THE SNOW STORM
There is very deep snow, and a small cabin on a hillside. Inside the cabin are a woman and five
children, three boys and two girls. Outside there is a man trudging through the snow. He opens
the door, and then piles wood in the corner of the home. They are husband and wife. Their
children are doing various things while the mother sorts the house. The man seals the doors and
windows as best he can, but snow still manages to blow into the home.
The snow does not stop. At night they hear a large crash as the snow busts through a wall in the
back of the home. The man struggles to come up with a solution to the ever-piling snow, sealing
them in the cabin. The next day, he tunnels out of the home to get more wood and try to find an
animal or two for food, but he never makes it back. He freezes to death after falling into a frozen
brook.
The woman sings to comfort her children, and she rations food and wood. The woman does not
eat. She only drinks to ensure her children have some little nourishment each day. There are
only small scraps of salted meats left for them to eat. She burns most of the furniture in the
home, a small bit at a time.
After being trapped for three weeks, they were finally down to just water and no food. The
hunger begins to make the woman cry and breakdown. One of the children becomes ill, and the
small girl clings tightly to her mother. There is a noise from outside, and she can hear her
husband’s brother yelling in to them. He reached them too late, and the young girl passes away.
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The woman moves to town with her remaining children and never remarries.
** Spirit says this woman is an incarnation of your soul, and this was six lives ago. In this life,
your soul experienced difficult sacrifice for the sake of others, as well as deep loss, but also
wonderful courage and survival. The soul of the husband is a soul you have in your current life
today, and one of the children you will come to know in your current life. **
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LIFE AND DEATH IN SLAVERY
A man with a very muscular upper body is lifting large stones into place. The stones are part of
a long wall. When he turns, he can see out of the corner of his eye, the men who watch over and
supervise him and the other slaves. It is hot there, and water is brought by many women slaves,
one of which is his sister. He only looks her in the eyes. There is no talking allowed.
The man works dutifully, as he has for seven years, from the age of 13 on. He is unmarried. The
dwindling population of slaves has made it necessary that he be matched and mated with
another. He does not wish to have a child brought into this life and has often contemplated his
own death to prevent it. He was taken from his parents at a young age, and this was painful and
emotionally damaging for him.
Eventually, this man is matched with a young girl, age 15, and each night they cohabitate in a
small stone structure. She is terrified of him, and there is little contact. She does tend to his
wounds, and she feeds him the small portion of food that each enslaved couple receives. He is
not mean to her, but she has a great fear of him.
There comes a day when he arrives back at the home and she is in tears. She tells him she was
raped by one of the guards, and there is a deep helplessness the man feels. His true love for her
now emerges, and he is holding her in kindness. She clings tightly to his large frame. She
reveals who it was, and this only made matters worse.
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While working the next day, his helplessness and lack of options to relieve his feelings led him
to act out. He found himself on the end of a whip, before the man who raped his partner. He
stared at him in coldness, even though he was not allowed to look them in the eyes. Then he
leaped on top of the man, grasping his throat. Other guards were beating and kicking him, but he
would not relent, and the man stopped breathing. The other guards, seeing what transpired,
quickly brought his partner there, and pushed a spear through her midsection while he was forced
to watch her die. He yelled out and cried in despair, and then he was killed.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul, and the young girl is a soul you know in
your current life today. This past life left a deep impression on both of your souls, but even more
so for the soul of the girl. **
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LIFE AS A STONE CARVER
A man is working in a small quarry, carving stones. When he works, he has complete focus.
People travel many miles to have him carve stones for them, and they bring animals and
livestock to trade. He is dressed in sandals, and a vest. He has a stern demeanor when he speaks
with people looking for stonework.
This man has a wife and two sons. Their house stands next to the quarry. His wife is tall and
thin. Her skin is pale. She has dark hair, and lovely eyes. Most of her body is covered by a long
dark robe and head covering. There are stars in alignment, and a deep and real love is shared
between them. They both had left their families so he may have work in this quarry.
This man carves stones in hot weather and dry climate. His wife brings him water in large pots,
many times a day. She smiles at him and he smiles at her, and sometimes he gets up from his
work and kisses her cheek.
