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STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : NUR ALEESA FATIHAH BINTI MD JUSOH

I/C NUMBER : 040708-03-0034

EMAIL : [email protected]

PHONE NO. : 01121932232

PROGRAM : PPISMP JUNE INTAKE 2022

COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU (SK)

DATE OF BIRTH : 8 JULY 2004

FATHER’S NAME : MD JUSOH BIN HUSSIN

FATHER’S PHONE NO. : 01127535043

ADDRESS : NO 294 BLOK H KAMPUNG BARU NELAYAN 16200
TUMPAT KELANTAN

New Me Unlocked

Childhood experiences are important for a person to move forward in life. I never
thought that my childhood memories was such a nightmare, I had been a victim of bullying
in primary school. My bestfriends who were supposed to be my number one supporter
ended up taking advantages of my kindness. The most unforgettable moment was when I
had to do their homework which required me to spend almost seven hours on it. At this
time, I set my mind that no friend was no problem. Due to the trauma, my attitude also
slowly changed from a happy go lucky person to an introvert because I was afraid to meet
new people. However, I realize this was not good for my mental health. But what should I
do? We will never know a person’s true colours, they might be two-faced and toxic. So,
being alone was the best option.

This decision was also one of the reasons why my family and I were getting closer.
They were where I storied about my problems. Besides, we also play and joke like friends
do. That’s why I believed that friends were nothing and not important until one day I
received a letter. “Finally my efforts paid off !” were the first words I uttered as soon as I
opened and read it. After getting straight A’s in UPSR, my dream of becoming a student at
Mara Junior Science College came true. Unfortunately, I began to have self-doubts
because as we know college life requires us to live apart from our families. Before this, I
had never been in this situation even for 1 kilometer. It’s difficult for a thirteen years old to
survive in a new environment alone. Morever, it gets worse if the children had bad
experiences in friendship like I did.

“Life must go on” is my life principle. I must became an independent person and
overcome this trauma. This time I standed on my own seriously when I did all the things
by myself even while studying. Some of the students thought I was arrogant. But I never
blame them because only me and myself know the truth. I just don’t want to repeat the
same mistakes that started when I trusted people easily. During the semester examination,
I was stressed and lost self motivation. There were no friends to whom I could express my
feelings, so I wrote it in my diary. A week later, it was time to check the examination
results. I opened my laptop excitedly. But things went wrong, I can’t believe my results
was below my expectations.

On that day, I cried non-stop. Out of the blue, a group of my classmates came.
They console me and try to make me happy. I still remembered the quote I received from
them which was “everything happens for a reasons”. Then, one of them known as
Farhana told me that they had actually read my diary by accident. I was surprised. At the
same time, I began to learn that being an independent person also needed their own
support system such as friends. At the age of teenagers, especially those living in
boarding school, friends are like family. In addition, I also realized that I must changed my
mindset. Not everyone is the same and I can’t use my past as an excuse to treat people in
the future in a bad way because it’s not their fault and it’s not fair to them.

Later, we studied together and became the good friends for each others. They
helped me a lot in academics especially in Chemistry because that was the most critical
subject for me. We also had our group rules. For example, one for all and all for one. This
symbolic was to remind us that we were not allowed to be selfish but we had to take care
of our members. I was very happy because I surrounded by a good and nice circle. When
I was with them, I understood what true friendship means. Besides, I was also grateful for
being selected and accepting the MRSM offer.

After struggling for five years, my friends and I sat for the SPM examination and
graduated with flying colours. We were proud of ourselves. While waiting for the results,
we filled our leisure time by doing activities together such as jogging and picnicking. The
unexpected thing was we successfully designed our own scarf brand. So, we not only
could spend time together but we also earned money by doing the business together.
However, every meeting led to a parting. We needed to futher our studies for our bright
future. Eventhough we were in long distance friendship but we were always keep in touch
with each others until now because only death could separate us.

True friends are those who can help us deal with our traumas and problems. Fear
is something we should fight instead of being attached to. We should not limit ourselves
because we are afraid of the past but it can be the reason we get up and prove that we
are strong and nothing can stop us from creating our lifestyles. That was the experience
that changed my life forever.



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NAME : NURUL ATHIRAH BINTI MOHASNIZAM
ID NO. : 040622-03-0500
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 01161114425
PROGRAM : PPISMP
COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU
DATE OF BIRTH : 22 JUNE 2004
GURDIAN’S NAME : MOHASNIZAM BIN MOHAMED
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. : 0129497380
ADDRESS : LOT 1773,JALAN BYPASS, KG ALOR PASIR , 16800
PASIR PUTEH, KELANTAN

MY SPM JOURNEY

By Nurul Athirah

I was a bad girl who was very lazy and did not really care about academics. But I always score
well on every exam. My life has been very great until COVID-19 comes and changes my life
completely .

It all started about two years ago, in 2020, when the pandemic happened. Everything, such as
schools and shopping malls, needs to close down so that the virus doesn’t spread . Everyone
needs to stay at home and isn’t allowed to go out . We couldn’t go to school , leaving us with only
one last option, which is online classes . The pandemic has forced us to get used to online home-
based learning via applications . This has been very challenging for us considering the new norm
that we have to adapt to for such an important exam, which is the SPM that we are about to sit
for . At first , I had a lot of fun , because I didn’t have to go to school . Until one day , I didn't realise
that I got lost . And since then , everything has started to go downhill . A lot of thoughts are playing
in my mind . "Why does everything seem so difficult for me?", "I'm so tired", "I can't do this any
longer", "Why can't I be like everyone else?", "Can I just give up?" But I didn’t give up .

By the end of 2021, I was still trying my best to get back on my feet and find a way out . Then
2022 approaches , along with a strong determination that suddenly hits me . But it didn’t last . I
lost my motivation again . I’ve been having trouble sleeping . I usually fall asleep easily . But then
, my brain won’t shut down . There are a lot of thoughts racing through my head right now. I
overthink a lot . And it’s very depressing . I also got my trial results for every subject, and they
were horrible . But I did expect that , so I wasn’t that disappointed . In fact, it gives me a boost of
motivation, which I appreciate because losing motivation stinks.

