BLUE (2015)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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BLUE 

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Anna Maya

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Preface 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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For Him 

A mirror of my soul 

By Amrita Maya 

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BLUE
Copyright 2018 by Anna Kroll

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or
by any means without written permission from the author.

ISBN XXX XXX XXX XXX

 

 

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BLUE 

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Anna Maya 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Table of Contents 
 
 

1 Striving the Exxus (11/ 12/ 15) (D) 13
11. December 15 14
All One 15
11.12.2015 16
6 12.12.2015 17
7 7.12.15 17
8 21.12.2015 18
9 Wandelndes EIns (D) 19
10 03.02.2016 19
11 Black covers (D) 20
12 24.12.15 20
13 CHO KU REI (D) 21
14 Amrita 21
15 21
16 Universal Flow (D) 22
17 5/ Jan/ 2016 23
18 Indiana Kalu (D) 25
19 11.1.2016 25
20 26
21 Feather (E) 26
22 Hurricane (D) 27
23 Surrender 27
24 One 28
25 28

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26 .:: Divinely Touched ::. 29
27 Love (D) 30
28 26.01.16 30
29 Touched by a snake 31
30 . The Beauty . 31
31 3. Februar 2016 32
32 3.Februar 2016 33
33 20.03.2016 33
34 21. Mar 2016 34
35 Thunderous Storms 34
36 NO NAME (D) 35
37 Auf ewig will ich dich lieben 36
38 . Broken Dams . 37
39 Ya Wadud (D) 38
40 29/ 3/ 2016 38
41 38
42 2. April 2016 39
43 UPRISING 39
44 39
45 3. April 2016 40
46 13. April ‘16 40
47 15. April 2016 41
48 Rou (D) 41
49 22.4.2016 42
50 Eros 42
51 24. 4. 2016 43
52 24. 4. 2016 43

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53 Un-named 44
54 44
55 Lavendel Flower (E) 45
56 You know you had my heart, 45
57 27. April 2016 46
58 * Sahib * 46
59 Death 47
60 1 . May 2016 47
61 3 . May 2016 47
62 48
63 15/ 5/ 1964 48
64 49
65 Parague-Parade (D) 50
66 La valse d’Amelie (D) 50
67 51
68 6.6.2016 51
69 No data 52
70 8. June 2016 52
71 Naked & the Blunt (D) 53
72 Love 9/ 6 53
73 Flowers (D) 54
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75 55
76 14.6.2016 56
77 16.6.2016 57
78 57
79 Dropping Music (D) 58

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80 30th July ‘16   58
81 Windows mirror?   59
82 . Shanti - Om .   59
83 For beloved Amrita   60
84 . Radiance .   60
85 Remembrance Merge   61
86 . Beauty of Existence .   61
87 . Fragmented Love . (D)   62
88   62
89 .::Divinity is open space ::.   62
90 Towards the light (D)   63
91 14. 8. 2016   63
92 .:: Remembering ::.   64
94   64
95 (coloured drawing)   65
96 . Glorious Days . 65
 
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1 Striving the Exxus (11/ 12/ 15) (D)

“We are the cosmos made conscious  
& life is the means by which the universe understands itself.” 

- Brian Cox -  

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11. December 15 

 
Welcome to this world my 
Dear friend. Beloved, you may have  
Expected different outlooks then 
What you see. But don't be fooled, 
That’s what you see - it’s clearly 
What you see. No difference does  
It make in what you feel. And what 
You sense? Does not that count the 
Same? Extraordinary. Taste, smell, 
Breath this world. Its colours, shades 
And smells so bright, so dark, don’t  
You feel loved? It’s different, surely 
What you’ve known. That’s why you’re 
Here! Experience. This love. It’s still 
The same. Has different arms, has many 
Sides. It’s all the same. The core 
Is there. It stays so strong. Forevermore. 
And you’ll get back. Just trust in this. 

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All One 

 
All that we see, we feel 
We touch, we kiss & love. 
All stars, the sun, the 
Moon and Mars till Pluto. 
 
All- One 
 
All life on this planet, 
The plants, all the trees, 
The four- & the two-legged 
 
All- One 
 
All colours and races, all 
Shades in eternal ways or forms 
 
All paths and all ways 
That we choose in this life, 
They all are unique. believe it 
 
It’s all One! 

 

11.12.2015 

 
When the need to be loved is 
Gone. When you have realized you 
Are and always have been loved, 
There’s nothing you need to get. 
 