He teaches his sons from a young age, how to work with stones. He shows them how to split the
stones, how to pick a good stone to work with, and how to hold the tools.
At the end of his day, he feeds their animals, and then enters the home to a prepared meal by his
wife. He speaks of mountains he once visited, and tells the young men stories his father had
once told him. This man works hard in his life and raises wonderful children.
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This man is shown walking with his grandchildren one day when he collapses and dies. He was
58 years of age.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul. This was 17 lives ago. **
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TRADITIONAL LIFE WITH VISIONS OF SNAKES
A young girl is sitting in the tall grass. She is seven years of age. She is wearing a small, dark
colored dress. Her feet are bare and she is staring at her toes, bending and curling them
playfully. She feels warm under the sun, shining down upon her. This young girl has dark hair,
and pale skin. Her chin is pointed, her eyes are large. She lies back in the sun and looks up at
the sky. She watches the birds that fly overhead.
She is about to drift off to sleep when she feels a rubbing on her leg. She opens her eyes and
sees the head of a snake become focused and looking down at her. She does not move, and she
is not afraid. She calmly and slowly reaches for the snake. She grabs it and holds it firmly in her
small hands. She sits up and begins petting and caressing the snake.
It is not long before a shadow takes over where she is, and she hears her father’s voice and a
woman scream. The snake is suddenly ripped from her hands, and she watches as her father
swings a large machete down upon it. She sees a piece of the snake is severed, and she cries and
weeps in deep sadness, as if her own arm had been severed from her body. She could not speak
or eat for many weeks. Her parents would speak to her, and she would not hear them. She had
lost a part of herself with the killing of that snake.
Her teen years were a blur to her. She spent most of her time alone and looking for a feeling of
belonging. Once she turned 16, her father brought home a young man with whom he had
arranged a marriage. She smiled upon him. He seemed kind, and she was ready to leave her
parents for anything at all. The severing of the snake had severed her spirit, and she never
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forgave her parents. She would take part in chanting with them, but this was one of few times
when she felt a connection. This young man her father brought home, he would spend time
listening to her. He was a tender man in a time when many young women she knew were
unhappily abused by their husbands. He was different, and he gave her a respect she had not
seen with her parents.
The young couple was soon married. After the wedding, they are close in a grass filled field.
She looks up at the sky, and for a brief moment, she felt completeness. This completeness was
something she hadn’t felt since she was with the snake who visited her, so long ago. She begins
to cry, and the two embrace and stroke each other. They make love there in the tall grass, and
just as she reached climax, she saw visions of the snake and was transported to another time and
realm. She didn’t wake until she was back at home where he carried her in exhaustion. He
smiled at her when she woke, and he gave her water and bread. She was impregnated during that
deeply passionate encounter. She never had any more dreams or visions of the snake.
Her first child was a boy. She felt close to him, and motherhood suited her. She enjoyed each
moment, as did the father. He was kind and gentle with her, and they had four children together,
two more boys and a girl. She was always cordial and respectful with her parents, but there was
no love she had for them. When her parents died, she did not mourn their passing at all.
As their children got older, the youngest, who was a girl, became ill. The young woman held her
and comforted her as she slowly deteriorated and passed on. This couple supported each other
and came to acceptance of the loss. He was unwavering in his love for her, and spent many
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evenings sitting across from her, just staring into her eyes.
She felt close with her firstborn child who brought home a snake one day. At first, she reacted
with fear, but the son handled the snake with such ease, her fears subsided. It reminded her of
her own experience with the snake when she was seven, as well as the vision she had in the field,
and then his arrival.
She lived to see her three sons marry, and she became close with one of her daughter-in-laws.
She died before her husband, from a severe respiratory infection. She was 56 years of age. She
had eight grandchildren.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. This is not an ancient life, and spirit
says this was 19 lives ago. This is a life that would be considered ‘traditional’ in today’s
times. This woman also had a deep connection with serpents, although she had no idea of its
origins. The experience of love and family, as well as the theme of ‘disconnection from parents’
where present in this past life. This couple truly loved one another. Spirit shows two of the
children from this past life are souls you know in your current life today, as well as the soul of
the husband. **
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THE OLD SICK MOTHER
An older woman is in bed with a cloth on her head. A younger woman is there wiping her face.
