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The Christed Heart

The Christed Heart

Following Your Heart to Live Your Best Life

Kristilynn Rose Starwell

Introduction

This book was created to assist others in beginning to release their story,
social conditioning and limited beliefs in order to begin creating their heart’s

deepest desires.

When we speak of manifesting we may also call it co-creation. This reflects that
the process is like an ongoing conversation taking place between ourselves and
the universe. Depending on who you are, you may need to be more aligned to

the manifesting aspect or to the co-creative.

For example, for one that needs to focus on self-empowerment, we may focus
on manifesting. For them, they may always wait for permission from the world to
move forward, and so we may want to support their ability to command what they
need from the world, giving them the permission to move forward without always
having an invitation to do so. For those who find it difficult to let go and allow

the universe to lead, the co-creative aspect may be more beneficial.

As the writer, I am working more on commanding, and so for this book I used the
term manifesting rather than co-creation.

As you explore this writing, please keep in mind that the inner and outer are
united in truth, and to create a new world we must master the conversation
between our inner world and the echo or reflection we receive or experience in
the material world. It is our guide. When we get it right, we ride the wave and we

enter flow.

If we have blockages that must be addressed/healed before we can manifest
our dreams, we clearly state our intention, and the universe will provide what is

needed for us to move forward toward our intention. If we can release

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expectation, and trust the process, we will move through the blockages so that
we can begin to build our unique version of heaven on earth.

These blockages will rise to be cleared, and it is for this reason that I do not use
the jargon of the law of attraction. As an alchemist, I hold that we must work
with the darkness. I feel always trying to stay positive leads people to believe

that avoiding the darkness is healthy. We will be taken down. We will purge what
we no longer need. We will get back up. This is healing.

I hope this explains the perspective that I bring into this work.
Enjoy the journey.

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Part 1

Prima Materia/ Dissolve/Breakdown

1. The Original Wound
2. Loss of Sovereignty
3. Fragmented Reality

4. Viral Programming
5. One with the Matrix
6. Heart Shut Down
7. Real/Material World Paradigm

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Part 2

The Elixer
Coagulate
Breakthrough to Manifest
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1. Healing the Original Wound
2. Choosing Sovereignty
3. Choosing Unity

4. Consciousness as Anti-Viral
5. Master the Slave

6. The Christed Heart
7. Liberation through Spirit

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Part 1

1. The Original Wound

Through the process of socialization, we erroneously learn that our essential
self is not worthy to exist unadulterated in the world. Something about us,
through an event either remembered or not, was compromised through the
external lens of our culture. In time, we surrendered our essential power and

went into agreement with this false teaching. This is our original wound, and it
distorts the power that runs through each one of us, causing distortion to be

created in the internal and external worlds, and removing us from the inner
kingdom that is our birthright as humans.

We might consider that our human power resides in our chakra system. As the
original wound takes hold, at last one of our chakras is affected. One affects all

the others, and we live in distortion, with our power cord kinked. The themes
that our wounded chakra resides over may then be deeply affected. As we
experience our distortions projected into reality, we learn where we are not

functioning in our power, and are invited to become conscious of these
distortions, to bring them into consciousness, and heal them.

In alchemy, the prima material is the base matter, into which we delve in order to
create our alchemical gold. It is dark. It is gloomy, and we must take the inner
light of our consciousness to know it and move into awakening. The quest for
the reclamation of power is not for the faint of heart.

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Journal 1

Re-Tell the Story of Your Original Wound Here. This Time You
Are the Enlightened Hero(ine).

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Shamanic Power
Tools 1

Power Stones
Chakra Wand

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Power Tools 1

Apply your chakra wand over your chakras, going where you are drawn. You
may use your wand to fill or release energy. For example, you may try circling
your wand clockwise to fill, and counterclockwise to remove or release energy.
You may also like to experiment with removing and then filling with pure light.

Record your observations.

