sees the concern upon her mother’s face. There is tension in
the home that night.
The next morning, her father is tired, and the young girl and her sister help their mother to serve
him throughout the day. She falls asleep and awakens in the night to fire and smoke. The young
girl is coughing and unable to breathe. The home, being made of bamboo, wood, and other
flammable materials, is ablaze. The flames are thick and have engulfed all the walls that
surround her. Suddenly, a man appears, and grabs her from the bed. It is her uncle, and he
rushes her outside to safety. She is coughing from the smoke as she watches her home burn in
the roaring flames. She sees her aunt weeping beside her, but her mother, sister, and father are
not there. They sit and watch the fire become slowly contained by the men of the village. When
the sun rises, there is nothing left but tears.
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The young girl is taken in by her aunt and uncle who are kind to her, but she does not speak or
smile. There are times around the village when she does see the large man her father was
arguing with. She feels a deep anger toward him, and she is convinced he was behind the deaths
of her family. She would often have loud talks with her aunt about it, but nothing could be done.
This anger in her turned to despair, and then deep depression.
Time passes, and her uncle arranges for her to marry into a large family who he felt would
distract her from her pain. The young man she marries is kind and resourceful, and he builds a
home for them. The tenderness he shares with her is something she desperately needed. His
mother had also recently died, and they both leaned heavily upon one another for comfort. Love
quickly develops from this very caring union. There was passion between them, and they would
spend their nights wrapped in each other’s arms. This young woman gives birth to a baby girl.
They enjoy their daughter, and it’s not long before they have two more children, both boys. Her
family brings her a newfound peace that relieves the pain of her loss.
This young woman had an early morning routine of going down to the large lake to bathe with
several other women. They would all swim in the nude, no men were present. She had a habit
of spending unusually long amounts of time under water, and even swimming far out into the
lake. Her swimming habits were unusual, and this concerned the group she bathed with.
There comes a time when she discovers a large shimmering light at the bottom of the lake. She
is unable to resist her curiosity, and dives deep to get a closer look. The water is clear and does
not bother her eyes. She swims close, and when she reaches her hand out to touch it, she is
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instantly pulled inside the light. When she emerges, she is disoriented, and immediately begins
swimming toward the surface, which seems a longways up. She is relieved to get her head above
the water and has to take several deep breaths of air. She looks around and is shocked to find
herself in a much smaller lake. She takes in the scenery, which is lush and green, with beautiful
growing flowers. She is overwhelmed by her discovery. She does have sensations of fear, but
also of great excitement.
She sees people standing on the shore. There are men and women, and they all have lighter
colored skin. The men have long hair and long beards. The women are partially nude, with only
a cloth wrapped around their waists. She is spotted by the people on the shore. She gets scared,
and quickly swims down to the shimmering light. She returns to her lake and is shocked by the
darkness of the water. When she surfaces, it is nighttime, and she tearfully swims to shore. On
the beach, she searches for her robe, but is unable to find it. She can see lights from her village,
and she creeps back to her home.
Her arrival was entirely unexpected, and her husband quickly embraces her when she walks
through the door. He tells her that she had been gone for three days and was presumed dead. He
tells her how her friends saw her swim down, but not come up again. The woman is in tears as
she struggles to explain herself. She is even more confused by how much time had passed, as
she was sure she had not been gone for more than 30 minutes. He holds her close, and they
passionately make love that night. He has tears in his eyes.
After this incident, she does not swim for many weeks. She continues her early morning bathing
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routine but does not stray from her friends. Eventually, her curiosity of the shimmering light
does catches up with her, and she returns to her old swimming habits, spending long amounts of
time underwater and swimming far out into the lake. She ventures back to where she had seen
the shimmering light, and it is still there, but she does not go near it, only looks at it. She visits
the light many times before she can no longer resist her urges to swim back to the other lake.
The second time she merges with the shimmering light, she goes with one of her bathing friends.
