We Free the Stars

CHAPTER 56

For you, Baba. So much of what Nasir had done was for him. One smile, one
nod of approval. Now he was nothing but a grain of sand in the expanse of the
desert. There in Nasir’s palm for a fleeting moment and lost to the wind the next.

For Nasir, death was a subtle thing. He killed in the middle of a crowd, in a
house full of the living. Blood was a whiff to catch before he was leaping out a
window and into the open air. Anything flashy and loud and boisterous was
Altair’s specialty, even now, with Nasir’s errant power and its wild eruptions.

So when the ebony doors exploded, wood hurtling through the hall, Nasir
knew it wasn’t the work of his angry, writhing shadows. No, this was the
opposite.

It was the light to his dark, the day to his night; and he would recognize that
powerful build anywhere. That figure, posed with dramatic flair in a flood of
light, bringing the battle to a wrenching, startling halt.

Altair, who had turned his back on Nasir as Nasir had done to him on Sharr.
A tumult of emotions warred within him. Zafira stepped to his side, her hand
brushing his in reassurance. Kifah paused at his left, and the three of them
regarded Altair through a wary lens. Yet Nasir’s heart betrayed him, and for the
first time since this nightmare began, he found he could breathe.
“Akhh, did I miss the party?”
Nasir closed his eyes at the sound of Altair’s voice, his real voice, so unlike
the peculiar tone he’d adapted in the Lion’s hideout. The light waned, and as the
ifrit chittered among themselves, Nasir finally saw him.
Only a day had passed, but it might as well have been years. Altair’s clothes
were tattered and dirty, his wrists red and raw. A chain was wrapped around one
fist, the end dangling.
Yet he stood as if he owned the land beneath his feet. As if there were a
crown on his head and a procession in front of him.

Nasir pushed past a guard and froze.
“Sweet snow,” Zafira whispered.
A dirty cloth swathed Altair’s left eye. Streaks of red painted his face, as if
he had wept blood. And Nasir saw in his one open eye what had not been there
yesterday: Something in him had broken.
Altair, who loved the world and loved himself without humility.
“I told you,” said Kifah, a sob in her throat. “I told you he wouldn’t leave
without just cause.”
Nasir ignored the pulse of his gauntlet blades, for a hashashin did not react to
emotion. The Prince of Death did not react to emotion.
From across the room, the Lion threw away the two red-clad Nine Elite and
settled once more on the Gilded Throne. There was something new in his
aristocratic features, an agony Nasir hadn’t seen before. A torment.
The look of a man after a memory relived.
“Altair,” he said in greeting, as if surprised to see him. “How nice of you to
attend my coronation.”
The rest of Altair’s brilliant light faded to nothing, and the ifrit abandoned
their panic, fiery staves slowly crackling to life. The zumra needed to tread
carefully, Nasir knew.
He knew it, and yet.
Something propelled him forward. Zafira hissed. Kifah stepped into the cover
of the crowd as ifrit surrounded him, weapons raised. All Nasir saw was Altair
and those bloody streaks. This time, the Lion was pleased.
“Weeks ago, you were ready to plunge your blade through his throat,” he
mocked, though he lacked his usual certitude. “I merely moved mine a little
farther north. Do you pity him?”
Pity was an insult to what Nasir felt. Rage. Pain. Bone-splintering grief and
guilt for even allowing himself to believe that Altair had betrayed them.
Unless this, too, is a ruse.
No. If it was, he would rip Altair to shreds himself. Nasir was more than
capable.
“Pity? The wound only adds to his daring character.”
The words were out of Nasir’s mouth before he could stop them. How Altair
managed to goad and poke fun when in danger had once been beyond him. But
now he saw how it worked. Altair’s face broke into the grin Nasir had been
waiting for, relief easing his features. As if Nasir, with a scar down his eye and
dozens on his back, would judge him.

“I’ve taught you well, princeling,” Altair called with a fake sniffle. Silence
held, tension rising as the room readied for the next beat of chaos.

Among the shifting, flickering forms of the ifrit, Nasir met Zafira’s gaze. Her
fingers slowly curled around her bowstring, the Jawarat tucked under her arm,
before she dipped a barely noticeable nod.

Altair, too, was as perceptive as ever. He looked at the dignitaries—wazirs,
caliphs, officials, and their families—wide-eyed and bleeding, and slowly
rewound his chain. “I know I’m quite the vision, but I didn’t dash to your aid to
be stared at. Yalla, Arawiya! Yalla!”

And despite the hesitation and suspicion breathing down Nasir’s neck, it felt
right. Like old times.

He threw up his sword. Zafira unleashed three arrows in succession, felling
ifrit as Altair swung his chain around another’s neck with an unseemly cackle
that gave Nasir pause. A thud echoed behind him, succeeded by a gust of air
from a twirling spear. Kifah.

Chaos had returned, a storm without reason. People screamed, charging
toward the doors with ifrit at their heels, attacking without mercy. Men were
fleeing, safin grasping vanity and failing in the face of death.

“Nasir.” Zafira was hurrying to him, the green of the Jawarat serene in the
chaos. She shoved it into his hands. “Keep this safe.”

“Me?” he asked warily.
She lifted her hands, already nocking another arrow. “I’m wearing a dress.”
He stared down at the book, wondering if he imagined it judging him, and
shoved it securely into his robes. The Lion shouted orders. Nasir sank his
gauntlet blade into one of the silver-cloaked idiots who had joined the wrong
side and melted into the surge of people escaping the palace.
Until he was yanked by the collar to a small column of space between the
doorway and the corridor.
“All that time away, and you’re still shorter than me,” Altair remarked from
the shadows. “How was the performance? Do you think my baba was pleased?”
The blood on his face was even more gruesome up close. Forget blood. The
realization sank in: He had lost an entire eye.
Movement drew Nasir’s attention to a figure now clinging to Altair’s neck—
a child, dark-haired and starved. The Demenhune wazir’s son. Rimaal, Nasir had
completely forgotten about the boy they’d kept in the palace dungeons. Altair,
on the other hand, had always been partial to children and their innocence.
“Was turning your back on us a performance, too?”

Or was it real? He couldn’t bring himself to ask, not when he knew in his
bones that it was not. It could never be. Altair did nothing without a reason.

“I could have killed you,” Nasir growled when he didn’t answer. Haytham’s
son ducked his face into the general’s neck.

“What’s one more attempt?” Altair said.
There was an edge to his voice, a bitterness similar to the one Nasir had
encountered in the Lion’s hideout. Chaos continued to unfold, screams continued
to flay his sanity, and yet Nasir didn’t move.
He owed Altair an explanation.
“We didn’t want to leave you. On Sharr. By the time we realized you weren’t
on board, we had already weighed anchor,” he said. “And we couldn’t risk
losing the other hearts.”
He withheld the full truth. He couldn’t let their mother take the blame.
Altair considered him. If he read between the lines, he said nothing of it.
“Just know that had I been in your shoes, I would have found a way to save
both.”
Nasir didn’t doubt it. “That’s why I deal in death.”
“Only one of us could have the brains.” Altair’s eye closed and opened in
what Nasir realized too late was a wink. He cursed himself when Altair looked
away.
“Wink at me one more time, and you’ll wish you never came back,” Nasir
said quickly, relieved when his brother sighed in his familiar mocking,
exaggerated manner.
Nasir started for the crowd. Screams continued to split the air, shouts
thickening.
“Wait.”
He turned back. There was a dagger in Altair’s hands, black from blade to
hilt.
“Is that—” Nasir started.
“Black ore,” Altair finished. “Why I turned back when you told me what had
happened to our mother. It’s the only way to stop the Lion, and…”
“And?” Nasir prompted.
Altair gave him a thin smile, a beat of reluctance in his stance. “End him, of
course.”
Nasir didn’t think. Only reached for the hilt, looking up when Altair pulled it
away.
“Always so eager,” he taunted. “We would be fools to face him now. Our

efforts are better placed protecting the others.”
“He’s used far too much magic for a dose of dum sihr,” Nasir said with a

frown. By all counts, the Lion would be winding down from a peak, needing to
slit his palm and draw blood again.

“If only, brother. He’s armed with the si’lah heart. It’s inside him, as one
with his body as it once was within the Sisters of Old.”

Inside him. As a heart was inside his mother, pumping magic into her blood.
As half of his heart, and half of Altair’s. It was exactly as he’d feared but hadn’t
had the words to express.

“I tried,” Altair said softly. The ground trembled and an earsplitting shriek
made them both flinch. “We have to go. Let’s join the masses, shall we?”

He sheathed the dagger and gripped the boy’s arms, entering the fray with a
quick “Yalla, habibi,” over his shoulder.

No, Nasir would never admit to missing the oaf. And yet he still wasn’t free
of that moment yesterday when Altair had turned his back on him, because Nasir
had lived a life wrought with deception. False smiles. Forged truths. Feigned
love.

He stared as his half brother disappeared into the fleeing crowd, ignoring a
swell of emotion when Altair turned back, noting Nasir’s absence with a
furrowed brow followed by a jerk of his head. Yalla.

Nasir set his jaw. He had nothing left to lose.
He waited while the last of the people staggered out of the hall, one of them
falling with a stave to his back, twitching and gasping until Nasir slit his throat
to end his suffering. He stepped to the broken doorway of the banquet hall as the
cold hand of death combed the growing silence.
Several high-ranking officials were soaked in crimson. The Zaramese wazir
lay on her back, a stave through her heart. The Alder calipha’s pretentious abaya
was now her death mantle. Loss stirred in his veins. Benyamin’s mother, the safi
he had once believed to be his aunt. Gone. Immortality was a sham in the face of
deliberate death.
Power once rested in their hands, wealth adorned every angle of their sight.
None of them remembered the shroud has no pockets.
Nasir stopped just before turning away, stomach dropping at the sight of
russet threads catching the light. Muzaffar. The merchant who would have
turned Sarasin’s future.
His eyes were unseeing, his short beard doused in blood.
It was Nasir’s fault for mentioning the man to his father, for thinking it was

truly Ghameq taking heed of his words and not the Lion, waiting to destroy his
every hope.

Across the newly minted graveyard, Nasir’s eyes connected with the false
king of Arawiya.

His father’s murderer. His mother’s ruination. The Lion had done it all with
cunning and manipulation alone. What chance did they have now that magic was
his, limitless and unchecked?

If the Lion was ruffled by Altair’s entrance, he hid it well—something else
haunted his gaze. Yet he smiled as a horde of ifrit gathered to him. “See to our
guests, my kin.”

One by one, they leaped to the open window and spilled into the night.

CHAPTER 57

Being rich and distinguished made no difference when people screamed. The
endless corridors shrank, stifling and suffocating. The lit archways leading to the
blue-black night were pinpricks in the distance, too far to offer any comfort as
the stench of blood lifted bile to Zafira’s throat, sweat a sheen on her skin. She
found Lana and tore her away from the Pelusians, her hand clammy in hers.