As the time goes by , it becomes a very tiring and hectic month . I got really stressed. But I still
managed to get through it . But then , something tragic happened . I tested positive for COVID-
19. I was at my lowest point . I got very sick to the point I couldn’t get out of bed . I was very sad
that I couldn’t study . I missed a lot of online classes . And those feelings came again . I got all
worried and my emotions got the best of me. I cried a lot . I almost gave up . My mental health
was very bad . Two weeks have passed so quickly . And SPM is 40 days ahead . I recovered
from COVID-19. There is some progress in my studies, but I’m worried that it might be too little .
But I'm not giving up just yet. I mightn’t have much time left, but I still have it . And I will not give
up until then . I study really hard . I did a lot of exercises using last year's SPM questions . Most

of the time, I retake the same set of exams for a subject twice, just to improve. I also watch SPM
videos on Youtube to summarise the format or techniques for answering a certain paper . For
Maths and ADD Maths, I would try to master the topics by increasing the level of difficulty of each
question . One month has passed and I am finally sitting for my SPM . That morning , I felt numb
and my hand couldn’t stop shaking . I got a panic attack until I vomited. But luckily, my friends
were all there to take care of me and never stop comforting me . I feel very blessed to have them
as my friends .

Then , the war finally started . After 2 hours , I finished my first paper . I think it is fine and I do
quite well. As the time goes by , I have finished 5 papers already, which are the core subjects .
Thankfully, I was still able to answer most of them, and I got through all of them. I was doing fine,
but then I realised that the next papers were the killer subjects, which were Addmath , Biology ,
Chemistry, and Physics . I was very afraid as I failed most of the subjects. That feeling of giving
up came again . All those negative feelings , the tiredness , despair, and everything else just came
strikingly all at once. But then I told myself that I would not stop fighting until it was truly over, and
that I would give it my all and do my absolute best for the papers that remained.

Finally, I finished all the papers . Only Allah SWT knows how relieved I felt at that time . My
tears fall when we perform sujud syukur . Three months passed by before I finally received my
spm result . Before I received my spm result , I felt scared , nervous, and worried . I couldn’t
predict my result, but I just knew that it might not be that good . But what matters is that every
time I fall , I’ll make sure that I get back up . And the result ? Alhamdulillah . Maybe it’s not the
best result for everyone . But to me , I am very proud of it . It is way better than my past results.
But all of this wouldn’t happen if Allah SWT didn’t guide me along the way . I am very thankful to
my family , friends, and teachers . Without them , I would not be here today , pursuing my studies
at IPG, which has been my dream since I was young . When I reflect on everything that has
happened thus far in my lifetime , I am proud and amazed at how far I have come . I realise now
that I need to do my best without thinking of giving up . Sometimes , it is okay to not be okay . But
we need to come back stronger . That was the experience that changed my life forever .



STUDENT BIODATA
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NAME : NURUL IFFAH ADAWIAH BINTI DUSUKI
ID NO. : 040114-03-0838
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 019-6243071
PROGRAM : PPISMP JUNE 2022
COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU 1
DATE OF BIRTH : 14 JANUARY 2004
GURDIAN’S NAME : DUSUKI BIN AWANG
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. : 017-9633066
ADDRESS : PT 2194, KAMPUNG SUNGAI DUA, 16310

BACHOK, KELANTAN

THE TIPPING POINT

By: Nurul Iffah Adawiah binti Dusuki

“Lucky you, how I wish I could be you”. That’s a common praise I always heard. Some
see an only child as a ‘spoiled’ one because they are accustomed to get whatever they want
from their parents, including undivided attention. As an only child, I admit that. I was a complete
and total brat-- spoiled, bossy, emotional, you name it, and it was probably an adjective that
could be used to describe me. Since birth, I did whatever I wanted and no one disturbed me.
Not only that, I did not have to share my room and other things with anyone. And I got to say,
I was grateful that I would be able to live in complete peace like that. Friends? I have no friends
at all because I thought they were fake.

As the time goes by, I was 15 years old at that time. I was growing older and became
a teenager. I may be pretty vain in admitting this, but what else would you expect from an only
child? Yep, I was an only child and loving it until I realised there was lack of something in my
life. Despite what people may believe, being the only child was not fun as they expected. In
fact, I felt alone. None of us would like to be lonely, right? It can cause boring life and worst is
depression. It was very hard for me to socialize and look for friends. I did not enjoy myself
when I just stay at home. For me, doing anything by myself did not comfort me anymore since
I realised I need at least a friend to enjoy things and spend times with.

Having multiple times of self-reflection, I finally decided to get out from my comfort
zone. I promised myself that I had to explore more about life. I had to restart my life and made
some friends. It was quite tough for an introverted person like me at first. Imagine, you had to
survive alone while everyone were having fun with their own friends. Fortunately, there was a
group of kind-hearted girls came to greet me and asked me to join their group. They treated
me really well like we have been knowing each other for a long time.

After two months of knowing them, our friendship became closer. Our group consists
of four members. They taught me many lessons about life and supported me to achieve my
dreams. We did everything together such as window shopping, playing badminton and
karaoke. Even so, my parents did not know about that because they were too busy and rarely
at home. My family is a workaholic family since my father works offshore while my mother is
a specialist doctor.

On November 2019, it was a school holidays so we planned to have a picnic. Who
would have thought that this was the beginning that ruined everything. The picnic was at
Emerald Pool, Terengganu. We decided to stay there for one night. Feeling so excited, I
packed my clothes and necessary things. The next morning, I woke up early and decided to

tell my parents about this trip but they were not at home. Without thinking twice, I texted my
mother and got my taxi to one of my friend’s house. Surprisingly, I got a message from my
mother. She did not allow me to go for the picnic because the place was far away from my
house. But I sticked with the plan and told her that I wanted to enjoy with my friends.

We took almost 4 hours to arrive Emerald Pool. The scenery was mesmerizing and
the air was so fresh! We immediately set up the mat and arranged the food by the lake. We
had so much fun! We took pictures, sang and danced together until the sun was set. We also
enjoyed a barbeque party and had a karaoke until midnight. I was over the moon because that
was my first experience with my friends. Honestly, I did not feel guilty by disobeying my
mother’s advices. My day was spending well by creating memorable moments together.

There came the day we had to go home. Everyone were tired so we decided to do our
own business in the car. While looking both ways, I noticed a white truck in the far distance
and we proceeded to roll forward and took the left turn. Suddenly, from out of nowhere, that
white truck appeared and crossed the road. All we remember hearing was the rumbling of
crushing metal. Needless to say our car was totally destroyed. All of airbags deployed and the
driver’s window was broken. As I looked down at my right leg, I realised there was a flood of
blood. I tried to touch my leg but I could not feel it. My vision was getting darker and I was
unconscious.

