EUPHORIA
OUR STORY
WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF
little ways on how our
relationship goals can be
achieved
about the cover "EUPHORIA" is a feeling or state of intense
excitement and happiness. When you're around
Issue 1 Vol.2 $143 the person you love, increases in dopamine and
norepinephrine lead to feelings of: pleasure.
giddiness. nervous excitement.
Jayreen, you are the cause of my euphoria.
Published by:
Galilee Lorenzo Padua
Copyright 2022. All Rights Reserved.
Seventy-one (71) days of knowing
Jayreen, a month being in a
relationship with him is surreal. Every
day, I feel as if I've known him for years.
When I talk to him, all of my fatigue and
burdens for the day fade away.
Editor’s
Note
I've never put so much thought into giving something to someone I
care about. A magazine? Meh. I mean, putting a lot of time and
effort into it. He is the exception. He may think it's time-consuming,
but I know it's all worth it because I know it's for the man I cherish.
Others may find it impossible, and they may even doubt what I feel
after 71 days. But this is a feeling I've never had before. This is the
kind of love for which I've yearned, and the kind of love I want to
receive.
These write ups took a longer time Galilee Lorenzo Padua
to write.
These pages required a significant Editor
amount of creativity to complete.
Others may find this gift absurd. MAY 2022 | FIRST ISSUE
This, however...
This is for my beloved.
Happy First Monthsary, my love! <3 JayreenGaily
Magazine
The Start of Our
Story Words by Galilee Padua
Jayreen and Gaily met online and first talked
in a dating site called Omegle, a dating site
where people can have anonymous
conversations without revealing their
identities. Other users on this site may use
fake names and information about
themselves.
Gaily opened the site on March 8, 2022,
during her lunch break to relieve boredom.
Before talking to Jayreen, he spoke with
another guy, and even mistook Jayreen for
the first guy (thank goodness he wasn't!)
When the lunch break is over, Jayreen has to
go somewhere.They exchanged Telegram
accounts and continued to talk there at the
end of the day.
Days passed, and they continued to message
each other on Telegram, trying to get to
know one another and even started
communicating on their Facebook and
Messenger accounts.
She confessed her feelings for Jayreen on
March 24, and Jayreen confessed his feelings
for her as well on the same date.
Days went, and they continue to express
their feelings for each other as their feelings
deepen.
April 18 was marked by a commitment to be
in a relationship, with the goal of getting to
know each other more while focusing on
their career goals through supporting each
other's endeavors.
Many trials will come but Gaily hopes these are the trials that will strengthen their relationship - longing for a love that
will last.
I NEVER WANT TO STOP MAKING MEMORIES WITH YOU.
ANGEL BABY BY TROYE SIVAN
You came out the blue on a rainy You came out the blue on Cause I'm afraid that
night, no lie a rainy night, no lie. living couldn't get any
I'll tell you how I almost died better.
A dark, gloomy, noisy world I was barely living and
is symbolized by a rainy enjoying life. It was dark.
night. You appeared out of Now you're here, I want to
nowhere at a time when I live longer, I want to love
most needed someone. you longer. It's not living if
it's not with you (Ref: The
While you're bringing me back to I'll tell you how I almost 1975)
died, while you're
life Started giving up on the
I just wanna live in this moment bringing me back to life. word forever.
forever I was betrayed by a close I don't believe in forever,
friend, I had doubts about but if there is an after life, I
I LOVE'CauseI'mafraidthatliving myself, I barely escaped want to know you again so
traumatic situations, I had I can love you longer.
low self-esteem, battling
insecurities and I frequently Until you gave up heaven
so we could be together.
couldn't get any better overthink things. A metaphor of how you
I'm grateful that you save me of my pain. Baby,
you're my angel.
Started giving up on the word appeared in my life at a
time when I needed you
"forever"
Until you gave up heaven so we the most.
YOUcould be together I just wanna live in this
moment forever.
If this is a dream, then I
hope I won't wake up
anymore.
18 REASONS
WHY I love you!
1. YOU ALWAYS UNDERSTANDS.
Even on the little or big things and on the days I can't
even understand myself, you are there to understand me.
Your deep understanding and maturity about things make
me love you more.
2. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY.
Everyday since I met you, there are no 'boring' days.
More than just making me smile and laugh, you
make me happy deep down in my heart and soul.
3. YOU LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I AM INCAPABLE
OF LOVING MYSELF.
Insecurities eat me up most of the time, and I'm
incapable of building my own confidence, but you love
me anyway, flaws and all.
4. YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING TO BECOME A
BETTER MAN.
You work hard to achieve your passions and
objectives. In the future, you see yourself as a
better person, and I love you for that.
5. YOU LISTEN.
It's hard to express myself, but you always listen to
my rants, stories, dreams, and thoughts. You pay
attention to them and comprehend what I'm saying.