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Part 1

2. Loss of Sovereignty

With our chakric power cord kinked, our power is confused, and we have a hard
time seeing clearly what to do and knowing what our truth is. Our integrity has
been compromised, and the system now contains a socially distorted virus, that

we will have to clear if we want to be free again.
Loss of sovereignty means that we confuse the self for the non-self, and as we
choose in alignment with the non-self which arose from the “viral” false program,
we create false realities that do not serve us or reflect our truth. The result in
the creation of a life that feels more like a nightmare. Unclear on how to fix the
pain we have created, we may move further into the darkness through various

escape mechanisms, which continue to strengthen the non-self. We may feel
ashamed that we are clueless about our own life, and feel powerless to change it.

We may find that as we try to initiate change, we get the “Tower of Babel”
affect. This means that when we step into our truth, the false structure cannot

co-exist within that vibration, and so they start to crumble. This may not be
comfortable, depending on our ability to release it, and not attach as the
physical world adjusts to our frequency of truth. In this realm, we function
through self-doubt, the world of the non-self.

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Journal 2

Where in your life have you chosen out of alignment with your
personal sovereignty/truth/power, and how is this choice seemingly

controlling your life?

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Shamanic Power
Tools 2

Seeing in the Dark
Connecting to Truth

Through
the Heart’s
Inner Vision

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Power Tools 2

Use your inner vision to enter into the inner heart chamber.
You may choose to observe or enter into a dialogue. Let yourself be guided,

and record your observations.

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Part 1

3. Fragmented Reality

As we continue to use our free-will to choose against our self, we create a
fractured reality, which reflects our inner fracture. Reality is a mirror, serving us

by providing an echo or feedback loop that clearly depicts where we are in
consciousness, in belief. If we have a fractured life, we are being asked to look

within and realign with our truth, so that we can choose from there.
As we feel broken and disempowered, we make choices from this place of being.
We lose the willingness to believe that we have any other options. We play the

same broken record over and over, trying to learn how to change it. We are
moving more deeply into the world where we believe in the illusion of our inherent
powerlessness, lack of choice, and lack of know how to create positive change.

We are operating like the distorted self that we see in the fun house mirror.

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Journal 3

Write about a part of your life that seems fragmented/broken/out of
sync with Unity. How is this affecting your life?

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Shamanic Power
Tools 3

Plant Allies
Essential Oils

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Power Tools 3

Deeply inhale your essential oil. Practice connecting with the energetic spirit of
the plant that was used to create it. Ask it for guidance if you like. Continue
inhaling as needed, and taking deep breaths in and out.
Record your observations.

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Part 1

4. Fragmented Reality & Viral Programming

Now that the walls to our kingdom have been breached, we may be infiltrated by
the viral programming, which is part of our accepted social conditioning. We are

confused about our power, our worth, our truth, our ability to be in charge
without making a mess. We have lost faith in this thing called the self. With the
self in a sort of coma, the non-self can now become pregnant within us with the

seeds of untruth.
We are told that we should be polite, compromise our power and our truth, go
along, make a living, pay the bills, keep love in the family, and hoard all we gain,

because there is not enough to go around.
We begin to either feel pain, which we are taught to suppress and speak over
with our non-self- computer -like brain, or we go numb, dragging through a world

that has lost all signs of life. We are here to conquer “others” and survive.
The chakra that was most directly wounded, is like walking around with constant

low immune function. Our integrity is not strong enough to resist the virus of
non-self. It tells us who to be, how to act, how/what to feel, what to do, how to
look, and we have become vulnerable to these viral codes, which will run our inner

program through our consciousness and through our DNA.
Our DNA is the program of our life. Our health is related to the accurate

replication of the code held within its structure. We fall ill when we have
distortions to the replication of the code. We are a species, made to manifest.