This older woman is her mother. They both have reddish hair. An older man enters the room
and asks something, and the younger woman just sadly shakes her head no.
The home is made of stone, and it’s dark and damp inside. There are candles and lamps that are
lit. The older woman coughs uncontrollably for hours. She no longer walks, and she can barely
speak. The younger woman hardly sleeps and is always tending to her mother.
The old woman is ill for years, just barely hanging on. The daughter wishes she could have a life
but tends to her mother full-time. The old woman would manage a smile for her daughter, and
she would tell her to leave and go be young, but the father would insist she stay, as he did not
know how to tend to his wife.
The young woman meets a young man and begins to leave her mother for a few hours at a time.
She would meet the young man and talk for short periods of time, and then rush home to her
angry father. On one of these outings, she comes home to find that her mother has passed
away. Her father never forgives her for this.
** Spirit says this older woman was an incarnation of your soul, and the younger woman is a
soul you know in your current life. Spirit says there were underlying feelings left over between
the souls which has brought you together again in this life. **
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HUSBAND ON A RANCH
A man is driving a horse drawn wagon. He is tall and wears a dark suite. He keeps wiping his
face as there is dust flying up from the trail. He has attractive, chiseled features. His hair is
combed to the side. He has a pipe in his pocket, and smells of tobacco and horses. He looks out
at the trail ahead and guides the two horses around each twist and turn. The wagon is loaded
with barrels and sacks of grain.
The man rides several hours before arriving at a large farm/ranch. There is a small stone home
and a larger home on a hill behind the barn. There is a woman who comes running from the
small stone home, and she throws her arms around the man. They embrace for several moments.
He does love her, but he is more practical than romantic.
He begins to immediately unload the wagon. She helps with the smaller things, and he does not
stop her. She walks tall and keeps smiling at his return. They enter the barn to store the
supplies. There is an older man moving the animals and repairing a stall for the horses. This is
the man’s father, and this is his father’s farm.
The woman enters the home and loads the fireplace with wood. She gets the fire burning just a
bit too smoky. When her husband enters, he scolds her severely for her mistake. This man has a
vain in his forehead that swells as he tries to remove the wood that is causing the fire not to burn.
The woman cries and struggles to fix it. The man, tired from his trip shoves her aside. She truly
loves this man and forgives anything, but theirs is a one-sided relationship. She is enthralled
with him, while he has little patience for her when it comes to the duties and chores of the
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home. She is looking for more spontaneity, while this man is disciplined. He wakes with the
chickens, and immediately gets to the planting and sorting of the feed.
This man goes into town one evening a week to sell and trade for the farm. He loads the wagon
in the morning and heads into town. It is a two-hour ride. He spends the night and returns late
the following night. In town, the man would take a small room, and he had a lady friend who
would visit him for several hours. She was tall and blonde, and she always wanted him to move
away with her. She knows how to please him, and he was always kind and respectful toward
her. He had little guilt from this affair.
This routine had gone on for several years. His wife was 24 and still had not gotten pregnant.
When her husband would go into town, his father would come down from the larger home to talk
with her. They became close and developed a passionate relationship. He was much like his
son, only closer to her and kind to her, and he would look her in the eyes. He knew how she was
treated. They began an affair and the woman becomes pregnant. She has a boy. The child looks
like both men. She knows in her heart it is not her husband’s. She goes on to have one more
child with her father-in-law, another boy.
The blessing of children inspires the man to stop his affair, and he even begins to go into town
every two weeks. His father passes away and they burry him up on the hill next to his wife. The
couple then moves into the large stone home with their children. His wife is in mourning for a
long time over the death of her father-in-law.