My eyes were too hard to open. I was trying to process what have happened in my life.
My body was automatically shaking, landing in complete trauma after I remembered about the
tragic accident. The tears rolled down my cheeks and it was getting worse when a nurse said
my right leg was broken. My parents immediately hugged and comforted me. I felt useless
because I thought I could never walk again. The only thing I wished that moment was I could
turn back my time and listened to my mother’s order, but I learned that happiness would not
always on our side. The accident happened 3 years ago and my leg was getting better but it
still vivid in my mind. The biggest lesson I have learn that I should respect my parents in
whatever situation and that was the experience that changed my life forever.



STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : NURUL NADZIRA BINTI MOKHTAR
ID NO. : 040314-11-0226
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 011-40287476
PROGRAM : PPISMP
COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU SK
DATE OF BIRTH : 14TH MARCH 2004
GURDIAN’S NAME : MOKHTAR BIN IBRAHIM
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. : 016-3162308
ADDRESS : NO 34 KAMPUNG BALIK BUKIT SEBERANG
PINTASAN 23050 DUNGUN, TERENGGANU

Chazalion

Eyes are one of the most important organs in life because it allow us to see. As we
know eye work like a camera, each part of the eyes have their own role in providing clear
vision. In addition, eyelashes and eyelids help protect our eyes from foreign elements. Talking
about eyelid, there was an incident that change my life.

One day, when I woke up in the morning I felt something wrong with my left eye.
Without wasted my time, I went to the mirror and looked into it. I realized that there was a
bump on my upper eyelid. My eyelid became red and its really hurt when I touched. At that
time, I just ignored it because I thought that there was nothing serious. As usual, I continued
my daily routine started with tidy up my bed, then I packed all my stuff to bring it to the hostel.
After that, I when to take a bath and having my breakfast with my beloved family. During the
breakfast, my mother asked me to accompany her to the market. In the evening, when I was
in the car on my way to the hostel, I told my mom about the lump on my eyelid. She looked at
the lump and told me that there was nothing to worry about it.

It was a bright and sunny morning, when I was on my way to the classroom, my
bestfriend asked me about my eyelid. She asked me why my eyelid looked different then
before. Quickly, I asked her to accompany me to the toilet. When I looked into the mirror, I felt
shocked when I saw that the lump on my eyelid was getting worse. My eye started watering
and hurting on the same time. futhermore, during class I can’t see clearly what was written on
the whiteboard it was because my vision became blurry. During recess, I went to the staff
room to meet the teacher on duty. Unfortunately, there were no one in the staff room because
teachers attend meeting with principal so I decided to go to the clinic with my mom at night.
After came from school I went to public phone and called my mom, I told her that I wanted to
go to the clinic.

At first, I thought that there was nothing serious until the doctor told me about the
disease. He told me that I was lucky because I went to the clinic on the right time. I was
shocked when I know that I was diagnosed with Chazalion. He told me that Chazalion is small
bump in the eyelid cause by a blockage of a tiny oil gland or called as eyelid cyst. He also told
me that it often start out as a very small bump. At that time, I remember that the bump had
appeard a few month back then. I also asked him why my vision became blurry and he told
me that it was because it press against the eyeball.

After that, the doctor told me that I need to undergo mini surgery to treat the disease.
Then, the medical assistant ask me to laid on the bed while they prepared the surgical
instruments. I asked my mom to stay beside me because I was very anxious at that time. The
doctor told me that I need to relax as the surgery was going to start. He asked his assistant to
switch on the surgical lamp. The surgery started when the doctor cut my upper eyelid, on that
time I wanted to sream loudly because it was so hurt. He told that eyes cannot be anesthetized
because there are many nerves in our eyes. He continued with press the eyelid so that the
pus will came out.

All I can do was held my mother’s hand as hard as I could because it was very painful.
She rubbed my hand while told me to be patient and also told me that the surgery would be
over in a moment. After an hour, the mini surgery end successfully. The doctor gave me the
medicine and medical certificate so that I can have a good rest at home. He told me that I
need to take care of my eyes after this because it can happend again.

After the incident, I always wash my hand before touch my face especially my eyes.
Besides, before I go to bed I will remove my makeup because it can clog my glands. As
conclusion, the incident change my life because it taught me that I need to take care about
myself. It also tought me not to take things for granted because we don’t know what will
happened if we ignored it. The incident was a nightmare for me and I hope it will not happen
again.

MOMENTS THAT

CHANGE MY

CHARACTER

STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : PUTRI AISYA ABSARINA BINTI MOHD ZAMRI
ID NO. : 040307030826
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 01117921202
PROGRAM : PPISMP
COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU
DATE OF BIRTH : 7 MARCH 2004
GURDIAN’S NAME : SUHAIMI BIN AWANG TEH
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. : 0109191917
ADDRESS : LOT 4984, PERUMAHAN PULAU PANJANG 22000,
JERTEH, TERENGGANU.

Moments that change my character

Significant events can be life-changing. The experiences we have had can change our whole
being. An experience that change my life happened 3 months after I ended my high school
season. After I finished my SPM examination, I have about 6 months for holiday before
continuing my studies. During the period, something that change my life happened. It was
throughout the period of my part time job. Not like my others friend, my family thought me how
to be an independent person to try to find greet experience before I continue to focus on my
studies. At first I was mad and sad as I have planned to spend my time to sleep, read novels,
watch dramas and go on vacation with my besties. However, now I can not even deny the fact
that having a part time job has change my life.

The part-time job that I have been doing is helping my father’s friend’s daughter open
a canteen business in school. Moreover, I was shocked when I heard that I need to work in
my high school canteen. For me it was so embarrassing for an introvert student like me to
work there. I can already imagine how suffered my life is if I work there as I need to
communicate with a lot of my junior and co-workers. For information, I was an introvert student
and did not speak to anyone unless they are my friends or my classmates. My dad had advised
me to accept the offer but he still gave me two weeks to think about it. I did not dare to refuse
the part-time job offer as I am also close to my father’s friend’s daughter named Aisyah.
Furthermore, there was also another reason why I accepted this job which is Aisyah gave me
opportunity to find two of my friends who want to be my co-worker. I was a bit relieved as I
have my friend that can accompany me there. So I accepted the offer and the day that change
my life start on the first day of the part time job.