The two appear at the smaller lake, slightly disoriented. When they reach the surface, it is lightly
raining. They are surprised to see a man near them, in a small carved-out canoe. He tries to grab
the women. She goes under, but her friend does not. She gets pulled into the man’s canoe.
Terrified, the woman quickly swims back to the shimmering light where she returns to the larger
lake, three days later.
For the first time, her husband is angry with her, and forbids her from swimming. When he finds
out that her friend is missing, he and her friend’s husband are enraged. They question her
repeatedly, but she is unable to explain to them where her friend was, and what had happened to
her.
After many months, her friend does return to the village. Her friend and husband visit with the
couple at their home. Her friend is weeping, sick, and tells them how she had fallen in love with
a man at the other lake, and was also pregnant with his child. She tells them that she dearly
missed her family, and she had to come home. After a long and uncomfortable conversation, her
friend and husband return to their home where they slowly heal from this long ordeal.
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The woman does not swim again for many months. Instead, her focus redirects back to the old
pain of her family’s death. There were still times when she would see the large man, in and
around the now growing town. This man would look at her, and nod in a way that made her feel
very uncomfortable. She tells her husband, and he listens to her lovingly. Every time she would
cross paths with this man, he would acknowledge her in a way that filled her with fears and
concerns for her family. There were no laws other than the decisions made by the high priests
who sat in the temple. She could not go before the high priests to discuss her concerns, only a
male was allowed, and she desperately wanted her husband to speak with them. She had asked
her uncle many times, but he always refused.
Her husband does agree to go. When standing before the high priests, he tells them the history
between his wife and this man, including the fire and deaths of her family. The high priests tell
him he was unknowledgeable of the incident, and neither did he know her father, nor was he
there when the incident occurred. He tells them his wife’s concerns and fears that this man will
harm them and asks if there is anything that can be done. The high priests continue to reject
every word, and her husband leaves under their final direction to never speak of these concerns
again.
Over the next many months, this woman is in great fear for herself and children. There are many
passing nights when she would wake from nightmares of being trapped inside a burning house.
She would cry to her husband, and he would comfort her. He would hold her and reassure her,
telling her that he would never allow anyone to hurt her.
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There does come a night when she wakes to real flames, and she and her husband barely escape
with their children. Her husband is enraged, and he walks across the village to the home of this
man. There is loud yelling and blows between them. Family members try to intervene. Then
the high priests come, and the fight breaks up. The high priests, not knowing who caused the
fire, banish the husband for his violent actions toward the man, along with his wife and children.
They are shocked at the injustice. The couple is forced to leave that instant, carrying only their
young children.
As they walk away from the village, the woman tells her husband of the other lake where they
could live. He does not believe her. She weeps and pleads with him, and he agrees to build a
raft and go to the middle of the lake. When he gets there, he sees the shimmering light and
smiles. He jumps into the water, and swims down to it. He does not enter, knowing he will not
return for three days. The couple discusses going to the other lake, and how they will get their
three children there. They knew they would have to swim them down to the light, and then reach
the surface of the other lake before their children run out of air. They decide to take the chance.
They all went together at the same time, and successfully arrive at the other lake.
At the other lake, they are welcomed to shore by an elder. There is a different language and a
different sky. The temperature is different, and there is no religious practice there. Although
they are welcomed, the couple still builds a small home away from the village. They make
trades with the people, and begin learning the language, which is primitive.
This couple has two more children, both are girls. Their love for each other continues to
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deepen. She loves him for his strength and courage, and he too, sees her as a strong female
figure. There was a complete balance between them. Many things would and could go
unspoken. There was a deep bond they shared, beyond love and attraction.