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The man begins to show his wife he loves her. He would help her in the home and even help
with cooking for the children. They grow closer, and by the time the boys leave the home, their
love is deep and real, and most of the time they feel like a young couple. Their kids move away
and rarely visit. The woman blocks from her mind the true father of the boys, and truly loves her
husband. The man dies at the age of 62; his wife dies one year later.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul, and the woman is a soul you have come
to know in your current life today. You are kindred spirits and this life is revealed to show the
complex and challenging roles your souls choose to take. Love does not always come easy or
right away, and when together, your souls experience different levels of growing feelings,
respect, and interaction. This role reversal and choice of lifestyle gave both souls unique
perspectives on human existence, exploring love and commitment, and complex relationships.
The father from this past life is a man you have crossed paths with in your current life, along
with the woman the man had an affair with. Spirit also says that one of the boys in this past life
is a soul you know in your current life today. **
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HUMAN ROMANCE WITH A SPIRIT
A woman is standing on the edge of a large field of potatoes. She has red hair and a beautiful
round face. She wears a dress, which conceals most of her physical beauty. Across the field, she
can see her husband and son walking quickly towards her. She smiles and waves to them. She
tells them she has their meal ready, and the three walk back to their small stone and log home.
This woman is very much in love with her husband. He speaks of many rumors of war, and of
different people in the town. She listens quietly as she admires her husband’s strength, good
humor, and gift for talking. She knows in her heart she feels more for him then he does for
her. She feels isolated. She married young and moved far from her parents and three sisters.
The love of this man is all that sustains her. She wears an apron she made herself and puts food
on their plates. That evening, she helps her boy to sleep, and then fills a large bowl with water
for her husband to wash.
At night, her husband would quickly be close with her before falling asleep to a loud snore. She
would lie there, staring at the ceiling, and then something peculiar would happen. She would
watch the ceiling open, and she would see herself and her husband in a deep embrace. A greater
passion existed in her visions, and she could feel love in a way she did not in real life. The face
in her vision would shift to look like another man. He was somehow familiar to her, and she
could feel a touch on her body and waves of pleasure. Loving energy would flow through her
while her husband slept. This spiritual, blissful, and very sexual experience would go on for
hours in the night. She considered this to be normal, and she never spoke of it to anyone.
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Over the years, these spiritual, passionate encounters became more and more intense and
intricate, and her husband would question her at times, about seeing her shaking in bed in an
orgasmic ecstasy. She would tell him she must have been dreaming, and he would just smile.
She does come to know the man she saw and felt in the visions. She could feel his touch and
know his thoughts and history. At times, she could hear his voice. There were moments when
she would feel him touching her at odd times, and in very sensual, sexual ways. She did not
have the knowing to even think she was insane, or psychotic. She came to full acceptance that
she was loved by some force, from some other place and time, and she knew she loved that soul
too.
While her husband worked in the field, it became a regular occurrence for her to hear a sound
and then the room would disappear. She would sit all day with her other love, in another space.
She would feel him, and have many intense episodes throughout the day. He would show her
other places, pictures, and scenes. She could never share these with anyone.
She does have a daughter. On her death bed, she explained her life to her, but her daughter did
not believe her. Then she grasped her daughter’s hand and they saw a swirl open in the ceiling.
Her lover’s face appeared to her daughter, and he smiled upon her, and sent a wave of love into
the room. Then her daughter saw the soul of her mother leave her body and go with the man.
She died at that moment but felt more alive than she ever did in that life.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. There was no guilt, regret, or
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judgment about what she experienced. It was a blessing for her to have an expanded awareness
of love, and the love she experienced was not of this world. **
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THE VILLAGE CHANTER
There is a village surrounded by a sandy terrain, with little vegetation growing there. The people
are all skinny. The sky has a pinkish hue. A young man is sitting with two older men. He is 15
years of age and has black hair and darker skin. These older men are the elders of the village.
They are gentle and quiet. They each speak to the young man, and then all of a sudden, they yell
out calls and sounds. It is chanting. The young man begins to shout out the same chants, which
are aligned with the vibration of the universe. These chants bring healing and calm to the people
of the large village, and he is being trained to take this role as the village chanter. This role is a
place of honor.