On the first month, I can already developed numerous skill such as teamwork,
leadership, time management and independent work. However, i did not feel anything special
and i think there was nothing change with my life. I still can not communicate with customers
with a confident but on the next month, i start feeling that something has changed in my life. I
was questioning what is happening to my life during these day. Suddenly, on the last day of
second month, Aisyah told me that I have change and grew a lot. Then I realize I finally can
talk to a lot of people without feel ashamed. I used to talk to other people without looking to
their eyes but now I can talk without feeling insecure and see at their eyes. Then I realised,
my mom once said that part-time job can help to build my new identities as it require
hardworking and use common sense when interacting with customers. My old attitude witch
is lazy and lack of self-confidence change once I work there. On the other hand, through the
part-time job, I have learned a lot about myself and how strong I can be in difficult situations

and increase my self-confidence to communicate with outsiders. I never thought in my life that
I can change from introvert person to an ambivert person.

In addition, this part time job not only change me to an ambivert person but it also
make me change my mind set to be a wise and thrifty person. I realise the value of money and
how hard to find them. Furthermore, we need to use all of our energy as we had to prepared
foods for about 800 students every day. As a part-time worker I have to work from 7 am to 3
pm. Honestly, even though I just work for 6 hours every day, it still makes me tired especially
on the first two month as we lacked of workers there. Before I works there, I used to be a girl
that always shopping online using my pocket money and also my dad’s money. I can tell that
almost every week there were about 3 parcels delivered to my parents house. However, I
change my habits and always save my money as I know how hard to gain some money in
these day. Now I believe that having a part time job was the best thing I have done and the
best decision I have made in my life. It showed me that everything happens for a reason. I
could never deny the fact that having a part time-job was the experience that changed my life.



BIODATA PELAJAR
Gambar

NAME : RUHIL ALYANA BINTI CHE ZAINUDDIN
IDENTITY CARD NUMBER : 040731-03-0390
E-MEL : [email protected]
PHONE NUMBER : 01169557346
PROGRAMME : PPISMP AMBILAN JUN 2022
COURSE
: BMMB 1094 KEMAHIRAN BAHASA MELAYU

BIRTH DATE : 31 JULAI 2004
GUARDIAN’S NAME
GUARDIAN’S PHONE NUMBER : CHE ZAINUDDIN BIN SALLEH
ADDRESS : 0199696710

: LOT 205, KAMPUNG LUBOK JAMBU,16010, KOTA
BHARU, KELANTAN.

From Beast to Beauty

My story is not one of overnight success. My journey has been more like a roller coaster ride of
trials, many errors and a collection of small milestones along the way, eventually leading to more
than I ever expected to gain. Can you imagine how a “beast” turns into a “beauty” in a short period
of time? It must be a difficult thing because in this world, no one has the magical power to change
it overnight. I didn’t take a magic pill or use a magic spell to succeed on this journey. It was all
about my efforts and disciplines.

This story begins when I was a child. I thought eating a large amount of food would not affect my
health and physical appearance but it was definitely wrong. From then on, I loved to eat junk food
when I was bored and would sneak into the kitchen late at night and would like to find the
unhealthiest food that my mom hid in the kitchen. I would eat it all in one sitting! This kind of habit
happened for a very long time until I became a fat girl with 50 kg of weight at the age of seven. I
don’t really know when and why I started overeating in the first place.

The black point in my life as a fat girl began, when I was growing up, in my teenage years. By
then, my life had changed 360 degrees from my previous life as a happy-go-lucky girl turned into
an unhappy girl with no self-esteem and also a depressed person. This nightmare happened when
all my classmates made a joke about my physical appearance during science class. From then
on, I was labeled as “elephant girl”, “Fiona, wife of Shrek”, and “fat-ass”. Since then, I have been
mentally bullied. I was mocked by them as the ugliest girl at school, just like a beast because of
my oversized. There was one incident that motivated me to change myself and become a new
me. From that incident, I started to gain self-confidence, learned how to overcome my depression
and motivated myself to do all the tips to lose weight.

Before the sun appeared in my life, a storm hit me when I was diagnosed with a mental illness
called depression by the psychologist. This situation happened when I started to isolate myself
from everyone because I felt too shy to meet people out there, no matter if they knew me or not.
At the time, I also blamed myself for being overweight, being unable to control my appetite, and
even thinking that I was no longer worthy of living in this world. All the negative vibes came at me
because I was being exposed to all the curse words from them.

Day by day, my depression became more serious and captious. There was a night in my life
that was a dark chapter in my life, and this story begins when I awoke from my sleep in an
unusual situation that I had never experienced before. At that moment, my heart was beating so
fast that I could not breathe normally. My whole body felt shivery and sweaty because I felt the
atmosphere was very cold. After 10 minutes, I calmed myself down there and suddenly one
mysterious voice whispered something in both of my ears. At first, the mysterious voice
sounded soft but it became louder until I felt my eardrums wanting to burst. That voice spoke to
me, “Kill yourself”. You did not deserve to live in this world anymore because no one in this
world cared and loved you. “You are such a beast in this world. ”I screamed at the top of my
lungs to stop the voice from bothering me and started my steps to run as fast as I could from
that voice. The voice pursued and lingered on me until almost morning, when I decided, without
thinking, to do everything the voice told me to do. I immediately ran to the rooftop of my
apartment and in the blink of an eye, I was standing at the end of the building and ready to finish
my last step. ”Jump now!!”. The voice screamed at me and I let my legs start the action without
waiting for my mind to control them.

After the incident happened, I totally became introverted and had a problem communicating with
other people including my parents. According to the doctor, this condition happened because of
the trauma from that incident. Later, I had to undergo counseling sessions and a few
psychological tests managed by a psychologist at the hospital. This treatment took about 6
months for me to fully recover from the trauma. During this period, my weight had unexpectedly
decreased a lot from 85 kg to 55 kg without any exercise. This good news made me feel so
enthusiastic about starting my diet journey until I reached my ideal weight. From then on, I
participated in exercise classes that were managed by a trusted trainer at a gym. By then, I had
gained more knowledge about healthy and weight loss tips. As time passed, I gradually reached
my ideal weight and I am no longer the old me who was ugly and fatty in this world. That was
the experience that changed my life forever.



