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PREVIEW FEBRUARY 2020
I am a Senior High School student that time when the covid-19
virus struck the country and I thought it’s just an ordinary virus wherein it
will last only in a few weeks but the biggest and unexpected nightmare
came in. When the year 2020 began, it was full of surprises and
challenges. I remember last February 2020, I competed in a municipal
pageant in our town and I felt ecstatic and highly strung. With the
guidance and grace of our Almighty God, I won the pageant with the
title of “Mr. Teen Bagong Tiaong 2020.” I bagged other major titles and
sponsors from my previous pageant and I am very grateful for it. I am also
a consistent honor student in our class that’s why my heart is very
overwhelmed and thankful for all the blessings that I’ve got.
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My handler and founder of
the pageant wanted me to
compete for a provincial
pageant but unfortunately, the
virus spread rapidly. It rolled
out not only here in our country
but also in every part of the
world. The covid-19 cases
increased their rate and the
government declared a total
lockdown in our country. I felt
sad and anxious about it. All my
plans and desires just
disappeared. I regret the
opportunity that had been given
to me because that pageant will be a stepping stone for me
to achieve my dreams in life and that is to become a model.
The annual travel vacation, discovering different kinds of
foods, meeting new people, camping, and having a bond
with my relatives are what I’ve missed and regret-
ted. But instead of thinking about it, I did other
stuff that I didn’t usually do on normal days. I
hope that this pandemic will end in just a couple
of months that’s why I decided to do some
exercise, practice my ramp model and do .
some diet just to prepare for the
upcoming pageant.
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I maintain my physical, mental,
emotional, and even spiritual
health in good condition. And
sometimes there are some anxiety
attacks but I always tell myself to
be okay even though I’m not okay.
I promised to myself that those
plans that are neglected will turn
into reality in God’s perfect time
and I declare it.
'"GOD'S PLAN
IS ALWAYS THE BEST PLAN"
BEFORE LOCKDOWN DURING LOCKDOWN
When the government declared a total lockdown, at first, I felt
sad and worried because the covid-19 virus spread to the entire
country. I’m very worried about the safety of our family that’s why we
limit going outside. Page 4
I don’t have any social relationship at that time,
especially this pandemic, it gives an effect on my
self-esteem, low performance in school, and overall
communication skills. I think I have disorders in my
mental and social health.
I experience a lot of
things and I did a lot
of household chores. I
make over my room
and it turns out so
satisfying. There are
good and bad things
that happened to us as
a family. We
appreciate each other
and we have now
quality time to spend.
We have family
devotion about God’s
goodness and His
mercy on us. Page 5
VACATION
after a year
I remember last January 2021, January and
we’ve been to San Narciso, Quezon June 2021
to see the beautiful beach there and
to have relaxation. It’s such a
wonderful bonding with them and I
missed them so much. On the other My family embraced this kind of
hand, maybe the bad thing that situation by being flexible in all
happened is that we don’t have a circumstances and we keep our
face-to-face reunion with other faith in God. Because we believe
relatives that’s why we miss them so that God will guide us and He will
much. never leave us nor forsake us.
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THE UNCOVERED
REALIZATION
This pandemic gives me a lot of
significant learnings and
realizaI StSiUoEn5s| inV O Llif7 e| .J It taughtU L Y 2 0 1 9 me to
appreciate your family members,
friends, relatives, and all people
that are close to your heart. I
became thankful for everything
that we have that’s why I feel very
blessed. Also, the words of
wisdom that always came to my
mind are that life is very short and
we should do something to make
it fun and purposeful.
"BE PURPOSEFUL IN
EVERYTHING YOU DO"
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I believe that all of us have a purpose
in our lives and we should play that role
to be a blessing for others. Always
extend our arms if we can provide for
their needs and It’s always better to
give than to receive. Moreover, these
realizations in life have a great impact
and effect on us because it’s about
humanity and the restoration of
“Bayanihan” in our community. I will
assure you that I will keep these
lessons in my heart and mind.
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GOD'S
Wonderful Plan
I will describe this pandemic as a
very toxic and ruthless virus that can
take away man’s life. After I graduated
as Senior High School, I can’t
personally tell the direction that I
wanted to take because I’m still praying
for it and waiting for the perfect time of
God. But now, I am taking this course
because I know He has a wonderful
plan for me. I plan to become a doctor
of human/animals someday and I
wanted to pursue that dream because I
wanted to help them. I have the heart
to help and I believe that it is one of my
purpose. And about my pageantry, I
think I should focus on my studies
before anything else because education
is my priority. I believe that with
education, it will help you to
achieve your goals and dreams
in life. Also acknowledge God
in everything we do. God will
empower you in all aspect of your life. Page 9
BETTER OR
WORST?
Reflect
I will describe myself as resilient, dominant, hard-working, passionate,
and goal-oriented. I play different kinds of musical instruments and I sing. I
love music because it is part of my soul. It influenced my mood and it makes me
productive. As I compare myself before covid-19 and now, I can say that
before I’m an outgoing person who always likes to go everywhere especially to
malls and classmates’ houses. I like to eat everywhere with my friends and It
gives me satisfaction in my social life but now, I don’t have any confidence to
face other people and I’m always not in the mood. I always wanted to sleep and
stay inside my room. I don’t have social life except chatting with someone on
messenger. I always felt dizzy and I don’t have the energy to do some tasks.
Maybe, this pand
emic hits me different
ly because I lost motiv
ation and I felt
worthless. I expe
rience overthinking ab
out my life and I taug
ht I’m going to
give up. But I thank God for letting those trials and challenges in my life
because God proves his goodness to me. Page 10
I remember the bible verse
“Come to me, all you who are
weary and burdened, and I
will give you rest.” And I’m
very grateful that I’ve
overcome and conquered it.
Faith is the one thing that we
need for us to live in this crazy
world. He will never leave us
nor forsake us. After those
trials, I believe that I’m
already in my healing process,
and day by day, with the
grace of God, I’m now
becoming a better version of
myself.
"Nothing is
impossible with God."
JARED AQUINO// UTS' MAGAZINE
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