The two live to see their children marry into this new race of people and have many children of
their own. This couple has 21 grandchildren. This woman outlives her husband by many
years. No one ever arrived from the bottom of the lake, although she always expected someone
would. This woman dies at the age of 59.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. This was 29 lives ago in Asia and in
another place that is not on this planet. The human experience of family, love, loss, tragedy,
fear, hatred, healing, and renewal were all explored in this one past life. Beyond that, there was
this courage of exploring water. Spirit shows this past life bonded you together with souls you
know in your current life, including the husband and children, as well as the friend who went
with you to the other lake. Spirit shows this shimmering light was a portal created by a perfectly
formed crystal. Spirit indicates this method of travel is not an unusual occurrence in the
universe. This portal is ancient and still exists today in that same lake on Earth, however, the
other planet no longer exists. **
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THE TRUE LIFE OF ADAM AND EVE
A young boy is standing with his arms folded, he is nude. He has dark hair, and a big smile.
There is a long colorful flute he holds in one hand. The colors are bright yellow and red, and
when he puts it to his lips, there is a soft sound it plays. There are many others around him, of
all ages, children and grown men and women. None of the people wear clothing. The air is
warm and tropical. A thriving forest surrounds them, filled with large trees that look like our
pine trees on Earth. There is a waterfall, and very large rocks and ledges with views that extend
for miles. There are no buildings or structures, no village, and no indication of what we would
consider a civilization. It is all simple homes dotted throughout natural landscapes. These
people share laughter, and there is verbal and non-verbal communication.
This young boy is no more than nine years of age. He stands nearby a large white stone that is
easily 40 feet tall. It has some flat sides and cuts made into it. The young boy stops playing his
flute. There are many children who have ventured near the stone, and they too have stopped
their movements. Then a sound is heard. It emanates from the stone, and the children all look
toward it. The males and females begin moving in slow steps. The young boy finds himself next
to a young girl. She has pale skin and long hair. Her face is pure and innocent. There is no
sexual energy being played out, there is only a vibration that is moving the children to pair up.
The young boy turns to her. He looks deeply into her eyes. Their hands are held up in front of
them, and they touch.
These two go on to build their own secluded home. There is a pure and innocent closeness the
two children share with one another. The nights there are short, and do not include total
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darkness, and little is required in the consumption of food. The two rapidly age, and there is
depth to their sexuality. They have many children. The babies are small, and the young woman
has triplets twice. She tends to them joyfully, each requiring little care as they are able to walk
and think at advanced levels from an unusually early age. These people do have lifespans longer
than our own, and there is nothing but joyfulness they express, with no negative energy to share.
There is depth to this couple’s awareness of one another. When they look into each other’s eyes,
there is a flash of knowing, not just of one or two lifetimes, but hundreds of lifetimes
simultaneously. They also have an awareness of their soul’s existence in other forms, in other
places, simultaneously. The two love freely, without fears, jealousy, or desires. There is no
thought hidden, no boundaries between them.
Everyone has an awareness of other lifetimes that they’ve lived, and they share these stories with
one another at a collective meeting that happens every few days. This is their learning. The
memories of all lives their souls have experienced are known to them, and this is why they can
be of integrity and kindness. During these gatherings of learning, this young man was able to
project images of different lifetimes onto a small pool of water. Many will sit and watch these
projections as a sacred experience and chance for learning. Although these are lives of rest, they
are also one's of deep sharing, love, and connectedness, between soul mates and a very special
soul group.
These people all live the same amount of time, and the moment of death for these beings is
known. Although they know the length of their lives, a moment away can still feel like
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lifetimes. Not a tear is shed there, not a moment of despair is felt. There were moments with
tears of sadness, but only when past lives were viewed and shared with those who had not
experienced the same.
These people are primarily about love, procreation, and sharing the knowledge of the souls who
are there. They also have an innate knowing about many aspects of living, of gathering of food,
caring for the young and old, relationships, honor, and love. This is a finite group of souls who
have been there having this experience, however, it does grow.