STUDENT’S BIODATA
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NAME : SITI FATIHAH BINTI SAIFUL AZWAN
IDENTITY CARD NUMBER : 040628-03-0878
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NUMBER : 0142166284
PROGRAMME : PPISMP

COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU (SK)
BIRTHDATE : 28 JUNE 2004
GUARDIAN’S NAME : SAIFUL AZWAN BIN MAT BASURI
GUARDIAN’S PHONE : 014-2132190
NUMBER
ADDRESS : LOT 3161, KAMPUNG CHERANG RUKU, SEMERAK,
16700, PASIR PUTEH, KELANTAN.

Beyond the Sea
As I sit here with one foot on either side of the boulder, looking down at the thousands
of bubbles in the sea, I can’t help but think about life. Why am I chosen to live on this earth?
Do my parents start a life here because they think sea brings a sustenance for them? What
about people who disagree with their family? Not my own. I like my life enough to want to see
it through even though economic there was hard. My focus was on other people, how they
ultimately come to the decision to just end their own lives. Do they ever regret it? I raised my
head, in front of me there was a magnificent that holds the secret of which is hidden for every
drop of water, the ocean. Did they look at the bottom of the sea rushing towards them as they
were suiciding and think, “Well, crap. This was the bad idea”. Somehow, I think not. Because
my brother also chose that path. That makes me wonder if he does not agree with his life. The
rain dripped little by little. I did not account for how cold it would be up here, though. It is not
unbearable, but it is not comfortable, either. My memories with him came back and I let myself
drift in the flashback.

My family has a small shophouse near the beach, away from the bust of the city. Our
life has been intertwined with the sea. It is not easy to earn a living here, but it is enough for
us. Growing near the sea makes me realized the ocean was not only mesmerized to see, but
the ocean is teeming with wildlife and mystery. To plumb its depths is to discover a world filled
with activity and creatures I never thought to imagine. That’s why I did a lot of things with my
brother there. From a distance, I saw my brother heading towards me while carrying plastic
waste, I knew from the smile etched on his lips, there must be something. I stared at him for
a moment and asked. “What do you want?”. He adjusted the back on one of the patio loungers
behind me and lowers himself onto it. “I saw a lot of can near this beach, mom said if we sell
them, we will get money”. I replied. “Sure, but you have to accompany me to sell the rice that
mom packed tomorrow because there will be a fishing competition near our beach”. He
regards me with a smile. “Why not. Let’s go”. I know we are not easy people, so sometimes
my brother and I will try to earn money on our own.

The next day, even though the sun is still shy to emit its rays but the beach was already
full of people. I could heard my father talking to my mom. “There are a lot of people who want
to try a luck today”, he said. My mom walked over to nearby dining table and pulls out one of
the chairs, nodding. “I heard the prize offered is quite good for whoever catches the heaviest
and biggest fish”, she says. The sea is actually so vast that no one knows what is in it. I took
a rattan basket filled with rice that my mom had packed. About three hours passed, our sales
still did not get much response. I was about to give up. And the, my brother said, “Getting
money is never easy, if we don’t try until whenever we won’t get it”. That phrase woke me up.

A smile appeared on my lips as I counted the sales for the day. “Stop smiling,” my
brother said. “I’m not smiling”. He loops his arm around my shoulder after sitting next to me in
the living room. “I can’t believe that I managed to sell the rice”. I looked at him. “I know my
little sister can do it”, he said while gently patting my head. We both laughed. I was able to
slept well that night but who knows the shine of the sea that brings luck at first turns into a
petrified memory. “ Teha!, Teha!, wake up!”. Faintly heard mother’s voice telling me to wake
up followed by the thunder and heavy rain. I saw our house was flooded as I opened my eyes.
“We have to move to a safer place quickly”, my father said. After that, Alias pulled my hand
quickly and take me out of the house. Luckily, we managed to move to the higher side road. I
was terrified. I held my brother’s hand tightly as I watched the water level rise flood our house.
He looked at my face that was holding back tears. “Don’t be sad, I know we can overcome
this”. Even Jacques Costeau said, “The sea, once it casts it’s spell, holds one in it’s not of
wonder forever.”

I squeezed my eyes shut and finally let the tears fall. It’s been five years since he left
us. A person who taught me a lot about life, my brother. In particular, he had spent a lot of his
time with life near the sea but he also chose the sea as his anchorage. I did not know what
gotten into his mind that time by kill himself. It is between him and The Creator. My shirt was
wet because of the rain. “Teha, let’s go home the rain is getting heavier”, my mom shouted
from the beach. I smiled to her and nodded. Now, we no longer living here, we have moved
to a new house. However, the ocean never fades in my memory because it makes me feel
really small and turns my whole life into perspective. “Thanks a lot Alias, may your life be
eternal”, I whispered to the sea breeze. Memory with my brother, the sea, the family. That was
the experience that changed my life forever.



STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : SITI FATIMAH ANIS BINTI ABU SEMAN
ID NO. : 040826030764
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 01124572633
: PPISMP
PROGRAM : BAHASA MELAYU 1 (SK)
COURSE : 26 AUGUST 2004
DATE OF BIRTH : NORHAYATI BINTI DAUD
GURDIAN’S NAME : 01157013017
: MDB 4, HADAPAN SMK SRI NIPAH,16300,BACHOK
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. KELANTAN
ADDRESS

BREAKING THE STEREOTYPE

"No! from now on, I have the right to decide what I should do and what I shouldn't based
on my own ability to live!"

I screamed until my lung hurt but it wasn't as painful compared to the terrible life these
societies had put me in.

7 years ago, I was a girl who lived in misery and my own agony. living at an inner-city
slum and having to grow up around that neighbourhood had impacted my adolescent life in a
little bit brutal way. Then, I had no choice of life to choose instead of letting myself drained
deep in my weakness - I was diagnosed with a mental illness. I basically grew up in people's
wrong perspective about women. They believed that women could not go to work, women
could not go to school, women could not be successful, women could not stay outside the
city, women could not be as happy as men. It was the gender inequality that lead me to suffer
a minor depression. I was diagnosed with it and it was the most painful moment I've ever
faced. However, I knew that I could never ever give up just to prove them wrong.