“Okhti?” Lana spoke loudly.
Skies, she was growing faint. Too many people. Too many smells.
“Breathe. We’re almost out.”
She nearly tripped on the sandals of the man in front of her and gave up, but
at last they stumbled outside and Zafira doubled over, gulping down fresh air.
“Khara!” Lana yelped.
Zafira barely had the mind to reprimand her when she saw the dead body at
her feet lit by the sconces along the wall enclosing the entirety of the courtyard.
She snatched the man’s quiver and drew Lana to her side.
“I’m afraid the worst isn’t over yet,” Kifah said, joining them. Zafira
followed her gaze to the hall window, where the chandelier swayed as ghosts of
the dead snuffed out wick after oil wick. The gilded window frame outlined the
dark forms of ifrit awaiting a command.
“Whoever broke that window needs to die,” Zafira groaned. She nocked an
arrow into her bow. The arrows of the rich were less amenable than those of the
poor, but how could she complain?
“That would be me,” said Kifah sheepishly. “Bleeding Guljul.”
Ifrit spilled into the courtyard. Zafira and Kifah put Lana behind them.
“What were you thinking?” Zafira shouted as shrieks filled the air.
“I thought we could climb our way out, but no one wanted to hitch their
robes. Not even the daama men,” Kifah replied.
On the sandy stone of the courtyard, the ifrit billowed and wavered, too

strange to look at too closely. Zafira remembered when, on Sharr, they had taken
Yasmine’s form, then Baba’s, then Umm’s. She couldn’t decide which was
worse, but she knew with utmost certainty that she was tired and weary and
ready to lie down and take a nap. She wasn’t battle-hardened like the others. She
was a hunter who gutted an animal and called it a day.

But what did the world care if one was ready for it or not? She took her place
beside Kifah. Slowly, the rest of the Nine Elite did the same, hashashin and
silver-liveried guards joining them. Even Lana picked up a sword.

As the first ifrit began racing toward them, she comforted herself with the
thought that though she might not be ready for the world, though she might die
this night, at least she wasn’t alone.

In moments, the courtyard fell to turmoil. The gates had yet to be unlocked,
and panic built a suffocating dome around them. She paused with every shot,
ensuring the arrow she fired was spiraling not toward a human, but an ifrit. A
tedious task, for some of the wily soldiers shifted into men only to come up
behind the susceptible and slit their throats.

Kifah cursed, and Zafira whirled to her. “Ghada. I have to—”
“Go,” Zafira said after a beat, and though she herself had said the word, it felt
like a betrayal when Kifah rushed to her calipha and the Nine Elite. Zafira
watched her leave, surprised to see Ghada herself battling ifrit with not one but
two spears in her hands.
Then the ifrit disappeared.
All around her, people straightened in disbelief. A little ways away, Nasir
rose from a crouch and Altair went perfectly still, a young boy at his side. A
tremor shook the ground, loose stones rattling. Another tremor followed, and a
third, almost like—
Footsteps.
“Okhti…,” Lana dragged out, fear high in her voice.
An unseen hand doused the sconces, leaving only the light of the shrouded
moon. But it was enough to allow them to make out the towering form of a
creature, winged and beastly. Made of the same shadows as the ifrit.
“What—” Zafira’s croak died in her throat.
“Elder ifrit,” someone nearby said. She caught a flash of a tattoo. A High
Circle safi. “Far more difficult to command, likely why the Lion never
summoned any before.”
The elder shrieked, loud enough to awaken every soul in Arawiya, and took
to the air. It landed in the center of the battle, crushing a hashashin beneath its

claws. A horrific stench tainted the air, dank and acrid, like burnt flesh.
It lashed out, toppling people who were too slow to leap out of the way.

Moonlight flashed on the black steel of its claws, and Zafira shoved Lana away.
She looked back at her sister but shouldn’t have.

She should have trusted Lana to stay safe.
An ifrit flung Zafira to the ground, stave poised to impale. Lana screamed,
and terror gripped Zafira in a fist. She threw off the ifrit with a kick of her legs
and rolled away from the lash of a stave.
She was on her knees when a shadow slanted over her, stretched by the
moonlight. It was followed by a second, a third, and a fourth. Ifrit surrounded
her. She turned and rose with careful stillness. Through her peripheral vision,
she saw Lana too far away. She saw Kifah racing toward her, and dared to hope
before a scream made the warrior look back to the Nine Elite.
Zafira understood with a sinking, resigned certainty. This was the moment in
which their allyship had come to an end. This moment, when Kifah had to
choose.
We hunt the flame, Kifah had said. They had hunted the light, found the good
trapped in the stars tethered to the shadows. Who was to free them if the zumra
was no longer together?
We are. Together or not, they fought the same battle. For Baba, for Deen, for
Benyamin, for the sultan who once was. Zafira tightened her grip and stared at
her foe. She remembered her oath: to die fighting. She remembered Umm’s
words. Be as victorious as the name I have given you.
“Victorious until the end,” she whispered, and unleashed her arrow, knowing
it was her last.

CHAPTER 58

There were moments before moments, in which the world was framed in
startling clarity, a defined before hurtling toward a horrible after. Moments in
which the powerful were powerless, in which promises became failings.

This was such a moment.
Nasir did not think Zafira saw Kifah running toward her after the briefest
hesitation, or she would have waited before firing her last arrow. No—she had
acted in defeat. She had opened her arms to the embrace of death, armed for one
last fight.
He saw the arrow impale her chest. Heard the horrible rasp of her breath.
And his
soul rent
in half.
A shattering so great, he could not breathe for an eternal moment. It was then
that he knew his soul had found its match. Bright, burning, gone.
Some word tore from him, foreign in its loudness, as if sound itself could
stop and reverse time. He shoved people out of his path. The massive elder ifrit
readied for another attack, and someone gripped Nasir by his middle and held
him back. Forcing him to watch when he should have been there. To hold her.
To stop them. To save her. He would give her his lungs if it meant she would
breathe for him again.
What was the point of a throne and a crown and the power it wrought, if he
was powerless?
“Let me go,” he shouted as the elder impaled the ground where Nasir almost
stood. The force of it made something slip from his robes and fracture, pieces
scattering across the stone. He snatched up as much of it as he could. The
compass, silver and crimson. That small, insignificant trinket that had led him to
her time and time again, gone. Like her.

“No,” Altair growled in his ear. Would that something as impossible as a
mirage had become true, and still lay out of reach. “I’m not going to lose you
both.”

Fair gazelle. Please don’t go.
“Please,” he whispered and begged. His compass. His queen. His life. “Don’t
go.”
But death listened to no one, not even the Amir al-Maut. And Nasir watched
as her butterfly wings fluttered once, and Zafira Iskandar fell to the ground, a
silver star driving the light from his world.
His yesterdays and his tomorrows, gone just like that.

CHAPTER 59

To live was to swear the oath of death.
A cup from which every soul was destined to drink. So why, then, did it feel

like she had been cheated? As if she had gambled away something precious?
The stone was hard. Her lungs dragged breath after stubborn breath. The

arrow shaft protruded from her chest and she laughed bitterly at the irony.
Dizziness rolled through her with a flood of pain, but she felt the cold embrace
of death, a stillness in the chaos.

She would never apologize to Yasmine for failing her brother. Never again
kiss Lana’s cheek. Never see a world of magic. Her last moments were recorded
in a series of blinks:

Kifah. Her bald head shining with the moon’s glow.
Blink.
The elder. Shrieking as it tore through Arawiya’s greats.
Blink.
The sky. Its endless stars glittering with prospect.
Then a sound: the broken voice of a sad, sad prince. A king, unthroned. It
filled her with an ache worse than the arrow. She should have said the words
when she had the chance, because she meant them. With every last fiber of her
bleeding soul.
Her world went dark.

CHAPTER 60

The world bled black and white and bereft of color, the possibility of forever
halved in a single strike. The elder roared, shadowy wings rising into the night.
Perhaps it was Nasir’s sudden stillness or the telltale drop of his breathing, but
Altair knew to release him and take a careful step back. Pain and anguish stirred
into anger. His blades thrummed at his wrists, and the sounds of the battle faded.

He pulled the Jawarat from his robes and pressed it into Altair’s hands.
“Protect it,” he rasped, and sprinted forward, snatching a broken sword as he
went. His vision blurred as he arced his blade across an ifrit and shoved a
hashashin out of another’s path, for in this moment, they were allies still sworn
to Ghameq.
Nasir swiped the dampness from his face, and when the elder swept its
talons, he leaped atop its arm, charting his upward path. It shrieked in panic,
flinging its hand. Nasir launched toward its head, narrowly missing another lash
of its claws before he grabbed one of its horns. The elder teetered off balance.
Nasir swung toward the second horn with a grit of his teeth, wrenching himself
between them.
People screamed far below as Altair unlocked the courtyard gates. The Great
Library windows flashed like dandan teeth in the moonlight, glancing off Nasir’s
blade as he plunged it into the elder’s skull, a spray of blood coating his clothes,
his hair, his face. The beast swayed. Nasir drove the sword into it again and
again, and with one last howl, the elder collapsed in a heap.
The silence made him want to weep.
Nasir stepped from the creature’s head and dropped the sword with a clatter.
A score of people stared. He did not need the sun to read their faces, to
understand the troubled looks and the fear widening their eyes.
He had been the Amir al-Maut until she had come and torn the monster to
shreds with sharp words and coy glimpses. It was only fitting that the Prince of

Death had returned, now that she had been taken from him.
He’d had enough. He would let the Lion do as he willed. He would take her,

bury her, and—
Seif stopped him. “He will not cease until every last one of us is dead. We

must leave.”
“And let him have the throne?” an official from one caliphate or another

asked. “Your kind has always left us to suffer.”
Seif turned, his scythes quick as snake tongues as he sliced an ifrit in three.
“I’m not in the mood, mortal. Confront him yourself if you wish. Die, if

you’d like.”
The official blustered before catching sight of Nasir and deciding his chances

of persuasion were slim. He stormed off in anger.
Altair jogged to them. “Yes, good, great talk,” he said with false cheer,

tugging on Nasir’s sleeve. His stare was fixed at the open window, where
another wave of ifrit gathered. Lana, Kifah, and the rest of the Nine were
nowhere to be seen. “I love words, don’t you? Let’s share some later. Now,
yalla.”

“Front courtyard. Horses. Meet me at the Asfar trading house,” Seif shouted,
sprinting back toward the palace.

“I can’t leave her,” Nasir said, stopping inside the gates. “Not like this.”
Altair dropped a hand to his shoulder, and Nasir took a fortifying breath
when his gauntlet blades hummed. “Some honors must be forfeited so we may
fight another day. If anyone can understand that, it would be Zafira.” He worked
his jaw. “And Benyamin. I will never forgive myself for leaving him there, but
we had no choice. That throne is yours by right, and I need you alive to put you
on it.”
The horde thickened, and the crowds continued to thin as people either fled
or fell. A fire rippled to life, casting the dead in orange. He was neither soldier
nor general, but even he could see that this battle would not be won. As long as
people remained in the courtyard, the ifrit would attack, but the Lion was no
fool: He wouldn’t harm anyone beyond these gates. Not yet.
Nasir dropped his shoulders. He left behind half of his soul and the whole of
his heart.