Nothing that needs to happen. 
Nothing you need to be fulfilled  
Externally. The heart is full. 
And it can give to everyone. 
To everything. No need to hold. 
No need to save. Let free! 

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12.12.15 
 
It’s important to see what is 
There, but then raise the pers- 
Onal vibration and not sink in 
With it. So from that Change  
Can happen and will occur. 
 
 
 
“I look forward to when I hold you in my arms.  
& I feel your touch, your body.” - Harida - 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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When the heart is there 
There’s all there is 
The love in you, eternal flow 
The energies, don’t you persist 
 
Just open up 
And dive right in 
It’s waiting here & everytime 
You’ll blossom in  
The sea of love 
 
Eternity, right in your heart 
Eternal love, that’s all there is 
Eternal love, that’s what you are 
Eternal love. 
 
I’m here, in you! 
 

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7 7.12.15 

 
When you look out 

The lake seems calm 
White ducks, black swans 

Accompanied by circulating 
Ravens, old. Above up high 
 
Their greed, their hunger 
Makes them kill - what they 
Observe. The hunter’s will 
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When you look closer 
Currents clash 
Along the edges on the rocks 
Below the surface you might 
wonder , what lies hidden 
In the dark 
 
All energies are merging in 
The flow of life 
That’s how it is. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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8 21.12.2015 

 
Entdecke Dich selbst in der 
Gøttlichkeit, in der Unendlich- 
Keit der universellen Schøpfung. 
 
Finde deinen Ursprung im  
Authentischen Sein und der 
Liebe zu deinem Ur-eigenen 
Wesenskern. 
 
Du bist All das, was die 
Unendlichkeit ausmacht. 
 
DU bist das lebende Potential,  
Unerschøpflicher Reichtum & 
Neuerung des universellen Seins. 
 
 

9 Wandelndes EIns (D) 

21.12.15 
Amrita Maya 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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10 03.02.2016 

 
There is 8 billion people in this world 
Experiencing it in 8 billion different ways. 
Each and every one, trying to share 
What they have found, what they have seen. 
 
And people will and do relate of course 
To what feels similar to their own truth 
And only that will sink in, can be understood. 
 
But finally everyone makes their own way, 
Goes their own path and nobody can guide 
To a place one hasn’t been. 
 
When you stop looking what others do, 
What they have found to be true for them 
When you let go of right and wrong 
You’ll notice - you’ve been there all along. 
 
 

11 Black covers (D) 

3/12/16 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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12 24.12.15 

 
A real master of being 
Does’nt need to be true to him- 
Self any longer. Everything he 
Does is always happening out 
Of the true nature of his divinity. 
 
He can play any role, shape into 
Any circumstance or situation. 
He’s exchangeable as the wind. 
 
One day he is blowing softly, the 
Next harsh. Some day he might be 
Straight forward and the next a  
Little shy from the back.  
 
In all that, all those nothions of him- 
self , he’ll always be one with all. 
 
 

13 CHO KU REI (D) 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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14 Amrita 

 
Die WInternacht bricht leise an 
Der Tag, er weicht 
Der Mond beschwingt 
Die leeren Seelen voller Licht 
 
Mit Liebe, die man kaum mehr kennt 
Ein Mærchen fast, tausendste Nacht 
 
Und wieder ein Mal, auf und ab 
 
Im Rhythmus schwingt 
Wer doch gelacht 
Die Sonne, Mond & alle Sterne. 
 
Auf, auf, na los 
Nun schwing schon mit. 
 
 

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Wenn du weinst, dann sorg dich nicht. 
Die Trænen sind der Ausdruck aller 
Abgesiegelten Gefühle. Es ist laengst  
Zeit, sie hochzuholen. Viel zu lange 
Lagen sie nun schon da unten, zuge- 
Drueckt im dunklen Keller deiner Seele. 
 
Sie kommen hoch, øffne die Tuer. 
Zuhalten kannst du’s sowieso nicht 
Mehr. Der Damm wird brechen,  
Ganz bald wird’s knall’n. 
 
Die Erd’ erwacht und mit ihr gleich 
Die Menschen, Tiere, Wælder - Licht.  
 
Das Licht, es kommt. War immer da.  
Doch sichtbar wird es fuer all die, 
Die sich getrau’n - durch’s Dunkle 
Zieh’n . Es geht bald los. Bereite dich.  

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16 Universal Flow (D) 

27/03/2016 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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INDIA

17 5/ Jan/ 2016

Morning Glimmer

Foggy rising through the hilltops
Shining forth with all your strength

Oh father Surya what you bring
To us, is more than just the day

It’s beauty, life and energy
All that we need in life to live

Is in the light

The light you bring, carry down
Transforming us to what you are

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The barracks of the old town
vanish,

When they get touched
By your sweet smile.