One day, I decided to start going to the high school, taking risk of going there without
my mum's permission and having to hide it for years before i finished my studies. My mum
did find out eventually and the news about me, a woman in that city going to school, had
spread. It was when the pressure started. People forced me to drop out from school but i
didn't. Thus, they gave me loads of works to do so that I didn't have time to focus on my
school. It was immensely tiring having to do people's laundries, cook their everyday meals
and babysit their children without getting paid as a 'punishment' for breaking their brainless
stereotype. At the same time, I had to deal with my homework and school projects too. It was
when i cried a lot and my mental illness killed me inside. I had to keep on tracks while dealing
with the mindless societies, my school and my mental health.

As years in my high school passed by, people in my city still downgraded me and
pushed me to do the men's works. I've shed tears yet I didn't give up. I was trying my best to
avoid myself from taking the antidepressant pills and I had to distract my mind from the
suicidal thoughts a lot too. However, before furthering my studies to the university, I tried to
apply for an institution that I've been working on to go which offered the qualified students to
become a teacher and I knew it's a life-changing place if I further my studies there. Out of the

blue, my mum suddenly approached me with anger and slapped me in my face. It was normal
so I didn't flinch. She showed me an offer letter from the institution I've been longing to go.
Yes! finally, after years of studying I passed the interview that I silently did.

"No! from now on, I have the right to decide what i should do and what i shouldn't based
on my own ability to live!"

I screamed until my lung hurt but it wasn't as painful compared to the terrible life these
societies had put me in. I knew mum wouldn't let me go outside the inner-city slum but for the
sake of my future and my neighbourhood, I had to.

I took 5 years of studying in the institution without mum's blessings, until my last year
of studying before working as a teacher, my mum gave the signs of her blessings. She had
transfer me some money and deliver foods from home to my institution. 5 years long of
studying didn't add my stress but it motivated me harder to change the old stereotype and
most fundamentally to reach my goal in life.

For the first time in my life, in that inner-city slum, I was treated like a real woman. I felt
like I held a throne and I really wanted all the women there to also hold the throne that I held
though they were uneducated. Years of studying with lots of hardships, I eventually
succeeded yet the utmost importance was I succeeded breaking the stereotype that my
neighbourhood trusted since long ago. Apart from being a government teacher, I volunteered
in a program that instill youngsters nowadays to go to school. This move had completely
changed my neighbourhood's perspective. The city I lived in wasn't as terrible as before.
Women has deserved their own rights and men has discovered their true responsibilities.

Living in an inner-city slum where a myriad of crimes amongst teenagers happened and
lots of women were treated badly was like a survival game and that was the experience that
changed my life forever.



STUDENT’S BIODATA

NAME : SYARAH FARZANA BINTI SAIDI
IC NUMBER : 040203-03-0514
E-MAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NUMBER : 014-2946404
PROGRAMME : PPISMP AMBILAN JUN 2022
COURSE
: BAHASA MELAYU 1 (SK)

BIRTHDATE : 03 FEBRUARI 2004
GUARDIAN’S NAME
GUARDIAN’S PHONE NUMBER : SAIDI BIN GHAZALI
ADDRESS : 019-9379029

: PT 1855, JALAN 2, TAMAN KURNIA JAYA, 16100, KOTA
BHARU, KELANTAN

A STRONG WOMAN WAS BORN

First love is painful. Some people say that first love almost like the love between puppies. I do
not believe it until it happened to me. Once upon a time, my puppy love’s story hurts me so
much but not for now. I’m living with a great family and my impressive friends. Therefore, I’m
grateful to be who I am now. I find beauty in pain. And people forget that life is beautiful.

A man who makes me fall in love devotedly, but he was playing with my feelings. His
name is Kai. He had a brown eyes and bristly eyebrows. They were a fire with passion over a
friendly smile. Kai has a vivacious personality and a deep voice. Sometimes he reminds me
of my favourite K-pop artist which is Haruto. I thinks that’s why I fall in love with Kai at the first
time our eyes met. Just like every cheesy romantic I had ever seen. But I could not help myself.
In 2017, my age is 13 years old. I was too young to know about love. That year was my first
year in the hostel. Being away from parents in hostel was not easy for me. As an introvert, it
was really hard to make a new friend. But Kai was the first person to say hello and make me
comfortable. Afterwards, we became friends.

In 2019, without realizing it we have become a good friend about 2 years. And at the
same time, I started to develop a crush on him. I was 15 years old, which is I must take the
PT3 exam. Kai and I managed to achieve excellent results during the PT3 exam. So, he
suddenly asked me to celebrate together. It’s kind a weird but I’m so happy at the same time.
The day of our celebration, I was extremely nervous, and it gave immense butterflies in my
stomach. I prepared myself and wore a nice outfit. Surprisingly, he is being a little dramatic. I
was so shocked when he got a water gun. After that, he told me that I’m under arrest for
stealing his heart. How do I felt after all that? The one who brought this joy and happiness to
my life, wiped away my tears is proposing to me. He makes me happy, and I have accepted
his proposal.

A relationship is when two or more people bond together based on mutual trust, love,
care, and connection. The beginning of our relationship was sudden, and Kai and I was still
young. I won’t say I was fine with it. I am the type of the person who is afraid to show my
feelings because I am afraid to get hurt. “Do you love me?”, he asked. I just stared into his
brown eyes and gave him a warm smile. After that, he just smiles. A fake smile. I knew that
he wanted my answer, but I can’t give it. “Sorry, Kai. I do love you so much.” This word can’t
be expressed but my heart means it. We always do thoughtful and meaningful things. The
effort he put into any activity that comes to mind will be greatly appreciate by him such as
picnic date, a dinner date and movie. He is someone to vibe off with and who has the same
sense of humour as me.

After a year, I started to believe him. One day, I decided that I would confess to Kai
that I really love him because I never said that. I just decided I would directly go up to him in
person and do it. I planned the perfect moment to do it. I asked him to meet me at the beach
which is the place he confessed to me a year ago. I was panicked when he came with his
friends. This is his first time to meet me with his friends. But I prepared myself so much that,
at the point, I didn’t even care with his friends. I was just happy with myself for stepping out of
my comfort zone. His friends waited him in the car. Kai and I sat at the bench.

“How long have you been waiting for me?”

“I love you” I confessed to him without answering his question with my eyes closed. The silent
was too loud made me opened my eyes. He looked so stiff and stunned. Suddenly, he
screamed “Guys, I did it.”. He screamed so loud until his friends came out from the car.