Every second, we are in choice. Every second that choice is “broadcast”

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through our physical and energetic life forces. This broadcast is received by
the outside world, and it echoes it back to us, so that we experience who and

what we are, allowing us to change our mind/choice if we do not like the
feedback we are getting. In each moment, we have the power to choose either in
line with fear/doubt /non-self or love/faith/self. In each moment we have the
power to change every aspect of our lives, but we may have to experience the

virus and create the anti-virus before we can know what it means to always
choose with our crown on.

We know that our system has been infected, if we run on auto-pilot, going
through the numb and meaningless motions of our “life”. Just like a computer
virus, we know we are infected, because we lose the ability to interact with our

own program. It has been taken over by the virus. We try to push the “go”
button, but nothing happens. Our relationship to the “motherboard” has been
severed because our power resides in the virus running the system without our

input.
There has been talk comparing the 64 DNA codons with the 64 I Ching
hexagrams. It is as if, our DNA is coded with all life possibilities, and when
choose, we are broadcasting this reality/belief. The DNA has proven to
affect the 3D world through something called the “Phantom DNA Effect”. It
was shown that DNA creates a sort of field, and once it is physically removed
from an area, this invisible field was still reported to affect the 3D world around
it. Our DNA tells reality what to do. Our choices/beliefs tells our DNA
what to do with reality, what to broadcast. It molds the 3D world this way it

seems.

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I Ching
Chinese Oracle
64 Hexagrams of Binary Combinations

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DNA Codons
64 Combinations

The genetic code is traditionally represented as this RNA codon table because, when proteins are
made in a cell, it is mRNA (messengerRNA) that directs protein synthesis. The mRNA sequence is

determined by the sequence of genomic DNA. The DNA is the template.

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Journal 4

Write about an aspect of your life in which you feel you are
disconnected or on autopilot.

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Shamanic Power
Tools 4

Return to Nature
Reading Signs in Nature

Divination
Nature Allies

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Power Tools 4

Take a walk in nature with the intention to connect with a nature ally. What do
you receive? What is the message? Record your observations.

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Part 1

5. Becoming the Matrix
Ruled by Fear

Driven by Poverty Consciousness

Now that our system has been infiltrated by the social programming we do not
remember who we are, and struggle to consistently act out of truth. For this
reason, we may feel pain, or may feel numb. We may try to fill the void with
meaningless substitutes for the truth, which will never solve the problem.
Our modern social matrix wants us to follow. We are socialized to be working
consumers. To work within a system that does not value human life more than
the profit that may be derived from it, we must have a motive. That motive is
fear. We believe that we are “alone in the world”, and must provide everything
for ourselves if we do not have another person willing to do this for us.

If we do not work at a job we will not have “security”. We need security, because
nobody feels secure in the vibration of fear. Because we are trained to fear not
having anything, we fear lack. If we have “nothing to show” for our efforts in life,
in the bank, in material possessions, we are viewed as a failure. To avoid this, we
buy into the myth of poverty, that there is not enough for everyone to have, so

we must work to get our share. Once we get our share, we should hoard it. In
fear, we are asked to consider the dreaded “rainy day”, when we fall ill and need

to fall back on our “savings”. This derailing of our life force from the present

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moment, where we have power, to the future can be a huge loss of power, and a
winning reason why people give themselves an excuse not to live in or act out of
their truth in the moment. “I hate my job, but retire in 10 years.” “What choice do
I have?’ In a world made of fear and lack/poverty consciousness, you have no
choice. You have no power, and rely on your job to keep you alive. Your job has

the life, the value, not you, so you better go along.
It is easy to imagine why the majority of humans on the planet have no idea what
they want, what they love, what their gifts are, and what their service/gift to the
world might be. We were never taught to consider such trivial matters, but only
get a paying job. These answers to our purpose, power, passion etc. have been

covered over and ignored by our social conditioning. No wonder we cannot
communicate with them.