The horses were glad to flee the Lion’s dark kin. The dappled coat of Nasir’s
steed glowed in the moonlight, reminding him of silver silk. Fear tainted the city,

rumors slipping from loose tongues even at this hour, but he and Altair paused
for no one as they raced through the streets.

Nasir was numb and aware of nothing. Only his inhales that would never be
matched with another’s. Only his exhales that would stretch for the rest of his
days.

Altair led the way to the Asfar trading house—a narrow building with a
bronze gate, two camels idling just inside, a third asleep behind the low swaying
shrubs. Nasir dismounted with a wave of exhaustion. A gentle breeze looped
through the blue-black sky, slipping beneath the hair brushing his neck.
Moments ticked by with his heartbeat, each one playing out Zafira’s death
afresh. They’d been in such a hurry before, every instant leading to something
else—the medallion, the feast, Altair.

Time had no meaning anymore.
Haytham’s son approached as if Nasir were a wild animal and said,
“Shukrun.”
Nasir stared back.
He hated him, this innocent boy of eight. He hated his pale skin, hated his
lilting accent. Hated that he still had a father. Anguish tore from Nasir’s mouth.
She was gone.
Altair gently led the boy to the camels with a murmur. When he returned, he
couldn’t mask his pity quickly enough, and anger flooded Nasir’s veins, sudden
and blinding. He shoved Altair against the wall, gripping fistfuls of his tattered
shirt.
“This is all your fault.” His voice was breathless, raw. He was losing his
mind.
Altair didn’t fight back. “What could I have done to stop it?”
Nasir clenched his jaw at Altair’s gentle tone. As if he were a child.
“Tell me, Nasir. Beat me, if you must. Tear me to shreds, if it will ease your
suffering.”
“You could have used your light. Destroyed them the way you blasted the
doors. You could have—”
He dropped his hand with a sob, and Altair pulled him to his chest. Nasir
stiffened at the first semblance of an embrace he hadn’t had in years. Then he
dropped his brow to Altair’s shoulder.
They stood like that as Nasir’s vision wavered. As his father lay on the cold
hard tile near the throne he had never truly ruled from. As his fair gazelle lay
beneath the moon, an arrow through her heart.

“I thought I could earn his trust. Hinder him in some way,” Altair said softly.
“I swallowed bile as I indulged him, as I searched for anything that could bring
him down. I thought for certain I’d gained an upper hand when you told me of
the black dagger, but then Aya took his hand. I lost a daama eye. I was shackled.
Drained of power as they used my blood.”

Nasir focused on the rumble of his words through his chest.
“Just standing upright requires more effort than I can summon. It was chance
that broke the doors, not me. I tried, habibi. I did. You are not the only one who
loves her.”
Loved, Nasir corrected in his head. Words so recklessly thrown in the present
were now rooted in the past.
“Ghameq?” Altair ventured.
Nasir couldn’t answer, not without the frayed edges of his sanity unraveling,
but Altair understood.
The general sighed. “May the remainder of his life be lived in yours.”
Nasir pressed his lips together. Life, however much or little was left, would
be long indeed.
“In any case, you must acknowledge the great blessing permitting you to
remain by my side yet another day,” Altair announced as the streets stirred with
approaching horses. “There is no greater honor.”
Nasir drew away, but his retort faded when Altair’s face sobered.
“Do you understand, brother? You’ll have me. No matter how thick the
night, I will always be there to light your way.”

CHAPTER 61

When the sand settled, the night framed two horses beneath the moon. Seif
dismounted first, and Altair knew he’d learned of Zafira when he saw pity in his
pale gaze. Pity never brought the dead back. It was an insult, plain and simple,
one Nasir noted with the barest of growls in the back of his throat.

The second rider dismounted, a safi as tall and thin as her late brother, giving
reason to why Seif hadn’t joined him and Nasir in their escape.

“Leila,” Altair greeted. Her abaya was far too scandalous for a funeral. The
angled neck plunged almost to her stomach, her pale skin contrasting against the
dark, glittering fabric. It was a sight he would have appreciated, had
circumstances been different. Had her soft umber eyes, which matched
Benyamin’s exactly, not been a sight too painful for this moment.

She nodded in return. Tears stained her cheeks. Blood dripped from her dress
—her mother’s blood. He’d seen the Alder calipha on the floor, an eternal
lifeline cut short by hatred. A death as heinous as her son’s.

“Head for Demenhur,” Seif instructed. “Neither Sultan’s Keep nor Sarasin is
safe. I’ve directed the Pelusians to do the same. Lana rides with them.”

Altair pushed away from the wall and strode to them, leaving Haytham’s son
by the gate. He didn’t know who Lana was. “I’ll be making a few stops along the
way. The gossamer web needs to know the truth of what happened in the palace.
We can—” He stopped at Seif’s chargin. “You’re leaving.”

“Aya was my charge,” Seif replied hoarsely.
Of course.
“And now she’s dead,” Altair finished numbly, fighting the rage that
threatened to spill. “Died making the Lion what he is.”
“Why?”
The loathing behind that one word was so great, so unlike Nasir that both
Altair and Seif turned to him fully in disbelief. He knew what the prince was

thinking behind the flint of his eyes: It was Aya’s fault that Zafira was gone. But
if they started down that path, blaming one thing upon the next, there would be
no end, no future.

“Some truths have no reason,” Seif murmured.
“This one does,” Altair said with force.
Leila spoke now. “After what she’d lost, you have no right—”
“We’ve all lost something,” Altair bit out. No one knew how much he had
once loved Aya. No one knew he was once the last to judge her. “Look at me.
Look at him.” He gestured to Nasir. “We have lost, and we have suffered. We
did not fall prey to insanity and the Lion’s lies. The difference, Leila, between
Aya and us is that we do not give up.”
The camels snorted in the silence, Haytham’s son’s soft murmurs lilting in
the quiet. Seif’s brow was creased, his pale eyes slit.
“He is right,” he said finally.
“Thus, Benyamin died for nothing,” Leila said softly.
Nasir looked away. Benyamin had died for the gray-eyed prince, for their
future sultan, and for his brother.
To Altair, that was everything.
“He was valiant until the end,” Altair said solemnly. “He spoke of you even
in the throes of death.”
She closed her eyes briefly, carmined lips soft. “I expected nothing less from
a Haadi. Now I am all that remains of Arawiya’s oldest family.”
“Not much of Arawiya will be left to speak of if the Lion remains in power,”
Altair said as Haytham’s son collected stones from the cool sand. “We need you
with us. We need your aid. We need aid from Alderamin.”
Leila’s gaze flicked to the ground. “My people will not—”
“Your people,” Altair repeated quietly. “Alderamin is home to only a fifth of
your people. Arawiya is the land of your people. Leave this division by caliphate
aside, Leila. We are one kingdom.”
“I am not one of them, Altair,” she said crisply. The gold filigree cuffing her
elongated ears glinted mockingly.
He set his jaw, the loss of his eye a beacon. “Neither am I.”
“What you decide to do with your immortal life sets no requirement upon
ours.”
Altair breathed a mirthless laugh, regarding her. It was taking some
adjustment, only being able to see out of one eye. It meant turning his head and
craning his neck far too much. “You were there for his first reign of darkness.

You know what will happen. The darkness will spread from one caliphate to the
next, and people will die. Even safin can starve.” He met Leila’s gaze,
disappointed by her obstinacy. “Benyamin would—”

“Do not speak of what he would or would not have done,” she demanded.
“He is dead. My mother is dead. You need to understand that the title of Alder
calipha will matter little when I ask my people to help you, for not one safi will
feel particularly inclined to assist the mortals for whom my kin died.”

The wind gusted toward them, grieving the night’s lost souls. It was a
horrible truth, but had Leila been more like her brother, she would have agreed:
It was worth trying. Worth rallying them, begging them for aid. Altair turned to
Seif.

“I will not abandon our cause, but I must return to Alderamin, too,” Seif said.
“After tonight’s events, it is clear the Lion will seek the destruction of the
remaining hearts. I must be there to protect the heart and the throne. The rest of
the High Circle will do the same in the other caliphates. History stands to be
rewritten, and if there is anyone who understands the merit of this opportunity, it
is those of the Circle.

“We will remain vigilant, and upon magic’s return, should you succeed, we
will position restrictors to halt the flow of power until each caliphate gets their
bearings.”

Altair wasn’t ready to think that far just yet. To worry over the common
person being unable to control the affinity he or she wielded felt trivial after
what had transpired. He lowered his brow, sensing he had no leeway here. No
amount of persuasion would work. Safin were stubborn that way.

“May success ride in your favor, Seif bin Uqub,” Altair said at last. “Shukrun
for your efforts.”

Besides, he hadn’t come so far by relying on the halfhearted.

CHAPTER 62

Civilization faded to the swell of sand dunes lit blue, ghosts of the lost rising
with the dust Altair’s and Nasir’s horses stirred in their wake. It was only after
they crossed the border of Sultan’s Keep and passed into Sarasin that Altair
allowed himself to breathe freely for the first time since they’d fled the palace.

He had watched the life fade from a thousand men, but never had he lost so
many friends in a single mission. Benyamin, Zafira. Aya.

Nasir studied him in a way he had never seen. It was how Benyamin once
looked at him. It was how one looked at another that they knew as well as
themselves.

“You loved her.” His voice was quiet.
Altair’s eye fell closed.
“I saw the way you spoke of her. Of us. Of loss,” Nasir clarified.
“I loved him more.”
“What does that mean?”
Altair’s grip tightened around the reins as Haytham’s son woke from his
slumber. “It means that no matter what needs to be done to make the children of
this forsaken kingdom smile again, I will do it.”
Dawn gave way to morning, clinging to the edges of the earth as they pressed
deeper into Sarasin, the towns silent and empty. As if fear ruled these streets,
dread clogging the air.
“We’ll cross the Dancali Mountains by nightfall,” Altair said.
“And then home?” Haytham’s son asked.
At least someone wanted to speak to him.
After a hearty silence filled with nothing but the clatter of hooves, Nasir
looked to the distance. “The sooner we pass Sarasin, the better.”
Though Sarasin was considerably brighter than it was when he and the Lion
first arrived, it was still darker than the rest of the kingdom. They stuck to the

main roads, avoiding the shadows where ifrit might be, sometimes splitting up,
sometimes pausing to visit the house of a spider, always vigilant. It meant they
were seen by more people than Altair liked, including a little girl with ice chips
for eyes that reminded him of Zafira.