“Finally, Kai. You did it. You can make all the woman kneel to you.”, one of his friends said
while clapped his hands. I was so shocked. “What is this, Kai? What are you talking about?
Kai, please tell me”. I urged him to explain. I am very desperate.

“Sorry, girl. 4 years with Kai was lied. We’re playing dare challenge. Kai needs to make you
say I love you and you did it. So, Kai won.” his friend explained to me. “Is that true, Kai? Our
4 years was a joke to you? Speak Kai. Speak.” I really want to hear from Kai.

“Yes. This is a game.” I was so stunned. “Kai, you are not a kid. Thank you for your fake love
after 4 years. Bye.” After that, I turned and left him without looking back. Therefore, I believe
that women do not need a man to be happy. Women have to achieve with their own efforts.
Women don’t need a man who only play with their feelings. That was the experience that
changed my life forever.

NEW
CHAPTER

2014 MEMORY

STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : UMI KALSUM BINTI MAT ZIN
ID NO. : 040407030110
EMAIL : [email protected]
PHONE NO. : 011-40346569
PROGRAM : PPISMP
COURSE : BAHASA MELAYU 1 (SK)
DATE OF BIRTH : 7 APRIL 2004
GURDIAN’S NAME : MAT ZIN BIN SALLEH
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO. : 013-9557781
ADDRESS : LOT 2026, LORONG MERANTI, JALAN PENGKALAN
CHEPA, 15400 KOTA BHARU, KELANTAN

New Chapter

I had the fortune to ride on a cruise for the first time in my life. I have never
been on a cruise before and it was fascinating. My parents had planned to go on
vacation to Langkawi Island while visiting our relatives there. As the journey from
Kelantan to Kedah takes about five to six hours, my brother and I accompanied our
father, “to keep him from falling asleep”, as he said while others lulled in a dream. I
saw many trees along my journey before arriving at our destination.

We arrived at about two o’clock in the afternoon. When we arrived at the
place before we boarded the cruise, we have to queue first to pay for the cruise ride.
I asked my mom why there were a lot of people here. She said all of them just like
us. They wanted to spend time with their beloved family during the holiday. After
that, I so excited as soon as I step my foot on the cruise. The interior design of this
cruise was very luxurious and amazing. The modern elements were applied in this
ship’s interior design could make the guests amazed when they got into the cruise.
Before I got into the cruise, I thought that it was just an ordinary ship but my
impression was wrong. Here, I learned that we must not judge the book by its cover.

Besides, the receptionist welcomed us warmly. The staff here also was so
kind-hearted, diligent and extremely friendly. They helped us to carry our luggage
asked us if we have anything else, they could help. There were many types of
people on this ship. There were small people, big people and all different races of
people. I have not left my home very much and I do not see that many different types
of people very often. It was definitely a different experience for me. We stayed on the
cruise for two nights and three days before visiting our relatives at Langkawi Island.
My parents booked the room for four people and the room was very spacious and
well equipped with all essentials and fantastic view. I could see the other small boat
and the sea was very clean as clear as the crystal from our room.

For the food, I could say that you would not be enough with one plate if you
were in my shoes. From the breakfast to dinner, all the dishes were appetizing. The
dessert called ‘Molten Chocolate Cake’ was my favorite food there. The premium
taste of the chocolate cake and the chocolate filling made me addicted. My parents
also like this cake because it was not too sweet. It is suitable for the tastes of all
ages. The other food that I love to eat here was their creamy spaghetti carbonara
especially when they added fresh seafood on it. I could say that all the dishes here

My three days two nights there was filled with a lot of activities, for
instance, they had a theater, music band, and many more on the cruise. We could
choose which one we wanted to watch. There were also sections of the cruise ship
dedicate to guests of specific ages, for example, during the day, my brother and I
were playing the children’s water park while my parents were relaxing themselves at
the bench nearby. All of us played bowling at night. Another days we tried another
games that were prepared by them.

Time flied so fast. Finally, our cruise vacation came to an end. We were
now in Langkawi Island to visit our relatives there. I was so excited too to see my
cousins after not seeing each other for a long time. However, my first rode had
ended. That was the experience that changed my life forever. From someone who
does not know anything about the cruise ship to someone who has gain a lot of
experience boarded the cruise ship.

In a nutshell, having a chance to have a trip like this is such a dream
come true in my life. This trip made me felt delighted because it was my first time join
this kind of trip. I hope that I can have another wonderful trip with my family soon to
see the beauty of the nature and gain new knowledge about that place. Creating
some memories with taking some pictures along our journey is also one of my plans
that I excited the most to do during our next trip.

BY

WAN JASMIN

SPEED RUNNER

BATTLE

Student Profile

NAME: WAN JASMIN BINTI WAN HASSAN
INDEX NUMBER: 2022082310023
UNITS: BAHASA MELAYU 1 (SK)
SEMESTER/YEAR: PPISMP SEMESTER YEAR 1
INTAKE: JUNE 2022
EMAIL ADRESS: [email protected]
HOME ADRESS: DEPAN STOR KAYU, KAMPUNG BANGGOL JENERIH 16810 SELISING
PASIR PUTEH KELANTAN
NUMBER PHONE: 01130623791

SPEED RUNNER BATTLE
By: Wan Jasmin Binti Wan Hassan
In high school, I was active in sport competition which mean I was an athlete in secondary
school but let me throwback how was my journey to become an athlete. For the first time I
thought it was really impossible to win in this competition because I had no confidence with
myself. But I want to change that mindset that I can be who I want to be and be the
championship in this game. To enter the competition, the selection of athletes must be done.
Therefore, I tried hard to be a selected participant in that selection.

After weeks by week, I practice and the selection would handle by Hafizi Coach. I was quite
nervous and afraid that I was not able to be the choice one. During the selection, I performed
very well and struggle so high to boost my strength and confidence. My parents always give
me encouragement and support me no matter what happen to me. I feel very grateful to have
parents who understand me very well. In the evening I always training with Sir Hafizi every
day for the upcoming competition in two months. The journey was really challenging and tiring
until one level I wanted to quit from the game. I feel disappointed with myself because my self-
confidence was totally lost. But, Sir Hafizi always give his motivation to inspire me that I could
be the winner. He always says “no matter what happen, I will always behind you”.

