Your 25th

JUNE 2022 | ISSUE NO. 10 | PRICELESS

25TH

STUNNING AS EVER

WORDS TO MELT THE PERSON WHO MANAGED TO STEAL MY
HEART

Editor's
Note

This is mainly to show to the reader, specifically you, yes. You! To show that
how much I appreciate you and your existence in my life all this while. To be
honest, I don't plan any of this. It's just the idea came up to me few weeks
before your special day. At first, I thought I just want to edit few of our
pictures together. But ended up, here I am, doing this cute e-magazine for
you. I spent days and nights to edit this you know. I stayed up until late night
to find the right words. It turns out I ran out words when it comes to you. Just
the thought of you makes me happy and smile. May your 25th year on earth,
marks the beginning of your new journey and hopefully all of your dreams
will come true. Aamiin, insyaAllah.

I just want you to know that, this is fna -.
nothing compare to what you have done
to me. When you read this, please don't FATIN NOOR AFIQAH
cry (which I think you won't ahahaha)
but I hope you enjoy reading this p/s: Long content, so BACA
because this is something that I really SAMPAI HABIS TAU!!
enjoy to do and one of the ways that I
am appreciating you. I really can't think
of anything else because words are just
not enough to describe how much you
mean to me. Kalau rasa tak paham, feel
free to ask me k? AHAAHAHAHAHAH! I am
here to explain everything for you <3

Happy 25th Birthday,
Baby !

Bismillah Baby, hope tak
rasa cringe or

typical okay? Ke
nak cakap "aku
Ingat tak apa saya cakap before this? Yang hang" ja? AHAHA
how I have my own walls bla bla bla. And
then yang saya cakap aku takut, saya ter-over
feelings ended up orang tu tak rasa apa yang
saya rasa? Sebelum ni, saya taktau apa yang
awak rasa or fikir pasal saya. Yela sebab
awak tak pernah nak bagitau saya apa-apa

and awak layan saya baik gila. Biasa la
typical perempuan kan, mula lah nak
overthinking, nak fikir eh dia ni suka aku ka,
eh dia ni kenapa layan aku baik sangat, eh dia
ni kenapa hari-hari call aku. Tipu lah cakap
saya tak rasa apa-apa sepanjang kita kenal ni.
Haritu awak tanya, since bila saya realise
yang saya suka kat awak kan? Jujur, saya
taktau since bila. Know-know dah tersuka.
LAH, boleh macam tu? AHAHAHAH. Yang
saya tau, trip pi perlis tu memang saya
confirm it was the beginning of everything.
Another thing, you used to give pickup lines
kan? Masa kita selalu otp malam-malam tu?
Yes, since situ jugak lah saya slowly rasa
yang macam eh, aku suka lah kat dia ni. Gitu.

Masa awal-awal kita start contact balik past 3 months, saya tak expect apa-
apa from awak pun. Niat saya cuma nak fix whatever that was broken before
this. Ingat dak when I asked you about amy before this? You said you guys

were rapat sikit dari kawan. Tau dak saya menangis malam tu? Yela,
walaupun saya tak expect apa-apa from awak, tapi somehow my heart
macam broken into pieces. Then baru saya pujuk diri sendiri untuk redha
and doa yang baik-baik untuk awak. Sebab awak bagitau macam tu, saya
boleh pikir macam mana lagi? AHAHAHHAH. Then slowly lah saya build up
the walls again sebab frust lah konon kan. Tapi walls tu tak tahan lama pun,
sebab it slowly collapse when you called me bb first. Then saya saja try test
panggil awak sayang to see your reaction. Then you called me zaujah which
makes me macam eh dia ni serious ka. Makin lama the walls pun collapse
sebab idk. Maybe sebab we talk everyday, iM everyday and finally the walls
fully collapse when I hear you say the 3 words. That day was magical and

moment tu saya akan cherish sampai bila-bila.

1 thing yang buat saya terharu is the moment you
told me about how awak teringat kat saya masa

awak kena covid tu. Every time saya teringat
pasal benda ni, dia macam ada satu feelings yang

susah nak describe. Second thing, saya boleh
nampak efforts awak yang trying your very best

to make me smile every single time.

Lama saya tunggu awak. Dia macam, crush yang
kita dah minat lama gila, lepastu patah hati
sebab crush dah ada someone special, lepastu

lama tak contact, tiba-tiba now rasa apa yang
kita rasa. Gila kan? From day 1, saya selalu doa
yang baik-baik untuk awak. And this time, saya
macam..... speechless. Betul ka ni?? Doa saya dah

termakbul ka?? Even until now,saya still rasa
macam mimpi. Macam dreams come true sebab
crush notice and crush pun rasa benda yang sama

pegh AHAHAHAHAH

Pasal saya pi Shah Alam nanti:
Saya tau awak risau sangat-sangat. Honestly,
saya tak salahkan awak pun sebab awak risau
macam ni. No matter what, saya akan keep
telling you and assure you nothing will
happen, insyaAllah. Saya tak kisah nak
yakinkan awak for thousand times sekali pun
takpa. Asalkan awak convince dengan saya,
dengan kita. Saya tau how much you put trust
on me. And saya bukan easily akan betray the
trust you give. Yes, true nanti kat sana
memang banyak choices, tapi mata ni tetap
pandang awak, hati ni tetap ada awak. You
and only you. Apa yang saya boleh cakap is,
kita communicate, talk, let it out. Everything
and anything. Okay?