The kindest hands you lay on them
For them to calm & rest in peace.

Stop worry, misery and thought
For all it does, is bring the pain
That’s been around for far too long.

It’s time to pause,
To hold the breath

To see we’re not
What feels so bad

Believe the light
We’ll shine so bright

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Shine forth and forth
When frosty chills, set in
And overcome your eyes
Your vision lost emergingly.
The dark and grey bestolen words,
You heard before, becoming clear.
Shall now be gone. Fly in the wind
Now settle down the chattering
The endless one and close your lips
To frosty cubes, they’ll form -
Of ice.
Oh love, the coldness cuts your
Mind. It’s off, it’s out

Let life begin.
It’s time to be
Love,
Amrita Maya

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18 Indiana Kalu (D)

5/ 1/ 2016
Amrita Maya

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Some times the currents clash
So hard - there’s vibrancies
So deep and dark,
That you won’t see.

Not even close…
You’ll get to what the mystic
Wonders, blues about.

In the depth of your own mind
The only place,
where you can find
Those mysteries.

You’ll get in touch
With what you are.

Breath in and out.
Enliven now - the flow

Of life.

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When wind blows
Out

The light of love
The clouds

They shimmer forth
The edges

If you involve your senses
Here

The touch you get
Is pure divine.

In highest

Divinity - form.

21 Feather (E)

22 Hurricane (D)

12.01.2016
Amrita Maya

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23 Surrender

21/1/16

You may believe in love or not
Dont risk to fall - you’ll never fly
Control your life and lead the world
That’s what you like & what you can

Like anyone.

But if you dare to loosen up
Let go of fear, jump in the void

The unknown - uncontrollable

The furry-merging-swirling-void
The loss of self, the one you are?

To be the one, you are some one?
To be - you need to be Some thing?

Just let it be. Just now. And be.
The one. No more. No more than all.

The one you carried all your life,
Is not of you. Has never been.

Now give it up.

In Love.

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24/1/16
Maya

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Once you surrender, life will be a guidest
Walk towards the light.
One step, one step. The next one up.
Nothing to worry, think about.
Just watch the show, you’ll be surprised
What wonders are - miraculous.

What you’ve been able to control
Will fall from you - immediately.
To open for new things to come.
New magic. Everlasting fresh

The beauty you may start to feel.
To see, embrace and even hear
The words and songs the universe
Sings just for you. In every time

All day and night, it’s there for you.

Surrender now and open up
Receive the light and be the love
That’s what you are, have always been.
Take one step forward - off the cliff.

26 .:: Divinely Touched ::.

22.1.2016

When worry fades into the night
Spread out your wings and rise your crown
Remember now that you can fly

Let worry fade, jump into trusting
Clouds of love. The’ll hold you now,
And hold you now.

Feel soft their touch on your sweet

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Skin, the sky so blue.
They’re all around you, always there.

Wrap you in feather-cotton-puffs
Enjoy, embrace and sink right in.

No worries here, no fear, no death

The light is what has always been,
Will never die, can’t blow it out.

It’s even there when darkness seems
To be the only truth. The light is there.
Just wait for it.

Keep up the trust until it shines
So magically, in shimmery lights
And sparkling touch. Forth from
The dark, forth from you heart.

It’s all there is. It’s all you are.
Just be the light.
And bath in it. Spread it around
Where you will go & where you’ve left

You can’t dismiss, it’s gentle touch
Upon your face, sweet kissing lips.

Raise up with it, towards the sky.
Fly up to space and merge right in.

You are the love, you are the light.
And always held in its pure heart.

27 Love (D)

22.1.16
Amrita Maya

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28 26.01.16

Wondrous eyes in the mist of the
Night. Stars falling from the sky.

Remember when dawn brought the
Light - spread it out.

The darkness collapsed in the
Shimmery bright.

Bright night of the soul.
Bright light shine it forth.
Towards where we’re born.

When life turns-down
On you, just seemingly.
Don’t lose the faith
Embrace the love

Remind yourself of
That sweet touch,
Surrender to the love
You felt. Just right before
It is there still. Deep in your heart.

29 Touched by a snake

30.01.2016

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30 . The Beauty .

30. Januar ‘16

. The Beauty .