The elders point to various places in the sky as they convey their wisdom upon him. He is eager
to learn, and he learns the chants over the next two years. During that time, he marries a young
woman of his own choosing. She had a respect for him and would listen to him lovingly as he
spoke about what he feared. He was to begin alternating the chanting with another young man of
the village, and the better of the two would remain in that role until their death.
The two alternated the role of the village chanter for many cycles of the sun. For many months
they would chant. Although he felt he had done well, he was nervous about the final decision
that would be made by the elders and the people of the village.
When the time comes, the decision that is made is for the other man to be the village chanter.
This young man is devastated by the news. He looks down and has tears in his eyes. He and his
wife must now try to reconcile his life training with what had become a failure. No words were
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spoken between them. His young wife could not say much, out of respect for him. She only
stayed close and gently caressed his arm. There was anger in him from this decision, but the
love of his wife helped to calm his anger.
As time went on, the man who became the chanter of the village fell ill and soon died. There
was now great hope in the young man that he could be chosen as the new chanter. When the
decision is made, it is not for him, but for a much younger man to take on the role.
This man had a quiet temperament and spoke little. He was deeply in love with his wife, and
when he would speak to her, it was in very soft tones. They had seven children together, and his
family healed his heart. He spent his time cultivating the land for planting and diverting the very
small amounts of water that trickled.
A drought comes upon the land, and food becomes scarce. The people relied on the chanting to
keep the Gods happy so the rain would come. As the drought worsened, the people turned on the
other man who had been doing the chanting. They yelled and shouted at him, and he was given
little respect. They asked the man if he would try to chant. He was reluctant, as it had been
many, many years. His wife encouraged him to try, and he agreed. He stood upon the sacred
stone where he had stood as a much younger man, and he chanted. There were people in tears
upon hearing him. They never had heard something so loud, and yet from the quietest man in the
village.
Within two days, there began a heavy rain. The man took over the role of chanting and taught
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one of his two sons. Joy came back into his life when he allowed the sacred chanting to come
through him. He died at the age of 38.
** Spirit says this man was an incarnation of your soul. This lifetime was about finding your
voice. Spirit shows you have had several lives where you were challenged to find your voice,
and many of the times it came later in lives. There were also many lives as women where you did
wish to speak and be heard. This caused you to be severely beaten and even killed for asserting
yourself as women in the world of forms. This life was a triumph for him to return to the voice
he once had. **
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REVENGE AND WAR
A young man is sleeping peacefully on a bed of hay. He has brown hair, and is wearing trousers
and a long, light colored shirt. His hair is all the same length but does not quite reach his
shoulders. He is handsome, his skin is pale. He is woken by his aunt, and she smiles down upon
him. When he stands, his young cousins, both girls, giggle at him as his trousers are not
arranged properly, partially exposing him. His aunt scolds them and leads them to the door.
He adjusts himself and sits down at the table. She sits at the table with him, giving him bread
and water. He has a sword beside him, leaning against his chair. She speaks to him in hushed
tones so the girls cannot hear. The young man has fear and worry, but he speaks with great
confidence. His parents were killed by conquerors, and he had sworn to avenge their deaths,
which had taken place several years prior. He knew of men gathering to fight this enemy once
more, and he was ready to join them. His aunt had a mix of concern and pride in him. She
kisses him full on the lips, and looks deeply into his eyes. He has been her lover, and she was
now six months pregnant with his child. He touches her belly and smiles. Her eyes are filled
with tears at the thought of him leaving. Her husband had been killed by the same invaders.
When he joins the men on the battlefield, he recognizes many of them as children who had lost
parents as he did. They walked for the day and arrived just outside an ancient city. This was a
large group of men, hundreds. There was a stone wall that surrounded the city. The young man
has a great nervousness, and he continually, almost obsessively, sharpens his sword. He was
hushed several times by the men as they waited for a signal to attack the city.
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They hear the signal and hundreds of men charge in. There are loud sounds of swords hitting
each other. Men rush out of their homes, half dressed. There were the screams of women who
were also being killed by the invaders. He killed many men. He had a style and plan of attack
on each man, piercing their necks and hearts, their blood flying in many directions. They went
from house to house, emptying the city of all life. Only the children that didn’t fight were
allowed to escape into the surrounding mountains. He would finish off anyone found to be lying
on the ground alive.