He had failed her. He had failed Nasir, who was burrowing into himself and
shutting out the world once more, his already broken spirit slowly degenerating.
He was only a boy the world had thieved endlessly, giving nothing back. Altair
hadn’t seen a single wisp of his shadows since their escape.

He was stifling his emotions again, caging his heart once more. Altair had
spent years loathing the prince, but Sharr had changed more than the course of
the future. Nasir stared at the remnants of the compass their mother had given
him before this journey began, brushing his thumb across the fractured glass
with the sorrow of a thousand lost souls. If someone had told him his brother
was capable of such compassion, such tenderness, Altair would have laughed in
their face.

“Aren’t you going to ask me how I escaped?” The words were light, but he
still felt the weight of the black shackles that had restricted him.

Nasir reluctantly eyed Altair’s red wrists. “How did you escape?”
“Let it be known that I am not one to shy from the use of tongue,” Altair
said.
Nasir released a long breath, but at least the prince was focusing on
something other than misery. They didn’t have the might of Pelusia to quicken
their pace; this would be a long journey.
“Do you have something to say, brother dearest?” Altair watched him
struggle between the desire to ignore him and the need to retort.
The latter won. “No one wants to hear of the filthy things you do to get
around.”
“You, princeling, need to extract your dark little head from the trenches. I
was referring to words. My impeccable sense of charm that transcends the likes
of race.”
Nasir ignored him, just like old times, but when did that ever stop Altair?
After Aya’s death, the ifrit had come, spurred by the Lion’s command. There
were far too many for Altair to overpower in the state that he was in, and he
knew it. He was too weak, too drained. Emotionally and physically.
So he’d held up his hands. The ifrit weren’t mindless beasts, he knew. He
avoided looking at Aya, an unceremonious heap on the floor like a discarded
doll, and gestured to their fallen brethren, prone and unconscious. At least, he

had hoped they were only knocked out and not dead.
“You see what happened to your friends?” Altair asked. They only blinked,

but Altair didn’t mind. He was adept at one-sided conversation. Anyone who
tolerated Nasir had to be. Conversing with ifrit was as easy as kanafah.

“Don’t think I won’t do the same to you.”
The ifrit paused to speak among themselves. If Altair made it out of this
ordeal alive, he was going to learn their tongue. He blinked his working eye,
vowing it now.
“Look at you, chittering and scrambling around to do his bidding without a
second thought,” Altair continued.
They considered him and his words, and four of them looked to the fifth,
clearly the leader of the bunch.
Altair used that split-heartbeat of a distraction to lunge. He kicked down two
ifrit and flung his arms, knocking two more to the floor with the weight of his
shackles, buying him time when the fifth came for him with a stave lit aflame.
He tsked. “Baba never gave you permission to hurt me, did he?”
The ifrit arced the stave, uncaring or likely not understanding. Altair leaped
out of the way, throwing up his arm when another stave came for his heart. It
clanged against his right shackle before he wrapped his fingers around the ifrit’s
neck.
Footsteps echoed outside the door.
Altair punched down the last of them and snatched the discarded scalpel and
whatever other tools might prove useful as weaponry, pausing only to close
Aya’s eyes before he crept into the hall.
And came face to face with Seif.
Altair wrenched the door closed on Aya’s dead body.
“Bin Laa Shayy?” Seif asked, pale eyes flitting to his missing eye and away
just as quickly. “What happened to you?”
Son of none. Altair almost laughed. Akhh, do I have news for you, habibi.
“Seif!” he exclaimed. “What are you doing here?”
“Of all the places I thought I’d see you, the dungeons beneath the palace
were not among them.” Seif was curt. “I came looking for—”
“I know. So nice of you to rush to my aid.”
Seif regarded him stonily. “You didn’t seem to be in need of rescuing when
the Lion took Aya.”
Altair stopped prying at the seams of the cursed shackles. “Did you believe
it? Did you truly think I would turn my back on my kingdom after all I’ve

done?”
Seif’s scorn bled into his words. “What have you achieved? He stole Aya

because—”
“Aya is dead,” Altair snapped. “And everyone else will follow soon enough

if we don’t make haste. Now, stop scowling and help me get these off.”
“She’s dead?” Seif repeated numbly.
Altair ran his fingers along the black ore, trying to read the Safaitic engraved

there. Trying to keep moving, because grief had a way of latching to the idle.
Seif only took one look at the shackles before he made quick work of them

with his scythe and a few words. Altair stumbled when the ore fell away,
revealing thick bands of red around his wrists.

“That’s going to leave a mark,” he mumbled before fire surged in his veins,
threatening to erupt. He gripped the nearest surface and clenched his jaw to near
cracking. His skin glowed, white light burning beneath like a torch. He would
bring this place to the ground if he wasn’t careful.

Wahid, ithnayn, thalatha, he counted beneath his breath.
“Shall we?” Seif asked, but Altair had turned back to the Lion’s room, where
he’d found what he needed, black and sharp, but hadn’t had a chance to steal.
“I have to get something first.”

After nearly a week on the road, the Tenama Pass finally widened to Demenhur,
with its sloping hills and ablaq masonry, the technique of alternating rows of
light and dark stone never a style he had liked. Snow still doused the land in
white and cold, but the air felt different. Less biting than what Altair
remembered. It tasted like change. Hope.

Hope, he had learned, arrived swiftly, seeking to bloom in the darkest of
places and in the most harrowing of times. That was what he felt in Demenhur.

“We’re here,” Haytham’s son said softly, and fell against his chest with a
small tremor, the effect of a soldier come home. A gust of wind came at Altair’s
back, and he was reminded once more of his twin scimitars, their phantom
weights heavier than the blades themselves had ever been.

May you find hands as caring as mine, Farhan and Fath. He had overseen
their forging, slipped the smith extra dinars so the man would carve bin Laa
Shayy right above the hilts. He wasn’t just the son of none, he was a proud one.

Farhan and Fath had been with him through the thickest of battles. Farhan
had won him a much-needed victory against the Demenhune army. Fath fitted

well in a sharp-tongued huntress’s hands when she—
Sultan’s teeth.
As he ducked beneath the thick clustered branches of a lifeless tree, Altair

threw open his satchel’s flap with a curse. He pulled out the Jawarat, bound in
green leather and embossed with the head of a lion. In its center was a hole, the
result of a dire injury to the one it was bound to, and if Altair were mad and a
fool for hope, he would say the tome was gasping for air.

Fighting for breath as it knitted itself together, right before his eyes—eye.
Altair sighed.

That would take some getting used to.

CHAPTER 63

Death wasn’t supposed to be so painful. Laa, it was supposed to be an end.
At least, that was how corpses made it seem. Yet Zafira wavered in pain even

while she lay on her back, something sharp stinging her nose despite the warmth
in the air. It reminded her of Demenhur, and how the cold never really left no
matter how loud the fire crackled.

The only things missing were Baba and Umm and—
A string of curses echoed in her dead ears. Then: “If she doesn’t wake up in
the next two beats, I’m going to slap her.”
Yasmine?
“I’m beginning to see why she keeps your company.”
She recognized that dry tone, the lightning-quick string of words: Kifah.
Skies, the dead did dream. How else were her two friends conversing with each
other?
“Aside from my looks?”
Dream Kifah barked a laugh, and a door thudded closed. Zafira couldn’t
remember the last time a door had closed in one of her dreams. Perhaps the dead
dreamed more vividly.
“I can see your eyeballs rolling around in there.”
Zafira opened one wary eye and then the other, blinking back against the
onslaught of light. Only in Demenhur was light so white, so blinding.
Everywhere else it streamed gold, glittering with enchantment.
“I—I’m not dead?” Her voice was hoarse.
A face framed by hair like burnished bronze pressed close, half hooded by a
blue shawl. Warm eyes lit with emotion and rimmed in kohl, rounded features
cast in worry, beauty etched into every facet of her creamy skin. Zafira ducked
her head, suddenly shy. Laa, fear prickled through her chest.
Because being daama dead was easier than facing Yasmine.

A sound between a sob and a laugh broke out of her friend. “You’ve always
been a corpse walking. No one else could be so boring.”

Zafira looked down at herself, stretched on a mat, and remembered the shaft
of the arrow protruding from her chest. The surprise she felt, even as her body
succumbed to pain. How was she alive? How was she in Demenhur? Every
thought tangled with the last.

“What am I wearing?” she asked.
Strips of gauze had been wrapped from the right of her chest to the opposite
crook of her neck. The muscles in her back were strangely knotted, making it
hard to ease herself up, but her dress was a bright hue of yellow, taut across her
shoulders and a good length too short. It was no wonder she felt cold.
“You were ready to die, so I thought you might as well go looking nice. It’s
mine. Khara, you’re as ungrateful as ever. I cleaned you up and washed your
stinking hair. Cleaned your filthy nails. I should have left you out to freeze. That
would have served you right.”
Zafira stared at her for a few breathless moments until she couldn’t hold back
her grin any longer, yearning and jubilation and happiness because her friend
was right there.
And then Yasmine began to cry.
Zafira choked on her pain when Yasmine wrapped her into her arms. Orange
blossom and spice flooded her numb senses.
Yasmine’s sky-blue gown hugged her generous curves, accentuated her
ample bosom. She looked regal. She had always been regal in a way that
everyone in their village understood. She was the sun in the gloomiest of days.
The joy in the despondence of death. Life as a royal suited her, even if she was
only a guest in the palace and leagues away from the suffering of the western
villages.
“Lana sent me a letter,” Yasmine whispered, “and I came as fast as I could.
You were—you were bloody and still, Zafira. So still. My heart stopped.” Her
voice was small and shaky. “I stayed with you. Even when they said it was
hopeless, I stayed with you.”
What was it Lana had learned from Aya? Only half of a sick man’s life was
owed to a healer, the other to hope.
Zafira didn’t know when Aya had lost the ability to hope.
“If the archer had been even half as skilled as you are, you wouldn’t have
stood a chance. You’re lucky you had Lana on the journey with you to stanch the
bleeding and keep you alive until they got you here to the supplies she needed.

She knitted you back together, commanding everyone like a little general. Poor
thing collapsed from fatigue a little while ago.”

Of course it was Lana. Zafira felt a swell of pride, until Yasmine pulled away
and she caught sight of the familiar walls. The basin in the corner with its
chipped edge. The mirror with its fissure that always stretched her eyes too far
apart.

This wasn’t the palace in Thalj. It was no palace at all—laa, it was a poor
man’s house.