Of this holy words
Resides in each and one of us

The flowers shine their spark so bright
When kissed by sun’s eternal light

So sweet, so soft, so heavenly
The fragrance of the moon at night

Untouchable - a million stars
Like freckles shattered on her face

The eyes - the ocean of the soul
Colliding depth, when currents roll

Tears falling hard on silver cheeks
Angelically - the roses fade

Touched by the light into the dark-
Ness of the One. The emptiness
We all come from.

. Remerging In .

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31 3. Februar 2016

I believe

Our true nature is spiritual
We are spiritual, universal beings -
Forms of energy - manifested into this
World and having a human experience.

So how could, possibly, any one
Be not spiritual or less than another?

There’s just different experiences
We chosse to have, different journeys
Throughout our lives. Everyone coming

From a totally different origin, with
A totally different purpose or maybe
Not even a purpose at all.

And still - we are all here on the same
Planet, interacting with one and another

Let’s try and start open our eyes to
That what everyone has brought us here.

32 3.Februar 2016

There’s nobody out there who
Needs to understand my world, my thoughts,
My feelings, no one who needs to share my
view, my opinion or my vision - ‘cause they
Only belong to me in my world!

Just as well as I’m never gonna be able to
Fully understand or grasp another person than
Myself. And already that seems quite
impossible …so no need to worry.

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Just live and embrace whatever you’re feeling
Or thinking, ’cause you are probably the only
One here and around with exactly those
Experiences. So enjoy. They are all yours!

Just have a look at your eyes. The way
They are is your blue-print, your unique little
Extract, remark of the universe. You’re own
Star heaven right on your face and to shine
Forth to everybody! Love, love, love

33 20.03.2016

Love so purely wants to flow
Down streams and rivers
Soul to soul

The heart cries out
It has been locked
Under the surface, mask of cold

An icy cover held it down
Be careful now
A broken shell, one touch

An open window lets
A fresh breeze in

So risky, uncontrollable.
It’s love and always will be so.

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34 21. Mar 2016

Life comes down
In all facades

Cascading down in purity
Cleansing out all barriers
Of mind

That tight you down
Enclosed in cages,
Bonds of steel.

There’s no surprise.
No joy, no light
All kept outside - out in

The world that you’re not parting
Realize there’s no such bonds

Illusion ties you down
Reality awaits you here right now.

35 Thunderous Storms

27/ 03/ 99 ^7

Sensatious touch
Your fingers locked
Around my neck
So sweet my love

Ecstatic breeze
Sends chills up
From toes to head
So torn my heart

Electric nights

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Dawning to day
Non- existent
All that we had
In my dreams still
You’re here with me
We’re merging in---
I miss you here, try to forget
The love we had.

36 NO NAME (D)

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37 Auf ewig will ich dich lieben

Mein Herz,
Es bricht in tausend Stueck’.
DIe Liebe,
Die uns einst verband
Ist længst weit fort
Tief begraben und verrucht
Unter dem Schmerz
Es tut mir leid!
Das wollt ich nie
Dich je verlier’n .
Du fehlst mir so
Ich halt’s kaum aus
Was gæb’ ich fuer ‘nen kuss
Von dir
Nur einen. Nur du allein
Weisst, wer ich bin.

Du bist in mir.

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38 . Broken Dams .

When love is fading
Into blame

When day in dawning
Light remains

Before the heart
Breaks into two

Before the everlasting
Night begins

One foolish soul
That kept enclosed

Tremendous love that
Needs free flow

And bursts the dam
That held encaged

. always let free .

… that held encaged

The love
That always needs to be

So free, so fre

Love, xo
Amrita Maya

39 Ya Wadud (D)

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40 29/ 3/ 2016

Lovingness in Purity
Deep Surrender to the
Lord
Oh holy One i bow to
You
Holding me safe in
Your arms
Tenderness - your sweet embrace
Thank you for all
Thank you in love

Amrita Maya

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There’s no such thing as tomorrow
You are here now. The way you are.
The one you are. Magically realized
Cosmic light, manifesting into the
Creative, you are right now.
No boundaries, no limitations.
That’s soul. That’s life.
It doesn’t matter what we do.
Just enjoy what ever you ARE doing.
Love life. Start living. Be who ever!

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42 2. April 2016

Just be yourself
No matter how hard it
May seem! Son’t worry
Who would care!

Shine your light
It’s uniquely yours.
Shine forth your presence
You are love, you are light

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18.8.2015
Amrita Maya

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When you start realizing that yoiur self
Is not fully who you are, you reconnect
With the soul behind it, you get in
Touch with the essence of your being.

You’ll then find that that very soul
You’ve just discovered as being the true
You - is the same soul as residing in
Everything else… You’ll start to feel
That’s really all there is. All one. Purusha.