After all was done, he walked from the city and sat in the forest. He was in complete exhaustion
and fell asleep. When he awoke, he felt completely re-energized. He returned to his aunt’s
home where she greeted him with a deep kiss, and they made love. It was intense and
passionate. She lovingly cleaned the dried blood from his body after they had intercourse. She
found it exciting that he had avenged the deaths of their families.
This man continually joined the others and fought to reclaim old lands. He became a master at
the kill and would often train the younger men how to fight. He had no qualms about killing
women. He had a son with his aunt, and then three children with one of his cousins, two girls
and one boy. He was deeply in love with his cousin and marries her. They live a peaceful life
for many years. He died of natural causes at the age of 56.
** Spirit says that this man was an incarnation of your soul. The aunt and her son are both
souls you know in your current life, as well as the other son. Spirit says this past life explored the
issue of revenge to the fullest, and the lesson was learned that killing was not enough and was
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not satisfying to the mind or the soul. The loss of the parents was never overcome by more
killing. **
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THE LITTLE WHITE LIGHT
There is a tiny particle of light, which seems to move in patterns. Behind the light, there are
wooden slats that make up a roof. There is a woman lying on a fur, wrapped in cloth. She is
staring up at the ceiling, watching this tiny light swirl and move around. She has no fear of it,
and it’s as if she is entertained by this light. It is familiar to her, and she has been seeing it since
she was a child.
This woman has long red hair. Her eyes are a deep blue color. She stands and revealed is her
shapely form. She stretches her arms and neck. She looks up at the ceiling, and sees the light is
gone. She puts on a long dress, and then hangs a large pot in the fireplace. She grabs a vase and
walks down to a stream to fill it with water. She takes it into the house and fills the pot with
it. There is no one around but her. Then she exits the home again, this time with a basket. She
wears a sun hat while she gathers flowers and herbs. Once the basket is full, she returns again to
the home, and then measures out various roots and flowers, which she puts into the pot. She sees
the light return, and it dances above the pot. The water swirls on its own and begins to glow.
This is normal to the woman. Then the liquid in the pot stops swirling, and the light fades. She
strains most of the flowers and large pieces of herbs out of the mixture and fills the vase with the
remaining liquid. She places a shawl over her shoulders and takes the vase with her down a path
into town.
There are many in the town who look away from her and avoid her as she walks down the
narrow street. There is a fear of her. She continues to walk through town until she arrives at the
home of her mother. Her aunt is also there. She is in bed and is deathly ill.
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When the young woman enters the home, her mother is startled and drops a large clay pot that
shatters on the ground. She helps her mother pick up the pieces. She pours the liquid she
brought into a cup and forces her aunt to drink it. Her aunt gags and chokes as she tries to drink
the liquid, and then she falls asleep. The mother smiles at her daughter, and she smiles back.
There are no words spoken between them.
After a short time, the aunt awakens, and a large black cloud can be seen floating away from her.
The young woman is now nodding her head knowingly. The aunt’s color returns, and her mother
is not surprised. The young girl grasps her aunt’s hand and kisses her on the head, and then she
leaves to go home.
She arrives at home to find her husband there with their two small boys. The young boys are
playing with a log that can be rolled next to the house. The father, a man with light brown hair
and a beard, sits smiling at the boys as they struggle to move the very heavy log. The woman
sits beside him, and they kiss. There is a real, deep bond of love between them. He has no
understanding of the light she sees. She keeps such things to herself.
This woman recalls dreams of flying and being escorted high into the sky. Eventually she learns
these were not dreams. She has a deep knowing, but lives a regular, unassuming life. The
husband tries to reassure her of her beauty, but she does not need reassurance, she is completely
at peace, and walks proudly through town, even though people turn away from her.
One morning, the tiny light, which swirls around her bed, gets larger and larger. This time, her
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husband is present. He awakens and is frightened by what he sees. The light grows, and then a
large hand begins to come out from the light, reaching out to her. Without thinking, the woman
reaches back. The instant her hand touches the large hand, she begins to glow. The husband
grabs hold of her, and he begins to glow too. The home is soon filled with light, and the couple
and their children cannot be seen. All in the home become bright white light, as bright as the
sun.