Those words really pierced my heart and made me realize that I can be the winner in this
competition. The long-awaited day has arrived, I can feel a very throbbing feeling in my heart.
The competition was held at SMK Dato Ismail and the sport day vibe was so amazing and
fantastic. I can saw that many schools have arrived and started make a preparation to their
athlete. Before the race start, my friend and I make a simple warm up so that we will not injure
during the competition. My event will start in evening section but my friend in morning section
so I give her all my support and cheer to make her more enthusiastic and be the winner in
event competition. But luck was not on our side, my friend gets little bit injured during her last
100m sprint. My friend feels a little bit sad and disappointed with her performance because
she says she not doing well.

I calmed him down with a positive spirit so she will boost her energy to trust herself again
that she can be the winner for the next match sport competition. Furthermore, the competition
is not over yet, there are bigger challenges that I will face. The challenge was in that evening
quite scary for me. It is because I will compete with the strongest athlete which is from SMK
Cherang Ruku.

Honestly, I feel so nervous but at the same time I trust myself that I can do more than I
expected. That evening, my event will be contested which is 800m long distance although it is
quite challenging for the first time, I am confident with the determination I have, I can win the

competition. The competition was attended by a total of 9 participants from various schools in
the Pasir Puteh district. This made it even more difficult for me to win this competition, but with
the enthusiasm and support provided, I managed to win this competition.

The most important thing I learned from high school sports was how to overcome
adversity. I discovered that a problem can be solved simply by changing one's attitude. I
learned that there is always value in a well-intended effort, regardless of the outcome. I
discovered that faith spreads and the more you believe in others, the more they will believe in
you. Although this incredible chapter of my life is coming to an end, the lessons I learned the
values I gained, and the character I developed will live on in the next chapter of my life.

High school athletics has also allowed me to work outside of my social circle and form
relationships with people I would not have met otherwise. high school athletics has been both
a great teacher and a great passion for me. I will be eternally grateful for the memories, values,
and lessons they have taught me. However, I was never alone on my journey. I will be eternally
grateful for the sacrifices my parents, coaches and teammates made for me with their
sacrifices along with the values and lessons I learned, shaped my life and I don't know where
I would be without them.

I learned to appreciate each moment and the value of memories. What endures are
memories. As people pass us by, it is their memories that we cherish for as long as we have
a memory of them, they will live on in our hearts forever. Based on this experience of the true
power of love and how it affected all of us, that was the experienced that changed my life
forever.



STUDENT BIODATA

NAME : WAN MUHAMMAD ALIF FIRDAUS BIN WAN MOHD
AL-AMAN
ID NO. : 041014-03-0173
EMAIL
PHONE NO. : [email protected]
PROGRAM
COURSE : 011-4029 3639
DATE OF BIRTH
GURDIAN’S NAME : PPISMP
GURDIAN’S PHONE NO.
ADDRESS : BAHASA MELAYU PENDIDIKAN RENDAH (SK) 1

: 14 / 10 / 2004

: WAN MOHD AL-AMAN BIN WAN ABDULLAH
: 019-916 0082

: NO 218-A JALAN KEMUNTING, 16800, PASIR PUTEH,
KELANTAN.

The Journey of My Life

By WAN MUHAMMAD ALIF FIRDAUS BIN WAN MOHD AL-AMAN

First things first, my name is Alif. I’m currently 18 years old. I’m nobody but someone who just
wants to have a happy and blessed life. I came from a middle-class family. We are not rich or
poor. I realise that I’m from an underprivileged family, so I need to study hard to change my
family's fate. I’m just an ordinary boy who tries extraordinarily hard to achieve what he wants.
I know it’s not going to be easy to achieve the goal, so I must try harder and harder to get what
I want. In my journey to achieve what I want, I’ve learned a lot of things. Some I take as advice
and some I need to avoid for my own good. I also met a lot of interesting people who thought
I had a very valuable lesson.

I have faced a lot of hardship and obstacles during my journey, and I know there is a
lot more to come, but I’m ready as I’ll ever be. One of the examples that I can give is when I
was struggling to study when I was in form four. There is this one topic that I didn’t quite
understand. No matter how many times I asked my teacher and friends, I still couldn’t
comprehend it. I was all stressed out. Then I decided to make a tahajud prayer so that Allah
could ease my way. After that, I felt a sense of calm in my mind, as if all of the stress and
pressure from before had simply vanished. Then I started to grab my pen and my notebook
and start browsing the internet, YouTube, and all sorts of books. I also keep asking my friends
and teachers. After all the struggle and hard work, I finally mastered this topic. At that moment,
I learned that to achieve what you want, you need to struggle and sacrifice a lot of things.

That is not the only obstacle or hardship I have faced in my life; there is a lot more I
have experienced. For example, when I joined choral speaking in my primary school, we
trained night and day for the tournament, but in the end, we lost to third place. We were so
upset and down, but our teacher had given us a very powerful lesson. I remember she said,
"it’s either we win, or we learn." There is no such word as "losing. I then realize that
when things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. First,
we can focus on the fact that things didn't go how we had hoped they would and let life pass
us by, or we can make the best out of the situation and know that these are only temporary
setbacks and find the lessons that are to be learned. We then choose the second choice, that
we’re going to learn from our past mistakes and fix them and bounce back for the next
tournament. In the next tournament, we finally win, and at the moment they are about to
announce the winner, my heart is pounding and racing like a car. I can’t say much but be
thankful for the win.

When I was in secondary school, my friends and I entered the school talent show.
There are four of us. We were going to do a band show. We were going to present a song
called "Bohemian Rhapsody" by a legendary rock band named "Queen". The song is very
hard to master, starting from the piano part, bass, drums and vocals. We train so little that we
stay up late to make it perfect. I still remember one of my friends named Adam, who fell asleep
hugging his bass. We finally mastered the song, almost perfectly, after a lot of practice, the
day we had to perform finally arrived. I remember at that time we were so nervous. We needed
to do many kinds of methods to overcome our nervousness. One of my friends taught me to
take a deep breath and then let it out slowly. I can tell that the method is working. We then go
up to the stage and take our shots. We got a great response from the crowd. Everyone is
going crazy, singing along. But sadly, we lost to a choir group. Undoubtedly, the choir is so
stunning and synchronised. We accept our loss and move on. I really enjoy doing this thing,
doing something I love with the people I love.

There are so many things I have faced in my life. so much that it can’t fit in this essay.
So many ups and downs. Tears and laughter. I will never forget who was there for me when I
was at my lowest. That is all about the journey of my life. That was the experience that changed
my life forever.