One soul. Expressing itself in infinite divinity!

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45 3. April 2016

Müssen zwei Herzen erst
Gebrochen werden, um zu realisieren,
Was lieben heisst?

Warum erkennt man erst in dem
Moment der Trennung, wie sehr
Man Eins war?

Wie kommt’s, dass die Trænen
Erst dann fallen, wenn es zu
Spæt ist, Gefühle zu zeigen?
Woher weiss ich, dass die
Letzte Chance vorbei ist?

Wann hørt das Herz auf zu bluten?

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The Beauty of this
World: the colours in your eyes,
The sparkling shimmer of
The night. Your hand’s
Sweet touch, your rosy
Smell. The love I feel,
For you my love. My soul,
My brother, you and I.

So deeply merged in our essence.
Bodies melting into one.
I feel love, the God above.
One higher force that’s always

There.

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47 15. April 2016

Duality
In merging union
Contrasts
Shine light on the one

48 Rou (D)

22/ 4

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49 22.4.2016

My love, i feel so deeply
Still. Sweet memories will never
Lose the essence of the love
We had. We felt, we were..

And that get lost. Somehow,
Somewhere, I can’t recall…

When hurt set in, the pain we
Shared. The deepest cliffs, our
Shadows went along together.

Down the hole into the depths.

The depths and misery of soul
Itself. We weren’t strong enough to
Hold what we saw, felt, we were…

I miss you now, wish you were here.
I hope you’re well. I love you still.

Forever…

Amrita Maya

50 Eros

24/ 4/ 16

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51 24. 4. 2016

We are unlimited beings.
Creatures of the cosmos.
The cosmos itself - came into
These material bodies to experience
Itself in it’s purest, most lively
Ways possible. Which are infinite.

We’ve been here always. And will
Never fade. Our light is ever
Present, even in the darkness of
The original phase. Even in the
Darkness we will all return to.

Coming back home.
Merging back with
Existence. Live your potential.

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Love happens from the inside
No need to fix anything
Being in total harmony
Being complete

Then you’ll see anybody else
As who they are essentially…

Complete universal
Light beings

Taken shape of a humane
Body

Containing all energies of the
Cosmos in themselves

Unlimited. Unbound. Unique.
Be You- niversal.

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53 Un-named

Bring me back
To ultimate freedom
When our souls united

I miss the space
So i cry out
Want to break free
Of chains so human
And beholding me

Let me fly out
In space and light

I go, in love
Will not return

Amrita Maya

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The greatest mistery, misery
And magic of this life
In human form on Gaia
Is - for me - to find the
Harmony between walking the
Ground, consciously creating
From our human brain & system
And still being merged in the
Universal energy flow and let
Our soul swim freely where the
Currents wants it to go..

A.Maya

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55 Lavendel Flower (E)

56 You know you had my heart,

My soul from the first time we
Met, we re-connected
Found back to one another

No one has ever touched my
Core like you did, still do…

My heart cries out, it feels
You there, but you’re not here

We split, you left
I call you back.

I’m yearning out, return to us.

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57 27. April 2016

How wondrous that wholly day
When stopped the worries, misery
When simply done the things you love

No question why, not what it’s for
We simply do, create for God

For the creation in itself, for who
We are. Oh Lord, so soon, the day
Will dawn when humans celebrate
And love in light.

Your light

58 * Sahib *

30. April

Dust comes off
The shimmery pearl

Dark shadows fade
When bliss comes home
To where you left
You locked all out

All of your love
Behind those walls

But light will always
Find it’s way

Into your heart.
Into your soul.

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59 Death

1 .May

60 1 . May 2016

The sun out there
So bright and blue
The endless skies

But i don’t mind
Don’t want to see
The colours any more

I like to stay
All by myself
Am sick of life

Of people and goodbyes

61 3 . May 2016

You introduced me to your love
A lust, the play, a naive game

Now i’m alone, nowhere to go
Nothing to hold on - am so lost

Between the masks that people wear
I wish someone would hear the call

I guess it’s song just fades
Into the grey space, lost in time

I wonder where the wind has taken you
I wish you well. Sweet love, long gone.

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I miss your heart
I miss your soul

So deeply

I’m yearning for us
To re- unite

Can you forgive
What happened to the
Love we had

I miss you

In love…

63 15/ 5/ 1964

Love is bondage
You love, you’ve lost
You’re love, you’re soul
Behind those walls
The light awaits
The only passenger
That may pass through
The gates of remembrance
To one true soul
The core of being

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