We will go through
this together. You
and me. Us. Trust
dah ada kan? Then
we leave the rest to

Him.

Saya tau pasal your past relationships makes you trauma with all of
the things kan. Trust me, saya takkan pernah paksa awak in doing
things that you're not comfortable with. I cannot promise yang I can
take those pains away tapi I can hold you until all your wounds are

healed. Your past made you, yourself right now. Yang lagi
matured, yang lagi rasional in deciding what is the best for you and

yourself. Kan saya cakap, saya akan stay until the end. Susah
senang. Ingat? Lagi satu, pasal LDR. Honestly, saya pun takut.
Tapi saya berserah dekat Allah & saya percaya kat awak. Awak
yang bagitau saya, hati manusia ni Allah pegang. Kita sama-sama

doa okay baby?

Saya banyak kali mention yang saya tunggu awak kan? So, let it be
another 1 year or even 5 years. I am here. Faithfully waiting for you.
The proof is here. I have waited for you ever since 4-5 years back.

Back then, I am not sure of what I feel but somehow I have
confidence in you that time. Last 2 years, I confessed to you but you
were not ready that time. I was frustrated kut. Tapi, ada part of me
cakap yang, jangan give up dengan awak. So I did not. It's just that,
last year I was lost after opah takdak. And macam saya cakap, lama
saya cari kekuatan to find you back and you are here right now. You
have no idea how happy and excited I am the moment you told me
kita kawan sampai kahwin hihi. Allah ja yang tau perasaan saya bila

awak call saya right after saya texted awak haritu. Dia punya
nervous nak angkat call tu, tak boleh bawak bincang.
AHAHAHAHA

Haritu awak cakap thank you kat saya kan? Now, read carefully. Thank
you sebab approach saya dulu masa zaman poli. Sebab, kalau awak tak

approach saya, taktau la saya kat mana lani and awak pun tengah
sembang dengan sapa la kan? AHAHAHAH. Thank you sebab hadir
dalam hidup saya and buat hidup saya jadi lagi colourful. You bring so
much happiness in my life. Thank you sebab rasa apa yang saya rasa.
Rasa macam nak jerit kat satu dunia weh! AHAHAHAH. OMG! Thank
you sebab jadi diri awak everytime awak dengan saya. Thank you
sebab tak pernah jemu nak layan saya. Dari dulu lagi. Thank you sebab
bersabar dengan saya, dengan perangai saya. Aduh rasa nak nangis
pulak huhu. (Cakap kat mak, thank you sebab lahirkan seketul Ammar

ni k)

Last but not least, kita kawan sampai kahwin kan? Saya tunggu awak
tau. Doa banyak-banyak, k. One more, sayang ni dah lama ada untuk
awak. Perancangan Allah tu hebat kan? Allah hadirkan awak untuk
saya at this time mesti ada sebab. Dulu maybe perasaan suka ja, and
now, the feelings grow into satu feelings yang saya sendiri hardly to

explain. Senang cerita, saya sayang awak lah! AHAHAHAH

AIllastshuirnegystioluml atythhaentovtIer’lbyle sertnaodsnyd ybeyt, ybouut

Again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BABY !

I Love You <3

mood

Art

ISSUE NO. 10 JUNE 2022

MOTIVATION

FOR THE WANDERING SOUL

The best lesson I've learned Every single day, I try my Right person will come on
is don't force anything. best to improve myself even the right time. I hope this
People come and go. if it is just a little bit. I try to
keep moving forward even if time is the right one.
InsyaAllah doa yang baik-
baik. I have to crawl.

Don't rush the process. If you feel like giving up, look The best gift you can give for
Allow yourself to grow at back at how far you've come. someone is du'a, because

your own pace. Stop nothing happens without the
comparing your life to what permission of Allah.

other people are doing.

We don't grow when things Prove them wrong. Stay private. Stay lowkey.
are easy. We grow when we Stay humble.

face challenges. You must always do your
best everyday, even when
Trust yourself. you are feeling defeated.

Always do your best.

Allah will make everything Once you start loving your Be patient with yourself and
beautiful at the right place, own presence, you stop trust the process. Remember
at the right time for the best
reason. Always have faith in chasing people in your life. the tortoise won the race,
not the hare.
Allah. Trust Allah.

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