When the light disappears, the woman is asleep in bed. Her husband is not there, and neither are
their children. She wakes and sees the little light is dancing above her head. She gets dressed
and walks into town. This time, none of the villagers back away from her, and they wave and
smile when they see her. She does not seem surprised by this.
She walks to her mother’s home, and when she enters, her mother is startled and drops a large
clay pot that shatters on the ground. She helps her mother pick up the pieces. Her mother is in
tears as her aunt is deathly ill. They speak for a time, and then sit by the aunt’s bed as she takes
her last breath. They weep and send word. The young woman’s husband comes with their two
boys. They mourn the loss and burry the body.
That night, the woman is lying in bed when she suddenly recalls the other event where she
healed her aunt. This causes her to fall into patterns of confusion. She is soon pregnant, and
spirit shows she is both anxious and joyful. The baby arrives and it is a girl.
This family lives very happily, and she and her husband have a wonderful love. Spirit shows she
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lives to see her children marry. She has seven grandchildren and dies at the age of 64.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. Spirit says this life is revealed to
show you the forces and depths of the universe and spiritual existence, as there are many
different ‘realities’ which occur simultaneously. Spirit says that things can change by divine
intervention, even after they happen. The soul and the source are so vast that many different
outcomes and possible paths are actually occurring at the same time.
Spirit says that the soul of the aunt is the same soul as the baby girl. Spirit says the soul can be
in two places at once, and two different bodies and lives at once. Everyone and everything
throughout the universe is risen up from spirit/god, so it is all connected, not just in this time, but
all times, and simultaneously. There is no limit to the potential of God’s expression, and there
are no limits to the vastness and expressions of the soul. **
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LIFE AS A TANTRIC GODDESS
A young girl is walking with many other women, including her mother who walks in front of
her. Her mother walks with purpose and was looked at by all the women. They acknowledge
her as a woman of importance. They walk down a long path, which is outlined by perfectly
carved square stones. The young girl had never walked this path before, nor had she seen all of
these women together. The group is of 14 women, and she is the youngest and only girl. She is
wearing a long robe with nothing worn underneath. Her mother is wearing a longer robe, similar
to those worn by the other women, except her robe is white, and she wears a crown-like device
that keeps a large purple stone centered upon her forehead.
They walk a longways. When looking back, the city they left can still be seen shining in the
sunlight, and there is lush greenery all around it. Once they reach the end of the path, they turn
off the trail and into the jungle where they come to a large stone statue of a nude woman. It is
carved into a gigantic rock that jets out from one side of a small mountain. There is a waterfall
that runs from the hands of the nude woman, and the water falls into a pool, encircled by stones.
The women all look to the girl. She nervously stares at the great statue before her. The women
do not know what she is to do, however her mother does, and she nods to her. No words are
spoken between them. The young woman takes steps towards the pool, then removes her robe,
and enters the water. She stands beneath the waterfall, and as the water pours down upon her,
she is surprised that it does not feel wet. She closes her eyes. The sound is thunderous under the
huge quantities of water that fall roughly down upon her. She feels her body go numb. Then
there is silence, and she opens her eyes to see there are many brightly lit forms floating before
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her. They are all of a feminine shape, but with no clear faces. She looks down to notice that she
too is floating and has now become light. She floats with the other lights, down a long stream,
until she comes to a large translucent face. The face has every human expression upon it being
flashed all at once. She feels a rush of energy as she is suddenly pelted with beams of light.
Then she feels a hand upon her face, and when she opens her eyes, she sees her mother and all
the other women gathered around her. She smiles to see them, and she feels an intense
exhilaration and ecstasy.
Her mother’s hands remain upon her face for a short time. They share a loving gaze, and then
the young girl realizes her mother is aging before her eyes, her face wrinkling. The women put
the robe back on the young girl, and her mother begins to have tears. She then points to four
men with slightly darker skin. They are large in upper body and toned. They stand beside a
large chair with handles, and the young girl knows she is to sit in this chair. She goes to the men
and they carry her into the jungle.