** Spirit shows this female was an incarnation of your soul. Not so much in another time, but in
another dimension, and on another planet all together. Spirit says that in this past life, the
amount of love shared is equivalent to love experienced in many Earthly lives combined. **
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ALIEN ABDUCTION
THE HUMANOIDS
A young girl lives with her parents and older sister in a one-room home. They have a large
expansive garden, and live secluded from the nearby town. This young girl is 11 years of age,
and both she and her sister have long, light colored hair. This young girl has an unusual
sensitivity to emotions and to her parents. Her parents have grown accustomed to this, and will
not raise their voice at her, knowing she will be affected by it for days. There is also a special
closeness between the two sisters, along with their mother, while the father seems distant at
times. The two girls would often giggle while hearing their parents making love on the other
side of the home. There are also times when the two sisters would awaken in each other’s arms,
even after falling asleep on opposite sides of the large room. All in all, they are a happy family.
There does come a morning when this 11-year-old girl awakens to something unusual. While
lying on her side, she opens her eyes to see large feet, and then she takes in the body of a very
tall man. He has human features but is not human. His eyes are small, and the color of his skin
is extremely pale. This man wears no clothing and has a long penis-like organ. There is no
expression on his face. The young girl tries to scream, but no sound comes from her mouth.
She sees this humanoid scan the room. She is stunned when she notices her parents sitting up,
and blankly looking at this humanoid, as if in a trance. Then she sees another humanoid appear
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in the room. This man did not come from the door or any place at all. She is unable to stand or
move her legs.
She watches as these beings approach her sister. They lift her night gown off, ripping it in the
process. The humanoids do appear aroused as their genitals extend outward. This young girl
can't look away, her head fixed to watch. Her sister's eyes meet with hers as the being penetrates
her. The humanoid seems to reach a climax after a time, and then the other humanoid steps
forward to take her sister.
There is silence in the room, and no movement by her parents. The young girl watches as a
humanoid turns to her mother, and lifts off her night-dress. Her mother lies back, with no
resistance. The young girl watches as her mother begins kissing this large humanoid while he
penetrates her. Then there is the sound of her mother climaxing, and it is clear she is enjoying
this. Tears run from the young girl’s eyes as she looks at her father who just stares blankly,
doing nothing. The helplessness for this young girl is overwhelming. Then the humanoids turn
towards her, and she blacks out.
The next day she awakens in the arms of her sister. Her parents are already awake and acting as
though nothing happened. The young girl weeps hysterically, as she remembers the scenes of
what she thought was a nightmare. She reaches for her sister’s gown and the tear is there. She
screams while they try to console her. She is unable to sleep over the next two nights, but
nothing happens.
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As the weeks pass, she accepts that it was a dream, until she learns that her mother is pregnant,
and the scenes come rushing back to her mind, along with other scenes. After six months, her
mother is no longer pregnant, and it is not discussed at all. The young girl asks about the
pregnancy, but it is as if her questions go unheard.
After a long day of rain, and the girls being inside the home all day, it is finally time for bed.
They all lay down, and just as this young girl is about to dose off, she suddenly sees the
humanoids there again. They drag the father from the home, and the three women are stripped
and laid out on the floor. There are five humanoids taking turns abusing them as they lay
lifeless. These women are in a state of paralysis, except for the mother who moves about,
moaning and enjoying the passions with these beings. The young girl feels pain as they
penetrate her repeatedly. There is a burning sensation and a numbness between her legs. It
seems to go on for hours.
The next day, she awakens in her sister’s arms. Nothing is spoken about what had happened.
The young woman can feel the pain between her legs and mentions it to her mother who is
dismissive. This triggers her to feel a deep anger towards her mother, one that causes the two to
be at odds for many years. The young woman could see the scenes flashing in her head, her
mother enjoying the passions with the humanoids, while she and her sister are repeatedly raped.
Her anger grows, and she strikes her mother, forcing her father to step in.