It was her room. She was home.
“Why are we here?” she breathed.
“Apparently there was only one way to save you, and it was in your umm’s
cabinet.”
Or in Alderamin, Zafira didn’t say. Aya was bound to have tenfold of their
mother’s collection. Ya, Ummi. Before, Zafira had lived with the guilt of not
seeing her. Now every glimpse filled her with an aching, numbing emptiness.
The reminder that she was an orphan was a wound opened afresh.
“It’s strange being back, isn’t it?” Yasmine asked, misinterpreting her
silence. “Like wearing an old dress washed one too many times.”
It was true. Now that Zafira had seen the palace’s smooth walls and the sheen
on its floors, she was painfully aware of her home’s every blemish. The dark
veins of rot creeping from the broken windowpane she never had enough coins
to repair. The armoire with its doors that didn’t sit right, cutting a shadowy gap
that Lana refused to look at for fear of nightmares. The doorway that Baba
would lean against as he wished his daughters good night.
Zafira cleared her closed throat. “Was it Kifah who brought me in?”
“If she’s one of the Nine Elite, then yes. They brought you here in one of
those fancy Pelusian carriages that travel unnaturally fast. She’s the only one
who stuck around, though.”
“And the others,” Zafira ventured. “Are they … are they here?”
“Others? It’s just us. I left Thalj to come here as soon as Lana’s missive
arrived, and that was before Caliph Ayman returned from Sultan’s Keep. So I
don’t know if he’s alive.”
No, not the old fool.
Altair, who had materialized in a halo of light to help them at the doomed
feast after turning his back on them.
Seif, who wielded scythes like the silks of a dancer.
Nasir.

Nasir. Nasir.
Yasmine canted her head, her shawl sliding from her shoulder. “And here I
thought I’d never see color on your cheeks. Are you all right?”
Zafira nodded meekly, unable to meet her eyes for more reasons than one.
“The snow’s still here, if you’re wondering.” Yasmine looked at her hands.
No, Zafira hadn’t been wondering. She was thinking of Deen now, which
meant Yasmine was, too.
“It’s falling less. The elders hope the change will be gradual, or the caliphate
could flood.”
Deen’s name rolled to the edge of Zafira’s tongue.
She lifted her eyes and met Yasmine’s gaze that was every bit Deen’s.
Sorrow stirred her stomach.
“I know.” Yasmine’s voice was flat, the stiff line of her shoulders cutting.
“I’ve known.”
Zafira held still, trapped in a case made of glass. How dare you feel sorry,
guilt demanded. How dare she, when it was her fault?
“I came back here,” Yasmine began haltingly, “after you left. And I was … I
was lost. I don’t know what got into me, but I went to the Arz, because I missed
you so daama much, and I saw it. It—flashed behind my eyes. As if I were
suddenly elsewhere. I saw Deen jumping in front of an arrow, and the golden-
haired demon who fired it.”
Zafira’s brows knitted. The Arz didn’t present its visitors with visions—it
fueled their affinities, which meant Yasmine was a seer. If magic was restored,
Yasmine would be able to see snippets of the future.
The revelation made Zafira inhale deep, and she flinched at the sharp sting in
her breast. At the change in the room. The charge that hadn’t been there before.
She had expected it, but she had not anticipated the amount of pain that would
thrive upon it.
“I’m sorry,” Zafira whispered, and the chain around her neck heavied into a
noose. “I’m sorry I didn’t love him enough. I’m sorry he died so I could live.”
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Sorry. Who could have created a word so
callous, so insignificant?
“I would never have let him marry you. You know that, right? If your hearts
don’t beat the same, what does it matter?” Yasmine’s mouth was askance and
razor-sharp, her tone dripping poison.
Zafira held her breath, waiting for the lash.
“That didn’t mean you had to kill him.”

Zafira stared at her. Her friend, the sister of her heart. It took every last drop
of her will to hold her features still and stoic, to keep from falling to pieces.
Wars could wage and swords could cut and arrows could pierce. None of them
compared to the pain of a well-poised word.

“A murderer,” Zafira said, void of emotion, surprised to learn her heart could
indeed suffer more. “You’re calling me a murderer. This is a new low, Yasmine,
even for you.”

Yasmine crumpled in pain, and that was somehow worse. Because it meant
she knew it wasn’t true, but she was hurting and wanted Zafira to feel the same.

Couldn’t she see that Zafira did? She relived his death when the light bled
gold across the desert, when a stranger on the street smiled without malice, when
she passed stalls of colorful fruit.

“I didn’t take him,” Zafira said, her voice careful and slow and—sweet snow,
she sounded like Nasir. It was easier than screaming, pretending she felt nothing.
It was easier to ignore the burn of tears, the guilt she felt guilty to feel. “I didn’t
even ask him. He stood on his own two legs and decided according to his own
daama conscience, and if you expected me to be his caretaker, you should have
given me a wage.”

Yasmine was aghast. “And now you have the gall to mock him. To mock me
and my pain.”

“Your pain,” Zafira repeated. “Your pain. He was your brother by blood, but
he was mine by choice. Did you think I was happy when he died? Do you think
I’m happy now? My best friend is dead. My parents are dead. My life as I knew
it is gone.”

“Are you listening to yourself?” Yasmine asked, voice rising. She threw the
pillow aside and stood. “All I hear is me, me, me.”

“As if you didn’t marry and leave us both,” Zafira scoffed, heat rising to her
face. Anger clouded her head and made her speak so uselessly.

“He didn’t die for me,” Yasmine enunciated. “He died for you.”
“And I wish he hadn’t, Yasmine! I lived five years of my life with the guilt
of Baba’s death. Don’t think I’m a stranger to any of this. Altair—”
“Don’t,” Yasmine bit out. “Do not speak that name in my presence. I know
it’s his. Misk told me enough to let me connect the daama dots.”
Zafira had hated him, once, because of the notion that he had killed Deen.
But when she learned that it was true, she’d felt sad instead. When he’d turned
away from them at the Lion’s hideout, she’d believed it with a sinking, drowning
certainty, but when he’d come to their aid later, his face streaked red, wrists raw

and chafed, she’d felt remorse and contrition.
She loved him in the way she loved Kifah, and she could not fault herself for

it.
“He is my friend,” Zafira whispered. Not the way Yasmine was, not the way

Deen had been, but enough that her heart could not summon hate, not anymore.
“And I will say Altair’s name as I see fit.”

Yasmine whirled, but Zafira beat her to it, clenching her jaw against the sting
of her wound as she rose to her feet and threw open the door, slamming it in
Yasmine’s face.

Kifah lifted her brows from the hall, where she would have heard every last
word. “Already bustling about, I see. It’s good to have you back.”

She tipped her head toward the other room, Umm’s room, and Zafira found
Lana asleep inside, beneath a mound of blankets, the soft pink one Yasmine had
gifted Umm tucked beneath her chin.

“Zafira?”
She paused. Kifah never called her by her name.
“I am bound by duty to the Nine Elite, but I am bound to you by honor. Did
you think I’d forget you saved my life?”
The events of Sharr seemed far and foreign, a story rooted in the past, an
adventure that seemed less wrought in danger than the reality they faced now.
Zafira had forgotten it. Or she would have thought twice before firing her last
arrow.
“My blade is yours. Until every last star is freed, we are bound.”
Zafira warmed at the ferocity in Kifah’s dark eyes, her promise a harsh line
across her brow. “Does that make us friends?”
Kifah laughed. “A thousand times over.”
And though Zafira would never forsake her friendship with Yasmine for
anything in the world, even now, when she had flung as much pain as Yasmine
had flung back, it was a relief to befriend someone as carefree as Kifah, as if her
vengeance had encompassed her so deeply that nothing else was ever allowed to
fester.
“What about the others?”
“You mean your prince,” Kifah said smugly.
“I meant your general.”
“Oi, I told you,” Kifah protested, and Lana stirred at the bark of her laugh.
“That doesn’t mean you don’t love him.”
“Laa, and that doesn’t mean you don’t love his grumpy brother.”

It felt dangerous to let the words simmer without denying them. A refutation
clambered up her throat, but she swallowed it back down. She hadn’t almost
died to live a life bereft of danger.

Kifah sombered quickly. “I see those bloody streaks on his face every time I
blink. You know what’s worse? My first thought at the sight of them was What if
it’s a lie?” She looked down. “I’ve never felt such shame.”

Zafira pursed her lips. The two halves of herself were at war with each other.
Half of her knew that Altair had dedicated decades to this cause. To Arawiya’s
restoration. He couldn’t have climbed up the ranks to the sultan’s right hand
without an atrocity or ten. His every act was deliberate, done for the good of the
kingdom. She knew this, and yet the other half of her was trapped trying to
decipher why he had turned away when he’d had every opportunity to aid them.

“No word from anyone,” Kifah continued. “Nor did I see either of them
when we were escaping, only Seif, who told us to head for the palace in Thalj to
recoup, though he didn’t know you were alive. We had to detour here, and we’re
lucky we had Ghada’s carriage to quicken our pace, but we’ll circle back when
you’ve recovered, and hope they’re waiting for us.”

The moments leading to Zafira’s near death still echoed like a terrible dream,
but standing in her old home with the ghosts of her life was somehow worse.
The emptiness yawned, hungry and cold.

Kifah followed her to the foyer. “The Lion hasn’t wasted any time. He
dropped the taxes, and so the riots have stopped. There’s even talk of a new
caliph being appointed in Sarasin soon. It’s only been four daama days.”

Her words made it harder for Zafira to breathe, but they made sense, didn’t
they? The Lion had created those riots. He had raised taxes. He’d refused
Sarasin a new caliph. All so he could take on the guise of being lenient when he
became king.

She loosed a breath. Lana’s stack of books sat on the majlis, the latest
pamphlet of al-Habib at the very top. Baba’s coat hung near the door, the hook
beside it empty, and she felt her cloak’s absence acutely. Four days. Zafira
snatched a shawl and her boots.

“Where are you going?” Kifah asked.
“Outside,” Zafira replied, not knowing it was worse.

CHAPTER 64

Saraab, they had called the western villages of Demenhur once. Before magic
left and the snow infiltrated their lives. The old name translated to “mirage,” for
that was what the sparse villages were, a haven for stray bedouins or sailors on
their way to the Baransea shore.

Zafira always found it strange that there were two meanings to the old name,
the second being “phantom.” As if whoever named the villages had known that it
would one day become this.

A village of ghosts.
“Easy,” Kifah called when Zafira stumbled down the steps leading from her
house. Her voice echoed eerily in the emptiness.
A breeze wound through the dry limbs of the trees, welcoming Zafira
—accusing her. For in all seventeen years that she had lived here, not once had
ill befell them.
Until she left.
The cold was instant, a familiar sting in Zafira’s nose and a crackling across
her cheeks, a whisper of memories from the last time she had stood amid snow.
Umm was alive. Yasmine was smiling. Deen was by her side. A hood had
shrouded her head and a cloak had hidden her figure. There was an almost
dizzying sensation inside her now. As if she were transitioning between two
moments, past and present.
She had been two people then, but if she was being honest with herself, she
was more Demenhune Hunter than anything else. A mystery to the people, an
empty shell until she donned her cloak. Everything had been stripped away on
Sharr, leaving nothing but that empty shell behind.
She was just Zafira.
“Oi, it’s freezing. Do you want me to stay?” Kifah asked.
Zafira shook her head. “I just need to breathe.”