6. YOU ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL ME.
We didn't have any "boring" days together.
You always have something to say to keep me
interested in our exchanges of messages, calls, and
talks.
7. YOU KNOW HOW TO CALM ME DOWN WHEN I’M SAD. 10. I FEEL WHOLE WITH YOU.
Your simple gestures have far greater effects on me You are understanding of my body insecurities. You
than you could ever imagine. You are my soulmate, make me feel loved beyond those things and give me
and you bring me joy. random compliments, which boost my confidence
[sometimes!]
8. YOU ALLOW ME TO BE MYSELF WHILE ALSO
ENCOURAGING ME TO DISCOVER MORE OF MYSELF. 11. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SAFE.
When I'm with you or talking to you, I'm not afraid
to be myself, even if my insecurities are annoying You make me feel safe in a way that you become my
at times. Apart from being myself, you have helped safe place, more than just physically safe when we're
me discover my inner self and thoughts. together. I yearn for you despite the chaos all around
me.
9. YOU LOVE AND YOU CARE ABOUT DOGS. 12. YOU KNOW THE SECRET, LITTLE THINGS THAT
CHEER ME UP AND MAKE ME HAPPY.
I'm a dog person at heart, and I appreciate it when
you take care of them and talk about them. I You automatically know what makes me happy,
sincerely hope that we will be able to adopt a pet in what little ways make me smile, and what makes
the future - fur parents! my heart flutter. The little things, they all matter.
12. YOU ENCOURAGE ME AFTER I FEEL LIKE I’VE 16. YOU NEVER GIVE UP ON ME, EVEN WHEN I’M AT MY
FAILED. WORST.
There are days when I feel like giving up on my dreams
Failure in life is inevitable, but it feels better to and things I want to achieve, and on those days, I'm at
know that I am supported by someone who loves my worst. You keep on motivating me. You keep on
me despite my shortcomings. inspiring me to do better.
13. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I CAN GET THROUGH 17. YOU ALWAYS SEND ME MEMES, NOTES, MESSAGES,
ANYTHING, AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU. AND FUNNY POSTS, ENOUGH TO BRIGHTEN MY DAY.
When you came into my life, I felt like even if I fail,
you are with me. Through my ups and downs, I Simple things that make me happy. When I'm being tired
have you and that's one of the main reasons why I at work, your memes, messages, notes, and reminders
keep on going. make me smile, or even laugh.
14. YOU LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I’M BEING 18. YOU BEING JAYREEN MONTEMAYOR RACRAQUIN.
HORRIBLE AND HARD TO BE AROUND.
I could list hundreds of reasons why I adore you, but
Words based on my insecurities are annoying to simply being yourself is enough to make me love you.
cope up. You love me when I'm confident and love
me more when I'm not. You love me on the days I
feel beautiful, and love me more on the days I am
not.
Because partners do not communicate clearly with each other, relationships are
frequently complicated. This is usually due to a fear of the relationship ending if
communication is not maintained. As a result, this section contains a list of
suggestions for how we could improve our relationship - a dream to last.
Friendship and mutual
enjoyment. Friendship is what
keeps people going when love
falters temporarily. If we are Intimacy. Intimacy refers to a
closeness of relationship that
friends, we accept and respect encompasses emotional,
physical, intellectual, and
each other, enjoy each other's spiritual aspects. True intimacy
also entails being open and
company, want to spend quality vulnerable with one another
without fear of being hurt or
time next to each other, rejected.
converse with one another,
share interests, beliefs,
inspirations, and hopes.
Fidelity, trust and honesty. Effective Communication. Not
Without fidelity, true intimacy is
impossible. Any deep emotional only do our words matter, but so
connection with someone
outside the relationship erodes do our facial expressions, tone of
the trust that couples have in
each other and can easily lead to voice, gestures, and even our
sexual attraction to someone
else. Of course, honesty is actions. It is critical to learn how to
essential in developing trust.
express your feelings, thoughts,
desires, and needs in a non- Private space. Personal space is
essential because it is where we
accusatory, non-judgmental go to revamp, recharge, and even
rekindle our love for one another.
manner. It also includes the ability Some couples spend so much
time together that it suffocates
to understand each other beyond their love. Don't let this happen to
you because love requires space
words through active listening. to breathe and grow.
Successful conflict resolution and fair
fighting. Some conflicts (and even fights) are
unavoidable in most relationships. And it's not
always a bad thing. Conflicts can teach us to
appreciate our differences, broaden our
perspectives, and learn more about one
another. However, in order for a conflict to be
meaningful, it is necessary to figure out how to
handle it in such a way that partners are not
overly hurt and there are no long-term
negative consequences
HELLO, BABY!
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