As the weeks pass, her sister seems in a trance and a deep state of depression. She appears to be
pregnant, but this goes unnoticed by her parents, who act as if she were not. Her sister gets
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progressively bigger. Then one afternoon, she goes into labor. Their mother helps with the
delivery, and the child is born a humanoid. Just then, several humanoids rush into the home. It
is mid-day. They all become paralyzed, and the baby is taken from the home. They all go
unconscious except for the young girl, who remains fully aware. When her parents wake, the
young girl screams at them. She is furious as she explains what had happened. Her mother
strikes her, and tells her to never speak of such craziness, and made up fantasy.
The young girl matures and goes into a deep depression, never speaking. Then one night, while
sitting in the garden and looking up at the stars, a light descends from the sky. From the light, a
small girl emerges. She is completely human. She walks up to the young woman and takes her
hand. They both look up to see a large spaceship hovering overhead, and the two are
immediately swept up into the craft. They sit on the floor, facing one another. No words are
spoken. Memories of the many alien encounters surface, and as each go by, they are
remembered. This young woman feels sick. The young girl’s eyes turn into bright white light,
along with her body. Her body of light moves closer and merges with the young woman.
Suddenly, the anger she felt towards her mother is gone, along with all her painful memories of
the humanoids. She is then brought back to her home.
It is not until she is 25 years of age that the cycle of abuse begins again for her, and eventually
her children. This time, she finds herself enjoying the encounters with the humanoids, the same
as her mother did. There is a deep attraction she feels, and she enjoys the encounters beyond
anything she experiences with her husband. There is no guilt in her about this. These encounters
take on a sense of normalcy for her, and she does not have disagreeable feelings about her
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children being abused in this way. She dies at the age of 45.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul, and this is a pattern that took place
in several lives. There was no negative karma which arose from these encounters, as she really
did see this as a normal relationship with the humanoids. There was inter-dimensional mind
control at work, and these were intense and advanced lessons for the soul. It would be difficult
for our human minds to come to a full understanding of all the lessons involved. Spirit shows
impressions of this experience can surface for you, as well as other similar lives that exist in
your soul. There should be no guilt for what became a ‘normal’ pattern in lives where the soul
needed to rise up against those who were doing the abuse. Spirit says there were instances
where you were one of the humanoids and engaged in such activities. These humanoids were
infertile, which is why they used human woman to keep their species alive. As difficult as it may
be to believe, there was a balance to it. It was all for the experience, to be the abuser and the
victim, the healer and the harmer. **
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THE MUCUS BREATHERS
Spirit shows a young girl laying out a small bed of straw and hay. She has long black hair. She
lives with her mother, father, and older sister in a small one-room home. This home converts
between a living space during the day and a bedroom at night. They are all settled down now to
sleep. This young woman is 15 years of age.
She stares up at the ceiling, which is made out of long sections of clay tiles. The room is
completely dark. Then she sees a small speck of light. It is very bright, but it is only a tiny
speck. She can hear everyone asleep, and she does not speak out just yet, she is entranced by this
light. The speck beings growing larger in size and it continues to grow. She becomes afraid, and
shouts out, but her mother and father do not move. Darkness begins to form in the center of the
light, and then out of the darkness is a tall skinny being. Its face has masculine features, with
eyes of glowing white light. This being is incredibly strong and lifts her easily. Her body is
paralyzed, and her voice is stifled as the being takes her into the light and through the darkness.
She is carried down a long tunnel. This being does not walk, but floats down the center of it.
They travel slowly at first, and then at a high rate of speed until they arrive in a large room. It is
filled with many of these beings. They are gentle with her, and she feels no pain. There are also
many young women there, and most look familiar to her, as if she had known them her whole
life.
These beings make a distinct breathing sound, like a long, mucus-filled intake. She recognizes
this sound and is perplexed by the familiarity. Then she instantly recalls all the other times she’s
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been there. She opens her mouth to scream but is unable to make a sound. All she can hear is
the sound of the mucus-filled breathing from these beings. She suddenly feels at peace as her
mind becomes numb and the sound fades. The faces of the beings change into softer looking
entities, and some look human to her. She feels cold air upon her, and she knows she is no
longer clothed.