“Right. But have a care, eh?” she said with a pointed glance at her chest.
Zafira waved her off.
Who was she now? What purpose did she serve in the world?
Change hung in the air, making the sun’s rays a little bit different, and her
steps faltered when she saw it.
The nothing in the distance.
No enticing shadows, no breathing black. A simple plain of snow cut into
blue seas, a horizon bereft of the Arz. That darkness that had defined her. That
had made her who she was.
Now she was an archer without a target. A girl without a home. A soul
without a purpose.
Zafira turned and hurried away. The street leading to the sooq was white and
empty, and her shawl did nothing to ward her shiver as the ghosts of her village
spooled to her side, following her past one house, then a second. The third.
Ghosts don’t exist, Deen said in her head.
Ice scraped the bottoms of her boots, cold and relentless. Not even the
downiness of snow had survived the massacre.
The buildings surrounding the sooq held a dark and maddening silence. This
was the jumu’a where Yasmine’s wedding had taken place, a moment that felt
rooted in some long-ago past. How many times had Zafira stridden past the
windows of Araby’s sweet shop, annoyed at her people for smiling and laughing
as the cold clouded their every exhale?
Now she missed it with a bone-deep sorrow. She could hear phantom
laughter, the joyous shouts of children, the hustle and bustle of her people. If she
walked three steps to her right, she would be able to make out the lavender door
to Bakdash. A few steps to her left, and the thin baker’s windows would stretch
wide.
The wind moaned again, lamenting, lamenting.
“It’s all my fault,” she whispered, sinking to her knees on the gray jumu’a,
snow drenching her clothes.
Footsteps crunched along the ice-speckled stone, and a weight lifted because
she knew that gait, those whispering footfalls. She turned to meet Nasir’s gaze,
to find understanding, reason, something.
No one was there.
Shivers racked her body. She was cold, so, so cold.
Her life had fallen apart without even her to witness. These were the people
her father had taught her to feed, to care for. They had died because they had

breathed.
I’m sorry, Baba.
Resilience flowed through a woman’s veins as fervently as her blood, Umm

had always said. It was what held together the frayed edges of Zafira’s sanity,
but endurance, like all else, had its limits.

It was suddenly too much.
She curled into herself, clamping her mouth closed to stave her scream.
Pain flared from her wound. A cry tore from her lips, unleashing the dam that
she’d kept patching and patching over the years, failing to notice as it
overflowed. One tear became ten, and then she couldn’t stop.
A small shadow fell over her.
“Okhti?”
“I did everything. Everything I could possibly do,” Zafira gasped out. “Why?
Why wasn’t it enough?”
Lana pulled her to her chest, and somehow, the tears fell faster, harder. She
was supposed to be the stronger one. The one to hold them together.
“The world has no right sitting on your shoulders, yet you’ve given it more
than you will ever owe,” Lana whispered. “You’ve done for it what a sultan
would require a throne, a crown, and a thousand men to accomplish.”
You are very much its concerned queen.
It felt decades ago that the Silver Witch had proclaimed those words. Zafira
was queen of nothing now, an orphan in every manner.
“You can cry,” Lana said gently. “It helps.”
Zafira sputtered a laugh, and then Lana’s face broke. She threw her arms
around Zafira, forgetting all about the wound she had carefully bandaged.
“Yaa, Okhti. You were just … there. You wouldn’t move, you barely
breathed.”
“And yet you were as brave as I knew you’d be,” Zafira said softly, shivering
at her haunted tone. “If not for you, I would have been lost.”
“But you’re here now. You’re here. And Ammah Aya was useful for
something, at least. Have you eaten? We have no thyme,” Lana blabbered as
tears streamed down her cheeks and her breath clouded the air. “But Umm had
dried pomegranate on hand. Can you believe it? Demenhur hasn’t grown
pomegranates in decades. They were so red. As red as your blood. And I—I—”
Lana’s sobs were soft. She had always cried in silence. It was sadder
somehow, as if her tears did not want to fall. To leave her. “I thought I’d lost you
both. Don’t do that again,” she whispered. “I like the sound of your heart.”

Zafira liked it, too, she realized, as the cold seeped through the knees of her
pants. There was nothing like death to make one value life. “Never. You will
always, always have me.”

Her sister was still here and very much alive. Zafira herself still had breath in
her lungs, and so long as the Lion sat on the throne, she would have purpose. So
long as the Demenhune caliph railed against women, she would have purpose.

“Get dressed,” Zafira said suddenly.
“Why?” Lana pulled back to look at her. “Oh no. I know that look. We’re not
going anywhere until you’ve recovered. Ah, you’re bleeding again.”
“I’ll rest on the way.” They needed to regroup with the others. “We need to
get to the palace.”

CHAPTER 65

Though much of the road between the western villages and Thalj was rough, the
journey to the capital took less than three days thanks to Calipha Ghada’s
carriage, with its sleek wheels and pulleys and other moving parts that quickened
their pace in a way horses never could. But Zafira missed much of the scenery
because her wound reopened, and Lana’s drowsing tinctures had her weaving in
and out of lucidity. It meant she missed much of Yasmine’s scowling, too, but
she wasn’t quite as sorry about that.

The next thing she knew, she was propped against the carriage’s cushioned
wall as Lana fussed over her bandages, something fine and sharp impaling her
skin. Her body was scalding, but the cold wasn’t helping matters.

“I didn’t get to see anything,” Zafira groused groggily, awake enough to see
that her words provoked a smile out of Yasmine, which she quickly masked
away.

“I expected you to cry out,” Lana said tiredly, setting a bloody needle aside.
Zafira’s vision swam again. From a needle? “Do I look like a man?”
“You’re bleeding. Khara, this is why I wanted you to stay back and rest.”
“No cursing,” Zafira scolded, and then she blacked out.

A fire crackled in the hearth of the large room, white walls carved with lacework
flourishes and adorned with silver, gray threading the deep blue furnishings.
Arches shaped the windows, unlit sconces between them. It was nowhere near as
grand as the Sultan’s Palace, but its beauty was less sinister, less cruel.

“You had a fever.”
Zafira looked at Yasmine, and Yasmine looked back.
“Even murderers get sick.”
“Serves them right,” Yasmine replied, but the words were weighted with

disquiet, strangled and wrong. “Kifah. Is she … your friend?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.”
“But not the sister of my heart,” Zafira said after a beat.
A startled, relieved laugh broke out of Yasmine, faltering between them as

quickly as it had come, replaced by Deen with a bleeding chest. With a ring in
his trembling hand. Acting out of love until his body released his soul.

Zafira held herself stiff, waiting for Yasmine to speak of Altair again. Or of
Zafira being a murderer, Zafira not caring, Zafira dragging Deen to Sharr and
burying him in its depths. She inhaled slowly, smoothing the ruptures inside her.

“I’m trying, Zafira,” Yasmine whispered.
She was, too. But it was as Nasir said: Not every grief needed conquering.
Acceptance was a feat in itself.
“I’m trying to look at you and not see him. I can’t. It hurts, and I can’t.”
A knock sounded at the door, and a girl swept in with a tray. She set it on the
low table and poured qahwa from a steaming dallah. Zafira refused the proffered
cup with a slight shiver. She had avoided the bitter coffee and those handleless
cups ever since Sharr.
“Bring her tea,” Yasmine said. “With mint, if you can.”
“Sayyida,” the servant replied with a slight dip of her head.
The girl left, and Yasmine stared down at the steam wafting from her cup.
Zafira stared at her. The silence was a twisted thing between them with thorns
and teeth, strange and foreign, and she wondered if they could ever return to
what they once had.
She would try, though. It was what Deen would want, she told herself. It was
what she wanted. She couldn’t lose them both. “How is Misk?”
The change was instant. Yasmine stiffened, a loose ribbon gone taut. Her
fingers fluttered to her throat as she swallowed her qahwa.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” Zafira said slowly, less question than
command.
Yasmine’s fingers curled around one another, nails digging into her
unblemished skin.
“Yasmine,” she repeated, voice hard. “Where’s Misk?”
“We fought. He left.” She paused with a slant of her mouth. A snarl tangled
in Zafira’s throat. He had left her—
“Or rather, I sent him away.”
Oh.

The servant returned, and Zafira gratefully gripped the warm cup of tea.
Anger etched scores between Yasmine’s brows, sorrow shaped the bow of her
lips. Still, Zafira waited. This was new, between them. The guard in Yasmine’s
eyes. This uncertainty, this fear that a misstep would cause the silence to remain
forever.

Zafira brushed her knuckles over the ache in her chest. If only wishes were
things she could make real. If only pain were like lint on a shoulder, easily
brushed away.

“Misk is a bookkeeper, I said. His pockets are lined with silver because the
flour merchant’s men pay well.” Yasmine was trying to force anger into the
words, but it had already worn away, agony in its place. “You know what I’ve
always wanted.”

Zafira had known forever: a normal life. Her parents had been apothecaries
in the army, her brother a soldier. The sister of her heart disappeared into the Arz
every day. The same sister’s mother had murdered her own husband.

Misk promised what she had always dreamed of: simplicity.
Yasmine laughed without mirth. “It was all a lie. He came to Demenhur for
you. To spy on me. To befriend me and learn about you, the Demenhune Hunter.
I was supposed to be flattered that he fell in love with me along the way.”
Zafira froze, remembering what Benyamin had said on Sharr. Misk was one
of his spiders—one of Altair’s spiders. Still, she held her tongue; the last thing
Yasmine needed was to think Zafira had known about Misk before then.
“He could have been a murderer, a cutthroat, the worst of the worst, and I
wouldn’t have cared, if only he’d give me his truths,” Yasmine murmured.
Because lies were what had thrived in the relationship between Yasmine’s
parents. Zafira had seen proof of it, when Yasmine’s mother would come to their
house, tears charting paths down her cheeks.
“Maybe he couldn’t. Maybe it was a secret he had to keep,” Zafira ventured.
Guilt churned through her afresh. Was this, too, her fault in a way?
Yasmine stiffened, and Zafira knew it was the wrong thing to say.
“Am I incapable of keeping a secret?” Yasmine asked. “Did I not hold yours
for years? Had it been mine, I would have told him long before our wedding
vows.”
Zafira kept every movement of hers slow and careful, even her nod.
Yasmine drew her lower lip into her mouth, and Zafira wished she could hold
her. She wished her friend didn’t feel the need to steel her spine before her.
“I don’t doubt that he loves me,” Yasmine continued. “He’s kind, and he’s

good, and I might be overreacting—this might be the only secret he will ever
have, but I’ve lost enough to lose my heart twice. What if it does happen again?
What if there are more secrets and a child between us?” Her voice went quiet. “I
was too young. I am too young. So eager to call myself a woman, when I’m only
a child myself.”

