DIGITAL PRODUCT

INSTITUT PENDIDIKAN GURU
KEMENTERIAN PENDIDIKAN MALAYSIA

KAMPUS IPOH, 31150 HULU KINTA
PERAK DARUL RIDZUAN

GEEC1052
TASK 3 – DIGITAL PRODUCT

Nama : KUGAVENTHIRAAH A/L G SELVA RAJ
020407-04-0257
No. K/P : 2021242310270
PPISMP
Angka Giliran : JUN 2021
X 14
Program : AHMAD MASDIL FAZLI B MOHAMED
6/12/2021
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The most remembered day of my life

Life is made up of moments and moments make up memories. It is only upon the passing
of every moment we realize its worth. A meaningful life is one that is filled with both good and
bad memories. The good ones make us look back at the path we travelled and cherish them while
the bad make us stronger to face more challenges in life. Both somehow balance and add value
to our life. I have had my fair share of good and bad moments in life which helped me grow as an
individual.

Though there are many memorable days close to my heart, the most remembered day of
my life is 08.07.2021, the day when I got my IPG intake result. After getting my SPM results, I had
high hopes that I will somehow get into matriculation which was to no avail. I was more devastated
when I came to know that my UPU diploma results also turned out disappointing. I cheered myself
and worked for my IPG interview. I sat for the UKCG test and luckily passed the test. I
enthusiastically recorded videos for my physical test and also presented my lessons plans well. I
was waiting eagerly for the results which eventually turned out to be another huge disappointment.
I did not make it to the list.

Devastated and demotivated, I was not able to accept the outcome. My family members
tried their level best to cheer me up which did not bear any positive outcome. With their continuous
encouragement, I decided to give one last try by appealing to get accepted into IPG which of
course, did not turn out as expected. Once again I faced nothing but rejection. This was the
toughest phase of my life. I felt like a failure. Despite getting 7A’s in my SPM, I was not accepted
into matriculation nevertheless IPG. That was when I realized, being good is not enough. To
achieve what I want in life, I have to be the best.

However, at the moment, I was left with no hope of getting what I wanted. With a heavy
heart, I decided to pursue my pre-university studies by joining STPM. It was a tough decision in
the first place because STPM was never in my list. I was contemplating much to go back to school
again but I was left with no choice. After much contemplation, I decided to pursue my STPM in
social science stream. STPM, unlike what I expected, was not an easy journey. It was tougher
than I assumed. Though the number of subjects were lesser compared to SPM, the subjects were
far more complicated and heavy. I started spending long hours studying and completing
assignments. I was even fully occupied during the weekends. It was hard to find time to relax.

Apart from studying, I was elected as the student leader for my batch club which was
another added responsibility. Though I was contemplating in the beginning, I started enjoying the
journey. It gave me a sense of identity. The recognition definitely boosted my confidence. I
eventually started taking part in English debates, a side of me which I never explored before. I
have always been a quiet person. Coming out of my comfort zone and talking in front people was
initially something really hard but with encouragement from teachers and support from my
batchmates, I learnt to be more confident.

In the midst of studying, doing assignments and preparing for my 1st semester exams, the
IPG applications were reopened. This time around, I told myself that I will give my all out. I
prepared myself mentally and physically. I corrected my past mistakes and put in more efforts. I
successfully passed my UKCG test, recorded the physical exercises and also recorded myself
teaching. I submitted the recordings and patiently waited for the results. It was not just me but my
entire family was waiting eagerly for the results especially my grandmother.

Unfortunately, on the 06.07.2021, my grandmother passed away due to old age. I was not
able to digest the loss. It was my grandma who raised me from the day I was born. From walking
me to school to cooking my daily meals, it was her who was my everything for the last 19 years.
I’ve never been away from home my whole life which means I’ve never been away from my
grandma. I was extremely attached to her that her loss was unbearable. I was shocked by the
sudden loss and was grieving for her which was when my IPG result was announced.

Two days after her passing, I was at the crematorium being part of the prayers. I was still
crying, grieving and unable to act right. In the midst of all the chaos, I was told that the results are
out. Unlike the previous time, I was not excited to check the result. I was too dwelled in my own
emotions. However, I opened my cellphone and logged in to the website. I was so thrilled to read
the word “Tahniah!” smiling bright at me. My face lit up instantly and I ran to my father to show
him the result. Despite all the sadness, the entire family was delighted for me. Everyone started
shedding tears. The moment turned out to be something super emotional for all of us. We hugged
each other and shared our gratitude in the midst of all the sadness.

I was delighted to receive a positive result after struggling for more than a year but I was
equally devastated that my grandma was not there to celebrate. I bet that she would have been
the happiest person on earth to know that her grandson finally achieved something in his life. All
I could do was cry. Despite the good news, my heart felt heavy. I was glad that I finally made it
but the day would have been better if and only if my grandma was around to celebrate the good
news with me. It has now been 4 months since her passing and I have somehow made peace
with what had happened. I have accepted her loss. I know she is in a better place now watching
her grandson grow into a man in a field he wanted to pursue. Though I have been through many
precious moments in life, 08.07.2021 will always and forever be the most remembered day in my
life.