She awakens in the forest outside her village. A young girl and her mother are hunched over her,
pouring water into her mouth. They help her back to her home in the village, where her parents
receive her with great anger. She has no memories and tells her parents she doesn’t know what
happened. Her father does not believe her. He sees her clothes are wet and there is blood on her
dress, near her midsection. He is furious and questions her relentlessly. There is great shame
thrust upon her. She cannot recall anything, only the beginning with the small speck of light,
which she tells them about. This is seen as a lie, and her father strikes her several times, saying
she must have taken up with a young man. She repeatedly denies this, which only makes her
parents even more furious. This pattern repeats for many months, with her father becoming
more and more violent with her. Although she did feel sore and violated, she had no memories
to explain what was happening.
One night, she goes to sleep and awakens in the large room. There are several beings there. She
can hear their mucus-filled breathing, and it is comforting to her. She is handed a small baby,
which she holds for a moment. They leave her alone. She looks into the babies very large eyes,
and she can feel waves of energy, coming and going throughout her body. Then she is suddenly
overcome with fear. She runs to a door that is set in the arched walls of the room. She slides the
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door open and enters the darkness. She feels instant pain as her body is torn and shredded into
pieces.
** Spirit says this woman was 17 years of age when she died, and she was an incarnation of
your soul. Spirit shows the desperation, devastation, and loneliness of this past life gave your
soul nothing more than an urge to exit. **
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THE GIANTS
Spirit shows a village filled with living organic structures. They look like hollowed-out
mushrooms, with round windows that are open to the outside. There are clouds in the sky with
pink and blue hues. People are seen walking throughout the village. They are all fully covered
by long robes, and everyone has blonde hair. The women all have long hair, while the men all
have short hair, and all men have beards. The men have unusually broad chests and shoulders,
but the proportions of everyone in the community is entirely the same, as in, no one is
overweight, and no one is taller or shorter than anyone else. They are all of equal sizes between
men and women. These people do speak a language that is expressed through high pitched
squeaks and tones, with a few short sounds. This form of communication expresses a great deal
of information in very few words.
There is suddenly a loud bang. All of the people, including the children, congregate in the center
of the village. One couple steps before the crowd. This couple wears different colored robes,
with a round golden emblem on the front. They recite a long communication to the others. The
male and female take turns speaking, and there are surprises and different emotions from the
gathered crowd. Suddenly, an enormous cigar shaped craft descends next to the village. It is
more than 12 miles long and extends the entire length of an expansive forest.
A group of small beings are escorted from the craft. These are actually fully-grown adults, but
only stand a third the height of the blonde beings, who are like giants standing next to them.
These shorter beings are all humans. They wear no clothing, and their skin colors are of all
different shades. The humans are frightened, but also curious about the taller beings who are
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kind and compassionate towards them.
These humans are escorted to a great city that is located on the other side of the forest. The
homes in the city are made out of stone and wood, and look like homes seen on Earth. There is
no anger or fighting of any kind, and the humans live peacefully there. Groups of the taller
beings exchange energy with the humans. The taller beings teach them through downloads of
information. The lead female was the more powerful of the two. She is the one who always
initiated touching of love. The male respected her greatly and followed her lead. He would even
walk behind her. Their loving feelings would express a vibrational energy that moved back and
forth between them. All the beings share love in this way. This couple has a deep passion for
one another. Each touch they share sends waves of pleasure throughout their bodies, especially
when she touches him.
This couple had an important role in channeling information from a higher realm and sharing it
with the others in the community. They did not rule over the others, there was no need for that.
Decisions were always made as a collective and were always for the best and highest possible
outcome.
The taller species was interested in helping the smaller beings, who were much more primitive.
They wanted to develop them vibrationally, and as a species. They found the smaller beings
very limited in what they could comprehend, also, their bodies would easily fall ill to the planet,
and there were even times when they would battle with one another. The taller species could
easily pacify them and heal them, most of the time.