A month. That was how long it had taken for a secret to tear the newlywed
couple apart. Yasmine was too young. Zafira remembered the wedding, an
ethereal moment suspended in time. The intensity in Misk’s eyes, and the words
he spoke to her. Most of all, she remembered envying the man taking her friend
away from her.

“Wretched” was too small a word to describe how Zafira felt.
“That’s not you talking,” she said. “You’re Yasmine Ra’ad. The girl without
rue.”
The last Ra’ad left. Zafira’s fingers closed around the ring at her neck.
Yasmine’s eyes, wet and still cautious, followed.
“People change when they pick themselves up and piece themselves together
again. Look at you—you’ve shattered so many times, I barely recognize you
anymore.”
Yasmine downed the rest of her qahwa, the thud of her cup a decree in the
silence. She was still angry. Angry and in pain.
“We both agreed we need some time apart. I don’t want to say goodbye.
Does that make me a bad person? For not leaving him?”
Zafira hid her relief with a shake of her head. “It means you love him enough
that you’re willing to make it work.”
Yasmine held still, her gaze off to the side. What do you know of love? Zafira
imagined her asking in the silence. You couldn’t even love the man who loved
you. Zafira wavered. And then Yasmine crumpled, shoving a hand to her mouth.
“I miss him,” she breathed. “I’m so angry, Zafira, but I miss him. I miss you.
I miss what we had, and what we could have.”
Outside, Arawiya was falling to a ruin even darker than the Arz. Zafira did
not know if Nasir and Altair lived. She did not know if magic would ever return.
Still, she found the words slipping out of her mouth, chasing what they once
had, trying to remind Yasmine that though she had lost her brother and maybe
even her husband, she still had Zafira. She would always have her. “If we were
in a story, what would happen?”
A tiny smile broke Yasmine’s resolve, breaking a wider one out of Zafira.
Yasmine, who was never sad, who was always full of emotion and bursting with

passion.
They had played this game time and time again. She could almost mouth the

words as Yasmine spoke of the half Sarasin, half Demenhune man she had
desired for months in a way Zafira had never understood.

“A bookkeeper would sweep me away with his good hair and good taste.
He’d be tall, of course,” she recited, and Zafira, as always, refrained from
commenting on Yasmine’s height, or the lack of it. “Skilled in matters of
importance that you pretend to know nothing about.”

Zafira couldn’t tell whom the game was meant to benefit. “And? Is he?”
“In every way but the truth. I hate lies.” Yasmine picked up her cup and
swished the qahwa rinds. She didn’t look up. “Your turn.”
“Mine?” Zafira asked, shrinking back. “I don’t have anyone.”
She cringed when the words left her, half expecting Yasmine to say Oh, but
you could have.
“It’s theoretical. A game,” Yasmine said instead, gaze rising to the bandages
wrapped around Zafira’s chest, flicking to her face, and she dared to hope: They
could get through this, the two of them. They were making progress, if Yasmine
could look at her now. “An escape from all this.”
Zafira was quiet for a while. Her neck burned even as her thoughts raced.
“He’d know his way around a bow and a blade.”
Yasmine’s brows lifted.
“He’d be my opposite, in every way. So contrasting that if you’d look at us a
certain way, you’d notice that we’re exactly alike.”
She didn’t dream. She didn’t believe in wishes. She was no romantic like
Yasmine, but somewhere along the way, she’d grown partial to another soul.
They were twin flames, twined by fate.
“Heavy words,” Yasmine said softly, “from a girl with no interest in love.”
The door swung open without a knock, and a liveried guard stepped back,
formal and stiff as he announced, “Crown Prince Nasir bin Ghameq.”
Her heart stopped.
Yasmine dropped to her knees with a surprised yelp, lowering her gaze as a
figure haltingly entered the room.
Zafira heard the weight of his surprised inhale. The breathless murmur of her
name that sent shivers down her spine.
She saw the struggle in his limbs, the way half of him pitched forward, the
other half holding him back. He still wore the fitted thobe from the feast, matted
with dark blood and dusted in sand.

“Shall I get down on my knees before you, my prince?”
Her beautiful, bloody prince.
His answer was a whispered invocation. “Never.”
Yasmine made a sound, but he barely registered her presence until she rose to
her full height. He blinked down at her, and it was impossible to believe he was
unaffected by her beauty.
“Forgive me,” he said hoarsely, and stiffly flourished two fingers from his
brow. “I will, uh”—he cleared his throat—“I will return at another time.”
He closed the door. Yasmine whirled to her, gaping.
“That was … that was the crown prince. He looked at you—khara.” Yasmine
stopped, and the room was suddenly very warm. “A moment longer and he
would have torn every last bit of that yellow—khara. Theoretical, I said. Sweet
skies, Zafira. Deen for the Prince of Death—”
“Don’t.”
The word cut harsh, and the room echoed with her command.
“Don’t?” Yasmine repeated. “He’s—a monster, Zafira. My brother for a
monster.”
Zafira would have flinched or fought. She would have been offended on his
behalf. But Zafira had lived with Yasmine, and she herself had shared in that
thinking, that the Crown Prince of Arawiya was not a boy, but a beast.
Until he wasn’t.
Yasmine left, and the door stayed closed. Zafira leaned back. What a fool
she’d been to think a friendship such as theirs could be mended in an afternoon.

CHAPTER 66

In the hall, Nasir clenched his fist against the wall and dropped his head to the
crook of his arm.

The rise and fall of her chest made him want to weep. The sight of that smile
he’d thought he’d never see again—rimaal. Crazed joy echoed in his limbs,
crowded in his throat, worked his lungs for breath. Like a drunkard finally
sobering, Nasir knew what had happened to him, and what her near death made
him realize.

He didn’t dare think the words.
“Shukrun for letting me know before you shoved me down that hall,” Nasir
said, trying to keep his voice steady.
“I thought you’d enjoy the surprise,” Altair said, his face finally free of those
terrible streaks of blood. “That was a short visit, by the way. Don’t you know
what you’re supposed to do with the door closed?”
Nasir pretended he didn’t understand. “She wasn’t alone.”
“Ah, so you do know—”
“Not. Another. Word,” Nasir bit out. Haytham’s son clung even closer to
Altair’s leg. Nasir sequestered his wayward thoughts and burned them.
The general shrugged, patting the boy with inattentive reassurance. “You
know as crown prince, you can ask anyone to vacate the room, yes?”
“As well as you know I’m not one for ordering people around.”
“Could’ve fooled me—”
“And here I thought we’d finally gotten rid of you.” Kifah stepped past the
navy curtain, dark eyes bright.
Altair made a sound between a chuckle and a strangled sob, and wrapped her
in a hug, lifting her off the ground.
She froze at the embrace.
“I missed you, too, One of Nine,” he said.

She pulled back and pointed at her eye, raising her brows without comment.
“What can I say?” Altair asked in a nonchalant manner that suggested the
opposite. “My father was jealous.”
“Or exasperated,” Nasir said.
Kifah snorted. “That is far more believable. Though that act of yours, when
you’d turned your back on us? I was ready to fling my spear through your skull.”
“I know,” Altair said, earnest. “I thought I’d convinced him that if no one
else was on his side, his son was. Do you still think I look dashing?”
Nasir tamped down a smile when Kifah gave Altair a look. “I never thought
you looked dashing.”
“Idris?” a new voice asked.
The four of them turned to the doorway, which framed a man Nasir had
witnessed through a fire sparked by dum sihr one too many times: Haytham.
Ragged and weary, but alive.
“Baba!”
The boy stumbled and ran, and the wazir dropped to his knees, weeping as he
drew the boy into his arms. The old Nasir would have scorned him for how
easily his loyalties had turned. All it had taken was the trapping of his son, and
the Lion had full sway over the second-most-powerful man in Demenhur. This
new Nasir felt remorse for them both. Altair had the decency to allow them
privacy, pulling Kifah aside with him.
Nasir had no such qualm.
Haytham looked up.
“Sultani,” he said, rising hesitantly. He gripped his son’s arm.
“We meet at last,” Nasir said. Haytham’s mouth twitched with a failed smile.
“The Huntress looked at you with respect when you saved her in the palace.
Why?”
Had it been anyone else, Nasir wouldn’t have cared, he wouldn’t have given
it a second thought. Haytham’s gaze flickered in surprise, but he should have
known Nasir would notice. If an assassin was not attentive, he was dead.
“Our interactions were scarce, but I’ve known for years that the Hunter is no
man,” Haytham said, choosing his words.
Nasir’s eyes narrowed to slits. “How?”
“Ayman’s daughter. He cast her away, but I ensured her education and
upbringing regardless, by dressing her as a boy. I recognized the signs.”
Nasir hadn’t known the Demenhune caliph had a daughter, let alone a child.
Was the caliphate’s bias so twisted that children were all but disappearing? But

the regard in Zafira’s gaze made sense now. Haytham was a man of prominence,
a path to ensuring that the women of the caliphate did not fear for themselves.

“And yet you’re a traitor,” Nasir said. “The reason her village is gone. Her
mother is dead.”

Haytham was as much to blame as Nasir was. For it was he who had
guaranteed the caliph’s whereabouts. He who had fled when the people suffered.
The wazir pulled Idris tight against him—the reason a man as loyal as Haytham
had loosed his tongue and betrayed the people he was sworn to protect.

“If the people know, you will be stoned,” Nasir continued. If Zafira knew,
she would break. Nasir knew well enough how painful it was for a gaze once
wrought with esteem to lose it. He couldn’t allow that to happen.

Haytham did not dare breathe.
“Then we’ll speak nothing of it,” Altair broke in.
The two of them glanced at the general in surprise. Kifah was nowhere to be
seen as Altair’s blue gaze flicked between them.
“It won’t discount what you’ve done, but we can all agree your death will do
more harm than good, laa?”
Nasir nodded. It wouldn’t be a difficult secret to keep. Only the three of
them, the Lion, and Ghameq knew. And one of them was already dead. Forever.
The word was a pebble smooth and laden.
Outside, the sun was dipping behind the spindly trees, the cold deepening.
Haytham used the end of his keffiyah to regain some composure and dropped to
his knees. His son understood enough and did the same.
Altair lifted an eyebrow. “You’re welcome.”
Nasir said nothing, but when the boy snuck a glance up at him, he couldn’t
help it: He smiled.

CHAPTER 67

Zafira woke to someone rearranging the cushions that had slipped during her
slumber. She knew by the soundless movements that it was Nasir, and she
opened her eyes the barest fraction as he lit the sconces and drew the curtains
before rekindling the fire. Caring for her.