The walk through the jungle is long. The men offer her fruits, which she takes and eats. She is
smiling and beaming at the men’s attention. They eventually arrive at a large temple at the top
of the small mountain. The men struggle to carry her up the very steep steps. When they arrive
at the top, more men are their waiting for her. There are no women. They escort her to a
chamber inside the temple. She looks out a window and sees cities in the distance, with glass-
like structures. She feels happy, but lonely, as there has been no communication with the
men. She then lies down and falls asleep upon a soft bed of what seem to be feathers,
meticulously woven together.
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The sound of a horn awakens her, and she sees a man come out of a mist in the room. He is not
like the other men. He is thin, lighter skinned, and wears a full robe. He speaks to her, stating he
is to serve her there. She smiles and nods at him. He calls out, and two men come into her
chamber. They look frightened. They have dark hair and long cloth shirts. He points over to the
bed, and then he nods to her and leaves.
She looks at the men, her face with glow, and she removes her robe. Her body is a perfect form,
and she has intense blue eyes. She feels an energy run up through her legs. One man walks
towards her, as if in a trance. He gently touches her shoulder. He is respectful to her, bowing his
head. There is no kissing to speak of, but there is lustful touching of each other’s bodies. She is
in complete control over him. His touches are gentle. He removes his robe, and she caresses
him. He is very much aroused by her, but she maintains the control. Each move he makes seems
to be controlled or allowed by her. This man loves her. He looks deep into her eyes, and has a
deep admiration and intense lust for her.
She lies down on the bed and allows the man to penetrate her. What she feels is like electrical
energy which flows through her. The man perspires as he works very slowly. She leaves her
body and floats above the scene, directing the other man to come closer. As the first man
finishes, the other man steps in, taking his place. She looks at the man who had finished, and
sees he is glowing with light. She rejoins her body to enjoy the pleasure of intercourse. She
screams out in pleasure as they climax together, and then she sees the second man light up. She
can see them both glowing now. They bow to her, and leave, still glowing with light.
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Other men come in, filling a bath for her, and she enters the bath. Her guide walks in, he does
not look upon her. He communicates to her that food will be served. She awaits the fruit and
greenery that are gathered by the many men who serve her. She does not have sex with any of
these men. They are muscular and toned, and she does gaze upon them, but it is not to be.
Men come there who are chosen for healing and who are on the path of ascension. She feels
honored in this task. She is the first from her family to have the honor of being a Tantric
Goddess. In this role, she will convert four men a day for many years. She gains in vibration
and wisdom with each man. When she sleeps, she leaves her body and goes to the place of lights
with the giant face where she receives more light.
There is no pregnancy for her, and she remains young and not aging. A day does come when
one of her long-term servants approaches her and begins to touch her in a way no man ever
had. She shuddered from his every touch. He makes love to her, and for her, this was something
she had never truly felt. She falls in love with him. Her guide leaves her, and no more men
came. Soon she is carried into the closest glass city. There are only women who live there. She
knows she is pregnant, and she gives birth to a baby boy who is quickly taken away. Soon, her
love returns to her and they make love again. She wishes he would never leave, but he does, and
she is pregnant once more. This time, she easily gives birth to a baby girl, who she remains
with.
She raises her daughter, and the time goes by quickly. She has no men during this time, but she
could still feel the light within her. The waves of ecstasy would go through her, and when she
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slept, she would go back to the light with the giant face.
Once her daughter matured, she walked with her and 13 other women to the same statue where
she had her rite of passage to become a tantric goddess. She touches her daughter’s face, the
same as her mother did with her, and she immediately ages. She weeps as her daughter leaves.
When she returns to the pathway, she finds her love is waiting for her.
The two live for a time, and die together in the same moment, peacefully in love. There was no
marriage between them, just a tender, loving connection, and they continued to make love until
the end.
** Spirit says this woman was an incarnation of your soul. This woman was a Tantric Goddess
who lived for hundreds of years and converted thousands of men over her lifetime. Spirit says
that sexual energy and spiritual energy are the same, and that she was raising their vibration
through sex. **
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