We can have whatever we decide we will have! To decide what we will have, we
will have to identify it without social limitations, fear, or poverty consciousness. I

have. I am.
When we have $2 in the bank, we tell the money to multiply, apply mind over

matter until we have what we decided we would have.
We are trained that matter rules mind. If you don’t have (the job, the
relationship, the money, the house etc.), you cannot afford to be happy.

We become victims. Victims have no power. Victims live in fear.
Try telling money what to do. Your mind tells matter what to do. Tell the money

what to do, and allow it the time and space to happen. Celebrate when you
manifest more, no matter how “small” your non-self says it is. You have used
mind over matter. Keep doing it, and adjusting your strategy to play with the

results you experience.

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You are not a victim. You are a sovereign being with free choice. Every second
of your life you are choosing. We either choose in fear/lack/lies or
love/abundance/truth.

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Journal5

Write about your participation in fear/lack/victim/poverty
consciousness. Where did you learn to do this? What happens when

you choose from this place?

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Shamanic Power
Tools

Plant Allies
Flower Remedies

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Power Tools 5

Ingest 3 drops of your flower remedy onto your tongue and invite it to help you
with something that you are working on. Sit quietly and see if you notice

anything changing, recording your impressions. Take 3 more drops 2xs today.
At the end of the day, record your observations, noting anything you
discovered.

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Part 1

6. Heart Shut Down - Modern Loss of Meaning

If we are following our social conditioning, we may experience a sense of
emptiness, or lack of meaning in life. We may have a great home life, but spend

most of our time at a job that really does not encourage the flow of life to
unfold.

There are many ways in which meaning can be lost. Maybe our second chakra
was wounded, and we have a hard time in relationships and so have decided just

to go without.
Maybe we do not know how to make a living being who we are, so we

compromise and show up every day to a job that fails to nourish.
In Chinese Medicine, the heart is the sovereign, and when she/he is not well the

kingdom suffers. In this system, each organ has a specific need in order to
thrive. We might summarize it as follows…

Heart- Joy
Lung- Inspiration
Kidney- Intimacy w/ Self and Other
Spleen- Physical Nourishment
Liver- Freedom & Creative Expression

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We might consider that if we have joy in the heart, all other organs will receive
what they need, and that if the heart does not have joy, if all the others are
nourished it may then feel joyful.

With this picture of our inner world, and what each requires, it is easy to imagine
how meaninglessness becomes part of modern life. Our day to day worlds may
indeed provide for physical nourishment, aiding us in providing food and shelter,

but what more?

What percentage of people experience joy, inspiration, intimacy with
self/other, physical nourishment, freedom and personal/creative expression on

a daily basis? How does it feel to go without these things? How does that
affect our sense of health/vitality?

A heart that is shut down will either experience pain or numbness. It may not
feel joy, because it is closed. A heart that is shut down, creates a human that is
easily controlled, manipulated, and victimized. A heart that is alive feels, and has
incredible awareness. This is where our power resides. Part of our power is in
our Jedi feeling, and yet socially we are taught to control, discount, suppress
our feelings as inconsequential, and to instead rule our inferior feelings through

reason. In this way, we are separated from our power, and our hearts stop
speaking after we refuse to listen.

Our heart has scientifically been proven to generate an EM field much greater
than that which is generated through our brain. This field feels intuitively and
broadcasts out to the world, and yet our social conditioning speaks nothing
about the power that lies within our heart.

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A human separated from their heart’s power is not sovereign, and cannot know
themselves. They become a stranger in a strange land, a story of meaningless

disembodiment, eager to give the power of their free choice away.

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Journal 6

Write about your perceived relationship with your organs, and whether you
understand them as getting their needs met or not. How does this feel? How to

you respond to this feeling?

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Shamanic Power
Tools 6

Plant Allies
Herbal Remedies

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Power Tools 6

Brew your favorite herbal tea, or the one provided with the intention of
connecting with the energetic of the herbs that were used to create it.
Allow yourself to relax and open your field to expand beyond the 3d world.

Give yourself permission to take a journey into another world.
Record your observations.

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