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To Hamza( bitch,panda)
Tuesday, June 25, 2019

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANDA

MAY THIS DAY BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR
LIFE.

I am writing this book or a small book maybe. Just to let
you know how much important you are to me and to make your
birthday a little special. I have never done this before. I
just hope this makes you happy. And also I know I cant give
you the book in person so thought to send it you online. Tech-
nology helped me lol. And yes a very very happy birthday to
you pandaaa.( HUGS)

It all started in the year 2016, met on social media that
to facebook. Seems funny right but nah, it was the year when
I got to know someone who I didn’t even think would be so im-
portant to me, A person who completely changed my life. Who
taught me how to love yourself, to be positive all the time no
matter what, and not to give a damn about anyone.

I still cant believe its almost 3 years and you are still
with me. You have been with me through thick and thin. I never
thought of having someone like you in my life. Because what I
experienced was people come and go and thats what most of them
did to me, but you hamza its you who is still with me, people
like you are rare, and I am blessed I have you in my life.

You helped me believe in love, you taught me not everyone
is the same, and you are so so different that I just wanna

thank your mom for bringing you in this beautiful world.
Trust me you are the best son a mom can have , a best support-
er a dad can get, and the worlds best friend a girl like me
can get. Thank you for being my best friend pandaa. Thank you
for being born.

Over the past 3 years you have done a lot for me :-
For being there for me at 3 am
Annoying me
For making me laugh even when I didn’t wanted to smile.
Being so far and still not letting me feel that you are

miles away.
Made me feel so good when I was at my lowest

Just wanna thank you for everything hamzaaa. Ik thank you
wont be enough. Because no one in my life has done this much
for me and you have just filled my life with all the happiness
and positivity. Being so far and doing all this is a really
big thing, I thank you for bearing me for 3 fuckin years. Its
not a short time. Handling my mood swings omg I cant imagine.
Nor I want to lol.

Hamza its You who thought me the real meaning of life
which no one could ever do it. But you did it. You made this
stupid meow realize how beautiful life is. and how you need to
cherish every moment of it. In these 3 years you have given
me all the love which I don’t even I think I even deserved it.
You still make me happy even when you are so far away from me.

Thanks for being a person who cares so much for me, annoys
me the most, loves her best friend no matter what. Always
there for her at her bad times. Who makes fun of her like she

is the real cat. Who appreciates her beauty. Who makes her
feel better just by his cute motivational messages. Those
messages mean a lot me. They are EVERYTHING.

Now this gonna be kinda emotional . We not meeting is just
the saddest part. Not meeting the person who lifted me up
whenever I was low. Who made me feel so special and not meet-
ing the person just hurts. Its been 3 fuckin years. All I pray
is that we get to meet. There were times I just wanted to meet
you so badly. Wanted to hug you tight and just wanted to spend
time with you. I know we both talk about this. Find different
ways so that we could meet. But I know this wont happen now,
but later for sure. I hope Allah dua jaldi sun le and I get to
meet you. I am being all positive that if ain’t meeting now
there will be a reason behind it. And I need to understand Al-
lah jo karnge acha hi karnge.

I don't know if you remember this but I have started col-
lecting gifts for you, hiding them is quite difficult but not
impossible. I love collecting them for you bitch, I just hope
you have smile on your face when you see them.

You know you are that type of a person who deserves all
the happiness in this world. All the blessings. Just want you
idiot panda to have a smile on his face no matter what. Thats
what you have taught me over the past years. Face all your
problems with a smile. Hats off to you for being such a strong
soul. Bas nazar na lage. Wanna see the smile on your face for-
ever.

I just want you to know if anytime things get difficult to
handle or you don’t know what to do JUST HANG ON THERE. TAKE
A DEEP BREATH. AND JUST CALM YOURSELF. Just know things will

BE ALRIGHT EVENTUALLY, IF ITS HAPPENING ITS HAPPENING FOR A
REASON, JUST TRUST THE PROCESS AND HAVE FAITH IN ALLAH. HE
WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH YOU CANT FACE. HE IS ALWAYS
GONNA BE THERE FOR YOU EVEN WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY, BUT JUST
NEVER LOSE HOPE AND LIKE YOU ALWAYS SAY “ LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
JUST THE WAY IT IS’ ALSO LIFE WOULD BE BORING IF WE DIDN'T
HAVE PROBLEMS IN OUR LIFE. IT JUST MAKES US STRONGER DAY BY
DAY.

THANK YOU FOR BEING AN INSPIRATION TO ME AND SO MANY.
YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE
SPECIALLY. THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU.
JUST WANT YOU TO STAY THE SAME NO MATTER WHAT. YOU ARE AN
AMAZING HUMAN BEING.

YOU LITERALLY MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER HAMZAA..
I ALSO KNOW IF I DON’T HAVE ANYONE. YOU ARE ALWAYS GONNA
BE THERE FOR THIS MEOWW..
YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES
BOTH, AND I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE. AND I AM BLESSED AF TO
HAVE YOU IN THIS BEAUTIFUL LIFE. WE STAYING BFFS NO MATTER
WHAT.

I WILL NOW END THIS BY SAYING I WISH YOU A VERY VERY HAPPY
BIRTHDAYY ONCE AGAINNN. BUDHE HO RHE HO HAMZAAA..HOPE YOUR DAY
GOES WELL OR IS GOING GOOD, YOU ARE SUCH A DOWN TO EARTH PER-
SON. I LOVE YOU FOR THAT. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING HANDSOMEEE.
YOU ARE THE GREATEST THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME. NEVER WANNA
LOSE YOU AND NOR LETTING YOU GO THAT EASY.

I AM ALWAYS GONNA DISTURB YOU WITH ALL MY DRAMA BUT DON’T
WORRY NOT THIS DAY.. KAL SE PAKKAA PROMISEE. I KNOW WE HAVEN’T

MET YER BUT I REALLY HOPE WE MAKE MEMORIES IN FUTURE, YOU ARE
ALWAYS GONNA BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT. YOU ARE THE
BESTESSSST BESTTTFRIEND I CAN EVER HAVE OR ANYONE ELSE CAN
HAVE. BITCH.

YOUR EXISTENCE IS ENOUGH HAMZAA. JUST KEEP SHINING AND
KEEP SMILING ALWAYS CUTIEEE.

SENDINGGG YOU LOTS OFFF HUGSSSSSSSSS. I LOVE YOUUUU HAMZAA
KUTTEEE.

FROM NATU( MEOW)