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The experimenting with this lower level species went on for dozens of generations. The taller
species, which was highly advanced, had an average life span of 1,580 Earth years. The couple,
who played the role of the channel, remained engaged in the work of directing and teaching both
races. There were genetic modifications, which they initiated with the smaller race. They began
to modify the smaller species, and breed the strongest and tallest, with the best brain functions.
These increased their size and reduced the influence of egoic tendencies. They were doing the
work in a caring and loving way, however, there was crossbreeding, which eventually took place,
and the results of this were devastating. The couple would shed tears over the experiments,
which led to some major deformities in the smaller species. These deformities included bodies
too big to be supported by small legs, or some oversized extremities with small bodies. With
these genetic mutations taking place, the decision made from the higher realm was to terminate
these very difficult results. The decisions were collective.
This couple has children of their own, and they were even having children near the end of their
life. They had 63 children of their own, many of which would move to the other side of the
planet or move to other planets. This couple remained in contact with their children through
telepathy.
** Spirit says the leading female of the taller species was an incarnation of your soul. This past
life took place in a parallel dimension, sixteen and half million Earth years ago, on a much
larger planet. **
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THE GREYS: HOW I FOUGHT BACK AND WON
WRITTEN BY ABBEY NORMAL
** This is a past lifetime that Anthony provided me, but I lost the copy entirely and can only
relay the information now from my memory, and in my own words. I feel especially compelled to
share this lost lifetime because the information contained within it is so important. It certainly
shares a clear answer for how to get rid of the Greys, but it also shares something more than
that, a secret about our human emotions and what we humans are truly capable of in the
universe.**
In this lifetime, my family lived in a stone home that was passed down through many
generations. After I married, my husband and I raised our children in this very same home.
Nothing was amiss, except in the mornings, when I would wake with faint recollections that
someone was in the home at night, doing things to myself and our children. I would discuss it
with my husband, but he would not understand. He was also not a part of what happened at
night, which made even more sense that he would not understand. It began to get so bad, these
faint memories of being experimented on like a lab rat, that I demanded that we leave the home
and move elsewhere. Obviously, that was out of the question, since the home was passed down
for many generations. I felt defeated.
A night comes, no different than most nights with the Greys. I am frozen still, the same as they
freeze all humans they abduct and experiment on. I watch as a long instrument is stuck up my
daughter’s nose. There was nothing I could do to stop this nightmare, I was paralyzed. When all
was done, my memories were erased. You’d think the story would be over, but the next day, I
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noticed my daughter had a horrible nosebleed. For some reason, this triggered enough memory
of the previous night that I mentally snapped.
From that point forward, I no longer felt defeated. I felt consumed by a surge of rage that
enveloped my body. I became filled with this unimaginable hatred, and I wanted nothing more
than to share it with these unwelcome outsiders. I unleashed every terrifying thought I could
imagine, and I did this every night before bed and every morning I woke up, and even
throughout the day. I started envisioning their world filled with dark and twisted chaos. I started
protecting my home and children with my energy of hatred toward them, and I never let it stop
flowing. This dark energy I shared with the Greys forced them to leave and never come
back. And that is my memory of this lost lifetime.
** All that being said, I don’t think many of us realize how intense our emotions can be, or even
how disturbing they can be for other species. If our purest expressions of anger and hatred are
enough to rid ourselves of the Greys, what exactly does that mean for us, since these are the
same emotions we are often using on each other?
We have to remember, our emotions, although invisible, are alive and thriving, and they don’t
just travel from person to person, they travel throughout the entire universe. Emotions create
inspirations that manifest themselves into reality. They are powerful beyond our current
recognition. If we can harness our purest expressions of love, just think what we can do for each
other, for this planet, and for the universe.
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I know this lifetime is about getting rid of the Greys, but it is more than that to me. It is about
reminding humanity of our power and control in the universe, and all of this comes from the
simple expression of our emotions. **
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