Her monster.
The last time she had spied on him this way, they were on Sharr and she had
wondered when he would kill her. She had spent every moment awaiting the
cool touch of his blade. Now she expected something else.
“I know you’re awake,” he said in that voice that looped with the darkness,
and she felt the familiar simmering low in her belly.
She stretched, flinching when her wound throbbed dully. “You seem to enjoy
playing nurse. I didn’t want to interrupt.”
“I’m the prince,” he said simply, a note of teasing in his tone. A rogue lock
of damp hair curled at his temple, hashashin attire neat and trim. She liked him
like this, without a turban and the sheath of his sword, a single button of his
qamis undone. It made her feel special somehow, that he allowed her to see this
side of him. Unpresentable to the world but perfectly all right for her. “I don’t
play the part of my inferiors.”
You’re the king, she wanted to correct. The Sultan of Arawiya with a traitor
on your throne. But she wasn’t ready for the light in his eyes to vanish. He sat
down and crossed his legs. The brush of his knee against hers was a force made
even more startling when he didn’t pull away.
My brother for a monster. Yasmine’s words, rife with anger and disbelief,
tied a knot in her stomach. That wasn’t what he was. Not anymore. Not to her.
His fingers twitched, as if he wanted to reach for her hand. There was a
nervous sort of energy to him—anxiety.
“It feels as if I haven’t breathed since you fell,” he said finally.

His gaze dropped and his mouth drew shut. This boy who had so much to say
but didn’t know how. Whose lack of verbosity was something she once
criticized.

“It’ll take a lot more than an arrow to end me,” she said lightly.
The corner of his mouth lifted, breaking the tension as neatly as he would a
circle of harsha. It made her slide her hand closer to his the tiniest fraction. He
noticed.
Zafira wasn’t one to dream, to do much else beside the practical. But reposed
here in this homely room, bereft of their weapons and stripped of the hood of the
Hunter and the mask of the Prince of Death, she couldn’t help it.
“They say the soul cannot rest until it finds its match. Then it ignites,” he
said.
Her breath caught when her eyes met the cool gray of his.
“Do you believe it?”
Do you feel it? was what he asked. Is it true for us? was what he wanted to
know. When did he learn eloquence? Where did he find words that cut her as
finely as a knife?
Her voice was soft. “I want to believe it.”
Once, all she had wanted was to see her village cared for, her sister happy,
and the Arz vanquished. To snare a rabbit or a deer, sating her for the day. To
know her people would live for yet another sunset. Now she wanted too much.
One kiss had made her crave the next. Yearn for the brush of his touch,
anywhere. Everywhere.
She didn’t know what he thought of her answer, because the lines of his face
were smooth even as tendrils of darkness wove through his fingers, whispering
against hers as softly as a touch.
“Zafira, I—”
“Shh,” she said softly. He stopped, less from her command and more because
of her fingers against his mouth. She didn’t want to hear what he would say this
time. She didn’t want to hear those words again: my bride, my queen, my fair
gazelle.
Because they made her hope. They made her forget who she was in the
vastness of this kingdom. Holding his gaze, she crooked one finger and swept it
across his lower lip. His breath hitched.
The door swung open.
She shoved her tingling hand beneath her thigh. Nasir pressed a hand to his
lips and stared at his fingers.

“Why am I never invited to such things?” a boisterous voice asked, and
Zafira’s disappointment at the interruption was replaced with a different kind of
elation.

Altair swept inside, carrying a bundle wrapped in an ivory cloth. He was
clean now, scrubbed free of the terrible bloody tears that had streaked his face. A
neat patch of deep crimson threaded with gold covered his eye, matching the
turban carefully styled around his head. Only he could procure something so
extravagant so quickly.

She thought of him turning away, standing at the Lion’s side. How well he’d
looked then, only a day before he had lost his eye. What had changed within so
short a time?

“Why is it you can never knock?” Nasir asked, clearing a rasp from his
throat.

Altair peered at him. “Why? Were you busy? You don’t look like you were
busy.”

The insinuation rang clear in his voice, and the feathering in Nasir’s turned
neck made her pulse quicken. Touch me, that vein whispered.

She swallowed thickly as Altair crouched and frowned at her empty cup.
“Nice of you to join us in the world of the living, Huntress.”

“I could say the same of you,” she replied. Questions rose to her tongue. Why
did you leave us? What happened?

His eye was bright as it swept her face, his smile warm, and Zafira wondered
if he had gotten that dimple from his mother or father. “I knew you’d miss me.”

And she had, so very much. She’d thought it odd, at first, that she could miss
them when she had finally reunited with Yasmine, but it seemed that delicate,
mortal hearts were strange and vast.

Riddled with guilt, too. Within the very walls of this palace, Yasmine
nurtured hatred for her brother’s killer, yet here Zafira was, filled to the brim
with relief that he was safe.

Skies, Yasmine. Altair.
How was it that they had lived leagues apart for decades and now, when
anger and pain and vengeance burned in the sister of her heart’s veins, the object
of that vehemence was only a hall away? As if she didn’t have enough to do,
now Zafira needed to ensure the two of them did not meet. That their paths
remained uncrossed.
She could imagine Yasmine in all her tiny glory scrambling atop him with
murder and rage while Altair went slack-jawed at her beauty. He would

apologize, she knew, but it wouldn’t be enough. No amount of apologizing could
bring back Deen and mend the hole in Yasmine’s heart.

Only time could do that.
“I’m sorry about Aya,” Zafira said softly. Altair’s face fell, his eye ghosted
by weariness. He and Benyamin had been close; it only made sense that Aya had
been his friend, too.
If Zafira had been willing to live the rest of her life with Aya’s blood on her
hands, would any of this have happened?
Kifah stepped inside and slammed the door closed, looking among them. “Oi,
is there a reason we’re all loitering in something we probably don’t need to be
loitering in?”
All three of them looked up. Kifah repeated her question with a silent lift of
her brows. Her head was freshly shaved, scalp bright.
“We’re a zumra. We hunted the flame together, found the light in the
darkness, but we were far from done, laa? Now we unleash it. We free the stars,
shatter the darkness holding us captive, and return the world to the splendor it
once was.”
Zafira breathed deep, as if she could somehow ingest the hope of her words.
Had Kifah decided not to leave with her calipha?
“With a side of revenge, of course.”
Altair dipped his head. “Spoken like a true qa’id.”
Kifah cast him a sidelong glance. “Did you just put me in a position above
yours? You do know a qa’id commands a general, yes?”
Altair grinned, and Kifah groaned before he even opened his mouth.
“I have no qualms about putting women above me.”
Him and his strange double-edged sayings that she wished she could ask
Yasmine about.
He turned to Zafira with a stern look and held out the bundle in his hands. “I
thought you might want this back.”
He peeled off the ivory cloth, unveiling a tome bound in green leather. The
Jawarat.
Her breath hitched. A wave of emotion rolled over her when she curled her
fingers around it, remembering what it had last wanted of her. To kill the Lion.
To rend him in two. She closed her eyes against the senseless savagery it had
roused. Kifah looked displeased but said nothing. Nasir watched her.
They knew that the book had used her to speak, but how differently would
they react if they knew the extent of its influence? Only Altair was blissfully

unaware.
She set it in her lap as if she weren’t itching to hold it in her hands.
“I felt his pulse,” Zafira said in an effort to shift their attention. “The Lion’s.”
She thought of telling them about his memory, the stones striking his father

to death, but couldn’t summon the words. It didn’t feel right. Laa, like her
strange connection with the Jawarat, it made her fear how they would view her.
More fearfully. As if she couldn’t be trusted.

And sweet snow, there was enough of that with Yasmine.
A thousand questions rose with Altair’s eyebrow in the silence. “You, dear
Huntress, have come a long way from the innocent lamb I met on Sharr.”
The Jawarat hummed with the same thought. Skies, how empty she had been
without it. She had missed it deeply, and she knew without a doubt that the Lion,
with his newfound throne and newfound power, missed it, too.
For he would forever be a slave to that which he didn’t know.
We missed you, too.
“Even with everything he has now, he’ll still want it,” she said, running her
fingers over the fiery mane. “The Jawarat’s knowledge is endless, and the Lion
couldn’t possibly have gleaned even a fraction of it.”
We do not want him.
If a book could pout, the Jawarat did just that.
You were quite eager to leave, she thought in her head, not at all unsmugly.
For which we are sorry. We were wrong to have left you. To have forced you
to an unwanted fate.
Zafira paused at its apology. It was bowing its head, yielding to her. And she,
jaded as she was, was instantly wary.
The Jawarat sighed.
“He may seek it out at some point, but he’ll make use of the Great Library in
the meantime,” Altair said.
Zafira had seen much of Arawiya due to this mission, but not the inside of
the library her father once lauded. Alabaster floors, gleaming shelves stocked
with scrolls upon scrolls arranged in a code only few knew. Librarians, those
few were called. The scrolls had interested Baba less than the books, rare and
treasured, for the process of binding them was no simple task.
He would have loved the Jawarat.
“Knowledge is his neighbor now that he’s king, but we might have
something bigger to worry about. Baba dearest believes that magic must remain
in the hands of the powerful. And by that, he means himself. He will destroy the

hearts.”
The Lion was many things, but never wasteful. He would go for them

nonetheless.
“He won’t prioritize them. They’re useless to us, and safe in the minarets,”

Zafira contended. “There’s no reason to choose them over establishing the
throne as word of his coronation spreads. He’ll want to be loved.” As his father
once loved him. “And there’s no better time than now. Demenhur’s snows are
melting, Pelusia’s soil is returning. The kingdom is returning to what it was,
because of us, and he’s going to use that to his advantage. And then, with the
people appeased and tolerant, he’ll make room for ifrit.”

The zumra stared at her. She was unable to remember a time when Demenhur
had been so warm.

Altair smacked his lips. “I’m going to pretend you didn’t just say my father
wants love.”

“She’s right,” Nasir said, and she held still against the weight of his scrutiny.
He knew the Lion had come to her room back at Aya’s house—she’d told
him as much. He had witnessed her relationship with him before then, too. On
Sharr.
“We can’t go around re-collecting the hearts,” he continued. “The minarets
are safest, specifically with the High Circle protecting them.”
Speaking of the High Circle … “Where’s Seif?” Zafira asked.
“In Alderamin,” Altair replied. “We lost the Alder calipha, Benyamin’s
mother, and without Aya as his charge, Seif’s place is there. He’ll protect the
Alder heart and aid Benyamin’s sister, Leila, in claiming her throne.” He heaved
a sigh at that. “What’s worse in all this is that no dignitary will divulge the
massacre. For good reason, of course, but it means no one outside of the feast
will question or fear the Lion.”
Zafira was only now beginning to understand the repercussions of the feast.
The sultan was dead, a self-proclaimed king in his place, but the caliphates had
always been, to an extent, independent. The bloodbath had toppled that system,
bringing with it a swell of fear and uncertainty that no leader would rightly
impart to their people.
“No point lamenting,” Kifah said with force, crossing her arms as Nasir
tossed wood into the hearth, discreetly glancing at Zafira’s wound. “We need
that heart. And if the Lion was in a big enough hurry to leave you unsecured”—
she gave Altair a pointed glance, to which he feigned hurt—“there’s bound to be
something else he’s missed.”